Chapter 263: Door Opening
When Qiao Xiang faced Zheng Xiaowen and opened his heart, he would naturally say to Zheng Xiaowen those words that he had been stacking in his heart for ten years!
Qiao Xiang's heart was open to Zheng Xiaowen, and he let Zheng Xiaowen see his powerful and emotional inner world, so Zheng Xiaowen would definitely say her own wrong views about Qiao Xiang before.
As soon as the two talked like this, Qiao Xiang and Zheng Xiaowen's hearts communicated, the superimposed layer at the bottom of Qiao Xiang's heart disappeared, Qiao Xiang's heart was relaxed and bright, and he, Qiao Xiang, would never blush in front of Zheng Xiaowen again, and would never be speechless and stutter in front of Zheng Xiaowen again.
If this is the case, his Qiao Xiang's image in front of Zheng Xiaowen, his Qiao Xiang's image in Zheng Xiaowen's heart, will become the image of a big brother, or even the image of a confidant lover.
Then, if this is really the case, Zheng Xiaowen will never say that he is Xiao Qiao Xiang again, and he will never say that he Qiao Xiang again, like a little boy!
If Qiao Xiang had spoken his heart to Zheng Xiaowen at this time, it would not be too late for him to pursue Zheng Xiaowen, and he would definitely be able to recover Zheng Xiaowen!
Think, although Zheng Xiaowen loves Yang Yilin deeply, although she is engaged to Yang Yilin, but in fact, what she promised Yang Yilin is only her pure love! She did not completely give everything she had to Yang Yilin!
If she Zheng Xiaowen had completely promised herself to Yang Yilin, she would no longer think about the age difference between her and Yang Yilin! What she sees every day should be the loveliest lover in front of her and around her! She is still happy, how can she think of the invisible age difference number!
But in fact, looking at her Zheng Xiaowen's current life, the age difference between her and Yang Yilin has kept her in her thoughts, and she has never dared to show it to her friends!
This is all engaged, and she has never dared to show the marriage and love relationship between her and Yang Yilin in front of her friends, and she has not dared to show it, so that relatives, neighbors, colleagues, and acquaintances can see it!
After Zheng Xiaowen got engaged, she still remembered the age difference number that made her annoyed and painful! That number entangled her all at once, as if she had entered a sea of suffering, and when she thought about it, she frowned, and even sorrowful, making her tears flow horizontally and vertically.
At this time, if Zheng Xiaowen learned about Qiao Xiang, just this age difference would be enough for her to give up Yang Yilin and stand by Qiao Xiang's side.
However, the sky did not follow people's wishes, but Qiao Xiang went to study in other places, and he was separated and relaxed for so long.
Originally, Qiao Xiang was timid in front of Zheng Xiaowen, but there was a gap of more than 20 days in the middle, and such a long separation made Qiao Xiang's courage to get together dispersed again. This time, he couldn't be coherent with the courage of the day of the trip to Sheep's Head Mountain, and he became a timid 'little boy' as before!
This afternoon, before Qiao Xiang went out, he had emboldened himself. In his matter with Zheng Xiaowen, he was emboldened and cheered for himself again and again.
This time today, he was still muttering to himself on the way out of the house: "Nothing else, just these two days." Yesterday at noon, this morning, and this afternoon, you Qiao Xiang has been looking for Zheng Xiaowen three times!
"People often say: there is a repeat and a second, and there is no a repeat and a fourth. Now, you count this 'three' to 'two', and this time you have to go into that gate!"
"If Xiaowen is not at home, you will have to wait until it gets dark! When you see her, just keep the words you have said in your heart for the past ten years, and tell her clearly! Pour out all the bitter water of your ten years to her!
"This time when you get to her door, if you are flustered, your legs will cramp again, you won't be able to start, you can't walk, you can't go up that step...... Even if you enter that gate, even if you see Xiaowen, you will definitely be the same again, so can you still say what you want to say to her?!
"You, this time you see Xiaowen, if you still blush and stammer, you can't say a complete word, I, I, you, you, I tell you, that cowardly you, he is definitely not my Qiao Xiang!
"If it were me, Qiao Xiang, I wouldn't be like you, endlessly cowardly!
"Forget it, forget it, Qiao Xiang, you better get down, don't talk about it anymore! It's useless to say, you should regroup, show your spirits, enter the gate building steadily, and find Xiaowen to say what is in your heart, this is the right reason!"
When Qiao Xiang thinks of him and Zheng Xiaowen's affairs, he is always like this, talk about it, think about it, think about it.
A person who has been a dignified secretary, put it anywhere else, a handsome man who is chic no matter where he is, just because he is obsessed with love and is not good at confiding, look at this moment, he counts himself down, anxious, angry, and can't even speak!
Qiao Xiang rode to the east end of the private school alley, he didn't go directly to the alley, but couldn't help but wander around and think, thinking that he was about to put aside the letter, he was about to show his heart to Zheng Xiaowen, and he was going to talk to Zheng Xiaowen heart-to-heart......
Who knows, he doesn't want to be okay, he thinks like this, and the cowardice in his heart unconsciously comes out again. He quickly straightened up and cheered for himself:
"You've thought about it so much, don't think about it anymore! Just before you go out, after you go out, on the road, you have made up your mind, and now when you get here, why do you think about this and that, and after thinking about it, you are still timid, and you are still stagnant?
"Qiao Xiang, remember, you Qiao Xiang was originally a man who stood up to the sky! When you should move forward, the person who retreated must not be you Qiao Xiang! Step your legs! Walk! Walk to the private school alley! Walk to the gate of the Zheng family!"
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Qiao Xiang went up the steps of the Zheng family's gate, he steadied his thoughts, calmed his mind, and rang the doorbell......
In the east garden of the Zheng family, after being uncomfortable for a short separation, Yang Yilin and Zheng Xiaowen, who were watching the flowers and laughing, suddenly heard the doorbell ring, and they both realized that the person who came was not Qin Zixi, it must be Qiao Xiang. Both of them were happy and smiling, and hurriedly ran to the west house, opened the door and saw that it was Qiao Xiang, and they were so happy that they greeted Qiao Xiang with a smile on their faces.
When Yang Yilin saw Qiao Xiang, he waved his hand and said, "Qiao Xiang, you have come back from studying, why have you been going for so long?"
Qiao Xiang was full of his thoughts, and Zheng Xiaowen was full of heart, and at this moment, he suddenly saw Yang Yilin, how could he answer in such a timely manner! What he suddenly had in his heart was that his body and mind shook violently: Ah! He Yang Yilin is also here!
Qiao Xiang's sudden thought at this moment passed through his mind. He looked at the two welcome smiles that were smiling at him on the threshold, the panic and cowardice he had carried before he rang the doorbell, and for a moment, the panic and cowardice that shouldn't have been there had had already run away!
At this time, Qiao Xiang smiled back at Yang Yilin's words very easily: "I came back the night before yesterday." I thought it was Saturday and my friends might be here, so I'm here, hehe!" he said with a smile, and naturally stepped his bike across the threshold.
As the saying goes: 'People are lost in things'.
Qiao Xiang at this time, he is probably lost in the matter.
Think, Lin Jing and Wen Jiemei, the two of them played long and short sentences, and they were still thinking about Yang Yilin's 'always arriving first', could it be that Qiao Xiang at this time, he didn't want to think about 'Yang Yilin arrived first'?
Qiao Xiang at this time, he really didn't think about anything, and even, as soon as he saw Yang Yilin and Zheng Xiaowen, he forgot about his own 'mental task' here. His mind was full of things to talk to the two people in front of him at the moment!
Zheng Xiaowen said to Qiao Xiang: "Our flower fairies came in the morning, they enjoyed the flowers in the East Garden for a while, and they all went home to get busy. She spoke, turning and walking ahead.
Yang Yilin raised his arm, put his hand on Qiao Xiang's shoulder and said behind him: "I'm here to get medicine for my fellow countryman, isn't the factory closed today, by the way, let's take a look at Teacher Zheng." Yang Yilin said, smiled at Qiao Xiang, and said, "Originally, I was about to go back, but when you come, I'll play for a while." ”
In fact, Yang Yilin still came to Zheng's house very early today, as before.
In the morning, as soon as Yang Yilin and Zheng Xiaowen heard the doorbell, the two of them did the same as the previous times, according to the discussed set of methods, and Zheng Xiaowen went to open the door. When the friends came to the courtyard, Zheng Xiaowen would lead the friends to the East Garden to see the flowers.
Then, Yang Yilin, who was hiding in the west wing, would hurry out, go to the east side of the upper room, in the middle of the north gable of the east wing, push the bicycle he put there, and after going out of the gate, stop for a while and then turn back and ring the doorbell to come in.
When he played with his friends until he left, Yang Yilin also walked with his friends. When he arrived on the street, Yang Yilin saw that his friends had gone away, and he turned back and entered the gate of Zheng's house.
Due to Zheng Xiaowen's hard persuasion, Zheng's father and Zheng's mother also had to get involved. Zheng's father and Zheng's mother were very annoyed, but they had no other good way but to repeat 'open the door and come to the door'.
The first two times, Zheng's mother 'opened the door, went to the door, came to the door, opened the door', and was always annoyed and muttered: 'What is Nini doing this called, your own business, you go all kinds of things at will, you let your father and mother follow you with all the bells and whistles, and it's not okay for your father and mother to be improvised, what are you calling it!'
Zheng's father really couldn't think of any other good way, so he persuaded Zheng's mother: 'Nini's mother, when you hear the doorbell ringing, you feel that it is your task, so you should hurry up and open the door, or hurry to the door.'