Chapter 60 Growing up is the process of constantly discarding the past

Later, Fang Shanmu said a lot, as if all the dissatisfaction and resentment accumulated over the past few years were vented, including the surprise or frustration that Guan Xiaohuan would send text messages in the middle of the night regardless of whether he was asleep or not, including that she never cared about his mood and time, and never regarded him as a dispensable person who came and went as soon as he called. And she, for a long time, was his dream of gains and losses.

In the past, she was all his love yearning, and he was just a spare tire that would appear at any time she needed it. Now, he became all she had, and she was shattered in his heart, beyond his recovery. Life's mistakes are so cruel, when you burn, she is cold. After she is heated, you are cooled.

The people who miss it are the ones who don't have the right timing or feeling.

Fang Shanmu didn't know how long he had been talking, but he remembered that he threw out all the words that had been accumulated in his heart for many years, until the rain became heavier and heavier, and both of them were drenched all over their bodies.

In the end, what Guan Xiaohuan said, Fang Shanmu couldn't remember clearly, in his impression, Guan Xiaohuan kept saying sorry, hoping that he could forgive her and give her a chance, he shook his head or shook his head. Not to mention that he already has Sheng Chen, even if he doesn't, he will never be able to pass his psychological level, and he can't help himself from imagining the scene when Guan Xiaohuan is with others. He admits that he is petty and extremely possessive, and that what he cannot get and what is possessed by others, although he does not want to destroy it, he does not have any more ideas.

If Guan Xiaohuan was a thorn in his heart before, it hurt when he touched it. After she went abroad, he became his heart's blood, dripping into the past years, blooming into a red flower that never faded, embellished on the past, and became the most conspicuous and vivid memory.

Looking at Guan Xiaohuan's distant figure, Fang Shanmu stood alone for a long time, even if he was drenched into a soup chicken, he didn't move. Some things have been precipitated for a long time and require a ritual to be buried.

Later, many classmates accused Fang Shanmu of being too arrogant, indifferent to the pursuit of Guan Xiaohuan, the school flower back then, thinking about how many people wanted to get Guan Xiaohuan's favor but couldn't get it, was Fang Shanmu too inflated? Guan Xiaohuan put down all his self-esteem and took the initiative to show love to him, what is so great about him, he dares to refuse the goddess?

For all kinds of rumors, Fang Shanmu ignored them. After he returned to Beijing, he did not contact Guan Xiaohuan again. What should be in the past must be allowed to pass, otherwise it will ferment and deteriorate.

Half a year later, on the first night of his marriage with Sheng Chen, he received a call from Guan Xiaohuan. Guan Xiaohuan couldn't cry, crying to him that she had actually liked him since high school, but she just felt that he was too honest and easy to bully, so she thought that no matter how far she went and how many people she liked, he would wait for her. It's just that she went too far and too fast, slowly snubbed him, and made him fall in love with someone else. She is getting married now, and if he is willing to give her one last chance, she will not marry, even if she is the woman behind him forever, she has no regrets.

Fang Shanmu didn't speak from beginning to end, and after listening to Guan Xiaohuan crying for an hour, he responded indifferently: "It's all over, hold on to it, it's yourself who hurts, and it's someone else who hurts." ”

Guan Xiaohuan hung up the phone silently, and since then she has disappeared from Fang Shanmu's life, and all contact information has been lost. Later, I heard from her classmates that she left Shimen and went to Africa. Where exactly it went, no one knows. Anyway, more than ten years have passed, and Fang Shanmu has never heard any news about Guan Xiaohuan again.

"Is this gone?" Hu Panzheng listened attentively, and suddenly saw Fang Shanmu stop abruptly, and sighed a few times unsatisfied, "It's over too fast, and nothing happened in the middle, it's boring!"

"Actually, it's also very good, sometimes put love in your heart, from now on, it's better to miss each other, don't see each other and don't miss it, and forget each other in the ......rivers and lakes from now on" Cheng Pengpeng sighed, and his eyes were a little confused, "Sometimes I think that if the position of the two of you is reversed, Guan Xiaohuan has been guarding you, she is your spare tire, and you have always been nostalgic for flowers, love and love." Suddenly one day you are tired and tired, and when you look back, Guan Xiaohuan is still behind you, waiting for your return, will you marry her?"

Fang Shanmu was silent, sometimes the way of thinking of men and women is indeed very different, if this is the case, the probability of him marrying Guan Xiaohuan is greater than 90%. Although he acknowledges that men do have inferior roots in some ways, he still rejects the common saying that you need to find enough fun for men and hurt to find women.

It should be said that when looking for a man, you must find someone with experience and responsibility, and if you are looking for a woman, you must find someone who has vision and can be tolerant.

"If I were replaced, I would definitely be. Gu Hao patted Fang Shanmu with a heavy face, "It turns out that you were more infatuated than me before, Lao Fang, from now on, I admit defeat in my emotional experience, admitting that I am not as affectionate and amazing as you." ”

"Get out of the way, don't laugh at me. Fang Shanmu pushed Gu Hao away, "Before I got married, I had an inexplicable love-hate entanglement with Guan Xiaohuan, but nothing happened, so pure that I didn't even touch my hands, and after I got married, I never had any psychological and physical derailment, what about you?"

"I ...... No!" Gu Hao got up and left without confidence, "It's not early, I have to go to sleep." You old people don't sleep much, I'm still young, I'm still growing my body, I have to go to bed early. ”

Cheng Pengpeng thought for a while: "Panpan, if you remember the love story of your uncle, you must add it to the growth game APP, this relationship is crucial to the personal growth of Uncle Fang, so that he can learn to make trade-offs and know what he wants." ”

"How long have you known him, and you know him so well?" Hu Pan raised the mobile phone in his hand, "I've been recording just now, don't worry, I won't miss any opportunity to enrich the growth game APP." ”

"It's all in the past, and growing up is the process of constantly abandoning the past and moving forward forever. Fang Shanmu also stood up and smiled mysteriously, "Okay, my promise has been fulfilled, from tomorrow, I will start to officially solve the matter between you and Jiang Chengzi, how about it, do you have the confidence to clear the customs in a short time?"

Hu Pan was a little weak and didn't dare to look directly at Fang Shanmu's gaze: "Why don't you dare? Day by day, who am I, Hu Pan? The thousand-year-old fox will still be afraid of chatting? Say, Uncle Fang, have you figured out how to help me get through? I want to abuse Jiang Chengzi well, make him regret it, make him feel painful, and make him kneel and beg for mercy." ”

"I don't know why you have such a misunderstanding of me......" Fang Shanmu's tone was relaxed and he smiled lightly, "Helping you pass the level means waving the flag and shouting for you, not fighting side by side with you." As for how to defeat or subdue Jiang Chengzi, you still have to take the big idea, after all, it's your own pass, we are just your allies, do you understand?"

In Hu Pan's stunned gaze and then gritted his teeth with hatred, Fang Shanmu took the steps of not recognizing his six relatives and went back to the house to sleep.

"No, no, Uncle Fang ......" Hu Pan was stunned for a long time, and it wasn't until Fang Shanmu walked into the room that she woke up, "Didn't you say that you have three love stories? ”

The only thing that responded to Hu Pan was the sound of the door shutting heavily.

In the past few days, every time he met to discuss the design of the growth game APP, Jiang Chengzi would put forward many opinions, and the opinions were very pertinent, which was appreciated by Fang Shanmu and Gu Hao. Cheng Pengpeng sometimes mostly agrees with Jiang Chengzi's proposals, only Hu Pan sneered at him a lot, accusing him of moaning without illness, just a pure gamer's personal opinion, not necessarily the correct direction of the market.

Regarding Hu Pan's criticism, Jiang Chengzi had a lot of rebuttals at first, but after listening to it a lot, he just smiled coldly, and then talked about him left and right, and even failed to explain and justify.

The company has recruited several employees one after another, reaching the scale of more than a dozen people, with a certain atmosphere, and the progress of various things is quite smooth.

Seeing that it was the Spring Festival, the day before the holiday, Fang Shanmu proposed a dinner party, and everyone agreed. Jiang Chengzi proposed to change the restaurant, and he always wanted to vomit when he ate in the music restaurant, and he knew that there was a very atmospheric Western-style restaurant located in Sanlitun, which was the place of his buddies, and he could book a good seat.

"Just sit down, don't you go, you've eaten enough. Hu Pan clasped his hands in front of his chest, looking indifferent, "It's not delicious, change places." ”

In the past, when she was in love, she and Jiang Chengzi often went to sit down, and the place of love used to be a place of sadness has now become a place of sadness, so she doesn't want to go.

Jiang Chengzi hugged him and sneered: "You are too selfish, let's not say that the dishes you sit on are very distinctive and delicious, just say that you don't want everyone to try it on the grounds that you have eaten enough, which is an extreme self-performance." To be a man, we should consider problems from the standpoint of others, and don't always take ourselves as the starting point. Hu Pan, you have broken up with me for so long, why haven't you grown at all? It's so disappointing, no, it should be said that it fits your personality too well. ”

"Did we break up?" Hu Pan raised his eyebrows, and his momentum soared, "When you chased me, you took a lot of effort. When you break up, you don't even say a word about an official breakup, you don't deserve to be a man. ”

"Where you start, where you end, I am courting you in a seat, then today I will also officially announce my breakup with you in a seat. Jiang Chengzi suddenly smiled lightly again, "When the time comes, you don't refuse or resist, you have to be as neat as you promised me to court." ”

"Don't worry, I'm not a stalker, I don't have feelings for you for a long time, just waiting for you to officially break up. Hu Pan glanced around at everyone, "Uncle Fang, Lao Du, as well as Peng Peng and Master Gu, you can be a witness." ”