I looked at Lu Yuxin beside me, holding my hand tightly, with a hint of panic in my eyes, I pretended to be calm, took the phone and asked, "Do you think this is necessary?"

"I want to have a glass of wine with you and talk about my heart, I know I'm not a thing, I'm a coward, I'm selfish, I've been evading responsibility, today you made me see how embarrassed I am, I don't mean anything else, let's go to Gao Xu together, drink this wine, we are separated. ”

I hesitated for a few seconds and said to Cheng Jia, "You wait for me." ”

Hanging up the phone, Lu Yuxin took my hand and said, "What does Cheng Jia want to do?"

"I don't know. I said to Lu Yuxin: "We still have to meet when we meet, and I still expect Cheng Jia to cooperate with the investigation." ”

Lu Yuxin knew that she couldn't persuade me, so she had to compromise and say, "Go early and come back early, I'll wait for you at home." ”

At the entrance of the community, I saw Cheng Jia's Audi A8L parked quietly, Cheng Jia stood by the car and watched me walk out of the community, I had just fought in the afternoon, and now we met again, I couldn't help but be a little embarrassed. Cheng Jia saw me walk in, smiled bitterly twice and said, "I thought you wouldn't come." ”

"You're here, maybe I won't come?"

"Let's go. Cheng Jia pulled the car door and said to me, "Go drink." ”

"Where are you going?"

"Hospital!"

"Hospital?"

In the inpatient department of the rehabilitation department of Yunda Hospital, Gao Xu changed from an eight-person ward to a four-person room, the ward of the rehabilitation department is relatively better, and the people who live here are not like other departments, every patient is suffering from illness, and here, they are completely waiting for recovery.

Since the last time I saw Gao Xu, I haven't dared to come a second time, if Cheng Jia hadn't come here tonight, I wouldn't have had the courage to come alone.

In the ward, Gao Xu was leaning on the head of the bed and was reading, Gao Xu's mother turned her head when she heard the sound of the door opening, and when she saw me for the first time, a warm smile immediately appeared on her face, but the moment she saw Cheng Jia appear, the smile on her face disappeared.

Without waiting for me to speak, Cheng Jia stepped forward to apologize and said, "Auntie, I'm sorry, I'm here to apologize to you." After speaking, he knelt on the ground and kowtowed three times to Gao Xu's mother, and the sound was very loud, and the whole ward was shocked. In addition to Gao Xu, there is also an old man in the four-person ward, who is in his fifties, and the other two beds are empty.

Seeing this scene, the old man was a little surprised.

Gao Xu's mother didn't know what to say, Gao Xu looked at all this with a dull look, Gao Xu's mother stammered and asked, "You...... Why are you here......"

I don't know how to say it, because I don't know Gao Xu's current state, whether he has really regained his memory, or is it intermittent? I'm not sure.

Cheng Jia got up from the ground, looked at Gao Xu's mother and said, "I want to come and see you and Gao Xu." ”

"Mom-" Gao Xu shouted, and then said, "You go out first, I want to chat with Cheng Jia and silently." ”

Gao Xu's mother was still a little worried, looked at Gao Xu, and then looked at us, and then the old man who lived in the next bed got up and said to Gao Xu's mother: "I'm also about to go out to breathe, why don't we go outside for a walk." ”

"Oh...... All right. Gao Xu's mother answered, got up and went out with the old man, this uncle is just to create an opportunity for us to speak alone.

After the two old men walked out, Cheng Jia walked to the side of the bed, sat on the chair where Gao Xu's mother was sitting just now, looked at Gao Xu and asked, "Do you remember everything?"

Gao Xu nodded, and then said to Cheng Jia: "I know everything that happened during this time, my mother told me everything, silently...... Thank you. ”

I went straight to the window of the hospital room and opened the window a crack, and only by breathing the air outside, did I not feel so uncomfortable.

Behind him, Cheng Jia said to Gao Xu: "I've always been a selfish person, but I didn't see it before, sometimes people have to go through something to grow!"

"No!" Gao Xu, who was sitting on the bed, said: "It's growth that has changed us, and I often think about it when I lie in bed during this time, what has changed us?

"I can't go back. I turned to Gao Xu and said, "There are too many temptations in this world, and we are mortals, so we can't control these at all. ”

"I just want Jing Yao!" Speaking of this, Cheng Jia smiled self-deprecatingly and continued: "But I will never get her, and for me, life without Jing Yao is meaningless." ”

I sensed a hint of something not quite right, this kind of thing shouldn't come out of Cheng Jia's mouth!

Gao Xu smiled bitterly and asked rhetorically: "What's the point of a life that has lost its legs?"

In this way, I am the only one among the three people? I smiled bitterly, looking at Gao Xu and Cheng Jia, not knowing what to say.

Cheng Jia stared at Gao Xu lying on the bed and asked, "Do you hate me?"

"Don't hate!" Gao Xu replied very calmly, and after saying these two words, he said easily: "But I won't forgive you for everything you have done." ”

Cheng Jia nodded and said to Gao Xu: "I don't mean anything else today, I just want to come and see you, and I don't know if there will be a chance to meet in the future, maybe ten or eight years, maybe never again." Once the three of us walked out of the town together, came to Kunming shoulder to shoulder to start our own hard work, but the final solution was that the three of us said goodbye in the hospital ward. ”

I smiled wryly and asked, "Isn't it ironic?"

"It's nothing. Gao Xu opened his mouth and said, "At least there is one more goodbye." ”

Cheng Jia looked at Gao Xu and asked, "Can I do anything else for you?"

"No need. Gao Xu turned to me and stared at me for a long time, without saying anything else.

Cheng Jia took out a bank card and put it on the bedside table, and said to Gao Xu: " This is almost all of my own private money, the password is 668866, my parents have no culture, I have always been a bastard, my family has nothing else to do to help you except for money, the only time I spent money to find a relationship was also pitted, you take this money, I may not need it, you can come to your senses, it is the greatest relief to me, if those drugs really kill you, maybe I will live in self-blame for the rest of my life, buddy, I'm gone, goodbye. ”

After Cheng Jia said this, he turned around and walked out of the ward.

Gao Xu was silent for a long time, looked at me and said, "Thank you for taking care of me and my mother during this time, I don't know what to say to you, I just want to know a little bit, are you all in the know?"