Gao Xu asked, isn't it just asking me in disguise if everything was planned by me? How do I answer? Conceal or admit it? The tangle that I have never had appeared at this moment, I stared at Gao Xu for a long time, he was also looking at me, the distance between each other was less than three meters, but I felt that there was an ocean between us, and all we could do was to look at each other across the sea.

After a few minutes, I made a decision to myself that I didn't know if it was the right one, and that decision was to choose to face it!

I looked at Gao Xu's eyes, nodded and said, "Yes, I know, including what Cheng Jia will do to you, I have guessed." ”

Although it was only 25 words after that, after saying it, I felt that my nervous nerves had become relaxed.

Gao Xu didn't react excessively when he saw that I finished speaking, he smiled bitterly twice, put his hands in front of him and kept rubbing them, and after a few seconds, he looked at me and said, "Maybe this is retribution." ”

"Retribution?" I didn't quite understand.

Gao Xu continued: "You, me and Cheng Jia, we have all changed, you don't have to feel any self-blame because of this, everything has a reason, this is retribution." When Lu Yuxin had a car accident, it was also my idea for Lu Quanming, and even some arrangements were made by me, but Lu Yuxin's luck was better than mine......"

Hearing this, my fists couldn't help but clench, if it weren't for Gao Xu lying on the bed at this moment, I would really punch him. Gao Xu noticed the details of my fist, but he didn't care, and still continued: " I didn't expect Lu Quanming to treat me like this in the end, I'm a coward, even today, I don't have the courage to tell you this, I have already thought about it, if you dare to admit it, I dare to tell you, if you don't admit it, let this dead knot continue to be buried in my heart, my mother is right, silently you are a person who has the courage to face yourself, this is exactly what Cheng Jia and I don't have, we will only calculate each other behind our backs and use each other to achieve our own goals. We haven't learned to deal with it yet, can you tell me why you helped my mom so much when I was unconscious?"

I turned to look out the window, turned my back to Gao Xu and said: "Because I have considered something for you from your point of view, if it weren't for family changes, you wouldn't be like this, each of us does one thing for a reason, no one wants to do something that is sorry for our conscience, if you want to blame it on our lack of care for each other, not honest enough, and not true friends." At this point, Yaoyao is better than us, she always puts herself in the shoes of a few of us, even when we are all very bad and dark, she still chooses to be good to us. ”

Hearing the name of "Yaoyao", Gao Xu sighed and said to me, "Are you okay?"

I shook my head, turned to Gao Xu and said, "Yaoyao is going to leave after all, the immigration procedures have been completed, and there is a brand new 'Jin Year' in France, maybe it's not called 'Jin Year', everything is a new beginning." ”

"Bless her ......"

I left, with a full of memories out of Gao Xu's ward, once I always thought that Yuxin's car accident was planned by Lu Quanming, but I didn't expect Gao Xu to be involved, which makes me hard to believe, but it's not hard to accept, we have all become so bad, so shameless, what else can't we do?

When waiting for the elevator in the elevator room, I saw a rescue patient lying on the bed and being pushed over, surrounded by many people, several students wearing school uniforms, the doctor urged these people to get out of the way, not to delay time, lying on the bed is a young man, covered in blood, it is said that he was rescued because of a fight, and he saw that the air intake was not as good as the out.

Suddenly, I remembered that we were in high school, we had a conflict with the people in the next class, and we could fight each other with mops, table legs, and bricks.

Parking lot at the hospital.

Cheng Jia stood next to his car, and after I walked over, he looked at him and asked, "You talked a lot with Gao Xu, right?"

"Yes. I took a deep breath and said to Cheng Jia: "What should be talked about, what shouldn't be talked about, all have been discussed." ”

"Then it's my turn, get in the car. ”

I didn't ask much, got into Cheng Jia's car, he drove through the city to a roadside barbecue stall in Fanjia Village, Cheng Jia parked the car on the side of the road, and said to me: " Remember this barbecue stall, when the three of us came to Kunming, the first small gathering was here, I invited the guest, asked you and Gao Xu to come over and rub together, at that time we came to Kunming for the second month, Gao Xu and I just finished military training, like a grandson, but you are not better than us, we sat here and ordered two hundred small meat skewers, a box of beer is not enough to drink, Gao Xu drank too much to pee, and fell on his own stall of urine. ”

I pushed the door open and got out of the car and said to the owner of the barbecue stand, "Two hundred skewers, and bring me another case of beer." ”

"Okay!" the boss happily greeted me and Cheng Jia and said, "You two can sit casually, I still have today's fresh kidneys, do you want to bake two skewers and try it?" ”

"Whole. Cheng Jia said to the boss: "Whatever is delicious, come up." ”

"How many of you?"

"Two. ”

"Then you can't eat so much, fifty meat skewers are enough. ”

"Two hundred. Cheng Jia insisted: "If we can't finish eating, we will pack it, so you can rest assured." ”

The boss glanced at Cheng Jia's Audi A8L parked on the side of the road, and didn't say anything more.

After Gao Xu and I sat down, we opened the beer, touched each other, blew a bottle on each of our necks, put down the empty bottle, Cheng Jia looked at me and said, "This may be the last time we drink together, it would be nice if Yaoyao and Gao Xu were here." ”

"Are you still thinking about Yaoyao?"

Cheng Jia hesitated for a moment, and then said in an extremely lonely tone: "Yes, but what's the use of thinking? I have done so much, but I haven't won her heart." ”

"You should be able to feel it if you want to be reconciled. ”

"You should also be able to feel that Yaoyao's kindness to me is completely good between friends, not between lovers, if you can't see this, then you are not silent. ”

"At least some of the things you did still moved her. ”

"Don't talk about this, let's talk about something else, Gao Xu told me a long time ago that Lu Yuxin's car accident had his factors in it, since Gao Xu is honest with you, then I will also talk to you about something you don't know. ”

"What?"