Chapter 60: I Can't Enter the Door of Love
Qin Zixi took the pomegranate and walked to the study while eating in the courtyard, Zheng Xiaowen hurriedly walked to the study, put the pomegranate in his left hand on the square table, broke the pomegranate in his right hand into petals before handing it to Qiao Xiang, and said:
"Here you go, eat it, it's sweet, it's delicious!"
Qiao Xiang took the pomegranate, he looked at Zheng Xiaowen who was close at hand, at this moment, he didn't know why, he couldn't control his own stupidity, and stared at Zheng Xiaowen hard.
Qiao Xiang's expression, Qin Zixi couldn't see it. Zheng Xiaowen's body and the chimney on the stove blocked Qin Zixi's sight.
Zheng Xiaowen's infatuated eyes for Qiao Xiang were familiar with as early as college, and it was not surprising that she felt at this time, and she had long been accustomed to it. However, during this time, she complained a little bit about Qiao Xiang in her heart:
At that time, you have always been the first love girl, the first love girl's shouting, now, you look at me like this, how do you let me understand you?
Come on, you, just one who wants to pull me to play, just pull me out to play, want to see me, just don't roll your eyes to look at my ass little boy! I tell you, I want to be consistent with your thoughts, but I can't keep it consistent, come on, ignore you!
Zheng Xiaowen thought, her calm face was a little angry.
She looked at Qiao Xiang, then at Qin Zixi, and said, "You two eat pomegranates here, I'll go to the east courtyard to move a few pieces of coal, and I'll come over immediately." After speaking, he walked out of the study door.
Zheng Xiaowen carried a pot of honeycomb coal and came from the east courtyard into the study. Although this pot of coal was a little heavy, her face and heart still seemed calm.
Zheng Xiaowen went to the study, took out a chair and put it in front of the stove, sat down and picked up the scissors to open the lid of the stove to see if the coal should be lowered.
Qin Zixi ate a pomegranate and stood beside Zheng Xiaowen and said, "It's not cold, you can seal it with a piece of coal." ”
"I felt a little cold this morning, so I left the stove on. Zheng Xiaowen looked at Qiao Xiang as he said and asked, "Qiao Xiang, are you cold?"
Qiao Xiang didn't move, Zheng Xiaowen looked a little angry just now, and now he was still nesting in his heart, he was still thinking, still awkward, and uncomfortable!
He lowered his eyelids and slowly ate the pomegranate and thought, and when he heard Zheng Xiaowen ask him, he only glanced at Zheng Xiaowen, and then his eyelids drooped again, and he said expressionlessly: "It's not cold, you seal it." ”
The three of them are chasing Zheng Xiaowen in private, but the performance of these two people today is really incomprehensible!
At this moment, if Yang Yilin was hiding in the shadows in the study, if he heard the conversation between these three people and saw these two big men, enjoying the labor of his beloved girl, how would he feel in his heart?
He, he, he will definitely rush out, go up and kick the left and right feet: "Kick these two big men with one foot and two feet!"
After kicking, he will point at these two people and say: You, you, look at you two stupid ducks and sloth bears, you still want to compete with me Yang Yilin, are you qualified enough? You two get aside as soon as possible, get away there!!
However, it has to be said that a person's external performance on a certain occasion alone cannot fully represent that this kind of performance is the inner truth of the person.
In today's current occasion, putting aside the careless Qin Zixi for the time being, let's just talk about Qiao Xiang:
The letter that had no reply had already made Qiao Xiang so crushed and tossed that he was fascinated!
This 'fan', like a slightly transparent veil, has already blindfolded Qiao Xiang's heart and Qiao Xiang's eyes, so that he can't find an opportunity to take care of Zheng Xiaowen carefully.
Even though Qiao Xiang really wanted to get close to Zheng Xiaowen, many times, the atmosphere and scenes that the two of them inadvertently created or caused by external factors solidified the warm atmosphere of infatuation, obsession, and love in his heart!
That evening, Qiao Xiang also took Zheng Xiaowen to dinner and watch a movie with his heart and mind, who knows, within a few days, Qiao Xiang saw the Zheng family's iron general guarding the door and colding him outside!
Who knows, the iron general guarded the door, it was Zheng Xiaowen and Yang Yilin who went fishing! Moreover, Qiao Xiang also saw the fishing gear that the two of them went fishing!
These unforeseen and uncomfortable things have happened before. Even if it was a misunderstanding sometimes, Qiao Xiang didn't know it, which caused Qiao Xiang's enthusiasm to be cold again, cold again, and cold to the point of solidification!
After Qiao Xiang's love was constantly influenced by external forces and solidified countless times, his ability to love and his language ability could not be brought into play, and he could no longer love as he wanted and speak freely as he wanted in front of Zheng Xiaowen.
Moreover, even if Qiao Xiang sees Zheng Xiaowen every time, his love emotion will immediately hit the 'laminating layer of love' in his heart, but he always can't meet the positive attraction of Zheng Xiaowen to draw out his love!
Qiao Xiang couldn't receive the gravitational force of Zheng Xiaowen's love, his emotional impact always seemed too small, and his 'laminated layer of love' always couldn't meet enough impact turning force, so that his 'laminated layer of love' kept stacking, and there was no chance to uncover it layer by layer.
That's it, Qiao Xiang can't meet enough gravitational force of love, and can't pull out all his love, so that his love erupts enthusiastically, erupts upwards brightly, and flexibly fills his thinking, synchronizes to his words and behaviors, so that when he meets Zheng Xiaowen, he can't even say a complete sentence to express his heart!
Qiao Xiang's love situation is so bad, how can he take care of Zheng Xiaowen meticulously and love Zheng Xiaowen in every way!
Qiao Xiang's delicate and deep affection for Zheng Xiaowen, delicate and genuine love, he had no way to release it, and he couldn't help but stack it on the bottom of his heart!
The upper echelons of Qiao Xiangxin, except for blushing, shy, shy, and speechless, the rest is already empty!
Even if sometimes, Qiao Xiang will show some love to Zheng Xiaowen, it is only that the 'laminating layer of love' in his heart is surging, the tide is rising, the tide of love is churning, and there is no pressure from the outside world, so it comes up a little bit without constraints.
The 'laminated layer of love' in Qiao Xiang's heart is very thick, and that layer is surging in the bottom of his heart, and it can't help but heat up, or the pressure is too great, he is incompetent, he is helpless, he has no way to open up to Zheng Xiaowen to see, so he can only toss and dry by himself:
That is, he writes his own songs and sings them at home!
Only through lyrics, scores, and singing can he vent, calm, and descend the surging tide, high temperature and pressure of his 'laminated layer of love'!
If at any moment, Qiao Xiang's 'laminating layer of love' surging and churning to the point that he couldn't suppress it, so that the temperature and pressure in that layer rose to the point that he couldn't bear it, Zheng Xiaowen didn't help him, and there was no one in the world to help him, then only his words, songs, and singing, these three laxatives, were his good medicine for cooling and lowering blood pressure!
Poor Qiao Xiang, he wants to love very much, he wants to love so much, but he just can't get in, the one he chose: the door of love!