Chapter 61: Where Do I Start?

Zheng Xiaowen, Qiao Xiang, Qin Zixi, the three of them ate pomegranates in the study, Qin Zixi thought:

Originally, I was looking for Xiaowen to play, but who knows, Qiao Xiang is also here, I can't go out here, I can't go out, talking, we are all sitting together, what are you talking about? Everyone is sitting like this, feeling bored and flustered, it is better to go to the East Garden to see the flowers!

Qin Zixi proposed to go to the East Garden to see the flowers, and the two of them got up.

The three of them went to the Moon Gate, and Qin Zixi said:

"Yo, the chrysanthemums are still blooming! Xiaowen, it's cold, and the moon season in this garden is still blooming so well!"

Zheng Xiaowen said:

"The moon season is long, and the morning sun is warm in this courtyard, so it can bloom until the end of December. It's just that when it's particularly cold, the buds bloom very slowly and the flowers wither slowly.

"Flowers on the branches, they can always show a sense of spring, you see, as soon as you enter this garden, the spirit is very refreshing, right?"

"Yes, it's really cool to look at this colorful garden!" Qin Zixi nodded and said.

Zheng Xiaowen and Qin Zixi were talking here, and Qiao Xiang went alone to a cluster of moon flowers to gaze.

Qiao Xiang was thinking:

These beautiful flowers, although they have thorns, are reachable to pick. That person like a flower, why is it so difficult for you to get close to her!

I wanted to talk to her and hang out today, but I didn't know that there was another one. Looking at her just now, she didn't even respond, looking at her face, she seemed to be a little angry and unhappy.

This comes to the garden...... He was thinking about it, looking at Zheng Xiaowen and Qin Zixi, and seeing those two talking, he thought to himself: Look at the situation in front of him, how can I still have my Qiao Xiang's share, it's really uncomfortable!

Qiao Xiang felt his tears come out: Ah, his eyes must be red, this can't be seen by them!

Zheng Xiaowen saw Qiao Xiang going in the direction of the upper room alone, and she said in her heart: Oh, I snubbed him!

Zheng Xiaowen hurriedly shouted at Qiao Xiang: "Qiao Xiang, where are you going?"

Qiao Xiang half-turned around and said, "I still want to see the Chinese paintings in the upper room." He said and walked forward, without looking back at Zheng Xiaowen.

Zheng Xiaowen felt wrong in her heart, she said to Qiao Xiang: "Wait for me, I'll go too." She followed.

Qin Zixi said to the two of them, "Go ahead, I'll go over in a while." He went to the toilet.

Qiao Xiang pushed open the unlocked door of the upper room of the east courtyard, he came in and went to the room, he didn't look at the Chinese painting at all, but went directly into the counseling room, he held on to the edge of the table under the window, and stood facing the blackboard.

Zheng Xiaowen followed in behind Qiao Xiang, feeling even more wrong, she asked anxiously, "Qiao Xiang, what's wrong with you?"

Zheng Xiaowen saw that Qiao Xiang didn't turn his face or talk, which scared her, and hurriedly walked around to Qiao Xiang, on this side of the table, she looked at Qiao Xiang's face and eyes, and asked in surprise:

"Qiao Xiang, you, you, why are you?"

Zheng Xiaowen saw that Qiao Xiang was crying and didn't speak, she was even more anxious, and said, "If you have something to say, just say it, it's okay to say it, you say it, say it quickly!"

Zheng Xiaowen asked Qiao Xiang anxiously, she saw that Qiao Xiang still burst into tears and didn't speak, she suddenly remembered the "Bitter Love" sung by Qiao Xiang at the party, and thought:

Ah, what touched his heart at this moment and reminded him of that girl again? Alas! This Qiao Xiang has graduated for a few years, even if there is something that should be forgotten, why should he think so hard about practicing himself? What is really stubborn!

Zheng Xiaowen thought, looking at Qiao Xiang's tearful face and teary eyes, her heart was sour, and her own tears also fell, and said, "Qiao Xiang, look at me, if you feel uncomfortable, I can't help it!"

Qiao Xiang saw the tears on Zheng Xiaowen's face, he was anxious, and hurriedly said, "Don't cry, don't cry, I'm not uncomfortable!

Qiao Xiang wanted to reach out to wipe Zheng Xiaowen's tears, but as soon as he changed his mind: Don't provoke her!

Zheng Xiaowen raised his hand to wipe his tears, and said in his heart:

It's weird, this person who gave me a fixed impression, a little boy, how could he love so deeply!

He is in love like this, but he still can't get the love of that girl, and that girl can be regarded as ruthless! What about this in front of him, it is really pitiful! How can there be such a thing in the world, people don't understand! It makes people sad!

Zheng Xiaowen was feeling sorry for Qiao Xiang, she comforted Qiao Xiang and said:

"Don't think about that girl anymore, she's yours, you can't get rid of it, she's not yours, you can't think about it.

"If you remember my words, you won't think about her anymore, and you won't torture yourself anymore, just forget about her!"

When Qiao Xiang heard this, he decided that Zheng Xiaowen was nodding him and reminding him, he faced the girl in front of him who he had been in love with for nine years, he had too many thoughts, and so many of them were already chaotic! At this moment, he thought to himself:

Looking at the content and attitude of Xiaowen to me, she must be in her heart that there must be someone who has been with her for life!

God, I Qiao Xiang knew very well in my heart, and it was time for me to completely forget her, but I have been in love with her for nine years, and I left her like this without explanation, I was reluctant and unwilling! Why didn't she mention that letter? Why didn't she make it clear to me!

Qiao Xiang thought of this, and he mustered up the courage in his heart and said: If she doesn't say it, I will say it!

He opened his mouth to speak, but swallowed the words again, his mind turned a corner, and he was still thinking:

It's been nine years, where do I start? I can't just open my mouth and say that I love her, right? The kind of sour words that make people goosebumps, I Qiao Xiang can't say it!

When Qiao Xiang thought of this, he suddenly remembered clearly the whereabouts of the letter nine years ago, just thinking about it, he couldn't help but say it in his heart:

Oh my God, that letter, I was obviously sandwiched in her literary book cover, even if the book cover is a little worn, it won't fall out if it is clipped!

I posted this in the magazine again, and Su Chen also told her Zheng Xiaowen about the content of my magazine, now look at her expression? Look at her words, she still doesn't move at all, she still doesn't say a word, without saying a word!

She treats me well, what's the use of being good! Isn't she also good to Qin Zixi? What else do I have to say, I!

Qiao Xiang thought about it, and suddenly turned another corner:

Alas, it's okay not to say it, what's the benefit to her and me if you say it thoroughly? Wronged, just wronged yourself, don't say it to embarrass her, embarrassed her, don't I still feel heartache when I look at it!

Qiao Xiang thought, thought, and tears welled up in his eyes again. He raised his hand to wipe his tears, did not look at Zheng Xiaowen, and did not answer Zheng Xiaowen's words.

Zheng Xiaowen saw Qin Zixi through the glass window, she panicked, and quickly pushed Qiao Xiang and said, "Zixi is here, hurry, hurry, you go to the courtyard water pipe to wash your face!"

Qiao Xiang strode forward, Zheng Xiaowen went to the hall and grabbed the towel on the basin rack and followed, she walked closely behind and said: "I said wipe with a rag, you have to use a dry cloth to dust, look at the eyes that fascinate you, right?"

Zheng Xiaowen said to Qin Zixi who came over again: "Qiao Xiang is fascinated, I asked him to flush on the water pipe." ”

At this time, Zheng Xiaowen's brain was flexible, and he actually made a big turn in his thinking, and the lies were very round. This is probably because she can't let Qin Zixi see things through, this lie was forced to make up by herself in a hurry!

Qin Zixi took it seriously and said:

"Qiao Xiang is really stupid, can the dust be dusted with a dry cloth with his eyes open?

"It's good to blow your eyes and shed tears, the tap water is not distilled water, and it is still flushed with tap water, I really don't know what you two think!"

Qin Zixi looked at Qiao Xiang who came over after washing his face, and he said to Zheng Xiaowen, "Look at it, see Qiao Xiang's eyes are red!"

Qin Zixi asked with concern, "Qiao Xiang, did you rush out?" If you don't rush out, don't rush again, I'll blow it to you." ”

Qiao Xiang took a towel and wiped his eyes and wiped his face and said, "No need to blow it, okay, it's okay." ”

The three of them turned around while talking, Qiao Xiang and Qin Zixi saw Da Hei standing in front of the door of the small east house, and when they saw Da Hei's two eyes, they stared straight at the two of them, and both of them stopped.

Zheng Xiaowen said to Qiao Xiang and Qin Zixi: "Let's go, it's okay, Da Hei wants to see and get to know you." ”

Zheng Xiaowen said and walked towards Da Hei, she squatted down and raised her arm to gently pat and caress Da Hei, and said in a soft tone, "Da Hei, be good!"

Da Hei immediately turned his head and chirped at Zheng Xiaowen. Zheng Xiaowen gently stroked Da Hei's head with one hand, pointed at Qin Zixi with the other and said:

"Good Dahei, look, this is your Uncle Qin, take a good look at him, know him, he is here, you can't be Wang, remember!"

Qin Zixi listened to Zheng Xiaowen's teasing words, and clapped his hands ridiculously, hahahaha laughed and bent over.

Zheng Xiaowen pointed at Qiao Xiang and said to Da Hei: "This one, it's your Uncle Qiao, he is timid, he is here, you can't be Wang, you must remember, don't scare him!"

Da Hei looked at Qiao Xiang, turned around and walked silently towards the small east house.

Zheng Xiaowen teased Da Hei to play this scene, Qin Zixi, who was careless and wide-hearted, didn't think about anything else, he just thought it was funny and funny, and laughed at him haha.

Qiao Xiang's heart was tightly grasped, and he was saying in his heart: The picture in front of him is clearly the lyrics in Yang Yilin's "Infatuation"!

Qiao Xiang couldn't stand it anymore, he lowered his head and bit his lip tightly, and didn't say a word.

Qin Zixi said: "Qiao Xiang, if Xiaowen is so funny, why don't you laugh?"

"My eyes are still hurting, how can I still laugh, alas!" Qiao Xiang said and sighed.

Zheng Xiaowen looked at Qiao Xiang and said, "You go to the study and rest for a while with your eyes closed." ”

"No, I won't. Qiao Xiang shook his head and said, "I'd better go, Zixi, I'm leaving." Qiao Xiang spoke, turned around and slowly walked towards the Moon Gate.

Qin Zixi thought to herself:

Every time I come to Xiaowen's house, I want to get a gift, but this is not a New Year's Day, so I'm really embarrassed to take it.

If you stay now, you'll have to have dinner here. It's not a lot of people, and it's lively with friends, and it doesn't show anything, so I'm alone, so I'm embarrassed to eat here!

Thinking of this, Qin Zixi said to Qiao Xiang: "Qiao Xiang, wait for me, let's go together." ”

Zheng Xiaowen didn't keep these two people anymore, she sent Qiao Xiang and Qin Zixi away, and she didn't care about anything else, she just thought that she had to knit the sweater and scarf before next Thursday, she went to the west wing to get the sweater, and went to the study to knit it.