Chapter Fifty-Nine: Young Women in Literature and Art

"Who?"

"There are not many girls in the class, there are only a dozen in total, and you can guess who they are. ”

"I can't guess, there are more than a dozen, and so much time has passed, and some people are almost forgetting what they look like......"

"Could it be Anqiong?"

"No, no, how could it be her? She didn't say anything to Far East when she was in school. She is shy and doesn't talk much, and the Far East likes a lively and cheerful type. ”

Everyone talked for a long time, Fang Shanmu smiled and did not speak, Zheng Yuandong remained silent, Meng Wei was thoughtful, only Sheng Chen lowered his head to eat, and did not join the discussion of everyone.

After everyone had almost told all the female classmates in the class, Zheng Yuandong still didn't nod, Fang Shanmu smiled and threw out an answer that surprised everyone.

"Surely you can't guess who she is - Zhou Zhizhi!"

"Isn't it? Didn't Zhou Zhizhi like you back then? Yamaki, you're being funny, right?"

"Impossible! Who doesn't know that Zhou Zhizhi was obsessed with Fang Shanmu for several years, and after graduation, he went abroad sadly, and he has no contact with anyone until now!"

Sheng Chen blinked his eyes and smiled playfully: "Shan Mu, is Zhou Zhizhi really infatuated with you, or is it the desire to conquer? It is estimated that the Far East is also the same starting point for Zhou Zhizhi." Women are sometimes the same as men, the more they can't get it, the more they want it. Not many people know about the past between Fang Shanmu, Zhou Zhizhi and Zheng Yuandong. If life could be repeated, the three of you would definitely choose again. ”

Sheng Chen's words evoked everyone's memories, as if they had returned to their college days in an instant.

Although Zhou Zhizhi is far less radiant than Sheng Chen in the class, he is more famous than Sheng Chen. Zhou Zhizhi is not a beauty at first sight, but he is very attractive, and he belongs to the type that becomes more and more flavorful the more he looks at it. If it weren't for her special personality, she might have become a school flower even more likable than Sheng Chen.

It's a pity that Zhou Zhizhi's temper is too bad. can't say how bad it is, but she treats people very coldly, not cold, but with a distance and a very distant coldness that makes people feel inviolable.

Zhou Zhizhi has a very good background, her parents are high-level cadres, she is the only daughter in the family, because her parents are very busy with work and can't take care of her, she has been very independent since she was a child. However, although she is cold, she does not despise others, but she doesn't like to interact with people very much, and has her own closed inner world.

The more closed-minded people are, the more eager they are to agree, but because there are too few of the same kind, they seem lonely and out of place in the vast sea of people. Zhou Zhizhi, who usually likes to wear jeans and floral shirts, has short ear-length hair, speaks sonorously, is straightforward, and is a person who dares to love and hate.

Everyone knows that the emotional entanglement between Fang Shanmu and Zhou Zhizhi back then was due to the work between them.

Zhou Zhizhi is very capable and sassy on the surface, but in fact she is a very literary girl at heart. It's just that because of her personality, many people don't know the true side of Zhou Zhizhi and think that she is indifferent and difficult to approach.

Fang Shanmu was also half an active member during his college years, participating in literary clubs, basketball teams, speech groups, etc., showing his talents everywhere. However, his idea is not as simple as Qi Yiqi's starting point of learning guitar just to attract the attention of the opposite sex, he also wants to attract the attention of beautiful women, especially Sheng Chen, but also wants to improve his comprehensive ability, hoping to stay in the capital after graduation.

In the activities of the Literature Club, Fang Shanmu and Zhou Zhi spent more time together.

Although they are classmates, Fang Shanmu and Zhou Zhizhi's contact is limited to the classroom, basically after a week's class, they meet almost every day, but they will never speak more than five sentences. But in the Literature Club, he and Zhou Zhizhi belong to the same prose branch, he is the president and Zhou Zhizhi is the vice president, in order to organize activities to drive more students to join the prose branch, he and Zhou Zhizhi jointly held many award activities.

The more contact, the more Zhou Zhizhi's words. From two or three sentences a day at the beginning, to twenty or thirty sentences, and then she approached Fang Shanmu intentionally or unintentionally without having anything to say, Fang Shanmu didn't realize that Zhou Zhizhi had a qualitative change in his feelings.

Until one day, Zhou Zhizhi asked him to watch a movie.

The love of the 70s is very different from the love of the 80s and 90s, perhaps in the concept of the 80s and 90s, watching movies, eating and even traveling together are just normal friendships between men and women, and in the 70s generation, inviting to watch a movie is a very clear signal of love.

Fang Shanmu was very surprised, when did Zhou Zhizhi like him? What outstanding advantages did he have that attracted Zhou Zhizhi's critical gaze? At that time, he was falling into an infatuation with Sheng Chen, and Sheng Chen had not yet finally decided who to choose due to the many suitors, and under the situation of gains and losses, where was he in the mood to notice the changes in Zhou Zhizhi's feelings for him?

casually made an excuse, Fang Shanmu politely refused Zhou Zhizhi's invitation. Zhou Zhizhi did not show a disappointed look as he imagined, but replied lightly: "Okay, I know you like Sheng Chen, it's okay, I have patience, I can wait for the day when you change your mind." ”

Fang Shanmu only said casually that Zhou Zhi was just looking for a step down for himself, and all his thoughts were on Sheng Chen. Soon after, the news that Sheng Chen and Zheng Yuandong were in love came, although Fang Shanmu also asked clearly, Sheng Chen just walked with Zheng Yuandong and talked to him, and did not explicitly agree to be his girlfriend, he was still in a bad mood.

Zhou Zhizhi appeared in time again and told Fang Shanmu that she would always wait for him, and she believed that she would eventually impress Fang Shanmu and let Fang Shanmu discover who was the most worthy of waiting. Fang Shanmu didn't care, although he liked literature, he didn't like girls who were very literary and artistic. In his opinion, there is a large deserted forbidden land in the heart of every literary girl, and no one can set foot in it, and he doesn't know what secrets are hidden inside. He doesn't like the unknown territory that the people closest to him hide too much from him, which can feel distant and strange.

What makes Fang Shanmu even more dislike Zhou Zhizhi is that she is a complex of contradictions. The surface is straightforward, and he dresses smartly, but he is literary and sensitive inside. Some people are the same on the outside and on the inside, literary on the outside, literary on the inside, and men on the outside and men on the inside, such people are easy to get along with. But some people are not consistent inside and outside, the appearance is just the opposite of the inside, or there is a considerable deviation, such a person is not easy to deal with, because it is difficult for you to determine her true inner thoughts from her external performance.

Although Sheng Chen is radiant, she is actually a simple person, she likes it if she likes it, she doesn't like it if she doesn't like it, and she doesn't hide her true thoughts in her heart. Zhou Zhizhi is different, for Fang Shanmu, she is beautiful, but she is always like a flower in the moon mirror in the water, which makes people wonder through. Men don't like things that they aren't sure about, including love.

Of course, the main reason is that Fang Shanmu still doesn't like Zhou Zhizhi, her beauty and identity, although she is also radiant, is an aggressive strong light, unlike Sheng Chen, who is warm and pleasant.

But what Fang Shanmu never expected was that after he rejected Zhou Zhizhi several times, Zhou Zhizhi did not leave angrily as he expected, but still waited by his side, approached him in various names, greeted him with warmth, and even offered to help him stay in the capital and arrange a well-paid job.

To be honest, Fang Shanmu is not a saint, and he has also been tempted to stay in the capital and have a job with good income and prospects. But at that time, after all, he was young, and although he considered reality, he was more willing to choose love. He was very grateful to Zhou Zhizhi for his liking and dedication, Zhou Zhizhi told him why most people choose love over money, because when only love grows young, most people have no chance to choose money, so they can only choose love helplessly.

Although he did not agree with Zhou Zhizhi's too cruel remarks, Fang Shanmu also had to admit that if he chose Zhou Zhizhi, it would be equivalent to choosing love and career at the same time, which was an extremely rare opportunity for a person. It is true that few people have such luck, and the few successful idols he yearns for, whether it is Mr. Wang of Qianxue Real Estate who started in Pengcheng, or Mr. An, who started in Beijing, are all because they chose love and career at the same time, and life has risen as quickly as open.

After a period of understanding and contact, Fang Shanmu discovered another side of Zhou Zhizhi, compared with her sassy appearance and inner literature and art, she is still a stubborn girl who is determined and will not look back easily. In terms of his feelings, Zhou Zhizhi is very stubborn, she told Fang Shanmu more than once that as long as he doesn't get married for a day, she won't give up for a day. And even if he gets married, she will wait for him until the end of the day.

Fang Shanmu could only smile bitterly and stay away from Zhou Zhizhi, and soon after, Sheng Chen agreed to his courtship, and he and Sheng Chen fell in love. In order to make Zhou Zhizhi die, he and Sheng Chen specially invited Zhou Zhizhi to a meal.

Sheng Chen didn't have much hostility towards Zhou Zhizhi, not that she was generous, but she knew that Fang Shanmu loved her deeply, and it was also because Zhou Zhizhi was not the type that Fang Shanmu liked at all. However, she didn't show too much of a victor's posture to show off to Zhou Zhizhi, but just lightly told Zhou Zhizhi that she hoped she could meet someone better.

Zhou Zhizhi didn't say anything from beginning to end, except for insincerely wishing Fang Shanmu and Sheng Chen, she only occasionally talked about topics such as going abroad after graduation, and it wasn't until the end of the dinner that she said quietly: "Actually, love is the normal state of life, happiness is not." Rest assured, I am used to love, and since I was a child, my loneliness is known only to me. Thank you, Yamaki, for being the first man to make my heart tickle, and the last. ”