Yu Xin's words are like a needle piercing my heart, that kind of pain is the pain that makes me see the essence of human nature, we are all ordinary people, we can't escape the love and hatred of the world, I also want to make myself not heartache and uncomfortable, but can I really do it? In my heart, Jing Yao's shadow has always lingered, especially when I know that Jing Yao returned to China last year to found 'Jin Nian' completely for me......

For me, she can give up such a good development opportunity in France, return to China to "start a business" under all the pressure, not to mention losing tens of millions, and finally get a heartbreak, why should such a kind girl bear this?

I wanted to say something against my heart to comfort Lu Yuxin, but I couldn't find the right words at all, I got off the second ring road and returned home, when I parked the car, I found that my parking space was occupied again, I complained and parked the car aside, and after getting out of the car, I took the initiative to take Lu Yuxin's hand, she was very obedient!

In fact, it is true, I just default to deny, and does it make sense for me to deny? Lu Yuxin is not a fool, how can she not understand it?

After getting on the elevator, she took out a tissue from her bag to wipe the tears off her face, and looked at the reflector in the elevator, pretending that nothing had happened before getting out of the elevator, and opened the door to go home, Lu Yuhao and Qin Mu were watching movies on the sofa in the living room, the TV at home was seventy inches, and Lu Yuhao also had a set of quite high-end audio, nesting on the sofa to watch movies, it really felt like a home theater.

When Qin Mu saw us coming back, he greeted us happily and said, "You guys are back." ”

"yes. Lu Yuxin responded, I couldn't hear it in her voice at all, this was just crying once, and I also reacted at this moment, why did she wipe her tears in the elevator, she didn't want Yuhao to see it.

Qin Mu beckoned Yuxin and said, "Come and sit down, I asked Yuhao to download all the "Game of Thrones" in HD and watch it again, it feels great." ”

Lu Yuxin doesn't seem to have any preference for American dramas, but Qin Mu said it, she didn't object, she took off her coat and hung it on the wall, and really nested on the sofa and looked at American dramas with Qin Mu.

I don't want to upset her, but she knows everything!

After smoking, I returned to the living room, there was an advertisement playing on the TV, Lu Yuxin had already returned to the bedroom, Qin Mu and Lu Yuhao were still waiting for the next episode to be played, and I didn't want to be a light bulb in the living room, so I pushed the door and walked into the bedroom.

Lu Yuxin was about to take a bath, I stood in front of her and hugged her, and whispered in her ear, "Thank you." ”

Lu Yuxin was obediently held by me, and she asked knowingly, "Why do you say thank me?"

"You have been silently bearing the grievances, even if you are crying very sadly, you have to wipe away your tears in the elevator and not let others see it, thank you!"

Lu Yuxin glanced at me resentfully, and asked softly in my arms, "If I disappear one day, will you be able to find me?"

"Disappear?" I asked, "Why did you disappear?"

"I just want to know if you'll find me. ”

I kissed her lightly on the forehead and said to her, "Don't think about it, how can I allow you to disappear? ”

Lu Yuxin obediently walked to the bathroom, I sat on the bed and had a very bad premonition, I don't know why, anyway, I was a little flustered, I didn't like this feeling, but I didn't know how to solve it, until Lu Yu took a bath and came out with a bath towel, and his slender legs were half covered by the bath towel.

Lu Yuxin sat on the edge of the bed and wiped the water droplets on her body, took out clean underwear in the drawer of the wardrobe, put it on, leaned on the head of the bed and began to apply various skin care products on her face, I sat on the other side and stared at her, after a few seconds, Lu Yuxin found that I had been looking at her, and asked curiously, "Why do you keep staring at me?"

"Peace of mind!" I explained to Lu Yuxin: "Looking at you like this, I have a feeling of peace of mind. ”

Lu Yuxin pursed her mouth and continued to rub skin care products on her face.

In the dead of night, I held her in my arms after turning off the lights, this is my happiness, I must not lose it!

This night I had a very strange dream, in a barren desert, surrounded by rolling yellow sand, I stood in place and looked around, trying to find my own direction, but the face was the same scenery in all directions, in despair, I saw a figure with his back to me like a distant place, and suddenly there was a strong obsession in my heart, that is, I must catch up with that back...... Running in the desert, I was tired of running, but I fell to the ground.

I got up and found that it was already dawn, this dream was very strange! I felt a little unmistaken, Lu Yuxin beside me was gone, I found my mobile phone and looked at it, half past nine! I slept until this time! I blamed you a little, there was milk and bread in the kitchen, I put it in the microwave and heated it up, and after eating a bite, I took a taxi to Guandu Ancient Town, and my car was still parked there.

In the parking lot of the ancient town to see the shop selling steamed buns, I feel very cordial! In the past, when I was crowded in the bar with Lao Zhou, I almost ate this bun for breakfast, and that familiar feeling came to my heart, and I decisively walked in and bought a few steamed buns, and I felt that it was not enjoyable to eat by myself, so I went to Lao Zhou with the buns I bought.

Lao Zhou had just gotten up, and was a little surprised to see me coming over with a bun, and asked, "You sent me buns early in the morning, are you sincere?"

"Nonsense!" I walked into the bar with the buns, and saw that there was a table with leftover fruit plates, and there were melon seed shells on the ground, so I put the buns on another table and asked casually, "After Yuxin and I left yesterday, there was another table of guests?"

Lao Zhou sat down and picked up a bun, took a big bite and said, "A few old friends came over to play for a while, you remember what I told you yesterday, right?"

"I know what you're talking about, I'm not stupid, how could I do something sorry for Yuxin. ”

"It's good to listen to persuasion, lest one day you lose Yuxin and regret it! If you want me to say, the most successful thing in a man's life is to find his cherished love, and the two of them live a good life. ”

"What about you?" I stimulated Lao Zhou and said, "Don't you even have the courage to confess to your cherished love?"