Chapter 417: Those Hidden Grievances
When Lao Zhou told me this, he kept his voice very low, for fear that Yuxin would hear it. These words are indeed not suitable for Yuxin to hear, and it will be a little embarrassing. About ten minutes later, Lu Yuxin brought a plate of egg fried rice, this is a super luxurious egg fried rice, in addition to eggs and rice, diced carrots are added to it, and the color is even brighter.
White rice, yellow eggs, red diced carrots...... At first glance, you can see that it was made with great care. Lao Zhou picked up his mobile phone and said: "Don't eat it yet, I have to take a photo and send it to Moments, such an egg fried rice...... I can tell you seriously and responsibly that I have never eaten such a beautiful egg fried rice, and you are so blessed that I drooled over this meal. ”
Yu Xin smiled and said, "Brother Zhou, do you want to eat it too?" There is still one in the pot, I will serve you a bowl." ”
"No, no, no!" Lao Zhou hurriedly said, "I'm going to keep my stomach for drinking." ”
In fact, Yu Xin also knew that Lao Zhou's words were just small talk between friends, and he was not really hungry. Seeing this egg fried rice, I was more moved in my heart, sitting on the chair and staring down at this egg fried rice, I didn't dare to look up, because I felt that my nose was a little sour, just now Lao Zhou said that Yuxin chatted and cried aggrievedly, I was already very uncomfortable, and at this moment when I saw this egg fried rice, the sense of guilt was even stronger.
I lowered my head and ate in a big gulp, I was afraid that as soon as I looked up, I would be seen by Yuxin and Lao Zhou with tears in my eyes.
Lao Zhou is a very sensitive and detail-oriented person, he may have realized that my mood was a little wrong, picked up the cigarette control box on the table, looked at it, and made an excuse and said: "The cigarette is gone, I will go to the small store next door to buy a pack of cigarettes, and you eat slowly." ”
"Hmmm......" A monosyllable came out of the mouth stuffed with rice, which was my response to Lao Zhou.
Lu Yuxin saw that I was eating so embarrassed, and said to me with a smile: "What are you doing? No one is robbing you, you eat slowly, it's not enough for me to serve it to you." ”
I swallowed the rice in my mouth and said to Lu Yuxin, "Go to the bar and help me get a bottle of beer, I'm a little choked." ”
"Okay. Eat slowly!"
When Lu Yuxin went to the bar, I raised my head and wiped the tears in my eyes with my sleeve, I didn't want her to see my sad appearance, just hide these in my heart.
Lu Yuxin brought me a small bottle of beer, and after I opened it, I drank it with my neck tilted, feeling much more comfortable.
After eating egg fried rice, Lao Zhou also came back from buying cigarettes, and asked me if I wanted to drink some more?
I took Yuxin's hand and politely refused, on the grounds that I was going to drive tonight and it was unsafe to drink too much.
Lao Zhou didn't persuade me either, reminding me to be careful on the road. I took Yuxin's hand and walked out of the bar, and walked in the night again, the evening breeze blew, Lu Yuxin realized that I didn't have a coat, blamed me and said, "Why don't you wear a coat, what if you catch a cold?"
I didn't dare to say that my coat was given to Jing Yao, so I lied and said, "I forgot to wear it, and I returned to the parking lot in a few steps, did you also drive here?"
"It's on. Lu Yuxin asked, "Are you also open?"
"yes, I'll come straight over after the phone call with you. ”
"What should I do then?" Lu Yuxin asked, "Let's drive two more cars?"
"Nope. I directly said no, and said to her: "Drive the Q7 back, leave the Mercedes here first, and I'll drive it again tomorrow morning." ”
"Then take a few quick steps, don't catch a cold!"
Lu Yuxin and I came to the parking lot, the Audi Q7 is particularly conspicuous parked there, mainly this red is rare, most of the road is black, and occasionally you can see a white color is also a "scarce variety", as for red, it is a "rare animal". After getting into the car, Lu Yuxin asked happily, "Silently, you and Jing Yao are quite happy to meet, right?"
When I stretched out my right hand to pull Lu Yuxin, I said to her: "I promised you, I won't do anything out of the ordinary, I know that you feel wronged these days, even if you have wronged yourself, you still force a smile in front of me, pretending to be indifferent, these are all in my eyes, Yuxin thank you, in fact, you don't have to be so aggrieved yourself, I talked a lot with Jing Yao today, do you know? It sounds a little frustrating to me, but I'm glad that at least she's out of a relationship. ”
I originally thought that Lu Yuxin would be very happy to hear it, but in fact it was not the case, after listening to it, she was silent, silent for a minute or so before I realized that something was wrong, turned my head to look at her, and found that there were two lines of crystal tears on her face, but I panicked, a little overwhelmed, and asked in a panic: "What's wrong? Why did you cry all of a sudden?"
Lu Yuxin didn't seem to realize that she had shed tears, and only came back to her senses after listening to my words, and hurriedly took out two tissues from the drawer box, wiped the tears on her face and said, "Nothing, nothing......"
"Yuxin!" I feel sorry for her like this, really! So I said to her very seriously: "Don't always be so wronged by yourself, if you have anything to say and share it with me, okay? Just like now, you must have thought something in your heart, so you can't help but shed tears, so just tell me what you think in your heart? Aren't we the closest people?
Lu Yuxin turned her head to look at me and asked, "Can you really say it?"
"That's right. I asked, "Why do you say that, and do we need to hide anything from each other?"
Lu Yuxin sighed softly and said to me: "Silently, you are a fool, you don't understand the heart of a girl, I shed tears because I feel sorry for Yaoyao, she can say such things to you, haven't you thought about whether it is true or false?" She kept the pain to herself, she made me feel like a thief, stealing the one she loved the most, I ......" Speaking of this, Lu Yuxin paused and wiped her tears before continuing: " I can also feel that you always have a special affection for Jing Yao, you keep saying that you won't do anything sorry for me, this is just you using this sentence to imply that you shouldn't do anything sorry for me, you are always reminding yourself to keep your distance from Yaoyao...... But do you really want to keep your distance from her? It's just a shackle of moral constraints, you think it's sorry to be with her, so you force yourself not to do anything out of line, do you dare to ask yourself, have you really forgotten Jing Yao?"