(36) Cloud Horizontal · Final (Medium)

This is Yunluo's last memory.

The clouds fall by M

. F saved. After falling into the water, Yunluo did not drown on the spot, but it was not much better. M who has been waiting for a long time

. When F fished it out of the Qing River, Yunluo only had half a breath left.

"You...... Why did you save me?" asked M after Yunluo woke up

. That's the first sentence of F. M

. F didn't answer him.

"It's me who went against the organization's mandate...... It's me who makes it up and I betray the organization...... Why do you want to save me like this?"

"What I saved was not you Yunluo, but a person who hated the night but couldn't kill him. ”M

. F said coldly.

Listened to M

. F, Yunluo felt as if a cold current climbed from his heel up his calf, through his spine, and straight to the back of his head.

M

. F smiled contemptuously, as if disdainful. "I want you to spy on Ye Tianheng and monitor his every move. Then, do your best and look for an opportunity to kill him. ”

"You hate him, you are disappointed in him, but you can't help but want to see him, so you won't turn down the task, you can't do it, so you won't do it even if you find an opportunity to kill him. That's enough. ”

"Aren't you afraid that I'll turn against me halfway?"

"You won't. "Simple three words, by M

. F said it steadily, with great certainty. At this time, Yunluo felt like a matryoshka doll, and was M

. F slowly peels back layer by layer, and together with the innermost self that he can't recognize clearly, he is completely exposed to M

. F's scrutiny.

"No, no...... This world should not be beautiful, and it does not deserve to be beautiful. ”M

. F muttered to himself. "To be exploited, to be exploited...... Valuable, worthless. The relationship between people is nothing more than a repeated trade-off in order to obtain the greatest benefit. This is the true face hidden under the mask of human hypocrisy. ”

"You and Tianheng can't escape either. It's human nature, it's just that right now, it's hidden too deep in your heart that you haven't discovered it yet. But it has sprouted, grows in the dark, grows, grows...... Someday, it will grow to the point where you can't ignore it, you can't escape it. ”

"I don't believe it. I don't believe what you say!"M

. F's words were like a spell hovering over Yunluo's ears. Yunluo yelled at him, M

. F just remained silent, looking at the young man with a look of pity who was so angry that he trembled.

After a long time, he only sighed: "Go, this is fulfillment." As long as you're part of the organization, go ahead and get the job done. ”

"Because you should hate him. ”

The memory behind is extremely vague, mixed with the river wind hunting, like seeing flowers in the fog, and it is impossible to distinguish them. I wanted to look at it again, but Luo Shu'er on the side pressed my right wrist with one hand. I felt a tingling sensation in my wrist, and I didn't let go. The dropped memory memory was caught by Shu'er with her other hand.

I was puzzled, I opened my eyes, but I saw that the door of the ward opened at some point, and Xiao Lian leaned on the door frame, looking like he was watching a good show.

"How did I tell you?" Xiao Lian raised his chin and nodded. Seeing Xiao Lian, Shu'er was like a frightened rabbit, and in a panic, she hid the hand holding the storage device behind her. Xiao Lian walked quickly to her side, and with a slight force, he grabbed the hand behind Shu'er and dragged it to the front.

"From the moment Chu Youyi woke up, the matter of Yunluo and Tianheng had nothing to do with her. All she had to do was recuperate from her injuries and then go back to headquarters. Xiao Lian paused word by word, smiling, and laughing creepy.

"Xiao Lian, what are you doing here?" Seeing Xiao Lian like this, I hurriedly persuaded.

"Some people have a bad memory, I'm just helping her with a long memory. Hearing my words, Xiao Lian let go angrily. "I haven't settled the debt she owes to her! I just wanted her to accompany you, but I didn't expect to make a mistake without seeing her, and I knowingly made a mistake and showed you Yunluo's memory. As she spoke, Shu'er's head lowered lower, sobbing low, and curled up into a ball, which was pitiful.

"Shu'er also did bad things with good intentions. A little girl, you're so fierce, even I can't stand it. ”

While talking, Miss Luo Shu'er seemed to finally can't stand it anymore, pushed Xiao Lian away, and rushed out of the door.

"It's just right to run, so it's not an eyesore. Xiao Jian said hatefully.

"Why do you say you are doing this? Shu'er has worked hard with me all morning, and your old man is good, and he scolded people and ran away in a few words. ”

Xiao Lian listened to my words, and his eyes darkened: "She's just a useless broom star." ”

Xiao Lian has always been a grinuous person, and no matter how bad he is, he will make his surface work seamless, making people unsure of his true emotions. This time, his emotions were revealed, and his disgust for Luo Shu'er was undisguised...... I have to say that this is the first time I've seen Xiao Lian like this.

Lu Li came to see me in the evening, and I was a little depressed: "You say, what is the deep hatred between Xiao Lian and Luo Shu'er?

Lu Li listened to my emotional narration, but laughed first: "Look at this look, no matter how vicious Xiao Lian is, he doesn't scare you." ”

"I'm asking you seriously, tell me quickly, what is the situation between them?"

Seeing that I didn't stop when I didn't achieve my goal, Lu Li easily suppressed his smile and replied to me seriously: "Do you remember Xiao Lian's father?"

I nodded: "It's Mr. Xiao Shuyun, right? ”

Lu Li bowed: "Yes, it's Uncle Xiao." Originally, after his death, Qingang had a chance to exchange his body with country M. ”

At that time, Xiao Lian's mother had just been martyred, and Xiao Lian became an orphan and was adopted by Director Luo Xianluo. At that time, he had only one thought in his mind, and that was to hope that his Uncle Luo would be able to bring his father home. ”

In the end, Uncle Row did not bring back his father, but a baby girl. When she was picked up by Uncle Luo, her tongue had been cut off by someone for no apparent time. During that time, it was very chaotic, and the entire Qingang was supported by Uncle Luo alone, so he didn't have time to explain to Xiao Lian. When Qingang got through that difficult period, he wanted to explain, but Xiao Lian refused to listen. ”

"So that baby girl is Luo Shu'er? So the reason why Xiao Lian didn't want to see her was because she 'robbed' her father of the opportunity to go home?"

"Do you still remember the transaction that Qingang made with Yunluo and was extremely important to Xiao Lian that time, Uncle Luo overrode public opinion and insisted on using Yunluo to exchange Uncle Xiao's ashes. ”

People at the decision-making level in Qingang opposed it one after another. They all felt that they should use Yunluo to do more valuable things. But Uncle Luo withstood the pressure from everyone, and in the face of everyone's doubts, he always had only one sentence. ”

"I've been making a kid wait for his father for 10 years, and this time, I can't make him wait even a minute or a second. ”

Speaking of this, Lu Li was also a little moved: "I missed the opportunity back then, Xiao Lian waited for a whole ten years before he returned to his father, even if his father had already become a handful of ashes." ”

If it weren't for Luo Shu'er, this long and unknown wait would not have happened. Just accepting Luo Shu'er's existence was enough to torture Xiao Shu'er. ”

"So Youyi, I haven't seen Xiao Shu'er's attitude towards Luo Shu'er over the years. But in the face of Xiao Lian, I don't have any position or reason for him to change his attitude towards Luo Shu'er. ”

I sighed softly, speechless.

People live for a lifetime, and everyone has their own fate. Xiao Lian and Luo Shu'er, the matter between them can only wait for them to resolve it by themselves. No matter how clearly others can see it, they are just powerless.

But then again, between them, grievances and grievances, love and hate, I am afraid that they have long been entangled in each other's hearts for so many years. Since the knot of death is in their hearts, how can others see it clearly and speak clearly?

Thinking about this, I feel a little comforted in my heart. "Lu Li, I'm suddenly a little lucky. Although I shouldn't, I still can't help but think, fortunately, you are not Xiao Lian, and I am not Luo Shu'er. Life is too short, love and hate seem too long in comparison, once you are deeply immersed in it, you will unconsciously have several spring and autumn. ”

"If you use a short life to carry a long love and hate, it's too bitter. ”

"I think a lot about my illness. Lu Li reached out to rub my hair, and I quickly dodged his claws. Unexpectedly, the splint bandages on my body greatly limited my flexibility, and I still couldn't escape Mr. Lu's "ravage" when I hid in Tibet.

"I am not telling you this to make you more distracted. You, the top priority is to take care of your body as soon as possible, and don't think about other things yet. ”