God knows what Xiao Chuan said to Luo Shu'er! In short, from the time I was discharged from the hospital to the time I returned to Qingang, I never saw her again.

The clouds and the sky came to an end, and my life in Qingang seemed to have returned to its original state. Lu Li and Xiao Lian are also gone, and I don't know what they have been busy with recently. I sighed and returned to the job at hand.

Although Xiao Jian explicitly forbade me to continue to participate in the affairs of Yunluo and Tianheng, I have always been a person who must break the casserole in everything, and no matter how capable he is, he can't stare at me twenty-four hours a day. Therefore, I naturally took advantage of the gap that the two of them left, and in the spirit of blending to the end, I continued to investigate the part that Xiao Chuan was hiding from me.

This check doesn't matter, but it really makes me know an amazing old secret.

Yunluo will not live to be thirty years old.

To say that Yunluo is really miserable, he has been orphaned since he was a child, no one knows who his parents are, and he has never received a trace of love from them.

All his parents had given him was a physical body.

Plus a genetic disorder.

Before the onset of the disease, he was no different from ordinary people, and even more agile and powerful than ordinary people because of the training of adults. But once he gets sick, he gradually loses one precious thing: sleep.

Once the disease is in progress, everything will become irreversible, and it can only follow a track that has long been hidden in the genes. At first, insomnia becomes more and more serious, and gradually it will appear in a progressive dream-like state and hallucinations, and at the end of the disease, it will be stuporous and lethargic, and finally die. At the same time, his autonomic nervous system, locomotor system, endocrine system, etc. will all be out of balance, and he will gradually lose control of the whole body.

And within a month of the day before Tianheng's wedding, Yunluo had already begun to show early symptoms. The illness that had been hidden in his body for many years finally flare-up.

He was not afraid of death, but because he had to die.

Yunluo really understands the sky. He knew that killing Tianheng would only free him, and killing himself and keeping Tianheng alive would bring the greatest pain to Tianheng.

Or, in other words, this will make Tianheng unforgettable, and will make Tianheng remember him forever after his death.

The clouds fall on the night of the clear river, and the sky is wide and the moon is cool.

It's just that in this world, there are no clouds.

From the very beginning, it was doomed.

After returning to Qingang, I seized the time to sort out the ins and outs of the epidemic overnight. All clues and evidence point the black finger behind the epidemic to country M. When I excitedly presented this thick pile of information to Director Luo, he just glanced at it lightly and replied to me lightly:

"There is no need to say more about this matter. ”

When I heard such a sentence, I was momentarily confused, thinking that I had misheard.

I'm willing to mishear. The person who has been at the helm of Qingang for nearly 30 years, the responsible Director Luo, and the Director Luo who will love this country and the people of this country with the most sincere emotions have gradually become blurred in front of my eyes. The sick who died in agony, the children who were lonely and helpless, the sick who were hurriedly cremated and buried...... The kind of depression in the epidemic area came to my heart, and I was almost out of breath.

In the face of all this, how could he say such a sentence?

At the same time, all my suffering, all my pain, all my grievances, and all my anger during this period seemed to have been ignited by a raging fire at this moment.

"Director Luo, now that the evidence is conclusive, why can't we go and file an international lawsuit against country M? Could it be that in your eyes, in this S virus pandemic, so many people in country C have died and so many lives have been killed, and it is only worth the four words 'don't need to say more'?"

"Researcher Chu Youyi, please pay attention to the way you speak. Director Luo was obviously a little angry. "You want to know why? Okay, then I might as well tell you. First, the so-called conclusive evidence in your eyes is completely worthless to them in country M, and it cannot cause any substantial impact or damage to them at all. They can find one reason or another to prevaricate this matter, or even not prevaricate at all, and just deny it in its entirety and deny it to death, and who can help them? Is it possible to start a war with them, destroy the existing peace and stability of the entire country C and even the whole world overnight, and let more people die?"

I was a little discouraged and wanted to refute something, but I was suppressed by Director Luo's eyes.

"Second, yes, Qingang is the sharpest sword in the center of country C, but this sword is only suitable for use in the dark, and must not appear in the open. You want to get justice for those who were killed, but have you ever thought that your impulse at this moment is very likely to uproot Qingang, which the country has painstakingly built up for generations and is the only one that can compete with the organization behind country M!

"Once these news are released, regardless of whether country M is hit or not, Qingang will be completely exposed to the forces of various countries. You are afraid that they will not be able to follow the vine and turn the entire port upside down! In this way, while Qingang attracts the attention of other forces, country M will be able to develop and strengthen its own strength, and when the time comes, the weaker and weaker, and the stronger and stronger, then it will really be a catastrophe that will never be recovered and the situation will be worse. ”

"Is this what you want to see?"

A sharp question, like a long nail, nailed me firmly in place. I raised my eyes to look at the elder in front of me, and suddenly remembered what Lu Li had said to me: Who can be in charge of Qingang is a good match? Qingang has gone through a total of three directors, and there is no one who is not the best among people. Today, the current Director Luo can be called the best of the best.

"So, I don't need to say much about this matter. Comrade Chu Youyi, I know that you want to avenge the murdered people, but I also want to protect Qingang! As long as I am in Qingang for a day, I will absolutely not allow anyone to do anything to harm Qingang. ”

Beautiful closing sentence. I sighed in my heart. Just as he was about to turn around and leave, Director Luo suddenly spoke: "Recently, I heard that Lu Li's kid has taken risks alone for you many times. ”

is another beautiful summary sentence, worthy of Luo Xian. I tried to squeeze out a smile, turned around, and replied, "Director Luo used an affirmative sentence, so I don't need to say the answer." If you have anything to say, just say it. ”

"I grew up watching this kid. Although I lowered my head, I clearly felt that when Director Luo said this, the eyes that seemed to be able to penetrate everything were looking at me. "With all due respect, you and him, can't get out. ”

"Lu Li, this child, has no mother since he was a child, and his mind is heavy. If someone else has a kindness to him, he will pay back ten inches, and if he has a promise to another, he will do ten inches. To tell you the truth, I'm not surprised that he's treating you like this now, but you must have helped him when and where. ”

"But whether it's kindness or promise, there will always be an end, and you can't be tied together by these for the rest of your life. Or one day, he owes someone else's favor, and this favor cannot be reconciled with you, how do you treat? How does he treat? What do you do with him?"

I don't know how I ended up getting out of Director Luo's office, but it feels like a long, long time has passed. The lights in the hallway were dim and unpleasant, and I walked into a dead end several times before I remembered to look at the live map. I can't help laughing at myself, I haven't returned to Qingang for a long time, and I have forgotten even this most basic thing.

Moving back to my office like a walking corpse, handing over the documents to Xianglan, I collapsed on the couch. "Chu Yan, this is the latest experimental progress...... "Qian Lan was skillfully extracting the required content from a grid of documents, and when she turned around, she found me weak. "What's going on? Why do you look like you're not giving up?"

"Qi Lan, what does Lu Li you know look like?"

"Mr. Lu I know, why did Chu Yan suddenly think of asking this?"

"Nothing, just ask. ”

"I really don't know Mr. Lu very well...... But then again, Chu Yan and Mr. Lu have worked together for so long, what kind of person he is, Chu Yan must have the answer in his heart. ”

Do I have an answer? I don't know. Before today, I thought I had seen Lu Oak clearly, but today, Lu Oak seemed to me to be back in the state of a stranger. The story I heard in Lu Li's tight embrace that day was like a spell that lingered in my ears when I dreamed back at midnight, giving birth to fine and dense teeth, gnawing on my heart, and the wounds were also fine and dense, spreading little by little, and finally the whole heart became full of holes.

Lu Li, when my heart is scarred, what should I do to love you?