I have specially found someone to design the ring, it doesn't need to be too exaggerated, but it can't be too simple, the chief designer of the jewelry store was very miserable by me, and changed it many times, and finally I modified it slightly, before it was finalized. This ring looks similar to the others, but it will never be the same.

In the very small part of the ring, there are initials of my name and her name, of course, I told them to make it very small, and it just looks like the lines.

I thought for a long time about how to put this ring on her hand. Finally, on the plane to London, I put the ring on her finger. Originally, I thought she was sleeping quite deeply, but I didn't expect her to wake up all of a sudden, and she reacted very much. Crying and laughing, his eyes were full of emotion and cherishment.

When I put the ring on, I thought there was still a possibility between us, but when I saw my mother standing at my father's bedside in London, she viciously threatened him to change his will. When my father took his last breath and my mother stood by his bedside crying and laughing, saying some cruel words, I finally knew that this game was going to be broken, difficult, too difficult.

On the day she left London, I watched her board the plane, but I didn't leave with her. At that time, I really thought about letting go, and my mother almost hid the S market I went to, and I knew that she had finally noticed it, and realized that I was different from her.

My mother's observation is actually very good, and she knows me very well, and at first she didn't talk to me until I learned that something big had happened to the source of the news, and on the day I rushed back to S City, I happened to see her surrounded by people, fell to the ground, and was embarrassed. Even when her head was smashed, she didn't make a sound.

I finally got angry and rushed back to the villa to have a big fight with my mother. This was probably the first time I had a big fight with her about another person, and it was so fierce that I smashed the cup in front of my mother. I think I must have suppressed these emotions in my heart for too long, and these emotions finally exploded completely after she fainted.

My mother was stunned by my temper, and I didn't wait for her to explode and cry, I just turned around and left. But where could I have thought that the more I was ruthless for her, the more my mother hated her, as if all the hatred in her heart was poured into her, but what did those things have to do with her?

Later, I knew that most of the Zhengyuan things were done by herself, probably trying to destroy the relationship between me and my mother, she knew that my mother's lifeblood was mine, so she tried her best to drag me with her feelings, use me to block the arrow, and then take all the precautions behind everyone's back, protect herself and keep Zhengyuan.

I don't know her state of mind at the time, and I don't know if she would be sad when she did this behind my back, but I was sad all the time, but there was nothing I could do to stop her.

One day, Li Yan came to the door, she even wanted to be married to me, sometimes I can't understand women's brains, I don't understand what they are thinking in their hearts. When she told me all the plans of Qingcheng and Liang Chen, I laughed at Gu Qingcheng for being a fool, but it was because Li Yan told me about it that I was able to be ruthless and expose all the videos and photos of her adultery with Liang Chen, forcing her to sign the divorce agreement.

And I didn't let Liang Chen go, how could I give him a chance to turn against me.

I really didn't expect my mother to want to destroy her.

When I arrived at the kind of hotel that didn't have a star rating, and saw her disheveled and held in her arms by Li Zimu, I hated myself. Li Zimu is right, if I don't have the ability to protect her, if my proximity will hurt her, I should stay away from her.

Two people and women, I know which one I can't hurt, and I don't want to hurt, I don't want her to live so aggrieved, she stays by my side every day and laughs, I'm just selfish, selfish and want to leave some memories for myself.

In the villa of the villa, I heard what she said to me, and I saw her sitting on the stairs crying miserably, and at that time, I really hated my last name. I can only hate myself, after all, there is no way to hate my mother.

She has her pain and pain, and I can't hate her.

So, I finally knew that it was time for me to leave.

Finally, I found an opportunity to pull the ring off her finger. I knew she did it on purpose, and she finally couldn't help it, and she couldn't help the beauty that seemed to be like a mirror. I know that she deliberately had a showdown with me that day with the strength of alcohol.

But she knew the result of the showdown, and why was she so painful when the result came.

She asked me how much I really loved, how much was it, couldn't she see it, or maybe I hid it too well and she didn't see it, or maybe she couldn't believe in herself.

When I reached out and grabbed the ring on her hand, she cried, tears as if the embankment had burst, surging out, her face was full of tears, and she shook her head desperately, saying don't don't. I hardened my heart and gritted my teeth to finally pull the ring off her finger.

I even got blood on my fingers.

My heart twitched, but I smiled and threw the ring out in front of her. I think that as long as I am ruthless enough, as long as I deny everything, she will not have to miss me in the days to come.

If you can't be together, don't love me, never love me. She's too bitter like that.

If love hurts so much, then let's treat it as if it never happened.

Her painful and pleading look almost made me reach out and hug her, before I couldn't help it, I casually found an excuse to let her get out of the car, and then fled quickly, I was really afraid, I was afraid of entangling with her again, so that she continued to suffer.

In the rearview mirror, her figure became smaller and smaller, so small that I could no longer see it, and the ring was tightly held in the palm of my hand, with a trace of warmth, as if it had been brought down from her hand.

That day, I drove the car around in a big circle, and I came back to that place, and I parked the car far away, and I saw her looking for a ring like a madman. My vision blurred for a moment, and at that time, I always felt that my heart was beating slower, as if I couldn't beat, and it was uncomfortable.

In the end, she went home in embarrassment, and I waited downstairs for a long time, drank wine, and smoked a lot of cigarettes before dragging her bag onto it. She was just curled up and crouched on the ground, burying her head deep in the crook of her arm, and she didn't even look up when I walked over.

I stopped in front of her and took a breath before throwing my bag over her.

Fool, since you want a showdown, you have to bear it, you are like this, how can I rest assured. She was crying, crying and I was upset, my heart was full of breath, and my heart ached.

I was rough with her as if I was venting, she said she was in pain, but how did she know how much pain I had, from falling in love with her to now, how much pain I had. How much pain I had as I watched her do those things behind my back!

She didn't know, she didn't know at all.

How much I love her, she doesn't know!

On that day, she told me that men and women had nothing to do with each other, and that I would never appear in her eyes from now on.

……

I arranged everything she wanted to do for her, and gave her everything she wanted.

When I heard that she had been in a car accident, I took advantage of the fact that no one was around, went outside to take a look at her, and left when I saw that she was okay. On the day she returned Zhengyuan to her completely, she told me that she was pregnant, and she was serious, but I didn't believe it, because I didn't know that she was infertile not long ago.

She also got a similar ring back and put it on her finger, and she looked like she was trying to get me back.

But, after all, I can't give her a guarantee, not even a promise. I don't want to be selfish anymore and let her wait for me.

Then, I finally tore my face with my mother, and she was like crazy. I smashed all the glasses in the room, and I just stood there and watched her go crazy, letting her scold me.

And I only said one thing to her, "Mom, let Qingcheng go, if you don't let her go, you can only lose your son." ”

I thought about many ways, and finally I realized that there was nothing I could do but use myself as a bargaining chip in the face of my mother.

My mother picked up the glass on the floor, faced me and said, "Okay, okay, I know you're trying to force me to death!"

I didn't move at all, and the red blood gushed out of my mother's wrist, which was very glaring. I gritted my teeth and didn't move at all, I looked at my mother's face, smiled hopelessly, and said, "Mom, don't worry, if I force my mother to die, there will be retribution, I ...... It's going to be a good death. Mom, in the next life, let's not be a mother and son, I'm so tired, really tired. ”

With that, I turned around and walked to the door of the conference room.

My mother called my name behind me, and I heard a 'bang' sound, and my heart twisted, but I still gritted my teeth, and without looking back, I walked to the door and stretched out my hand to open it.

She sat not far away, and when she saw me, she quickly stood up. I just glanced at her, then quickly retracted my gaze, hardened my heart, asked someone to call an ambulance, and followed the police, I didn't turn my head to look at her, because I didn't dare, really didn't dare.

In the end, I finally reached an agreement with my mother, she would no longer touch Gu Qingcheng, and I would never see Gu Qingcheng again.

A few days before I was leaving, she came to look for me at the Mid-Levels Villa, and Aunt Li and my grandmother wanted me to go down to see her secretly, but I didn't. I went back to my room, hid myself behind the curtains, and looked at the people standing in the doorway.

It's enough to see that she's okay, and I don't want to hurt her.

I know that there is a very rough road in front of me, and the road is difficult, and I may die halfway through, but I think that I will still overcome the obstacles and try to get in front of her again, and when that time comes, I can promise her, and when that time comes, I can always be by her side.

It's just that I don't know if she'll be able to wait until then.

On the day I left, I looked back and saw her back, and I could see at a glance that among the pedestrians coming and going, it seemed so lonely that it was distressing and I couldn't let go. I don't know if she saw me at the end, but I watched her back, slowly disappearing from my sight.

I thought, she was so stupid that maybe she didn't see me at all.

But, that's fine. Zhenzhen field technique.