To live, you must survive before you can live

Twenty-seven years old, an awkward age.

Brilliant people, at this age are already on the right track.

I have a car, a house, a wife, and maybe a child.

People who are not so outstanding, in the face of this magical world where three generations of people who are overdrawn may not be able to afford a house in their lifetime, choose to sink in confusion and despair, and get by.

I'm different, I'm stuck right in the middle.

There is hope for the future, but this hope is not much higher than winning the lottery jackpot.

Looking back on the past, I can't talk about any experience, I have a year of full-time, and I am still at the bottom of the online literature industry.

But it's doing what I like, and the new book is about to hit the shelves, which is so much better than the last six years, and at least there's hope.

In the middle of the night, the kindergarten behind the house was certainly not noisy during the day.

When I lit a cigarette, the monitor screen reflected scarlet points of light, and the smoke drifted out of the window, bringing my mind back to the past.

In December 2012, I graduated from junior college and went home.

That year, I was twenty years old.

To be honest, I've always been pessimistic, but I'm not pessimistic enough.

For example, if something hasn't happened yet, the first thing I think about is the worst-case outcome.

But then I wonder if I'm okay with the outcome.

If you can accept it, then no problem, I gladly accept it.

If it's not acceptable, I'll make a little effort to make it acceptable.

Then, happily accept.

So nothing has been accomplished so far, but it can be regarded as starvation.

So it's selling miserably or something...... I don't feel like I'm having a bad time.

Back to the story.

The pessimism mentioned above is not complete, if we give a few specific examples.

It's like when I was in school, I was a very poor student, and not doing homework was the norm.

But when I go to bed at night, I also dream about handing in my homework the next day.

Later, when I thought about it, the teacher's punishment was within the range of what I could accept, at most it was a verbal sarcasm for me, saying that I was just a waste in the future, so I slept more soundly.

I can only say that I was young at that time, and it wasn't until I entered the society for a few years that I understood a truth.

It's important to study well.

Because of academic qualifications, it's really important.

The money that others earn from 9 to 5 is the point where I need to work hard to get close.

Even sometimes even if you try hard, you can't reach the same level.

But after all, there is no regret medicine to take in this world.

So at the beginning of the 12th year, less than a year before I graduated, I still happily played games with my classmates every day.

But occasionally when I can't sleep in the middle of the night, I also think, what can I do after graduation, a junk computer major?

Write code? Yes.

But my salary is definitely not as good as others, and even people don't necessarily want me.

Other than that, I feel like I don't have a future.

Looking back now, indeed, it was very young.

At that time, I even had the idea of becoming a soldier, serving in the army for two years, mixing tens of thousands of yuan in discharge pay, and then renting a shop, opening a small shop or a dry cleaner or something.

I even secretly went online to check the information, and it turned out that tens of thousands of yuan ...... It's simply not enough.

So when I had to have a physical examination after the first trial, I flinched.

If you pass the physical examination, you will be a deserter if you want to slip away.

I didn't become a deserter, so I didn't go for a medical checkup.

Time, it always passes before you know it.

I don't feel anything yet, it's the end of '12.

College well, the third year of internship, but we only went to the second year for half a year, and the school asked me to roll up and get out.

So I rolled back to Los Angeles from Zheng County.

Bow with only one box.

When I get home, what do I do? Finding a job comes first.

So I got on 58 resumes.

At that time, I really did everything, thinking that I was so young that I would not be able to find a job.

The results are realistic.

I looked for several houses, but they didn't want me.

Which one wants me in the end?

A copy shop next to a high school asked for me.

7 in the morning and 10 in the evening (because high school is late for self-study and dismissal), no rest days, a monthly salary of 1200.

By the way, 1200 is the salary after the regularization, and my internship salary at that time was 1100, and the internship period was ...... Half.

Needless to say, I was quite happy.

After all, he relied on his own job (of course, his family couldn't help much).

So I went to the door of the store at half past six every morning and waited for the boss to open the door, and I didn't come home from work after 10 o'clock in the evening, sometimes I was busy, and I could be busy until after 11 o'clock or even 12 o'clock.

What are you busy with? Printing, of course.

To be honest, if the copy shop relies on copying and printing alone, it will probably lose money directly to death.

I don't know about the others, but there is still a lot of business in that place.

Make teaching materials for educational institutions, print and copy test papers for school teachers, publish design drawings for design institutes, and print and produce bidding documents for developers.

(By the way, there was another job that I found interesting at the time, and that was printing cheat sheets for the high school students next to me.) A whole page of paper, they printed it the size of a palm, and the words on it were not much bigger than the black dots. I had an idea at the time: today's students really know how to play. I don't know if there are any students doing this now, after all, smart phones were popularized hundreds of years ago.)

I resigned from this small shop after only 29 days, and that month was 30 days, and I remember it very well.

The proprietress said that I hadn't finished a month, so she only paid me 800 wages, and I readily agreed and didn't think about it so much.

Why quit?

It wasn't because of career planning or anything, I was only 20 years old at the time, so I didn't have any career planning.

There were just a few things that made me decide to quit.

First, the boss doesn't treat me as a human being.

7 in the morning and 10 in the evening, I don't care about the meal. Not only that, but once, the boss came back from delivery and his pedal motorcycle broke.

It's the chain that's stuck and it's full of oil.

What does the boss do?

He took a small tub of gasoline out of his van and took off the chain of the pedal, leaving me to rub the chain in the gas for a day.

No gloves, no protection.

I rubbed the oil for a day.

When I got home, my red hands were already festering, and my body was uncomfortable because I had smoked too much gasoline.

The next day I took a day off to go to the hospital.

The proprietress deducted 200 yuan from me.

This is one of the reasons why I was paid 800 in the end with a salary of 1200.

The second is the matter of the design institute.

We have a picture machine there, so many people in our city's design institute will come to us to post pictures.

That was the first time I learned about the concept of money.

At that time, it was the eldest brother of the two design institutes who made the drawings here for us.

They had to wait for the picture to be released, and they were smoking and chatting in the store.

The proprietress asked me to go up and let them smoke outside, after all, the store was full of paper items, and it was not safe to smoke.

I went up to say it, but the two eldest brothers looked at me, ignored me, continued to smoke and chat, and threw the cigarette butts on the ground after smoking.

From their words, I knew that they could earn 100,000 yuan for this project.

How much is that?

I didn't know, but soon I knew.

The person who connected with them, an aunt in her forties, came to our store with a bag.

They plan to finish the picture and trade on the spot.

When the bag was opened, and when the two big brothers counted it, I saw bundles of money.

Lakh...... That's a lot!

(By the way, after I finished sweeping the cigarette butts, the boss came back in the evening.) The proprietress told the boss about someone smoking in the store, and the boss was furious and scolded me, which is the kind of level that can bring two or three "greeting" words in a sentence).

The third one, which is also a matter of the design institute, made me understand that no one really treats me as a human being.

It was the drawings of the design institute that came out, and the boss asked me to deliver them.

I went to the design institute with a backpack of drawings.

The security guard of the building didn't stop me, but when I went up, I found that the old man I was connecting with was drawing on the computer.

In the work area of a hall, I didn't dare to make a loud noise, so I leaned over and whispered, "Master, I printed it by Lan X, and the drawings were sent to you." ”

He ignored me and continued to draw.

I didn't dare to ask, I didn't dare to leave, so I stood aside and watched silently.

It's almost two hours, and it's time for them to leave work at noon.

The old man glanced at me and said, "Put it here." ”

After that, he went to chat with other colleagues.

I put down the drawings and went back to the office.

The boss asked me why it took so long, but he didn't say anything, waved my hand and told me to get out of the way and eat.

For these reasons, I decided to resign.

So with 800 yuan, I went home.

My dad scolded me, saying I didn't have any perseverance.

But he didn't know what had happened to me.

My mom didn't say anything.

What can I do after that, continue to look for a job, otherwise I will be scolded at home, and I will be scolded for not cleaning, anyway, I think you are squatting at home and wasting food.

Actually, I know that my parents are good to me.

But the older generation didn't know what I was going through, and they would just say, "It's all for your own good."

So I took the step and wanted to try a job as a programmer that I didn't dare to do before (that's what I learned at college).

There weren't many companies in Los Angeles that did this, and most of them didn't want me.

Eventually, I found a company to do my internship with.

Because the internship salary was only half of the salary, they asked for me.

Well, my internship salary is 1500.

It is a company that makes software and systems, and it often interfaces with the government, such as the internal systems of the court or the government or the police, and they will be approached.

When I went, it was just after the New Year, and they weren't staffed, so I was lucky enough to join a project team as soon as I went.

There's nothing to say about the specific process, it's just miscellaneous and the like.

A total of 58 days, basically arrive at 8 o'clock in the morning and go home from work at 2~3 o'clock in the morning.

58 days, no rest.

In the end, the project leader saw that I was still obedient, and told the boss that he could give me a regular salary, 3,000 yuan.

At that time, the average salary in Los Angeles was 1,500 to 2,000.

After all, the minimum wage standard at that time was 1080 or more than 800.

This income is quite high.

But I left anyway.

The reason is my parents.

They all saw it and thought that I was working too hard, so they asked me to give up.

Then they asked my cousin to help me find a job, video editing, and event planning.

The place of work is a small company owned by a female classmate of my cousin.

There are only three or four people in the company.

It was June '13.

I worked in this company until the Chinese New Year for 15 years.

Let's start with June '13.

When I went to the company, the company changed its address.

The new office space needs to be renovated, and the renovation time is two months.

Everyone went home on vacation, and I was asked to be an overseer by the female boss.

So for these two months, I ate ashes and carried materials with the workers.

Two months later, it was renovated.

Start work as normal.

It took three months to work before the first salary was paid.

I didn't dare ask.

But I calculated that the three-month internship period was 1500 for the regular period and 1000 for the internship period.

I can get 6000 yuan!

6,000 yuan!

I still remember very well that the day my boss informed me that my salary was paid was 11/28/13.

Early in the morning, I was in a state of excitement until I got off work.

The boss gave me a slap in the face.

The salary was paid, 3,000 yuan.

I don't understand, but the boss said that in those two months of decoration, everyone was on holiday, so there was no salary (by the way, this company has no salary on holidays, including the New Year).

I'm not even 21 years old, and I don't dare ask, I don't dare say.

And the boss is my cousin's classmate, and the love is there, and I am embarrassed to leave, and I am afraid that my parents will say that I have no perseverance.

So I confessed.

What do you do there?

Live videos of school performances, videos of the event.

(I have participated in the New Year's Eve White Horse Temple and the Horse Temple bells in Los Angeles, as well as the pilgrimage ceremony at Guanlin Temple).

The night the bell rang at the temple was my birthday.

Yes, my birthday is the day of farewell to the main character of this book, 12/31/92.

It's just that the main character in my book is 25 years old.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, no one celebrated my birthday.

It didn't matter, but it was the first time I had seen what a rich man was.

The White Horse Temple rings the bell on New Year's Eve, with a sound of 10,000.

The owner of an electrical appliance firm here bought 108 rings.

Terrible.

At the end of September, the Guan Lin pilgrimage ceremony, the statue of Guan Erye who had been consecrated was consecrated for 500,000 yuan, please leave.

Terrible.

October National Day, Guanlin Temple Fair, participated in the whole shooting.

There is no overtime pay.

Of course, none of these were the reasons why I left that company.

Grudges accumulate slowly.

Time flies, time flies.

Soon, the time came to the end of 14 years.

In the middle, I also made a few promotional videos for companies.

There is a property company.

In my book, I told employees to jump off the roof of the building and fly away with wings on their wings, which is what the manager of this property told us during a meeting.

There are also changes throughout the year.

Let's not talk about whether I can make it or not, the 20,000 yuan he gave is not enough......

By the way, these orders have not been commissioned.

I still take 1,500 yuan a month, seven days a week, and one day off every other week.

There is no social security.

In the middle, we also mentioned to the boss about paying social security.

The boss got angry.

She said: "I will pay you social security, and this payment will be for the rest of your life! If you quit your job, what should I do?"

At that time, I was really young and didn't know, so I bowed to her and apologized!

Ha!

And then it was the end of '14.

At that time, we had a local company here that was responsible for making phone calls to deliver alcohol.

The manager of that company happened to be my classmate.

(I tried on clothes for 600 yuan and didn't buy them, it happened during this time period, and the witnesses present were my classmate, and he also went to the fitting room privately and said that he borrowed money to let me buy clothes first)

So we hit it off, and I pulled in a deal.

Corporate promotional video, 40,000 yuan. (This film can still be searched on Youku now)

I calculated the commission, and the boss said 20 percent.

That's eight thousand!

Plus salary, nine thousand five hundred!

I've never seen so much money!

Once again, however, reality slapped me in the face.

The salary will be paid next month, 1500 yuan.

I asked my boss why, and she said......

"I have to negotiate the contract, sign the contract, produce, and get the money, all of which are handled by me, and it is a business. ”

Then why do I want your company to do it? I can't just do it myself?

Then I can still get 40,000!

By the way, after taking this job, my classmate also made a lot of efforts, and my boss promised to give him a 400 rebate.

I paid for this rebate to my classmates.

At that time, I actually wanted to leave, but I was embarrassed to bring it up for the sake of my brother's face.

Anyway, I advise everyone, don't go to work with acquaintances.

The more acquaintances you have, the more you will be trapped.

How did I get there?

15 years after the end of the year.

As I said before, there is no salary for the half month of the New Year's rest.

The day before I went to work, the boss and his wife pulled me for a drink.

I didn't want to go, but they said they were already downstairs with me.

So I went.

The boss poured me wine and said that they would cultivate me, and in 18 years they would try to make the company public.

I should be a fart when I go public, and I remember to raise my salary when I am cultivated.

But the second day I went to work, and I quit at noon.

I still remember that morning at the meeting, the company had a total of eight employees, 3 of them were from our side, and 5 were from the boss's husband side (his husband co-founded a wedding shooting studio, which is how I came into contact with the wedding industry, and I also did weddings in the middle, and I didn't say anything about it).

It's our side that's in the meeting.

The boss said, raise wages.

How to go up?

1500 a month, the company deducts 200 yuan per month, and sends 1300.

Then every quarter, that is, three months, the 600 yuan and 1500 wages will be paid to you at one time.

I blew up at the time, and I resigned with two other employees.

The boss didn't say anything, only said that you should go back and think about it first.

Then in the evening, she called me and said if I wasn't sure I wouldn't come.

I said yes.

So she posted a circle of friends and scolded us for being white-eyed wolves.

What am I doing after I resign here?

I went to SZ.

I found a job shooting wedding MV, 12,000 a month, everything was deducted, and I got 8,900 yuan.

But the rent is a few square meters of old-fashioned small single room shared with others, and it is about two hours' drive from the place of work.

The monthly rent is 2500, not counting the water and electricity property network fee.

In a big city, I don't have any friends and I resist finding them.

There are many locals who live 4,000 to 6,000 a month, but they live in style.

I can't, I'm going to live first.

So I didn't go to any of the parties and went back to my rental house after work.

Of course, the locals don't like to take you to play.

And the wedding is really tiring and tiring.

The hotel sets up the scene, which must be allowed after 10 p.m.

It is usually arranged until three or four o'clock in the morning.

Then you can't rest, you have to rush to the groom's or bride's house to shoot.

I have been picking up relatives with the car and shooting the scene.

At one o'clock in the afternoon, pack up the equipment, shelf lights, etc.

Go back to the company and have a summary meeting.

At three or four o'clock in the afternoon, you can go home and sleep. The next morning, I went to work normally and edited the film.

There are no days off.

After half a year, in the second half of 15 years, something happened.

Another company owned by the owner of this company went bankrupt, and his capital chain was broken, so he thought of a ruckus.

We were given a fake contract with a third-party company, and then dragged us to the bank to apply for an interest-free loan for college students.

Although he said that it was fine, I saw that it was wrong at the time, because the lender was me, and the loan amount was 400,000 yuan, and the repayment period was within one year.

I refused.

On the afternoon of the refusal, the manager called several of us who refused into the office one by one and said:

"You don't agree with the company's philosophy, and we can't go on together, so let's go. ”

So I quit my job and left the city that made me feel like an outsider.

It's a place where the lights are brilliant and the lights are bright.

But it doesn't belong to me.

When I got home, I got a new job.

A company called "Learn from Whom" is owned by Mr. Chen, the former CEO of New Oriental.

There is an introduction to this company on Du Niang.

I am a staff member of the Los Angeles branch, and my job is to make packaging for teachers and educational institutions registered on the platform, such as photos and videos.

A monthly salary of 2500, deducting five insurances, 2048.

9 in the morning and 11 in the evening, single off.

Actually, I often finish my work at 4 p.m., but I can't leave.

Because at 8 o'clock in the evening, the company wants to hold a video conference of the national branch.

After the end, the branch held a review meeting, and at this time, it was basically 11 o'clock in the evening.

Every day.

Formalism, nothing more.

At this time, my rare fun is to watch a few little girls in the company chatter, and then share some of my experience in mixing society with them who have just graduated, hoping that they can avoid the road I have taken.

Another fun is to meet the former teachers.

When I used to go to school, the dean chased me every day and told me to get out, but although I didn't study well, I wasn't a bad student.

So he didn't get his chance.

And one time, we went to shoot a video of my junior high school.

He was already the vice principal, handed me a cigarette, and Teacher Zhang called me shortly.

He didn't recognize me, and I was secretly happy in my own heart.

Yes, I am already "Teacher Zhang" now, although it is only a "Teacher Zhang" of 2,000 yuan a month.

But I've also learned a little bit at this company.

The coterie is really everywhere.

In the past, in a small company, it was the employees who were hostile to the boss.

Now in large companies, it is employees who are hostile to each other.

There are many employees from Zheng County in our company, and I learned that their salary standards are different from ours when the manager said that he missed his mouth at a meeting.

Although everyone is in Los Angeles, their monthly salary is three times that of us.

In this way, it came to March 16.

I felt bored.

More than ten hours a day, 2,000 yuan a month, what's the picture?

So I resigned.

The day I quit, I was happy.

I went to the cinema and watched Zootopia three times in one day.

Then I went to learn to drive and get a driver's license.

In April, a month and a half, the driver's license was in hand.

At the end of April, my classmates asked me to go out to dinner.

It's the classmate above who has a lot of ideas.

He said that the WeChat public account is very interesting now, and he has attracted two rich second-generation investments, and hopes that I will do it with him, because he can trust me.

And he opened me 3,000 yuan a month, deducting five insurances, 2,500 a month.

After a drink that night, I decided to go with him.

The official account has not been done, it is really difficult to make money, in the middle of which we have done local accounts, national accounts, emotional accounts, video accounts, and comic accounts.

can only barely take care of food and clothing.

After more than a year, the rich second-generation investors gradually became impatient.

So we switched to a different project.

Gray.

It's not illegal, it's just unruly.

How to say it, it's like doing an anime video or a movie analysis video at station B.

Because it is profitable at station B, these are inappropriate, because you don't have the copyright of others, which is an infringement.

But people generally turn a blind eye.

This one of ours is something similar.

In fact, we also asked the official if we could buy the license, but the official refused.

But they said we could do it.

In fact, it is to turn a blind eye, and the official always grasps your handle.

When you get fat, that's when you're slaughtered.

Did you make money during that time?

It's quite profitable.

A month's salary plus this commission can be more than 4,000 yuan.

It's nothing in a big city, but in our city, where the average salary is more than 2,000 to 3,000, it's a high income.

But at the beginning of 18, we had only been doing this for a few months, and a bolt from the blue came.

According to the news, the official sued an industry leader.

A few of us decided to stop doing the business anymore.

At this time, I had already started to save manuscripts for the big boss, and I felt that my classmate was right.

But our boss doesn't think so.

He said, "If the other party sues us, he bears it."

Can he carry it?

No.

At most, he can only get out of the matter himself, and then let us go out and lose money.

So we decided to stop.

But here comes the problem, we still have a backlog of money from customers at this time, and the boss dragged it and didn't give it to others.

The client I was dealing with was a boss on a southern island.

He found my house.

I was really confused.

But he didn't embarrass me, because we had a good relationship at the beginning.

He said that he asked me to give him the contact information of my boss, and he went to talk to my boss, and if he didn't give it, he would ask me for the backlog.

Looking for me?

I can't take it out if I kill it.

I gave him the contact details of his boss.

After a cordial and friendly exchange, the boss returned the money to others.

But the boss's face is gone.

What is the most important thing for the rich second generation? It's not money, it's face.

So he called me and asked me to go and see both of them alone.

My classmates wanted to come out for me and said they wanted to come with me.

Because he has a good relationship with the boss, and he brought me to the company, he thinks he should come forward.

I refused.

Can't let him be with me has no self-esteem.

Actually, it really takes courage to do this.

It's not that the other party will treat me, but I am afraid every day, afraid of what the other party will do to me.

The powerful and the rich, and I, the working-class ordinary people of my parents, are people of two worlds.

Big cities look at ability, while small places tend to look at relationships.

So I plucked up my courage and went.

It's the time I talked about in the previous chapter.

Arrived at the place and the owner sat behind the desk.

A big office with all the employees present.

On his table was a glass of liquor.

He said, I apologized to him, and then punished him with a drink, and the matter was over.

I bowed and apologized, and he said it wasn't this one.

I understand.

He wanted the employees to look at it, just to exchange my self-esteem for his face.

If I'm a few years younger, or 20 years old, I'm probably going to have a really hot brain.

But I was 26 years old at that time, and I had been beaten by society for 6 years.

Both of my parents were persuaded to quit the factory, and one found a job as a security guard for a heating company, and the other as a cleaner in a college dormitory.

a month, 1600 and 1700.

In his 50s, he climbs the sixth floor to commute every day.

Every night, listening to the sound of them opening the door to go to the night shift, I feel, I don't know if you will understand.

And because they are workers, I am an only child.

I'm alone, but it's nothing.

But I can't help but think about them.

It's not a bad sell, it's all in the past, there's nothing that can't be said.

In fact, for me, this is the most courageous one I have ever had.

I knelt down for both of them in front of twenty or thirty people.

I'm very comfortable and say I'm sorry, it's all my fault.

I drank that wine.

From then on they took their Yangguan Road, and I took my little wooden bridge.

Everyone doesn't owe each other, and everyone is well.

After that, I didn't say much, I got a small few thousand manuscript fees every month, and I was very happy to write novels that I liked.

But not satisfied.

I want to make money, but I don't have the capital to turn over.

Writing a novel may be the only chance I have to buy a 100-square-meter house and let my parents live in an elevator room.

At the very least, the odds are higher than buying a lottery ticket to win.

I am hopeful for the future.

This testimonial is not a complaint, not a miserable sale.

There are many, many people in this world who are worse than me, and there are many people who just want to live or eat a full meal, which is very difficult.

At least I'm not starving.

In fact, the past experiences are all things that I am proud of.

Few people have experienced more than I have at my age.

To write this testimonial, I am treating you as friends, and I hope that you can get something out of my experience, so that you will not take too many detours like me.

If you are still in school, you must study hard, not for others, but for yourself.

Don't be too naïve when you enter society, just like me in the past.

But now I'm happy, I don't have to look at anyone's face, I can write my favorite story, and I don't starve to death.

In fact, in the past six years, I have been confused and even more desperate.

Rising house prices, never rising wages.

Buy a house, get married, have children...... It's a luxury.

And those who have bought a house are even more painful.

A salary of less than 3,000 a month, but a mortgage of 2,500 to be repaid for 30 years.

And this is when the house price was 5100 in 17 years.

Now the house price in the same community is more than 11,000.

Sometimes when I eat with them at night, I feel their despair.

People who haven't bought a house have to get by, give up on themselves, mess around at work, and play games after work.

Because I can't see the future, I choose to embrace the present.

People who have bought a house, live a miserable life, never take a taxi, and take the bus every day.

The boss slaps you on the left cheek, and you have to put the right cheek up and slap him with a smile.

Because of the mortgage, you are not eligible to quit your job.

Speaking of which, I would like to thank the squid.

Although he didn't know about me at all.

The squid is my idol, and it's not just that he challenges himself to write something new with every book (which is the goal of my dream, but now I don't dare, because I have to feed myself first).

Also, at the end of 17, when the martial arts master ended, I went to his official account every day to see the information of the new book.

Once, on a whim, I posted a comment, saying that I had been reading books for more than ten years and wanted to write novels, but I didn't dare.

He replied to me, saying, "Pluck up the courage to write, if you don't write, how do you know you can't?"

In fact, as a former industry insider, I know that it is not him.

That's just the staff who run the official account for him.

But I did muster up the courage.

This is the birth of the first big boss, and it completely changed my life.

At the very least, I'm not desperate to get by.

Although I have been in the society for seven years and have only 11,000 yuan in bank card deposits, I can see hope.

I believe that my novels will always succeed in the future.

I dream of one day being eligible for last year's meeting and say thank you to him.

He still won't recognize me (laughs).

So, if you also have the idea of writing a novel, and you are bold enough to try, maybe you will be the next great god and platinum?

(But don't work full-time until you get your grades.) I chose to resign because the manuscript fee is about the same as the salary, and because of these things, I chose to resign)

It is precisely because life is not easy that I want to write light-hearted stories.

In this way, you don't have to read and get too tired.

As long as I relax my brain, relax and have fun, and give you a good mood to face the new day, this is my ultimate goal.

Put down the keyboard and light another cigarette.

The whiteness of the fish belly outside the window is gradually dispelling the darkness of the night.

I am sure that everything will be fine.

Here's what you have to say.

I'm not miserable, and I'm certainly not good.

Thank you all for reading my novel, thank you very much.

I hope I can continue to write stories that make everyone happy.

Thanks to the editor-in-chief, Brother Hu, although we don't know each other at all, I know that he has given great support to various big recommendations.

Thanks to the editor Brother Wutong, although we didn't talk much between us (laughs), but the recommendation did not break all the way, thank you very much.

Thanks to Wu Ma Xing, Pei Tu Dog, Job, Mysterious Big Watermelon, Thing in the Fire, Cut Water 2, Dust, Dream Catcher, Hippopotamus, Sydney, etc..... Thank you for your willingness to listen to my complaints, for your willingness to discuss the plot with me, thank you.

Thank you, readers, no matter whether you are scolding or spraying or boasting, I accept it calmly, and I hope you can accompany me in the future, thank you.

Finally, it's time to put it on the shelves.

It hit the shelves at 12 a.m. on August 1st, which is tonight.

Let's change 5 chapters on the shelves, each chapter is no less than 3,000 words (in fact, 5 chapters add up to more than 16,000 words, which is equal to more than 8 more than others).

After that, I will try to work at least 6000+ more times a day, and if I can, it will be better.

Add more words....... I now have a collection of 55,000, and the city subscription is within 10:1 compared to others, so I don't have such big expectations.

Let's count it at 5000.

The first order is over 5000, and every more than 1000 will add a change.

The alliance leader also added more (although I have never been much~)

In the case of a commuter pass... Let's wait for the first order to come out, I'm afraid I'll slap myself in the face again (laughs)

So everyone, we'll see you on the shelves.

Thank you again for your company.