I didn't dare to look at Jing Yao's eyes, lowered my head and took out the cigarette from my pocket, or took Lao Zhou's half of the pack of Chinese, took out one and put it in my mouth, after the crisp sound of the lighter, I took a big sip and said to Jing Yao: "You are very good to me, I have to admit that you do take good care of me, but ...... You also know the situation in my family, I need to have a stable income, I can't waste my time with you in a company that can't see the future, do you understand? Simply put, I can't see the future here, so I'm going to leave and find a job with a stable income, instead of playing the so-called business with you, what if it fails?"

I guess Jing Yao would never have thought that I would say this, she bit her lip and looked at me with a very "incredible" look, and I knew how much I hurt her when I said this. But if I don't leave, how can Jing Yao have 10 million dollars injected? Thinking about it, my heart feels a little better.

I continued to say to Jing Yao: "Forgive me for being selfish, everyone has their own ambitions. I don't have a bullshit education, I don't have any knowledge, what I want is a stable life, my life can't withstand the wind and waves, you think I'm cowardly, you think I'm not far-sighted, anyway, I'm leaving, don't keep me. ”

Jing Yao's tears finally flowed down her cheeks, and she asked softly, "Do you know what 'Jin Nian' means to me, do you know why I have to make 'Jin Nian'?"

I tried my best to pretend that I didn't care, lowered my head and looked at the bluestone pavement and said, "I don't know, I don't want to know, while I've made up my mind to leave 'Jin Nian', don't persuade me anything, okay?"

Jing Yao pursed her lips and nodded, nodding as she retreated and said, "Okay, I know, I won't keep you, you can go wherever you want, and don't contact you in the future." ”

After speaking, Jing Yao walked into the distance without looking back, looking at her departing back, my heart felt as if it had been cut by a knife. I've never hurt so much, what about Jing Yao, will she be better off than me?

I can imagine that Jing Yao was full of enthusiasm and wanted to tell me about the financing of 10 million, but I didn't tell her in advance: I have to leave because I can't see the future.

What cruel news is this for Jing Yao?

I sat on the steps of the door and smoked, one after another, until the last cigarette in the cigarette box burned out, it was late at night, Li Rui, Zheng Rumei and Lao Zhou three people came out of the bar, Li Rui saw me alone, I couldn't help but be a little strange, in front of Zheng Rumei, I still have to be a little polite, got up and said hello and said, "Professor Zheng, are you going back?"

"yes, I'm going back. It's not early, where is Jing Yao? I'll say hello to her. ”

"I'm sorry......" I explained, "Jing Yao was not feeling well just now, and left first. ”

Zheng Rumei is not a fool, when I said this, she instantly guessed that the two of us might have a little twist, but she didn't expose it, but said politely: "Then please go back and say to Jing Yao, thank her very much, and I will come to thank you when I have time." ”

"You're serious......"

A few of us chatted politely with each other in front of the bar, Lao Zhou sent Zheng Rumei to the parking lot, and after the two of them walked away, Li Rui cautiously asked, "Did you quarrel with Yaoyao?"

I want to say that there was no quarrel! But the conflict between me and Jing Yao seems to be much more serious than the quarrel, and after weighing the pros and cons, I can only nod to Li Rui and say, "It's a bit of a quarrel, and we're not very happy with each other." ”

Li Rui pursed her lips and comforted me: "You are just a fool, can't you see that Yaoyao likes you? If you want to get along with other girls, at least tell Yaoyao, she doesn't know anything, it's strange not to be angry, but it's okay, Yaoyao is angry and shows that she likes you, take the time to coax, it must be fine." ”

I smiled bitterly and said to Li Rui, "I hope." ”

"Come on. Li Rui encouraged me and said: "I am Yaoyao's best friend, if you need help, tell me in private, support you unconditionally, I will go back to rest first, and see you tomorrow." ”

"See you tomorrow ......"

Watching Li Rui go farther and farther on the bluestone road, I couldn't help but ask myself: Can I see you tomorrow?

I was left alone in the bar, I went back to the bar and found half a box of cigarettes, but this half box of cigarettes is Yuxi brand, it seems to be 22 yuan a box, which is also a luxury for me, and I usually buy cigarettes for 7 yuan. I was still smoking when Lao Zhou came back, but I was transferred from the steps at the door to the bar.

Lao Zhou entered the door and took a piece of beer from the bar, sat opposite me and opened it to drink half a bottle, put down the bottle and asked, "Did you quarrel with Jing Yao?"

"Nope. I confessed to Lao Zhou: "It's much more serious than a quarrel, and I lied." ”

"What's going on?"

"Someone wants to give 'Jin Nian' an investment of 10 million, but the premise is that I must leave 'Jin Nian', and I can't tell Jing Yao the real situation, Jing Yao needs funds too much now, thinking that he is worth 10 million, he decisively agreed. I told Jing Yao that I couldn't see the development of the company, so I had to resign and leave, and go to another job. ”

"Stupid or not?" Lao Zhou reprimanded me and said, "You ask Jing Yao, if you want 10 million, I still want you, I dare to guarantee, she will definitely want you not 10 million." ”

"Hehe!" I said with a dry smile: "Don't comfort me, I know how many dollars I am worth, in fact, it's good for me to leave, I'm just an idle eater in 'Jin Nian', I can do anything, and I have to occupy a position, and the value created for the company may not be enough for the power consumption of my computer." ”

"I want to kick you twice when I look at your unproductive appearance, forget it, I won't train you, I didn't go much better than you back then! ”

"Then you can lend me two thousand dollars, I haven't been paid for a long time, and I have to borrow some money to get by before I get a new job. ”

Lao Zhou picked up his mobile phone and said: "WeChat will be transferred to you, and 5000 will be transferred to you first, so as not to have enough urgent matters." ”

"Okay, I'll pay you back as soon as I have the money. Others are making money when they rent out their houses as landlords, but instead of making money, you are doing it the other way around. ”

"Don't tell me this, it's boring, come and drink. ”

"Which one can you get drunk?"

Lao Zhou pointed to the bar and said: "Drink whatever you want, drink as much as you want, you wait for me, I'll go next door to bake a few skewers and come back, I won't get drunk tonight." ”

I was indeed drunk that night, so much so that I didn't know when the phone was turned off, and it was already noon when I woke up the next day, and I opened the phone to see the message Gao Xu sent me, Jing Yao had an accident last night......