I rubbed my eyes in a daze, what happened to Jing Yao? To say that I am not worried at all it is pure, if I don't care, I will not call Gao Xu to ask what the situation is.

Gao Xu estimated that he was at work, and he whispered on the phone: "Jing Yao drank too much yesterday and drank until his stomach bleeds, Cheng Jia called me in the middle of the night and asked me to come over to help, he was a little busy himself." ”

"Too busy?" asked with a frown, "What do you mean 'too busy'?"

"Don't you know what Cheng Jia is like, how can he take care of people? In the hospital, it's nothing more than paying fees, sending orders, and waiting for the results to be messy, he himself feels that he can't be busy, and then I went to the hospital with Liu Qian, Liu Qian took care of Jing Yao in the hospital until this morning, just now Liu Qian sent me a message saying that Jing Yao is home, and she will go too. ”

I breathed a deep sigh of relief and said to Gao Xu, "Then it's okay now, it's okay, I'll continue to sleep." ”

"Wait, wait!" Gao Xu asked eagerly on the other side of the phone, "You told Jing Yao that you were going to leave the 'Jin Nian'?"

"I don't know!" I don't really want to discuss this with Gao Xu, I'm upset,

Gao Xu complained: "What kind of attitude! We know about this, you must have told Jing Yao that you left 'Jin Nian'." ”

"Confidentiality. After that, I hung up the phone, lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling, I don't know what was going on in my head, I was groggy for a few hours, until I was hungry and got up from the bed, at this time it was already more than one o'clock in the afternoon, got up and walked around the second floor, found that there was nothing to do, and went to the first floor to water all the flowers and plants one by one.

Lao Zhou didn't know where to go, so I cleaned the first floor again, and before I knew it, I wasn't hungry.

Squatting on the steps in front of the door and smoking, this is not enjoying the afternoon at all, but enjoying loneliness and loneliness, I think everyone has to go through such a time, I don't know what I want to seek, I don't know what I want to pursue, I watch the sunrise and sunset, day after day, for the future, there is no sense of direction.

In the evening, when Lao Zhou came back, I was still in a daze in front of the door, and he sat next to me and asked, "What about the daze?"

"Hmm. I answered and said to Lao Zhou: "I don't know what to do, I'm a little confused." ”

Lao Zhou looked down at the cigarette butt on the ground, handed me another cigarette, and asked casually, "Aren't your parents in the hospital?"

"I don't want to go. I took the cigarette and lit it myself, and said while smoking: "Today is Monday, when I went to the hospital, my parents must have asked me why I didn't go to work, and it was difficult to explain it at that time, and they had to educate me about what to work hard and not to be absent from work, in fact, my parents are kind, but in my ears, it is a lot of pressure." ”

"Indeed!" Lao Zhou sat next to me and smoked a cigarette and said, "The pressure our parents put on us is the greatest. ”

"What about your parents?" I looked into the distance and asked, "They don't urge you to get married or anything?"

Lao Zhou said quietly: "My mother left early, there was no more when I was a teenager, the family is supported by my father, I have an older brother and a sister, they have been married for a long time, my nephews and nieces are in high school, my father is very disappointed in me, fortunately, he does not urge me to pass on the lineage, my brother, My sister usually rarely contacts me, they all think that I have more or less a problem with my brain, after all, most people who play art are not very normal in their thinking, and as they get older, they have less and less contact, and I haven't seen my dad for more than two years to make a phone call during the New Year's holidays. Occasionally, when I have time, I send a WeChat video, that's all. ”

"How long are you going to live like this?"

"I don't know. Lao Zhou's voice was very low, but it sounded to me with a kind of endless sadness, she stared at the bluestone pavement and said: "Maybe, it's like this for a lifetime." ”

"I ...... I can't understand how deep your unforgettable love is!"

"That's because you haven't experienced it. ”

"I'm afraid I won't have your attachment after experiencing it, I'm cold by nature, and I don't seem to have too much attachment to feelings. ”

"The more people say that, the more they can't afford to let go of their feelings. With that, Lao Zhou threw the cigarette fart on the ground, twisted it with his foot and walked into the bar.

It was dark, I didn't do anything this day, I have been wasting time, when the street lights came on, a pair of red high heels appeared in front of me, I was still sitting on the bluestone slab at the door, there was already a small pile of cigarette butts on the ground, and the red high heels suddenly appeared next to the cigarette butts, which made me a little uncomfortable.

Instinctively raised my head and looked up, Lu Yuxin stood in front of me quietly, and I didn't get up, just greeted and said, "You're here." ”

"What's the matter?

"Welcome. I got up and said, "This cold bar in Lao Zhou is all up to you acquaintances, how can you not welcome it? What do you have to drink today?"

"Coffee. Lu Yuxin casually found a booth and sat down, and said to me, "I want you to cook it yourself." ”

"Do you want me to make coffee myself? Do I look like I can make coffee?"

Lao Zhou smiled at the bar and said, "Come on, I'll teach you how to make coffee." ”

A few minutes later, I brought the coffee pot to Lu Yuxin's table, sat down opposite her and said, "Boss, please use it slowly, do you have any other instructions?"

"There's no one to talk to. ”

"Tell me, what do you want to talk about?"

"Is there such a thing as you?" Lu Yuxin complained, "Shouldn't you take the initiative to find a topic to chat with me?"

"Uh...... Today I am not in a very beautiful mood, I haven't eaten all day, and I am hungry and don't want to talk. ”

"Whatever you want to eat, I'll treat you. ”

"Forget it, I'm not in the mood to eat, why are you here alone so late?

Lu Yuxin sighed lightly and said, "Duan Jingnan looked for me today. ”

"Duan Jingnan?" I suddenly remembered that Duan Jingnan was the major shareholder of Di Kai, and his son's name was Duan Wentao, the kid who was beaten by me and Lu Yuhao, "What is Duan Jingnan looking for you for?"

"The company wants to conduct a new round of shareholder voting to elect a new chairman and general manager, although Lu Quanming did not succeed last time, but at the meeting I was removed from office after all, and now I need to be re-elected in the name of justice, Duan Jingnan came to me today, is to tell me that he supports me and stands on my side. ”

"And then?" I guessed, "since he's going to take the initiative to find you, he should say more than that, right? ”