Chapter 134: The First Day of Cohabitation
Once, Lu Shaofan and I didn't share the same bed, but I never crossed that line with him.
And now, my feelings for him towards Mo Yunqian are different.
At that time before, I was shaking, and many times his actions would bring great shock to my heart, but time is the best thing to prove feelings.
In the end, at the end of the wavering, my heart firmly chose Mo Yunqian, from the time I realized that I loved Mo Yunqian to the point where I couldn't extricate myself, that is, when I completely broke off between me and Lu Shaofan.
Now, it was Lu Shaofan who brought me from Miancheng to France, a beautiful and romantic, romantic and emotional Provence.
This place is like a beautiful fairy tale, and the princess and prince in the fairy tale will live a happy life here.
However, I am not a princess in a fairy tale, but Lu Shaofan is enough to be called a prince in a fairy tale.
When I saw him come in, I wanted to refuse, but I swallowed the words as soon as they came to my lips.
Everything here is his, and if I refuse, it will be ridiculous for me.
Lu Shaofan, as he said, hugged the quilt and made a bunk next to my bed, in case I was embarrassed, he looked at me again and smiled: "Don't worry, I won't peek at you, I'm just here to sleep with you, without your permission, I won't get up from the ground." ”
What he said made me a little embarrassed.
"I didn't say you'd peek, you can sleep......"
Hearing me say this, Lu Shaofan hooked the corners of his lips funny, and naturally relaxed a little.
As usual, I fell asleep soon because of my pregnancy, but as always, as soon as I fell asleep, I began to have nightmares......
"No, my child won't die......"
I screamed loudly, and suddenly opened my eyes, covered in cold sweat.
On the side of the bed, Lu Shaofan stood up from the ground with a wheel, and he took me into his arms.
When you went to the prenatal checkup a few days ago, didn't the doctor also make you feel relieved, this child is very healthy in your belly!"
Listening to Lu Shaofan's words, my face was buried deep in his chest, and the scene in the dream was vivid.
Yes, once again I dreamed of the loss of my first child.
So many people punched and kicked me in the stomach and killed my children, that was their only purpose.
Thinking of that child, my heart ached fiercely, tears began to fall continuously, and my body was held in Lu Shaofan's arms, trembling.
I always knew that that incident had always been the most terrible shadow buried in the depths of my heart.
In the three years in Haicheng, because I was never pregnant, I only occasionally remembered that incident, after returning to Mo Yunqian's side, I actually had a question in my heart, that is, at the beginning, Mo Yunqian told her that Ding Jiawen was arrested by the police, and later she saw a photo of Ding Jiawen still living her rich life somewhere, which one is true.
Thinking of the woman named Ding Jiawen, my teeth bit my lip tightly, and my body trembled more and more.
"Wei Ran, what's wrong with you, don't scare me!"
Lu Shaofan's eager voice was in my ears, and I suddenly raised my head to look at him.
"Shaofan, I can't forget the scene of my first child's death, I really can't forget it! And Ding Jiawen's woman, did she get the retribution she deserved?"
Lu Shaofan probably never thought that I would ask such a thing.
His gaze flashed a strange color, and then he took my hand tightly.
"Don't think about it so much, it's true that as far as I know, Ding Jiawen was not dealt with, but then she settled in Japan and lived a good life, I found someone to help you inquire, she seems to have met someone from a Japanese underworld organization later, and she got into trouble because of it, and was chased and killed by that underworld organization, and now I don't know where to hide. ”
Hearing Lu Shaofan say this, my heart also felt a little happier.
was hunted down and killed by the underworld organization, that was really her retribution.
Suddenly, Lu Shaofan reached out and rubbed my head again.
"Okay, don't always think about the past, the person who should be responsible for this matter has already received her due retribution, and now, you have to look ahead, think about the child in your belly now, the doctor said, as long as you take care of your body and don't do any drastic movements, your child will not have an accident at all!"
Listening to Lu Shaofan's words, my mood gradually stabilized.
He put me on the bed and then helped me get the quilt up.
"Sleep well, don't be afraid, I will always be by your side!"
Hearing what Lu Shaofan said, I couldn't help but reach out and hold his hand tightly.
"Shaofan, thank you, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't know what kind of whirlpool I'm still in now. ”
Seeing me say this, Lu Shaofan patted the back of my hand funny.
"Why are you always polite to me, don't forget, you gave me a home, but also gave me a child, and the person who should be glad has always been me. ”
I couldn't help but have a sour nose when I heard what he said, and I smiled calmly.
"Otherwise, after this child is born, it will be your surname, so that this child can leave a good thought in the future, and one day you will get tired of us, you can always find your true love......"
Before I could finish my words, Lu Shaofan hurriedly interrupted me.
"What nonsense are you talking about again?"
He was really anxious, and then he held my hand tightly and said: "My child naturally wants to have my surname, what else is tired of you, in this case, I am not allowed to say it in the future, from the time I brought you here from Miancheng, I have already made up my mind, in this life, as long as you Su Weiran is my wife, even if it is only a nominal wife, I am willing." ”
Lu Shaofan's words were like a sudden rain, and they fell on my heart.
Yes, even if I don't love him, even if he is not the biological father of my child at all, but I am not alone in this strange country, I have a strong arm to protect me and my children.
At this moment, looking at Lu Shaofan, I burst into tears.
"Shaofan, you said that you are willing, then I want to tell you that as long as your commitment remains the same, in this life, whether you love or not, I am willing to stay by your side forever. ”