433 What Changed Us?
On the eighth floor, Dikai Sky Garden, which provides afternoon tea, coffee, desserts and other foods, as well as snacks with Yunnan characteristics, rice noodles are the most representative one, swiped Dikai's internal card to buy two rice noodles, and carried back to Lu Yuxin's office on the 29th floor, and found that Duan Wentao had returned.
In the office, Yu Xin's face did not change as usual, with a faint smile and Duan Wentao chatted about the recent work of Di Kai, Duan Wentao also replied calmly and calmly, talking about nothing more than some trivial matters, which did not affect the overall situation.
I gave Lu Yuxin a copy of the rice noodles and asked casually, "Has Wen Tao eaten?" If you don't eat it, I'll give you this and I'll buy it again." ”
"No, no!" Duan Wentao hurriedly said: "I just came back from outside, and I haven't had time to eat yet, I'll just go down and eat in a while." ”
I looked at the watch on my wrist and said to Duan Wentao, "What time is it, why are you so busy that you haven't even eaten lunch?"
"It's nothing ......" Duan Wentao was a little nervous, scratched his head and said, "That...... If there's nothing else to do, I'll go down and eat first. ”
"Good. Lu Yuxin said without changing her face: "Then you go first, go back and inform the finance to sort out a copy of the financial statements that I have not been in the past few days." ”
"Got it, Sister Yuxin, I'll get busy first. ”
After Duan Wentao left Lu Yuxin's office, I didn't mention anything about the official seal, and urged Lu Yuxin to say, "Eat the rice noodles first." With that, I helped her break the lid of the plastic bowl.
Lu Yuxin took the chopsticks and lowered her head to pick up a few rice noodles, and said to me: "Wen Tao didn't say anything about getting the official seal, I just wanted to introduce the topic to this, but I didn't open my mouth after thinking about it, I want to wait for him to come and talk to me about it." ”
"Wait. I comforted Lu Yuxin and said, "Anyway, I won't lose anything." ”
"Forget it, don't think about it yet. Yu Xin opened her small mouth and began to eat the rice noodles in the bowl, and after eating a few bites, she remembered my affairs and said to me: "Silently, I had insomnia last night, lying in bed and thinking about a lot of things, about you! Gao Xu has already received his due retribution, I don't need to pity him, but after many years of recalling, will you feel that you have gone too far? If you can help Gao Xu with anything, you can help as much as possible." ”
I shook my head and said, "Gao Xu...... Gao Xu...... Actually, I don't pity Gao Xu very much, the blisters on his feet came out by himself, if he hadn't come to this point by himself, this kind of thing wouldn't have happened, I pity Gao Xu's mother. ”
"It's all the same!" Yu Xin said to me: "Let's go to the hospital when you have time, and about Jing Yao, don't suppress your emotions, a formal goodbye should still be there, at least I can understand you, what are you worried about?"
Yuxin! sensible is distressing, she always leaves those grievances to herself, maybe it has something to do with her family, she has been helping her mother share her worries since she was a child, and she has to take care of her younger brother who was once such a bastard.
I remember a long, long time ago, Yuxin and I said that we were all the same, growing up in a stressful family, and learning to grow up ahead of our peers!
After eating rice noodles, I went to the Ministry of Security to find He Dazhuang, and asked him to arrange for someone to go to Shuanglang to drive my car back, it was too inconvenient to go out without a car, and drove Yuxin's Audi Q7 to the hospital, and sent her a message when she left, telling her that I would pick her up later and go home with her.
In the hospital, I came to the ICU ward again, and when I arrived, I learned that Gao Xu had been transferred to the rehabilitation department, and found the inpatient department of the rehabilitation department according to the signs in the corridor.
Seeing me come in, Gao Xu's mother was very happy and said to me, "Silently, you are here, please take a seat." ”
The level of enthusiasm is beyond my imagination, and I don't even dare to accept this enthusiasm, after all, Gao Xu has become what he is today, and I have an inseparable relationship.
Although Gao Xu woke up, his expression was a little sluggish, and his eyes were not confused and empty. I sat down on the edge of the bed and asked, "Wake up, how do you feel? Is it like sleeping?"
Gao Xu's mother pointed to her head and said to me, "He is a little slow to react now, he doesn't remember many things, and some people don't remember either." ”
Hearing her say this, I was a little shocked, and at the same time a little bitter, sitting on the edge of the bed and looking at Gao Xu, I couldn't tell what it felt, my hand inadvertently touched the quilt on the bed, and it was empty under the quilt, and Gao Xu, who had lost his legs, made me even more uncomfortable.
At the head of the bed, Gao Xu's mouth opened, looked at me and asked, "Silent......?" Father...... Target...... Sickness...... Are you feeling better?"
At that moment, my tears poured out, blurring my vision for only a second, clumsily wiping the tears on my face with my sleeve, but when I wiped them, the tears poured out again.
Gao Xu asked slowly, "You...... Do you want money? I have ...... Last week...... Midterm...... I am seventh in my year...... My dad rewarded me...... Two bucks...... Take...... Bring it to you...... Speaking of ......this, he seemed to remember something, and muttered, "No...... It's like two thousand and a half ......."
I lay on Gao Xu's bed, grabbing his left hand with my own hands, I cried! I haven't cried like a child for many years, I don't care about the eyes around me, I don't care about the faces around me, I just want to hold Gao Xu's hand tightly.
Growing up, we change each other, we lose the sincerity we once had, weren't we the best classmates at the beginning? Why did we end up like this?
Gao Xu touched my head with his other hand and comforted me, "No...... Silently...... Don't you cry...... I put the money ...... I'll give it to you...... You study well......"
I lay on the bed, crying wet sheets, at this moment I finally understood what Lao Zhou had said, there are some things I will regret what it means, "at the beginning of people, nature is good", what is it that obliterates our original innocence and kindness?
Is it this era? Or this society? I don't know, every minute and second here is a kind of torment, I feel that the wrong thing I have done is really irreparable, I got up and left the ward without looking back, at this moment, I just want to find a place where there is no one, and re-examine the current me! Is it still the original silence?
Driving all the way, escaping from the hustle and bustle of the city, escaping from the confusion of my heart, and giving me a peaceful heart.
The car rushed onto Huanhu Road at a speed of 160 per hour, galloped along Huanhu Road for dozens of kilometers, and finally stopped at the place where Jing Yao was in a daze that night.