It's the actions of the present, the experiences of the present.

Déjà vu, like having experienced it before.

In the past, there was also such a picture when Aunt Qin took the box out and said to herself, "These are all your own memories." ”

But this idea is indeed the first time Gu Jingzhuo has it.

Thinking of this, Gu Jingzhuo suddenly became a little unsteady, and his eyes seemed to be spinning.

Everything around me was silent, and the sound on the TV coming from the living room seemed to melt into the background sound of my imagination.

In the end, Gu Jingzhuo sat directly on the ground, thinking carefully about the root cause of the current problem.

In the process of being a little confused, Gu Jingzhuo's mobile phone rang.

After taking out the phone, the ringtone was cut off.

Just by taking a look, Gu Jingzhuo knew that this number was found before, and the IP address was on the side of Repulse Bay.

Then, Gu Jingzhuo dialed the phone directly.

I waited for a long time, but there was no response.

Just when he had been stuck in his thinking dilemma, a message that followed made Gu Jingzhuo stand up directly from the spot.

The message reads:

Repulse Bay Chen, Xilu No. 1.

This is the address that Gu Jingzhuo is very familiar with.

……

The other party didn't say the time, so Gu Jingzhuo rushed out of the house the moment he received the message.

I didn't even have time to say a word to Father Gu and Lin Qinqin.

By the time he really arrived at the place, it was already dark, and Gu Jingzhuo closed the car door and walked forward.

This is the second time Gu Jingzhuo has come today.

Standing in place, Gu Jingzhuo kept thinking that since the other party would make such a request to himself, it greatly showed that that person might have some things that he thought were very important.

Gu Jingzhuo stood facing the wall, and when he didn't understand exactly why he felt those things at home, his current self seemed to have fallen into another thinking dilemma.

Usually there is no such familiar strangeness, but what is the purpose of their sudden appearance?

After that, at the door of Chen and Xilu No. 1, Gu Jingzhuo stood against the wall for a long time, and his mind was always full of some previous things, and when they were piled up, they were telling him about the current problem.

During this period, Gu Jingzhuo has been thinking about a question, how should he face those things.

Because at this moment, at this moment, all these things that Gu Jingzhuo experienced were happening.

While thinking in the cold wind and waiting for someone who might appear, Gu Jingzhuo looked at the light in front of him.

It was the light that emanated from the villa where Gu's mother was.

The lighting is very warm, and the visual impact on Gu Jingzhuo is that it is a very warm place.

Gu Jingzhuo didn't know when Gu's mother replaced those lamps with the warm light now, in Gu Jingzhuo's memory, it seemed that from the time he was born in this place to the time he left, all he saw was a cold, white lamp.

There is no light either

Ho's mistake, but the people inside can make those lights completely cold.

Gu Jingzhuo didn't know when he had adapted to this kind of light, but the cold light in the laboratory was much stronger than the warm light in front of him.

Subsequently, the shadow reflected from the curtain made Gu Jing recognize the person at a glance.

It's not speculation, it's instinctive memory-driven.

Subconsciously took a step back, and Gu Jingzhuo saw Gu Mu on the opposite side poke her head out and close the window.

Every time Gu Mu appeared, even if there was light on her side, Gu Jingzhuo felt that he was in the dark, which was the best destination.

When he was a child, Gu Jingzhuo never understood Gu's mother's mentality, maybe it was really like Gu's father said, some things, he didn't do that badly.

But in Gu's mother's eyes, everything is "not close to perfection." ”

"Do you know what you will become in the future if you do this?" Gu Mu said with a frown.

Gu Jingzhuo slowly put down the things in his hand and jumped off the stool.

After standing directly opposite Gu's mother, he put his hands behind his back and shook his head towards Gu's mother.

"You're definitely not a great person in the future. ”

After taking a step forward, Gu's mother directly said her evaluation of Gu Jingzhuo at this stage.

"Why?" Gu Jingzhuo didn't understand his mother's words.

And Gu's mother had already picked up the paper on Gu Jingzhuo's desk and erased the words on it with an eraser.

Then, he handed the paper in front of Gu Jingzhuo and asked him to do the above question again, "Before you solve the problem according to my previous thinking pattern, I don't allow you to use another method, and I don't allow you to stop." ”

"I've figured out the answer. Gu Jingzhuo glanced at the paper in Gu's mother's hand.

"What's the use of figuring out the answer? The important thing is the method I'm going to tell you. Gu Mu spread the paper in her hand on the table, and stretched out her finger before turning to leave, "In front of me, don't quibble about anything." What I ask of you is that it must be that way. ”

Gu Jingzhuo raised his head, met Gu's mother's gaze, and then nodded silently.

At that time, Gu Jingzhuo already knew what he should do and what he should do when he got along with his mother.

Later, as he grew older, Gu Jingzhuo thought about the problem of getting along with his mother.

At this time, it always ends in failure.

After that, Gu's mother's significance to Gu Jingzhuo has largely become a symbol of helplessness now.

"There are some things, why pay attention to their origins?" Every time he thinks about his mother, Gu Jingzhuo always thinks of his father in the end.

At that time, Gu's father said to Gu Jingzhuo when he left, "She is such a person, I can't change her, and I can't understand her, so I decided not to get close anymore." ”

After that, Gu's father used his own practical actions to prove his sentence.

Gu Jingzhuo was used to hearing the way his father and mother quarreled

After my father left, the surroundings were much cleaner.

Before leaving here, Father Gu asked Gu Jingzhuo, "Do you choose to stay here or come with me?"

At that time, Gu Jingzhuo thought that if he left, his mother might not have anyone to talk to her, so he shook his head at Gu's father.

"You mean, you want to stay?" Father Gu asked patiently, he could think of Gu Jingzhuo's choice, so he didn't have any doubts.

Gu Jingzhuo nodded and thought about it by the way, and then said, "I will bear my own choice." ”

Father Gu looked at Gu Jingzhuo like this, and directly saw the firmness in his eyes, and finally just said very calmly, "Since you think so, I won't interfere with you." ”

Even though Gu Jingzhuo was still a child under the age of ten back then, Gu's father still regarded him as an independent individual.

When I left, I just felt a little sorry for my child, and I might bear it later.

(End of chapter)