Peanut butter is the main raw material that my mother uses to make mixed noodle sauce, the reason why peanut butter is used, after the oil, add diced meat and various seasonings, you can put it for a long time, my mother used to make this kind of mixed noodle sauce for me, Lao Zhou also eaten, and I am full of praise for it.

When I returned to Guandu Ancient Town, I realized that I hadn't been back for a long time, "Bubu" was lying on the steps in front of the door and napping, and when it heard my footsteps, it raised its head to take a look, and then walked towards me with its tail wagging.

I touched the head of "Bubu", and then walked into the bar, Lao Zhou was watering the potted plants in the bar, and when he saw me coming in, Lao Zhou greeted him while watering and said: "New Year's Eve, do you have three pounds of weight?"

"Nope. I put the mixed noodle sauce on the table near the door, and said to Lao Zhou: "My mother's mixed noodle sauce, when you are usually too lazy to stew rice by yourself, just cook white noodles and eat it, the mixed noodle sauce is still the same as last time, isn't it good for you to eat?"

"yes. Lao Zhou put the watering can aside, walked over to me and said, "The bottle was already finished last time, and the last time I put the noodles in the jar to eat, it was so delicious"

"If you don't say it early after eating, I'll just go home and bring two bottles. ”

"What's embarrassing......"

"Get out. I scolded, "Can you have a good chat?" Do you treat me like a buddy?"

Lao Zhou was not convinced, and said to me: "If you made this noodle sauce yourself, I wouldn't be so polite, the key is that your mother made it, how embarrassed am I to trouble the old man." ”

I'm not arguing with Lao Zhou about this topic, humming a little song and walking to the back door, the small pool at the back door of the bar is better than the previous year, there are a few aquatic ornamental plants that have begun to sprout, and a few koi fish seem to have grown up a little, these were all bought by Yuxin at the beginning, an inconspicuous idea, but I didn't expect it to make this place full of life.

I took a few looks at the small pool, climbed upstairs and returned to the second floor, the room that belonged to me has not changed much from the previous year, but there is no dust here, indicating that Lao Zhou will still come to help me clean and clean when I am free, there is only one bed in the room, but it is extra warm for me, when I am most helpless, it is Lao Zhou who took me in.

Now I live with Yuxin with her, this room has not been back for a long time, there is a suitcase on the ground, there are a few changes of clothes in it, I put the lighter on the bedside table, the unfinished cigarettes into my pocket, the toothbrush is lost, the unused shower gel, shampoo are taken to the next room and left for Lao Zhou.

After packing these up, I pulled my suitcase downstairs and said to Lao Zhou: "Dude, I'm leaving, I'm moving in with Yuxin." ”

Lao Zhou was happy for me from the bottom of his heart, came to me and said, "Finally got together with Yuxin, congratulations!

Speaking of Jing Yao, I had an indescribable sadness in my heart, and said to Lao Zhou: "Too many things have happened this year, Jing Yao is gone, and the 'Jin Nian' is gone, and after the ups and downs, we have become nothing." ”

"What's going on?" Lao Zhou asked, "Jing Yao is no longer a 'Jin Nian'?"

I told Lao Zhou the ins and outs of the matter, and finally sighed to myself: "I don't know if I still have the opportunity to explain these things to Jing Yao, but I'm sure I won't give up, otherwise it will be the biggest regret of my life." ”

Lao Zhou took a deep breath, patted me on the shoulder and said, "If you want to open up, there are always so many things that are unsatisfactory in this world, just have a clear conscience." ”

"I'm not reconciled. This is my truest thought at this moment, "I am not willing to let Jing Yao end this relationship with a misunderstanding, and I don't pray for any broken mirror reunion, it's boring! I just want to take off the pot on my back." ”

Australia comforted me and said, "There will be a chance, there will be a chance!"

"Gone. I said to Lao Zhou: "When you have time to come back and find a drink, you can continue to rent out the room on the second floor, I won't take Bubu' away, stay with you, anyway, you are both single dogs, maybe the story of 'Bubu' is not less than yours." ”

". "Lao Zhou saw that I was joking with him and the dog, so he decisively told me to get out.

I suddenly wanted to give Lao Zhou a big hug, in fact, I did it, like a close buddy, hugged Lao Zhou, and said to him: "I want to learn from you, make yourself stronger, I also want to bless you, I hope that one day you and she can figure out what kind of life is what you want." ”

Turn away with questions about fate!

After leaving the bar, I sent my suitcase home, changed into a pair of clean jeans, wore the cheapest T-shirt, and the Anta sneakers that I had bought for less than 200 yuan. Stand at the gate of the community and stop a taxi and go straight to the hospital.

This was also the first time I came to see Gao Xu after he was taken to the hospital.

Gao Xu lives in an ordinary ward, there are five beds in a ward, and there are accompanying family members on each bed, and there are thirteen or fourteen patients with their families in the not spacious space. When I walked into the ward, I saw Gao Xu lying on the bed looking at the ceiling in a daze, and his mother was just standing by the bed, her eyes were red and swollen, and she had obviously cried.

I hesitated when I saw this scene, and quietly exited the ward, but fortunately, no one saw me, so I bought a fruit basket at the entrance of the hospital, carried it in my hand, and returned to the ward of the inpatient department again.

When I knocked on the door, Gao Xu's mother saw me, and I smiled and said to her, "Hello Auntie, I'm coming to see Gao Xu." ”

Gao Xu's mother still remembered me, got up and said, "You...... Are you silent? You were in the same class as Gao Xu in high school?"

"It's me. I put the fruit basket on the bedside table next to the bed, "Auntie, sit down, I'll come and see Gao Xu." ”

Gao Xu, who was lying on the bed, saw me, his mouth moved, but he didn't say anything, Gao Xu's mother sighed and said to me: "I don't know how my Gao Xu offended that person when he fell to the ground, and he was going to drive him to death, I ......" A mother talked about this, the pressure in her heart can be imagined, the pain, can not be expressed, as she spoke, she choked up and couldn't continue.

I comforted her and said, "Auntie, don't cry, everything will be fine." ”

"Uh-huh...... Gao Xu's mother said while wiping her tears: "I also hope that he can get better, but with both legs amputated, it is impossible to get better again." ”

"Don't talk about it......" Gao Xu, who was lying on the bed, suddenly opened his mouth and said to me and his mother: "Mom, I'm fine, I'll stand up, I want to talk to Mo Mo alone for a while, you go out first." ”