I said to Lu Yuxin: "You don't know Jing Yao, she has a very good personality, she is also a very good person, she is Jing Yao's best friend, she has no selfish intentions, the reason why she didn't tell Jing Yao is because she is worried that Jing Yao will be sad again, because of me, Jing Yao is already scarred in her heart, and she needs someone to comfort her and let her see hope." And Cheng Jia is playing this role now, her good intentions to Jing Yao are what I have seen with my own eyes, from high school to this reunion when Jing Yao returns to China, he took out 10 million for 'Jin Nian' to play without blinking an eye for Jing Yao, and he usually does nothing ambiguous about caring about Jing Yao. These are all seen by Li Rui, she thinks that it should be a lucky thing that someone is so good to Jing Yao, at least from the perspective of Jing Yao's friends, Li Rui is not wrong. Maybe in her subconscious, it is normal for men to use some means to do things. After all, Chen Feng is such a person!"

Lu Yuxin retorted: "Then Li Rui didn't think about letting you take the blame, how unfair it was to you?

I was a little ashamed, and said to Lu Yuxin: "If you want to say 'good for Jing Yao', maybe I am really not as good as Cheng Jia, in the eyes of Li Rui and Chen Feng, I feel that Cheng Jia has put much more thought than me." Yuxin ...... You think I'm the best, but it doesn't mean that others also think I'm the best, just like I was thinking about getting Di Kai back years ago, and I didn't care much about the matter of 'Jin Nian', but Cheng Jia was the opposite, so Jing Yao's friends saw Cheng Jia's dedication, but couldn't see me. Analyze it like this, you will feel that there is nothing wrong with what Li Rui did, in fact, I don't blame Li Rui for hiding the truth, it's just that I am a little unwilling, I can accept the breakup, but let me take the blame ......"

Speaking of which, I finished the last puff of cigarette in my mouth, and the cigarette fart was crushed into the ashtray by my hand, Yuxin felt that I was very hard when I threw the cigarette fart, she leaned close to me, without words, hoping to use her body language to comfort me.

I hugged Yuxin tightly and said to her, "Yuxin, I'm telling you this, you're going to feel a little uncomfortable, right? I'm sorry, I don't want to do this." ”

"No!" Lu Yuxin said in my arms: "If you don't tell me these words, who can you tell them? Am I not the closest person to you? If you bear so much grievance, you will suffocate yourself, so it's better to say it." ”

"Thank you......" I said to Lu Yuxin for the first time in this situation, "Trust me, I won't do anything sorry for you, I think I will find an opportunity to explain this matter to Jing Yao, just make it clear, don't ask for anything." It's okay to break up, but don't treat me like a villain who takes advantage of her after a breakup. ”

"I understand. Yuxin leaned close to me and said, "I understand your thoughts, and I support you to do this, some karma will be broken sooner or later, if it were me, I would do the same." ”

"Sleep. I put the pillow flat and said to Lu Yuxin: "I don't know when this opportunity will come, Cheng Jia is now in France with Jing Yao, but he is a tourist visa, he can't stay for too long, when he returns to China, I will talk to him first, these days Di Kai is doing word of mouth, this matter is equally important, large and small shareholders are staring at what you want to do, I also helped you think of a plan, tomorrow we will go back to Kunming to the company to show you." ”

Lu Yuxin kissed me on the face, shrunk into my arms and said sweetly: "It's good to have you by my side, it gives me a very satisfying sense of security." ”

fell asleep, but I couldn't sleep, I said very tactfully with Lu Yuxin, I don't know if she understood, in fact, Li Rui's so-called "I don't want Jing Yao to be hurt again" means that I don't want her to be hurt by me again, but Li Rui expressed it more tactfully.

As for Cheng Jia, I don't want to comment too much, that is, a person who will do whatever it takes for his own ends, and this habit has never changed since high school.

Perhaps, this is human nature.

Sometimes think that human beings are really terrible creatures, with their own desires, their own thoughts, their own means, and even sacrifice everything in order to get what they want.

Human nature!

The next morning, my mother got up very early and bought an old hen in the morning market and came back to stew soup, mainly for Yin Yihua to drink soup, and Lu Yuxin and I borrowed a bowl of light. Yin Yihua was very moved, and told my mother that her mother didn't take care of her so carefully, so she knew that she was busy with her own work.

My mother volunteered and said: "Don't be afraid, you and Shaojie's child will be born without anyone to take it, just leave it to me, you are busy with your career, I am very idle, I will take the baby." ”

Yin Yihua looked at Lu Yuxin at the dinner table and said, "Yuxin, you have to come on." ”

In a word, Lu Yuxin's face turned red, I didn't think about having children, maybe I haven't reached this age yet.

After breakfast, my mother put a lot of "specialties" made by herself in the car, what dried radish, salted duck eggs, mixed noodle sauce, etc., especially this mixed noodle sauce, which was also the pork she bought in the vegetable market in the morning, and came back to fry it, so big pot, brought me four bottles, I have been collecting enough, leaving more for Mo Shaojie and them, my mother said to wait until they left to do it.

I was not given a chance to refuse, and I could only accept it silently.

Getting in the car and setting off, Lu Yuxin sat in the co-pilot and said to me with great satisfaction: "Silently, do you know, every time I go home, I have a special, very cordial feeling, my parents don't have the slightest feeling of treating us as outsiders, this is what a home should look like, Yuhao has not had a complete home since he was a child, but now he feels it, and it can be regarded as satisfying a guilt that I have always had." ”

Hearing Lu Yuxin say this, I was also happy from the bottom of my heart, and said to her: "This family has no glory and wealth, and it was once crumbling by the weight of life. ”

"No!" Lu Yuxin said approvingly: "The most precious thing in this family is the family affection, this family affection is more important than any glory and wealth, sooner or later you will understand what I said." ”

Back in Kunming, Lu Yuxin and I first went home to take the "specialty" in the car upstairs, those mixed noodle sauce is too much, Lu Yuxin asked me to take it to Lao Zhou to send two bottles, I haven't been back to the bar a few times after the New Year, I don't know how Lao Zhou is doing now.

After packing up the clutter, I took two bottles of peanut butter to the bar, and Lu Yuxin drove to Dikai by herself.