Is Jing Yao really going to be Cheng Jia's girlfriend? Is this true?

I don't dare to think about it, although I can't have Jing Yao, but I don't want her to be with Cheng Jia, he doesn't know how to love someone at all.

I don't know what Jing Yao thought, but she chatted with Cheng Jia for half an hour inside, and after half an hour, she walked out of the door with red eyes and whispered to me, "Silently, let's go." ”

I raised my wrist and looked at the time, at half past four in the afternoon, thinking about sending Jing Yao back to Dikai before the evening rush hour, I have spent a lot of time with Jing Yao in the past two days, no matter what, I have to consider Lu Yuxin's psychological feelings.

After getting in the car, I was really going to drive back to Dikai, but Jing Yao asked in a consultative tone, "Can you go and sit by Dianchi Lake for a while?" ”

I hesitated for a second, but I still obeyed Jing Yao's thoughts. Jing Yao's home lives on Huanhu East Road, not too far from Dianchi Lake, I drove around to the other side of Dianchi Lake, and parked the car in the parking lot of the ancient Dian Kingdom, here, you can overlook most of the Dianchi Lake, I think Jing Yao's mood at this moment should not be very good, only by standing in this kind of empty mid-mountain to see the big scene, can make the mood comfortable.

Jing Yao was lying on the guardrail in the middle of the mountain and looking at the half-mountain and half-water in the distance, the mighty wind blew her long hair, her eyes were even more blurred, I was lying on the guardrail in the same posture next to him, but I had an extra cigarette in my hand, I asked Jing Yao and Gao Xu what they were talking about, and I wanted to open my mouth several times, but the words came to my mouth, and I just held it back.

In the end, Jing Yao was the first to speak, looked into the distance and asked softly, "Silent, do you know what I'm thinking?"

I took a puff of cigarette, lowered my head and said, "I don't know, your thoughts are always unpredictable, you like to hide everything in your heart, and you are not good at expressing it." ”

Jing Yao turned her head to look at me, and then looked into the distance and said: "I talked a lot with Cheng Jia, and I felt very deeply, it turns out that loving someone can be so true, and you can do everything regardless of the consequences, I really didn't find out before, if I had known that Cheng Jia would do such an extreme thing...... Speaking of this, Jing Yao sighed deeply and continued: "If I had known that this would happen, I would have agreed to Cheng Jia earlier and be his girlfriend...... Silently, you said that I should have understood all this earlier, so many tragedies would not have happened. ”

"Why do you think that?" I retorted and asked, "Do you like Cheng Jia? Do you love Cheng Jia? Can you accept the lifestyle that Cheng Jia has arranged for you? He is not called love, he is unconditional possession, he has never thought about your feelings, you should be rational and know what love is." ”

"yes. Jing Yao asked, "What is love?"

"I ......" I suddenly didn't know what to say, what love was? Do I know? I don't seem to be able to answer clearly, this question is beyond my knowledge, do I understand? I don't seem to understand either.

Jing Yao saw that I didn't speak, and she could see that I couldn't answer satisfactorily with her, she turned her head, looked at me and said: "Silently, you don't understand me, you don't understand all girls, in the eyes of a girl, 'love' is not so complicated, it has nothing to do with money, career, status, etc., some are just simple likes, maybe a little touching." In your eyes, Cheng Jia has a lot of imperfections, unreliable work, no understanding of the overall situation, selfishness...... These are the shortcomings that you can name that he has. But from my point of view, when I needed money, he deceived my family into 10 million yuan to make an investment, and I didn't get a penny back. In order to see me, he quit the position assigned to him by his family and went to the Ginger department store every day to make soy sauce, and he told me that his father thought that he was wandering around every day without doing his job. Although his father said this about him, he didn't think it was any better, he said that he was doing the most important thing, how could he be considered a bad job? ”

"Cheng Jia has given me a lot of touches, these touches are all you have never given me, he is really good to me! Although he has done too much in the matter of the 'Jin Year' annual meeting, I can understand why he did this, before the 'Jin Year' collapsed, Cheng Jia took out a large amount of money for me to make an emergency turnover, and paid salaries to employees. After I went to Paris, he came to me with a tourist visa behind his family's back, and when I lost you, it was Cheng Jia who accompanied me, comforted me, and tried to make me happy every day...... For a girl, this is the love she wants, but it's a pity that I realized it later, and after I lost it, I realized how attentive Cheng Jia was to me, I used to have you in my heart, if I didn't have you, maybe I would have accepted his pursuit, after all, this kind of vigorous and forgetful pursuit is not something that every girl can ignore. ”

I listened quietly to what Jing Yao said, not knowing what to say, "poor words" is the only word that can describe me at present.

Jing Yao continued to look into the distance and said: "We are all used to paying quietly, and we don't want the other party to know how much pressure we have underenhed, silently! I loved you, but that was only for the past." ”

I asked in a low voice, "You are telling me in disguise, you have decided to accept Cheng Jia, right? You have already made such a decision, right?"

Jing Yao took a deep breath, then sighed and said: "I don't know what the future holds, at least Cheng Jia made me understand one thing, loving someone is a very selfish behavior, so selfish that I forget myself." Just like me, I gave up the opportunity in France and returned to China to found Jinnian, just to be with you. For the relationship between us, I gave it, no regrets, no regrets. ”

Talking about this topic, Jing Yao didn't say that she made up a plagiarized lie to make me accept her reason for returning to China, even now, she still takes care of my feelings, this is Jing Yao's so-called true love and dedication, she bears everything, just so that the other party does not have so much psychological pressure.

Jing Yao...... has always been the kind Jing Yao, and I am not the one who can give him happiness after all, maybe this is fate!

The purple of the setting sun rendered half of the sky, and the lake and mountains gradually dimmed under the rendering of the night, I turned my head to look at Jing Yao's side face and asked, "What if...... I mean, if Cheng Jia is fine, will you wait for him, will you marry him?"