Jing Yao shook her head slightly, and said in a very uncertain tone: "I don't know what I think, I have a lot of regrets in my heart, and I also have some regrets, no matter what, I sincerely hope that you can all be well." Now I don't want happiness so much, you used to be my greatest happiness, but I lost you, I was not brave enough, in front of Yuxin, I always felt that I was not good enough. It's true, I really didn't do as well as Yuxin, I didn't have the awareness to take the initiative to care about your family, and there was no way to deal with the relationship between you and my parents, these are my lack of ability, everything in Kunming will become a memory in the future, and then gradually fade over time, so be it. ”

Listening to Jing Yao say this, I have a heartache that I can't extricate myself, I know that I am no longer qualified to have her, looking into the distance, and asking myself softly, is it when I don't have it, as long as I don't forget, it is the greatest respect for the past?

When night fell, Jing Yao whispered to me: "Silently, you go first, I want to be alone here for a while." ”

"No, I can't. I resolutely said no, and said to her: "There is no shop in front of the village here, what are you doing here? After dark, it is very windy in the middle of the mountainside, and if you want to see the night view for a while, I will accompany you here, if you don't want to see it, I will send you back to the hotel." ”

"I'll go home......" Jing Yao looked at the night and said: "It's not too far from my house, I'll call my dad later, he will come to pick me up, I'm a little tired, go home and rest, and I'll take Dikai's luggage tomorrow when I'm free." ”

I turned my head to look at Jing Yao and asked, "Do you really want to go home?"

"Really!" Jing Yao replied very seriously, "I'll call my dad and ask him to pick me up, you don't have to worry, let him see you, he's going to be unhappy again." ”

"Then you fight. I supervised Jing Yao and said, "If you call, I'll leave." ”

Jing Yao pursed her lips and really dialed her father's phone in front of her, in order to make me believe that she didn't lie to me, she also turned on the speakerphone, after the phone was connected, Jing Yao's father was very surprised, and finally confirmed that his daughter was really in Kunming, and said that he would come over immediately. I watched Jing Yao finish the call, she looked at me and said, "You see, my dad will come to pick me up in a while, you go and get busy, I want to see the night scene alone." ”

I stood still and didn't move, Jing Yao squeezed out a smile and said, "Go get busy, go back too late, Yuxin will be in a hurry." ”

Hearing the word "Yuxin", I felt that I should indeed go, I promised Yuxin, I would not do anything out of the ordinary, while caring about Jing Yao, I should care more about her. I took off my coat and draped it over Jing Yao's shoulders, and said softly, "Then I'll go back first, don't catch a cold." ”

"Hmm-" Jing Yao answered me and said, "I'll contact you when I'm free." ”

I left the fence in the middle of the mountain, and after getting in the car, I lit a cigarette for myself, the ancient Dian Kingdom is a road up and down the mountain, I didn't leave in a hurry, but parked the car on the side of the road and smoked quietly, about forty minutes later, I saw Jing Yao's father's car, I went down the mountain and returned to the city, and used the Bluetooth on the mobile phone to link the car to dial Lu Yuxin's phone.

Soon, Lu Yuxin's voice came from the car, "Are you done?"

"Pretty much. I said to Lu Yuxin truthfully: "Today, I accompanied Jing Yao to see Gao Xu first, and then went to see Cheng Jia, and now she has been picked up by her father, and I am also free, where are you?

"Not there!"

"Aren't you there?" I'm very strange, in my subconscious, Lu Yuxin seems to be home except for Di Kai, and rarely goes anywhere else, "Tell me where you are now? I'll come to you." ”

"I'm at the bar, here at Brother Zhou, do you want to come over?"

"I'll be there soon. ”

Hung up the phone and stepped on the accelerator to the end, and drove straight to the direction of Guandu Ancient Town, the bar in Laozhou is still "the door is full of birds", and other homes have four or five tables of guests, in his place, often do not see any guests, fortunately, we are used to it. When I entered the door, I saw Lu Yuxin and Lao Zhou sitting face-to-face at a booth and drinking.

After entering the door, I sat next to Lu Yuxin, picked up the beer on the table and took a big sip, hugged her and asked, "Why did you come here?"

Lu Yuxin asked rhetorically, "Why can't I come?"

"I just asked, I didn't say you couldn't come. ”

Lu Yuxin said with a little grievance: "I'm also alone when I come home from work, why don't you come over and talk to Brother Zhou, I know you'll call me when you're done, have you eaten?"

"Nope. I touched my stomach and said, "I'm a little hungry." ”

"What about Jing Yao, did she eat it?"

"Nope. I said truthfully: "After reading Cheng Jia, I plan to send her back to Dikai, she said to sit by the Dianchi Lake for a while, but she sat for more than three hours, just now her father picked her up, I came over." ”

"I'll go get you something to eat. With that, Lu Yuxin got up and was about to go to the kitchen.

Lao Zhou also hurriedly got up and said, "Yuxin, sit down, I'll go make an egg fried rice for Momo, and the two of you will talk." ”

Lu Yuxin smiled and said: "I will too, Brother Zhou, don't be polite, we are not outsiders, I regard this as my home." With that, Lu Yuxin walked to the kitchen behind the bar.

Lao Zhou sighed and said: "What a good girl, how can you be supplied, you don't know how to be satisfied." ”

"Satisfied. I said calmly, "Who told you I'm not satisfied? ”

Lao Zhou said meaningfully: "It's not me talking about you silently, you really don't care much about Yuxin, she came to complain to me tonight, you think about how many grievances she has suffered, in front of you, Yuxin has always been very sensible and considerate, isn't it just that I'm afraid that you have psychological pressure!

"I understand. I said to Lao Zhou: "I understand what you mean, Jing Yao's return to China this time is purely for Gao Xu and Cheng Jia, although we have spent more time together in the past two days, but I know what I should do, you can rest assured of this, I will not do anything sorry for Yuxin." ”

"Okay!" Lao Zhou said happily: "Hearing you say this, I am relieved, it stands to reason that I really shouldn't intervene in the affairs of the two of you, but I really think that this girl Yuxin is too good to you, sometimes I feel sorry for her for you, and I shed tears when I chatted with me today, how wronged this must be, you can experience it yourself." ”