Seeing through by Jing Yao, I was a little unnatural, and sat opposite her and said with a hard mouth: "I don't have any purpose, I just care about you." ”

Jing Yao didn't believe what I said at all, and reminded me: "You care about me in the wrong way, and when you lie, your eyes are still a little flickering. ”

I know I can't lie in front of Jing Yao, we have been together for several years, she can see whether I lie or not, there is a person in this world who knows you so well, it can be regarded as a kind of luck, I lit a cigarette for myself and said to Jing Yao: "If Cheng Jia proposes to you at this time to recover the investment of 10 million, can 'Jin Nian' still bear it?"

Jing Yao was stunned for a moment and asked: "Why did Cheng Jia take back the investment of 10 million? Although the company is still in the stage of backward and money-burning development, it has already had orders one after another, and the market is gradually opening, so it is not a wise choice to withdraw at this time." ”

I asked rhetorically: "Do you think Cheng Jia has done anything that can be described by the word 'wise'? From school to now, I have always felt that he is too conceited, and he did not think seriously about Cheng Jia before, and now I think that people like Cheng Jia are a scourge around you." ”

Jing Yao smiled and said, "Don't say that behind your back, how did he provoke you?"

I didn't answer Jing Yao's words, and began to "turn over old accounts", and said to Jing Yao: "In my freshman year of high school, I just entered high school, Cheng Jia fought with others in order to fight for the boss of the one-year rent, and broke a rib in the family. In the second year of high school, in order to chase you, he blocked me at the back door of the school to do something to me, but Mo Shaojie saw it, and he was scared of him with a few people. A few years have passed, has he changed? At least in my opinion, he has not matured at all, but has done more ridiculous things, for example, the matter of overtaking on the right side of the highway and not being a big man, he looks at me unpleasantly, I know, but has he ever thought about you? You are still in the car! If you really have an accident, what will the consequences be?"

Jing Yao comforted me and said with a smile: "Okay! Okay! I know you care about me, and I'm still quite moved to see you being angry like this now, but...... You want me to reject Cheng Jia's investment because of this, this is a bit inappropriate, right?"

I took a deep breath, looked at Jing Yao and asked, "What if Cheng Jia took the initiative to withdraw the investment? Without this 10 million, can 'Jin Nian' still operate normally?"

Jing Yao thought for a while and said: "It's hard to say at the moment, Chen Feng has already done a good job of planning for the next three months, including advertising and publicity, all of which have been made, if 'Jin Nian' suddenly takes 10 million, all plans will be disrupted, but some contracts have already been signed, and disruption will do more harm than good for 'Jin Nian'." ”

I don't know what to say, I finished the last puff of the cigarette in my hand, and in the ashtray that was crushed, I felt very sad, for my own incompetence, and for the helplessness of this reality!

"Silently ......" Jing Yao asked cautiously, "What happened? Why are you talking to me about this? Cheng Jia told you that he wants to withdraw his investment?"

I was silent for a moment, looked out the window and said to Jing Yao: "When love and career are in front of you, I don't know how you will choose, maybe it is a pain for you." When I left 'Jin Nian' when 'Jin Nian' was most short of money, you asked me why I left at the bar in Lao Zhou that night. What I'm telling you is that I can't see the future, and you're crying...... Crying a little bit away. You're crying so badly, and so am I. I don't want to see you get drunk because of financing, and I don't want you to lie on a bed in a strange hotel......."

Speaking of which, I opened myself a bottle of beer, and drank most of it with my neck up, this kind of thing, only in the company of alcohol can I have the courage to recall, Jing Yao looked at me quietly, I continued: "After that, I went to find Cheng Jia, I know that Cheng Jia is rich, his father has made the logistics company bigger and bigger over the years, I said to Cheng Jia that you need money, you need financing." Cheng Jia readily agreed, on the condition that I had to leave 'Jin Nian', and it couldn't be said that he forced me to leave. I'm worth a lot of money, and I can't bring 10 million financing to 'Jin Nian' if I stay in 'Jin Year', and the best way for me to reflect my value is to leave. So I left, and when I left, I was still fantasizing, we have all grown up, and Cheng Jia has gradually matured, he will be a good big boy and can take care of you, but now I think I am too naïve, Cheng Jia is still the former high-flying and domineering Cheng Jia, he only cares about his own emotions, his own feelings, and has never seriously thought about how you are, but how can a person who cares about his beloved girl be so irresponsible on the highway? I have an agreement with Cheng Jia, I can't be with you, and he will withdraw if I am with you. ”

Jing Yao asked, "Is this the main reason why you have been avoiding your feelings?"

I lit another cigarette for myself, looked at Jing Yao and said: "This is not the main reason, the main reason is that I think the gap between us has become wider and wider over the years, your excellence makes me a little afraid to approach, I am also worried that we still retain the memories of years ago between each other, even if we come together again and find that each other is no longer what we remember, this kind of thing is too cruel, we don't want to accept it, right?"

Jing Yao bit her lip and thought for a long time before she spoke: "I opened the lockbox you put in my keep, I saw the diary inside, and the big stickers we took together in those years, how happy we were at that time, there was no pressure, and the other party in each other's eyes was the most perfect." ”

"Now you are still the most perfect in my eyes. ”

Jing Yao smiled bitterly and said to me, "But, you don't have the confidence you once had!" Okay, I'm going back, by the way, your coffee is getting better and better." ”

I wanted to keep Jing Yao, after all, it's still early, and it's not even nine o'clock. But Jing Yao said that she wanted to go, and she had already gotten up, so I gave up this idea, after all, what I said to her today, she would definitely have pressure, let her go back and think about it, and sent Jing Yao away, I was also quite scared on the way back from the parking lot.

What will Jing Yao choose? Pretend not to know how to continue to use Cheng Jia's 10 million investment? Or will she choose to break off the relationship with Cheng Jia and continue to work hard to finance after returning 10 million?

Either way, it was something I didn't want to see, and at this moment I realized that the so-called pain had just begun.