This night, I was sad again, sitting alone at the booth and drinking beer, a plate of peanuts and a stack of melon seeds, this is my appetizer. Life should be simple, but none of us can make it simple. When I was confused, I realized that I was crying aggrievedly.

Ask yourself, why the fuck am I living like this, why am I messing up so badly? Is life really that hard?

When I opened my eyes on Tuesday, I received a micro-message from Mo Shaojie on my phone, asking me to find a time to call him today, he had something to do with me, and the time to send a message was three o'clock in the morning, and it was eight o'clock in the morning, so I guess he was sleeping. I decided to wait and check in at the office before calling him.

"What's the situation?" I asked, holding the phone, "Looking for me?"

Mo Shaojie said seriously on the phone: "The house I bought in the county has been completed, the landlord called me yesterday and told me that he had moved out, if it is handed over to you, Dad, I can't go back these days, you have time to go back and take a look, help you. ”

"Understood. I said to Mo Shaojie: "I'll rush back this weekend, what have you been busy with lately?

Mo Shaojie coldly dropped a sentence, "Don't ask about me, remember to go back to see you. ”

After finishing speaking, he didn't talk nonsense with me at all, but I'm also used to Mo Shaojie like this, if he becomes enthusiastic about me one day, it will be wrong.

At half past ten, Liu Qian called and asked me when I would pay their company, the contract had been signed, why hadn't the payment arrived. I went to the finance department again to check the payment, and the finance told me that I could complete the process this morning, and the payment would be made in the afternoon at the earliest, and I promised that I could send the money out today.

Hearing that I gave a definite reply, Liu Qian's attitude immediately changed again, saying that "doing things silently is reliable and so on", some unnutritious and flattering compliments are disgusting.

When I went back to the office, I passed through the lattice office area, Zhao Zining saw me get up and said hello, and asked me to go over to look at his computer, I came to Zhao Zining's computer, the screen is a data table, which has the reservation information of the sales department, it stands to reason that Zhao Zining can't get such detailed booking information, but who made him Lao Tzu is the shareholder of the company, or responsible for the sales side.

I looked at the form and asked, "What's wrong?"

Zhao Zining sighed lightly, shook his head and said, "I think the plan we made has failed. ”

"Failed?" I didn't understand.

Zhao Zining pointed to the data table and said: "The yellow domain is last year's booking information, the blue ** domain is the booking information of the previous year, and the white ** domain is this year, compared with the previous two years, there are indeed more overseas customers, but it is far from our expectations, and the situation is not optimistic." ”

I have taken a comparative look and found that the proportion of overseas customers has increased, but the increase is really not much.

Zhao Zining got up and said to me, "Let's go, go out and smoke a cigarette." ”

"Come to my office. ”

In the office, there were only me and Zhao Zining, his face was very bad, and he said to me in a deep voice: "We have a total of 1.1 million yuan for this overseas soft advertising plan, although 400,000 yuan is my own, but it also cost the company 700,000 yuan, and now the whole company is waiting to see our jokes, it seems that the two of us are really as they wish, it has become a joke." ”

Originally, I haven't been thinking about these things lately, and I've been using "advertising takes time to promote" to avoid the fact that the results are also an escape. But sooner or later, we have to face what we should face, so how can we avoid it? Now that Zhao Zining is talking about it, I am suddenly very annoyed.

Zhao Zining also saw that I was in a bad mood, he handed me a cigarette and said, "Your pressure is not small, right?"

I took the cigarette, took out a lighter and lit it, took a hard puff, and said to Zhao Zining: "When I first made this plan, Hu Baorui directly rejected it, I was very depressed, so I told Lu Yuxin about it, Lu Yuxin persuaded me to give up this plan, she couldn't come forward to help us intercede, let alone order Hu Baorui to give us an approval, after all, this is a cross-level application, which does not meet the company's rules." ”

Zhao Zining looked at me in surprise and said, "I always thought that you went to apply with Lu Yuxin, and then approved it." ”

"It's not. I said to Zhao Zining: "It was approved by Lu Quanming, he also criticized Hu Baorui for this matter, and then there was a change of office, I think we failed, the most sorry person should be Lu Quanming, who lived up to the leader's trust in us." ”

Zhao Zining looked at me and didn't speak, and was silent for about a cigarette before he said to me: "Silent...... I treat you as a buddy, and tell you something else, I have been coming to Dikai for several years, and there has been no achievement, so this time I am so eager to make achievements to others, in Dikai in the past few years, I have seen a lot of things very thoroughly, interpersonal relationships are so complicated that you can hardly imagine, before the old chairman passed away, Lu Yuxin has been involved in the operation of Dikai, since then, Lu Quanming and Lu Yuxin have been fighting for the position of general manager and chairman. Lu Yuxin is good to you, as a friend, I also advise you, keep your distance from Lu Quanming, you can't play with him, silently this time you are for my good and help me complete my dream, so I will resist this matter, you can rest assured, I will not let the people in the company see our jokes. ”

After speaking, Zhao Zining lowered his head and walked out, I didn't know what he was talking about at all.

When he walked to the door, Zhao Zining stopped, turned his head again and said to me: "You remember, everyone in the company thinks that you are Lu Yuxin's person, since you are Lu Yuxin's person, you have to keep your distance from Lu Quanming, the farther away the better! ”

I thought Zhao Zining was a little alarmist, scratched his head in embarrassment and said, "No, right?"

Zhao Zining opened his mouth and said: "You can't play Lu Quanming, many people can't play him, remember my words, you are Lu Yuxin's person, you have to keep your distance from Lu Quanming, don't make trouble for her, as for the trouble caused by the two of us this time, I will find a way to solve it." ”

After saying this, Zhao Zining left the office.

I don't understand it a little, but Zhao Zining's expression is clearly telling me how terrible this Lu Quanming is, I just want to ask, as for it?