I watched it with a blank squint, watched it quickly stand up and see that he was about to get to his knees. "Okay, you don't have to kneel. ”

"Why, are you going to regret it again?" he was worried that I would backtrack, so he reached out and grabbed my shoulder, forgetting that there was still a wound on his hand, but he couldn't care so much about it.

"I'm not going back on my word, I just don't need you to kneel for me, I'll donate his liver, you can go." "I originally wanted to hit his self-esteem, but I didn't expect that in Shen Zhen, your money is so worthless. Well, maybe I really lost, I really didn't as good as Shen Yi, at least on Ouyang Yuzhe's side, I lost completely. I did decide a long time ago to donate my liver to her.

"Thank you, thank you! Thank you. He stretched out his hands and woke up, and he took a step back from hugging me, and he couldn't accept the hug. I even regret knowing him now. Even if I'm not with him, if I don't know him, if something happens to Shen, he will definitely come to beg me. There is no doubt about that.

The news that I agreed to donate my liver to Shen Yi quickly spread throughout the circle of friends. I said hello to the crew, and they also felt that it was okay to delay the start of the show for a month, and they created a good public opinion effect before the show started, which is what they wanted. However, the only bad thing is that the actor who has been finalized has no way to schedule it, so the actor can only be replaced.

"Yan Mai, are you crazy!" Mo Osno, who had not called me in South Korea for so long this day, yelled at him like crazy, "Do you know what donating liver means to you, why are you so ignorant, don't you know how to take care of your body, are you forcing me to go back? You have forgotten what I taught you before, haven't you?" Hearing Mo Osno's voice, he suddenly felt that his heart that had been hanging was put down. It seems that he is home. In front of him, I can easily let go of all my baggage.

"Osno, you don't need to persuade me, this matter has already been decided, whether it is to go to the hospital or the school, it has all been arranged, and they have already asked the doctor, I should have no problem now, not to mention that I only contact a small part to give her!"

"A small part, you said it lightly, why don't you let him cut off a small part of that, do you know that this will have an impact on your future life!"

"I know, I know everything, but it's too much to collect. ”

"Okay, I don't want to quarrel with you, and I won't care about your affairs in the future. ”

It seems that he is really angry, but he knows that it will only be a few days when he is angry again, and he is more worried about me, afraid of my body, what if something goes wrong. I'm glad I don't have an older brother like him.

I was admitted to the ward the day before the operation, Ouyang Yuzhe came to see me at the place where I lived, I saw that his face was blue and purple, and I knew that he must have been beaten, and he could do this kind of thing, except for Zeyan and Sun Haoye, there was only Yang Zixuan left. I really didn't guess wrong, the truth of the matter is that the three of them beat him up together, Ouyang Yuzhe didn't fight back, you are actually in your heart, he really wants to be beaten up, I know the bitterness in his heart, it is also quite a lot, I have so much to understand, but what about him, there is no one, you are everyone's attitude of ignoring him, he would rather be beaten violently, because he only knows that he is actually alive when he feels the pain.

He came to see my stone and only briefly said a few polite words to me, and I didn't mean to make small talk with her, so he also walked away with interest.

When I was pushed to the operating table, I was surrounded by friends, but I looked at Shen Zhenna, only she and Ouyang Yuzhe were in stark contrast to me, I was very close to Nie Yunan, and I could even see the corners of its eyes glowing with tears. "Silly girl, what are you laughing at, it's just a minor operation, why are you doing this to make me feel like I'm going to die. I couldn't bear to say to him when I saw him like this.

"What a minor operation, Yan Mai. You are going to donate it, if you don't get it, this is going to kill someone, how can you do this, send me to the operating table and tell me, do you treat me as a friend, what is my Zhuang Nie Yunan in your heart!"

"My dear, I'm just afraid that you've never dared to tell you, okay, okay, don't be sad anymore, you make me feel very uncomfortable like this, I'm going to be on the operating table soon, how can you make me feel at ease!" I coaxed her.

"Yes, Nie Yunan, let's not quarrel with him, let him go to the operation quietly!" Xie Sun Haoye also opened his mouth to persuade her.

"Okay, I'll forgive you now, wait for you, we're going to do a big job after you recover!" Zhuang Nie Yunan wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and showed me a smile that was more ugly than crying. He didn't say anything to Xicheng, and it seemed that he was still angry with him. I guess I didn't tell her about my liver donation.

"Xie Sun Haoye, our business, let's settle it together when he is better. ”

In this way, under the gaze of a group of people, he entered the operating table. By the time I woke up, it was the morning of the third day. When I opened my eyes, I saw the familiar face of Osno, and I thought I was dreaming, probably because I missed Osno too much! Seeing me open and close my eyes, Moosno didn't know how he felt.

He went out of the ward and went to the doctors and nurses. When I learned that she had come back with the doctors and nurses, I realized that I was not dreaming. It was he who came back.

I didn't want to speak, but I found that my voice couldn't come out now, and any sound seemed to be because it was too dry. Seeing that I was going to speak, I immediately picked it up, the cup of water at the bedside, fed me water, I drank several sips, felt that my throat was no longer so dry, and asked again. "Why are you back?" my voice still hasn't returned to normal, and the sound is really ugly.

"Why did I come back, if I don't come back, maybe you'll die here. "It turned out that I was bleeding heavily during the operation, but I was a rare RH negative type of blood, but there was an urgent shortage of blood in the blood bank at that time. This frightened everyone, and at this time, Moosno, who had just gotten off the plane, didn't even return home, so he went straight to the hospital.

At the door of the operating room, he happened to hear that Yan Mai was going to have a blood transfusion, "No need to try, I am RH Yin type blood, I have given him blood transfusions before, and I will not reject him." ”

"yes, that's great, come with me. Looking at Osno, Ze Yan and Sun Haoye both patted him on the shoulder and motioned for him to hurry up.

Not long after Mo Osno went in for a blood transfusion, Zhou Zheng Youran rushed to the hospital with Zhang Chenyu, and as soon as he arrived at the hospital, Zhang Chenyu grabbed a nurse and said that she wanted to donate blood, it turned out that she was also RH Yin type blood, it seems that Yan Mai is really fateful, because if you only look at Mo Osno's blood alone, it is far from enough.

Zhang Chenyu came to give Yan Mai a blood transfusion, which no one expected. It seems that time can really change a person. The good friends of the place are now all gathered together. The atmosphere is so harmonious. Friendship sometimes quartz clocks love something more solid.

"Okay, you've just woken up and it's not too good to talk too much, so let's take a break. ”

"Yes, the doctor is right, you should rest first, I will tell them the news. It's been a long time since they've had a good night's sleep. ”

It is true that I am still a little sleepy now, so after listening to his words, I lay there and fell asleep in a daze, and when I opened my eyes again, I found that all of them were sitting on the edge of my bed waiting for me to wake up.

"You're awake!Do you want to eat something?" Zhuge Zeyan was the first to notice that I had woken up.

"When you say that, I'm so hungry and I want to eat!"

"What do you want to eat, we'll buy it for you" Zhuang Nie Yunan looked at Yan Mai who woke up. It was like crying again.

"Well, I want to eat pumpkin porridge. ”

"Okay, I'll buy it for you. ”

"Sun Haoye, quick, go with Nie Yunan!" "I won't let her go with me to stay here in Nan's house." Zhuang Nie Yunan said this on the surface, but in his heart, he actually hoped that Xie Sun Haoye would come along. Seeing that so many people gave him experiments and helped him create opportunities, he ran out of the door, made a gesture for us before going out and said that he would not thank him for his great kindness. Actually, I just woke up, I don't have any appetite or food, I just don't want to see the two of them quarrel over this.

"How is it, don't you feel uncomfortable?" Although Moosno said so ruthlessly when he called me, he couldn't help but fly back home as fast as he could.

It is really a great blessing in life to have such an older brother.

"I didn't feel anything other than the pain of the incision. ”

"That's good. ”

"Do you know that I wasn't in much of a hurry when the doctor came out from the operating table and said that you were bleeding heavily, don't risk your own life in the future, did you hear that!"

Zhuge Zeyan was vicious when he said it, but in fact, your expression was more pity.

"Okay, I know, what about Shen Yi?"

"He doesn't know, anyway, he should be more serious than you, and he hasn't woken up yet!"

"Oh my God, you're still in the mood to worry about others, you still have to worry about yourself!" Zhang Chenyu said. Zhang Chenyu is also changing, but his mouth is still so poisonous. But now he doesn't seem to be so annoying.

So when she said these words, no one refuted her angrily.

"By the way, thank you for donating blood. ”

"Hey, don't say thank you to me, if it weren't for You Ran's face, I wouldn't care about you!" Obviously worried, but he didn't explain. Such a woman is really silly and cute.

"Okay, you don't have to worry about me, you all go back, don't worry about me anymore. ”

"Alright, we'll go back and see you tomorrow. Osno, take care of Yan Wheat!"

Zhou Zheng Youran left with Zhang Chenyu.

Now only Yan Wheat and Moosno were left in the house.

"Osno!" Moosno had been silently packing up. Just sat down and peeled apples for Yan Mai.

"It's okay for you to say a word!" Although Moosno was taking care of her, he didn't say a word to her, which made Yan Mai very uncomfortable.

"Oh, don't be angry! I was wrong. ”

"You're wrong, you're wrong!" stopped peeling the apple. looked at her with a serious face.

"Oh, I shouldn't have decided to donate my liver to her without your consent..."

"It's not that you don't have my consent, it's that you don't know how to take care of yourself!"

"You know, I don't have any relatives anymore. So I see that she is the same as me, she has no relatives, no friends, and her life is threatened, I really can't bear it!" Hearing me say that there are no relatives, Moosno frowned, and it seemed that he felt a little more distressed.

"Yan Mai, you must know that I am your relative, you are not alone in this world, you still have me, I am your own brother. Did you know that everything I did was for you, and even I joined YG just because you liked Bigba

g。 You know, I'm the best person to talk to. If you are sad, I will be sad with you, so don't be sad, you still have me. With that, he continued to peel the apple. Listening to Yan Mai, his heart was moved. In the future, she will no longer say that she has no family. Because there is also a moosno.

"What are you talking about, hurry up and get something to eat. At this time, Zhuang Nie Yunan and Xie Sun Haoye, who went to buy food, had already returned, carrying pumpkin porridge and other things that seemed to be bought for Mo Osno.

"Okay, Osno, you take good care of Yan Mai, did you call me immediately and hear something?" Zhuang Nie Yunan instructed Mo Osno like a child.

"Well, I see, don't worry. ”

"Okay, then the two of us will go first!" Xie Sun Haoye smiled at the two of us. "Okay, you remember to send Nie Yunan home to the Olympics in a while!"

"Well, got it, bye-bye!"

After sending the two men away, Moosno walked up to me and took out what the two men had just bought. It's a bowl of pumpkin porridge and a serving of hot and sour noodles.

These two girls are doing it on purpose, knowing that Yan Mai can't eat anything too exciting now, and she deliberately took her favorite hot and sour noodles!

"What do you see, you can't eat it!" looked at my eyes staring at the bowl of hot and sour noodles. Moosno snatched it up.

"Oh, I'll just take a bite, just a bite!" I couldn't get enough of it, and I felt like my saliva was about to run down to the ground.

"No, you're crazy, you can't eat spicy and spicy now, you know! Okay, I'm not going to eat it either!" said Moosno as he threw the bowl of hot and sour noodles into the trash. I hurriedly stopped him. "Oh, don't throw it away, it's worth the money, besides, what if you don't eat it, besides, you're all thin. I must have not eaten for a few months as a trainee in Korea, and ah, I see that you have a lot of bruises on your arms, which must have been broken when you practiced dancing......" Speaking of which, I felt that my eyes were a little wet. I was a little choked up when I spoke.

"Okay, don't cry. Moosno put the hot and sour noodles aside and reached out to take me into his arms. Stroked my hair with his hand.

"Well, I'm not crying, let's eat!" I got out of his arms and gave him a big smile.

[Diary: You should never give up on life, if you are good to it, it will definitely return you very true. 】

"Come in. "On this day, Moosno is going to get a visa to go back to South Korea, I think it will only take a few hours, and now that everyone is getting ready to go to university, I don't think I need to bother anyone, so I plan to wait for Osno to come back. It's time to see if there's anything to revise in the script. At this time, I saw a figure at the door of the ward, this is not the first time, basically there will be a figure like this every day in the past few days, and he comes very frequently, I know, it is Ouyang Yuzhe, he didn't dare to come in to see me, because if he came, Osno would not let me see him.

It seems that he saw Osno leave.

"As I said, let's not meet again!"

"I'm sorry, I just wanted to see you!"

"No, thank you, I ate well, slept well, everything was fine, and someone took care of me. So, you better go back and take care of Shen Yi! After such a major operation, you must have suffered a lot!"

"Yan Mai, she, she's fine, the operation was successful. The doctor also said that her condition is getting better little by little, thank you very much!"

"No thanks, one-third of the liver can grow in no time. But you remember to tell Shen Yi to stop smoking and drinking, it will not be good for her health, and besides, I don't have any extra liver to give him. Ouyang Yuzhe was choked by my words and didn't know how to speak.

"Okay, it's not too short for you to come out, go back and take good care of Shen Yi. "I don't want to see him anymore. So he simply bombarded him away. Ouyang Yuzhe wanted to say something, but after thinking about it, he swallowed back. He walked heavily, and he had too much on his shoulders, but I couldn't do it if I had to pity him. Because I am no more relaxed than him. I still love him. Seeing his back, I felt indescribably sad, I inhaled too much courage when I was going to like him, but now these courages have turned into sighs.

Thinking about it is also a man, I simply don't think about it, why bother with myself, it's better to be willful. Make yourself feel a little better, too.

The wound recovery time for a liver surgery is about three months. For three months, it was Osno and an aunt who took care of me, and it was Osno's parents who hired me as a caregiver. The aunt's surname is Li, she is in her thirties, very kind, and can make a good soup. I feel like I've gained more than ten pounds, I wasn't thin, but now I'm really a fat person.

For three months, there was still one person watching me every day in front of my hospital room.

The more he looked like this, the more uneasy I became.

He's like a whirlpool, and I'm afraid I'm going to get stuck in it again, and I can't extricate myself.

"No, the stitches must be removed!"

Today Osno and I quarreled again, and I found that the two of us either said something that moved us to cry, or we quarreled like enemies, and none of us would give up. Otherwise, don't say a word. When I was first discharged from the hospital, it was a situation, and in the three months I was in the hospital, it was basically the third situation, and now it is the second situation, and the reason for our quarrel is very simple, because the wound has to be removed. Actually, I didn't dare to say yes to this at first, but then I realized that everyone who entered there would make a heart-rending and painful sound like killing a pig. I listened to it for a week and finally couldn't take it anymore, and I decided that I didn't have to remove the stitches and let her rot on her body.

"I said no, even if you don't dismantle it, there's nothing, and I see a lot of people who don't remove the stitches? ”

"That's different, they use the kind of thread that can absorb things, and it's okay in the body, but the thread you use now, isn't that kind of heart that has to be removed, otherwise it will be infected? ”

"Well, well. Can't I tear it down?" every big argument ended in my failure.

"Wouldn't it be nice to do this earlier, but you have to quarrel with me, and you went to remove the stitches. "I was so reluctant that I had to go with him. I walked slower than a turtle with my little broken steps.

"Oh, can you hurry up?" Moosno was really helpless to me.

"Oops, my knife hurts. ”

"Don't pretend to me, you didn't hurt two weeks ago, you think I'm a fool!"

"Doesn't it hurt all of a sudden?"

"You practiced yoga this morning, do you think I didn't see it? Even if it hurts, you brought it on yourself, you deserve it!"

"That's not to blame me, I've been in the hospital for three months, I've been fat, it's been more than ten days, I was fat, but now I'm even fatter. Who wants me in the future?"

"Don't be poor with me! Hurry up, don't ink. ”

I really had no choice but to go to that mysterious and terrifying place.

Unexpectedly, it seems that the stitches are not so painful, and I don't know why, they will make such a horrible scream.

It was only when the last thread was unbroken that I felt a little pain, but it wasn't that unbearable.

"Oops, doesn't it hurt that much. As he walked out the door, he said embarrassedly to Moosno.

"You should let me tell you something!" "When I was fat, I saw a bag of White Rabbit toffee on the table. I think Ouyang Yuzhe must have been here. He's always like that. Sometimes it's just that I am caught off guard. I feel like I really can't stay in this place, I really can't see him anymore, leave, this is my last pride.

I hadn't breathed the outside air for a long time, and my nose was almost irritated by the smell of disinfectant water.

You see, in a hurry for two or three years, and then in a flash, and then summer. Time flies, and we've all been through so much.

I feel that the past three years have been like a dream, and when I wake up from the dream, people should disperse.

"Let me send you today!"

Moosno will be back in South Korea today. He's already lost so much time practicing.

"Well, let's have a parting meal tonight, you can cook it yourself!"

"Okay, you go grocery shopping. ”

"How about it? Are you going to go to Beijing now?" Moosno put a piece of mapo tofu in my bowl and chatted with me.