"Hey, Nie Yunan, I'm in that café on Chaoyang Road, come here, I have something to tell you. ”

"What's the matter, what's the big deal, you wait, I'll be there soon. ”

After more than ten minutes, Zhuang Nie Yunan rushed over.

"A cappuccino, thank you!" he said to the waiter after a few breaths of air at the nearby café. I even wonder if he came running, girl!

"What's wrong, what's going on, why are you in such a hurry to come to me!"

"Sister, I just asked you to come, and I didn't let you come in a hurry, look at you, when will your impatient temperament change!"

"Ouch, you haven't known me for a day or two, okay!

"Well, my book is going to be made into a film and television work!"

"What, what? Oh my God! Yan Mai didn't lie to me, right?" Zhuang Nie Yunan's expression was very exaggerated, obviously frightened by me.

"Eldest sister, why are you lying to you, why did you come here, it's not the people I met with that company just now, we made an appointment, and we signed a contract together on Sunday, I think this good news should be told to you." ”

"Hahaha, it's so happy, hey, I'll be rich in the future, let's eat. ”

"Eat, eat, eat, you know how to eat!"

[Diary: Sow a little more hope while you are young, because you don't know when you will taste its sweet fruit. 】

"Ouyang Yuzhe, go shopping with me today, you haven't gone shopping with me for a long time. ”

"I'm sorry, Yan Mai is still with me today. ”

"Ouyang Yuzhe, I heard that there is a new western restaurant near the school recently, and the taste of your food is quite good, let's go and try it. ”

"I'm sorry, Yan Mai is still with me today. ”

"Ouyang Yuzhe, today is the first anniversary of our acquaintance, you can accompany me to ride the Ferris wheel today!

"I'm sorry, Yan Mai is still with me today. ”

"Ouyang Yuzhe, I seem to have a cold, I'm so uncomfortable, what should I do?"

"Then take some medicine, drink more hot water, go to bed early, and tomorrow will be fine. ”

"Ouyang Yuzhe, let's meet!"

"I'm sorry, Yan Mai, I..."

"Ouyang Yuzhe, I think we need to talk, before I get angry, I hope you can spare a little time for me. ”

This time I finally couldn't help it, and I think you need to make him make a decision between the two of us. I can't stand it, I really can't stand it, how long has it been, how long have we not eaten together, how long have we not watched a movie together, how long, he hasn't sent me home from school, and almost every day in the past few months, people have asked me if I have quarreled with him? I love him, but there are too many contradictions between the two of us, and these contradictions are far more than our feelings.

"Okay, you can decide the location. ”

"It's in the café downstairs of the hospital, and it's not there. ”

It's the first time I've lost my temper with him, but I don't regret it at all. Because everyone in love is selfish, no one can give selflessly, no one can watch the person he likes be with another person, but be indifferent, unless you don't love him.

"Yan Mai, I'm sorry, I know I've been with her too much recently, I don't have time to spend with you, and I haven't even spent our anniversary with you, but you know, he's like this now, I have to accompany her, if I don't accompany her one day, she will choose to give up treatment, she's only eighteen years old, how can I..."

"Okay, don't tell me this anymore, Ouyang Yuzhe, let me ask you, you ask yourself, do you really not love her at all? You say that I am small-minded, or that I am ignorant, no matter what, you have to make a decision between the two of us. If you choose her, don't come to see me again, and if you choose I don't want you to leave her right away. ”

Ouyang Yuzhe knew that I was not wrong at all in mentioning this condition, because he had already thought in his heart that sooner or later, I would do it. Because he knew that if it was another person, he couldn't accept it for a long time, but Yan Mai endured it for so long, because he cared too much about the feelings between the two of them.

"Yan Wheat. I'm sorry I didn't want to hurt you, but he really can't live without people right now. "Then I understand, the two of us should not see each other again from now on. Yan Mai had long known that today's conversation would definitely end in this way, his heart was too soft, but no matter what, the balance in his heart was always slightly tilted towards Shen Yi. I can't say that he doesn't have any feelings for me at all, but after all, he is not as deep as Shen. In that case, I'd better go. "Yan Mai..." I just got up and wanted to move away, when I suddenly stood up and grabbed my hand. "Why can't you wait for me any longer, I said it, I just need a while, just a while. ”

"Ouyang Yuzhe, there are some things I have to say, because I have been holding it in my heart for too long, these things are pressing on my heart, making me breathless, maybe I may agree before, if you are a friend as an elder brother so much, take care of him, I won't say a word, but what, it's too much! You are a person who has a girlfriend, you can't even spare it every day, call me for five minutes, it's her illness is very serious, so you can accompany her every day, what about me? If I have a cold, isn't it sick? You actually told me to go to bed early and drink more water. Every night I have a habit of thinking cranky, I couldn't sleep for a long time without your good night, sometimes I can't suppress my inner emotions and want to release them, I really want to call you, but I'm afraid to hear that sentence again, I'm sorry, I have to take care of her. I feel like I'm a failure, I'm too harsh and too serious. Please forgive me, I'm not a robot, I'm tired too. "Leaving is always an old word, he stubbornly does not leave you any chance, in front of the window of the night, I have thought about me and him countless times after a few years, always hope to be together all the time, it is a pity that the distance of the heart is the most deadly threat to the two of us, I am willing to wait for the future of the two of us, but he will rarely pay, I am not afraid of living alone, after all, I am used to being lonely, compared to his hesitation, I prefer him to go simply, if a person has to leave, let our relationship end。 From now on we will go our separate ways.

You know that I don't like to fight, I only know how to blindly give in, and finally give in, well, maybe I'm too hypocritical, but my feelings for you at the beginning are absolutely true. They all say that love is sex, it's marriage, it's a kiss in the morning, it's a room full of children, but I think love is mutual companionship.

I felt that he still wanted to open his mouth to keep me, but the words in his mouth were forced back and he only said sorry to me.

"There's nothing to be sorry for, isn't that what feelings are, there is always a person, pay, there is always a person who goes first. ”

"Let's not contact each other in the future, you know, I won't forget it so easily, and I don't want to disturb the lives of the two of you. Let's both give each other one last bit of dignity. With that, I turned away and never looked back at him, for the tears in my eyes were about to burst. I've always been proud in front of him, so I don't want him to see me so cowardly when I leave.

On this day, I came to the bar alone, sat in a corner and quietly drank wine and returned home, I felt that the more I drank in the three years of high school, the more sober I became. At this time, I suddenly remembered what Ouyang Yuzhe said to me on the Ferris wheel that day: "I know very well that the person I fall in love with at this time will not be the person who will accompany me for a lifetime." ”

Osno officially became a trainee at YG, and I heard that it was very hard to practice, but Osno has been a trainee for several months, and he has always written to me to report good news and bad news, and she tells me every day how many seniors she can see in the company, and even often sees Bigba

g five only practiced hard in the practice room, and he also sent me a lot of photos of him and Bigba

g group photo, and even the signatures of all of them. The last time I told him the news that I was going to release a film and television, he was really happy, but when he found out about me and Ouyang Yuzhe, he was very angry, and even threatened to come back to kill him, I just smiled. I think he really does what he says, I remember when I was ten years old, there was a boy who snatched my toys, he knew that he would stay here in the future, a few neighbor children beat the boy hard, and when he returned home, his grandmother actually made him a big table of delicious food, because Moosno has been instilled with an idea, that is, to be unconditionally good to Yan Mai, so Yan Wheat has not been bullied since he was a child.

I haven't seen Ouyang Yuzhe recently, he seems to have completely disappeared from my world, someone mentioned him at school in front of me, and I can't see it, but this result makes me happy, you say it's happy, it's better to say it's purging, I don't have to be so embarrassed.

People say that the college entrance examination is a particularly important moment in a person's life, but I don't think so, looking at the mountain-like examination group, I really feel very uncomfortable. I don't know if it's because I've been living alone for a long time, but if I see too many people, I feel very depressed. My college entrance examination was not vigorous, and even the entire examination room was ordinary, and no one was overly nervous or stressed, and suddenly fainted during the exam, or because of cheating in the exam, and the papers were invalidated.

The great college entrance exam is finally over, and it won't be long before I can get my scores and choose the school I want to go to. A few days ago, Sister Shan also called me, saying that it would be ready to start in more than a month, and the actors and crew had all been set, and I was planning to take a look at what the crew I was going to enter was like.

That's when I got a call from him on this day.

"Yan Mai, long time no see. ”

"Yes, I haven't seen you for a long time, I heard that you didn't even take the college entrance examination in order to take care of him?"

It was Ouyang Yuzhe who called, and what I said was indeed not wrong for him, it was indeed for the sake of that woman that she even gave up the college entrance examination.

"Yes, I really didn't take the college entrance examination, but I can still take the next year's exam with her. ”

I always thought it was too much for him to talk to me like that. If he wanted to show me love, I don't think there was any need for that.

"Do you have anything else to do? I just signed a contract recently, and I'm going to give a film and television hitchhiker, so I don't have time to talk to you about anything or something, if there's nothing to do, I'll hang up first. ”

I really don't want to waste a little more effort with him. A person who has loved deeply, hearing him speak, seeing a figure like him, even if it is just hearing his name, his heart will chuckle for a moment, someone should have a feeling like me!

"Tell you the truth, I called you today to ask you for something!"

"You have time to beg me, say, what's the matter. ”

"We have searched the national population liver source bank and found a liver source that matches them. ”

"Well, then congratulations, you will soon be able to live a happy life, then I don't know, why do you still come to beg me?"

He hesitated for a long time and didn't say anything.

"If there's something to say, if there's nothing to do, I'll hang up. ”

"Your liver source and her can be paired. "Even the moment I was about to hang up, he suddenly said this to me. I felt like I had been struck by lightning, and people said that there was nothing to do but go to the Three Treasures Palace, and it seems that this is true. No wonder, no wonder I said it at the beginning, and I won't contact him anymore, he can still call me, it turns out, it turns out that it's because of the liver source!

"Yan Wheat!"

"I'll just say, there's nothing to do, you won't come to me, but it's too much for you to say this, I ask you to use your IQ to think about it, why should I donate my liver to him, I'm only 18 years old this year?"

"Yan Mai, it's not that you only need a small part of your entire liver. ”

"To put it simply, a small part, I have never had an appendicitis operation in Dalian since I was a child, and you actually asked me to donate to a person, and you are also my rival in love, hahaha, do you really think you two are very worthy of me!

"Yan Wheat. I know it's unfair to you, and it's really a bit of a strong man's assertion......" He spoke in a very embarrassed tone, I knew that he was only on the phone, and I felt his helplessness here, but what does that have to do with me

Is it just because I like him, as long as I like him with his ex-girlfriend?

"Got it, you still say!"

"Yan Wheat. Just say I beg you, okay, her condition is getting worse day by day, I don't know how long he can last!"

"I'm sorry, I can't help you with this favor, my interest will start immediately, the actors and everything have been decided, I can't affect the progress of the entire crew because of this little thing. Blame me for not being able to do anything. If I can find another feeling of wanting to die, and he is willing to donate, then I can live with her and recover soon, but if not, then I can only say sorry, the creation made people. With that, I hung up. It's really ridiculous, you're so pathetic. Who gave him the courage to open his mouth and say such things as donating his liver to me.

I tried to calm myself, but I still felt a rush of anger in my chest.

"Ze Yan, come out and have a drink with me!" I really didn't know how to talk to them. So he only secretly called Ze Yan alone

。

"Well, we haven't seen each other for a long time, you decide the place. ”

"Then I'll see you at the door. ”

Death is the closest bar to my house, and I thought I would arrive before him, but when I got there, Zeyan was already waiting for me at the door.

"Oh, why are you so fast, and you shouldn't be so fast in a taxi!"

"I happened to be passing by here and wanted to go to your house to see you!"

"Let's go, let's go in. "I was just about to go inside, but Ze Yan grabbed me. It's been a long time since we've had a barbecue together, so let's go eat a roadside stall.

"Yes! "It's been a long time since we've eaten a street stall together, like since my two irresponsible parents left. I haven't eaten before, and when I was dating Ouyang Yuzhe, he always told me that eating this kind of roadside stall was not clean, so after dating her for so long, we haven't even eaten a roadside stall, it's ridiculous to think about it!

"Come on, let's have a drink!" Now that the sky is getting dark, the six equals on the street are all lit up one after another, "Do you know why so many people yearn for the city?" As soon as I took a sip of wine, Ze Yan asked me. Seeing that I did not answer him, he continued to say to me. "Because the night here is bright, although some streets have broken street lights at night, but if you don't dare to walk, you can change the way, and that road can also get home, so don't be afraid. He said that to me.

"But if a man walks through the night and who attacks him countless times, I don't think he will go any further. ”

We didn't go any further, discussing this issue because it was too heavy and I didn't want to spoil the atmosphere for both of us. "You know what? He called me just now, do you know what he told me?" I said to Ze Yan suddenly. It seemed that Ze Yan was shocked, because he didn't think that Ouyang Yuzhe would come to me again. "Did he come to you to ask you to get back together??" I looked into his eyes, smiled bitterly, lowered my head, picked up a glass of beer, and drank it all in one gulp. "She asked me to donate my liver to the woman. ”

"What are you going to do?" I had just finished speaking, and he immediately stood up,

"Fuck, Lao Tzu discounted his leg today, I've seen a lot of narcissistic people these years, and it's the first one like him to be so shameless. "It looks really angry, you must know that she is notoriously good-tempered, in the past three years of high school, she rarely fights with others, even if he has a very good background, I rarely see him with those gangsters or something, except when I just arrived in the fifth middle school.

"Okay, don't be angry, I didn't agree to donate my liver to her anyway. ”

"No, I must teach him a lesson, and I must completely interrupt his hopes for you. You're only 18 years old, and a human kidney can't be restored so easily. Do you know how bad this is for people's bodies?" "Okay, okay, sit down, you see they're all looking at you!" "It's the first time I've seen it, he's so excited, and it's the first time I've been so moved, in addition to heartache, there's actually someone who can do this to me, three years of high school, I didn't mess around in vain."

"Okay, okay, I'm not stupid, I still know what to do and what not to do. "One of us had another bottle of beer, and then he drove me home. When I got home and lay down in bed, I didn't feel sleepy, but my heart wasn't as resolute as my mouth! If she was really going to die, I think I would donate that liver. It's just that I feel too sorry for myself, usually I'm too considerate of others, so I pushed myself to this desperate road step by step. So I just didn't think about it.

I sat down at my computer desk and pulled out my journal and started writing again. [Today is August 25th, when I was on the phone today, I still had a trace of excitement in my heart, I thought it was his illness, I thought he was going to apologize to me, but there was nothing for her, and I actually asked me to donate my liver to that woman, I don't know if this is arranged by God, or if fate is so unfair to me. I knew either way, it wouldn't make me feel too good. 】

He didn't come to me again after a week, I thought he was in trouble and retreated, but this is just right, saving me and her, wasting words. My grades have also come down, how to say, it's not a super level of performance, I have been in a domestic art academy, I can also have a choice. In the end, I chose the Central Academy of Fine Arts because I was in Beijing even if I didn't have a happy place, so I thought it would make me feel much easier.

I bought a plane ticket to Beijing and was about to go on an inspection tour and find a house to live there. Unexpectedly, I had just finished packing my bags in the morning when I heard someone knocking on the door.

"Who?" As soon as I opened the door, I found a familiar figure, who would come when I read it, who was that haggard figure who was not Ouyang Yuzhe?

Seeing that it was him, I subconsciously closed the door, but he still took the lead.

"Let go, or you'll get your hand. ”

He held the door so tightly that I couldn't close it. "I'm not loose, Yan Mai, can you please listen to what I say?" "As I said, if you still come because of that incident, you can't do anything. ”

"Yan Mai, I know that you are not the kind of person who is cheap and doesn't save you, have you been angry with me, did you say that there is any way to relieve your anger, as long as you can save her, I am willing to do anything" I didn't listen to him, and slammed the door shut, I originally thought he would let go, but I didn't expect him to catch the door stiffly, and I even heard the sound of the door clamping bones. I eventually relented. I let her sit down in the living room, then went back to the bedroom and got him disinfectant tools and gauze. I only knew how hard I was wiping his wound with iodine, which was already red and swollen, so you can imagine how hard I worked. I silently helped him deal with the wound, and he didn't say a word.

"You said that as long as I agree to donate my liver, I am willing to do anything, right?"

"Yes, as long as you say it, I'm willing to do it. Her eyes lit up when she heard me say this, as if she had found light in the darkness. She didn't know that the more she did this, the more it hurt my heart.

"Okay, you get down on your knees and apologize to me. ”

"Really, as long as I kneel down and beg you, you'll donate his liver?"

"Yes, I will. ”