Well, her family background is also very good, but now that something like this is happening, it is completely a bolt from the blue for everyone.

I don't know what to say, I don't know how I got out, anyway, my heart is not guilty, I really feel sorry for this girl.

I went back to the rental house, but I found that she was no longer in the rental house, what happened, I didn't find it, her clothes were taken away from me, and I found that there was nothing in her, including everyday things.

Did she leave me? Maybe I was too disappointed to leave me.

I don't know what happened after that, so we never saw each other again.

Li Minfang's story was finished, I looked at Li Minfang, didn't speak, he hurt a girl like this again, but what do we know at that time?

I really want to accuse him, he is really not responsible, not responsible, Li Minfang said here and looked at me and said, "You said that you think I am selfish, yes, so I also recognize, do you know? Lanlan, you are really similar to that girl, you are like my first love." ”

Li Minfang cried after speaking, really? Am I like his first love? He is only looking for amends, I may just make him feel more guilty, maybe he is just uneasy all these years.

So Li Minfang hasn't been looking for a partner all these years, and when I think of this, I don't talk anymore.

This is not love at all, this is not love, I know very well in my heart, in fact, I know my situation very well now, with a child and divorced, no money and no job woman, who likes it?

I don't have anything but a little younger, and I'm really old compared to the young girls.

I don't beg for other people's love, especially Li Minfang, who has never been married and is an unmarried young man, and he said that if he is with me, he will definitely be pointed at and poked.

Besides, my marriages, no matter what, Chinese society is still very conservative, especially for divorced women, they always look at it with colored eyes, and for those divorced men, it is indeed very popular.

For divorced women, they will always poke and poke directly, thinking that there is something wrong with this woman, but in fact, it is not at all, it is just that they have met the wrong person and are not ladylike.

But I can't argue for myself, the only thing I can do now is to protect myself, in fact, sometimes I live alone, there is nothing bad, I don't have to worry about a person's feelings, and with the child, the child grows up healthily, everything is enough.

But I've read in some books that a child from a single-parent family can cause some harm, for example, a child, if he doesn't have a father, he will be very, insecure.

In the future, I will definitely find a man who is much older than her to be my husband.

I hope Xiaoxue won't be like this, because what I give him is a very equal love, if it's a boy, if he is particularly dependent on his mother, the relationship between his mother-in-law and daughter-in-law will not be handled well in the future.

Because this mother-in-law feels that she has poured her heart and soul into her son, and she is also very unaccustomed to her daughter-in-law, but I am not such a person, I just treat all this with a very calm mind.

After a lot of things, it is normal for people to inevitably have some problems, but I am trying to overcome them, I don't want to find a father for Xiaoxue, I just hope that she can grow up healthily.

Because although my love is not enough, I will try my best to love Xiaoxue, and I won't say anything when I think of this.

Li Minfang looked at me and said, "Lan Lan, you promise me, even if you give me a chance." ”

I don't know what to say, Li Minfang is really selfish, but I need his help now, I just looked at Li Minfang, "You help me for a while during this time, let me think about it again, I don't think this kind of thing can be decided so easily, and your love for me, you think about it, is it really love? Or is it because of the guilt in your heart, do you want to make up for it?"

Li Minfang was silent anymore, because he knew very well in his heart what kind of feelings he had for me.

I looked at the sun outside, my heart was very dark, I didn't know what to do, I wanted to make money, I encountered setbacks at work, Li Minfang's love made me very grateful, and made me feel that there was a man in this world to warm me.

In the past, I didn't have the love of a man, and my heart would be very uneasy, and I felt that I would be abandoned by the whole world.

Li Minfang's conditions are also good, he still has a stable job, and his people can treat me, but I can't fully trust him, I'm really scared and worried.

Now that I'm having such a big setback in my work, I don't know what the problem is, maybe it's because of me, but I don't know what to do.

Am I counting on little Li Minfang to be with me? His love for me is not true love, but what more could I ask for at my age?

I'm in my thirties, I have a child, and someone wants me, so I'm thankful, what am I still struggling with?

I was so self-conscious, thinking of this, I looked at Li Minfang, "Li Minfang promised you, I just hope you are good to me Xiaoxue." ”

I agreed to Li Minfang like this, and Li Minfang said in surprise, "Is what you said true?"

His lips were trembling, but I was not moved, I just hope that I can live the next life peacefully, in fact, I can't guarantee that Li Minfang will never change for the rest of his life, especially his love for me, which is based on his nostalgia for his ex-girlfriend, but I just hope to take one step at a time!

If Li Minfang really wants to change his mind or something, I won't force it, because I can't control me, I can only manage myself, that's what I thought.

I finally understand why many women pick and choose before marriage, it's not that they don't know what they want, but they are afraid that they will be abandoned, if all kinds of things really happen one day, when they are alone, what will happen to them?

Unstable feelings, as well as aging appearances, or physical injuries, are really irreparable, and I think I am in such a situation now.

I once read an article that said, you will be especially unfortunate because you are a woman, at that time I thought the article was alarmist, now look at myself, am I not in this situation now?

Li Minfang and I lived a life of husband and children, Li Minfang did not mention the marriage certificate, I didn't say, I didn't mention it, I don't want to say it, the marriage certificate is sometimes just a piece of paper for feelings, but it is a good guarantee for women.

I don't know why, he kept saying that he loved me, but he didn't mention the marriage certificate.

But one day, Li Minfang suddenly said to me, "Lan Lan, let's go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a marriage certificate, okay, I'm with him, and there's nothing to get a marriage certificate, besides, he is also very good to Xiaoxue, and the three of us are together, and we also have a tacit understanding."

Li Minfang took good care of me, and I also fulfilled my obligations and responsibilities as a wife to him.

I think this kind of life is enough, I don't want to go to Shen Xuanhan now, he has his plans and his affairs, since he has nothing to do now, I don't have to worry about him.

Besides, Lin Momo likes her so much, cares about him so much, and takes good care of him, but after ten days and half a month, I will go to the hospital to see Shen Xuanhan.

Shen Xuanhan always lay there quietly, very peaceful, Lin Momo and Huang Yating would also go there to see him, sometimes Yang Shu also went, they either quarreled with each other, or together, didn't say anything, and seemed to be silent.

None of this is important to me, and now Xiao Yu's full attention has shifted to Shen Xuanhan.

My task now is my daughter Xiaoxue, take care of my daughter Xiaoxue, take care of Li Minfang, and run our family well.

I don't want anything more now, I used to live the life of a dusty woman, wandering around and not knowing where to go.

But now that I live a life, I actually really feel a kind of steadfastness and a kind of happiness.

Li Minfang has a good buddy named Wang Zhanfei, Wang Zhanfei comes back to see Li Minfang, and every time he comes to see Li Minfang, he will bring a lot of delicious food.

Xiaoxue likes this uncle very much, and he has been playing with them recently, every time Wang Zhanfei comes to the house, I will cook some delicious food for them and clean up for them.

Because I know that Wang Zhanfei himself has just divorced, because his wife can't have children, he divorced, so he loves children very much.

This Li Minfang is together, his friends are not my friends, so I took good care of them, one day Li Minfang went to work, Wang Zhanfei came to Li Minfang.

"Open the door, sister-in-law, I'm coming," Xiao Peng said to me.

I enthusiastically poured tea and water for Wang Zhanfei.

"Where's Xiaoxue?"

"Xiaoxue went to a friend's house to play, and she had a very good relationship with that child, so she went there," I explained with a smile.

Jiang Peng looked at me with a smile, "Sister Lan, you are really blessed! I was so good to you in the afternoon, my daughter is so cute, you look at myself." ”

Speaking of this, Wang Zhanfei stopped talking, I don't know what happened to him in his heart, I remembered that he divorced because he had no children, and he must also like to have a child very much.

I said to Wang Zhanfei, "You don't have to be afraid, don't worry, I'll help you find a way, and I will definitely introduce you when I meet the right one." ”

I am telling the truth, yes, Wang Zhanfei is a good person, he should have his own happy life.

After all, it's not like a man is always alone, but Wang Zhanfei just buried his head deeply and didn't say anything anymore.

He took out his wine and said to me, "Sister Lanlan, you don't have to be busy, you can sit down and let's talk." ”

"Forget it, you better wait for Li Minfang, he'll be back soon," I excused.