I did a good job, and now I am inexplicably insulted like this, I don't know what's wrong?

I looked at this fat woman, her face was full of flesh, he was obviously aimed at me, what the hell was going on today, how did I offend her? I looked at her fixedly, and said no more.

The woman continued, "What are you doing here at your level? You see you're clumsy, you're not clever enough, you're really doing it here, it's almost like smashing all the signs in your shop!" she said viciously.

I just held back the tears of grievance, I have said too many grievances over the years, and she only makes me feel more sad when she says this, but I don't say anything, I don't want to argue with these people anymore.

I just feel like myself now, I can't go on like this anymore, in this beauty salon, the salary is very small, the work is so hard, it's really inexplicable to be scolded by the guests, I can't bear it anymore.

"Who do you think you are when I said it? Aren't you here for a massage? We are all equal, don't think you are superior!"

After saying that, I rushed out of the door, I don't care so much, my salary is lost, I don't care anymore, I came to Li Minfang's house, because I have nowhere to go, Xiaoxue went to kindergarten.

Today's strange thing is that Li Minfang is actually at home today, Li Minfang saw me and said, "Lan Lan, where have you been lately? I haven't seen you for a long time." ”

"Oh, I've been working outside lately, and they're okay with food and shelter," I said against my will.

Li Minfang looked at what I said, "But you have shed tears, you see that your eyes are red and swollen." ”

I said no more and began to cry.

Yes, Li Minfang said that my sore spot, my heart is like a pinprick, I am really in too much pain, why does the world treat me like this?

What the hell did I do wrong? With such a hateful guest, I don't think I can go through any more frustration now.

I used to be with Song Qiang, every day was a pampered day, and I had a very comfortable life, and since I was with Li Minfang, I haven't been entangled in other things, because he will arrange everything very well, basically he is taking care of me.

But now I really can't help it, so I was scolded inexplicably.

Li Minfang walked over gently, put his arm around my shoulders and said, "Lan Lan, did you say that you were wronged?

I didn't speak, I just whimpered and cried, and Li Minfang sat next to me.

He told me something, "Lan Lan, do you know why I like you? You have to know that it takes a lot of courage for an unmarried person like me to like a divorced woman." ”

I'll admit it, Li Minfang continued, "I'll tell you a story!"

The following is Li Minfang's story, which he told me personally, which shocked me and moved me very much.

I didn't expect him to have such an experience, and it also made me feel that there are really some indescribable things in this world.

I once liked a girl when I was still in high school, and I was very busy with my studies every day, and every day was very painful.

The youth of our generation is almost spent in the sea of books, worrying about the nouns and famous schools every day, thinking about the long summer vacation after the exam while clicking on the chin and reciting the words, which is all we have for our tedious and pale youth.

And the greatest joy of youth is just the one at the same table, the hazy friendship, or in the short extracurricular activities, everyone raced against time to kick a shuttlecock, hurriedly took a beat to play a few ping-pong, panicked, lest they miss the crazy screaming electric bell, and returned to their seats in fear for a long time in the gloomy eyes of the teacher.

I often wonder what motivates us to sit motionlessly at our desks and turn pages of books, memorize formulas, and be ashamed when we are supposed to be flamboyant and playful.

Gorky said that fighting for dreams is the most wonderful thing in life, especially in the third year of high school, a little bit of effort can be related to fate, no one dares to relax a little, dreams are really loved and hated. My favorite thing to do at that time was my college dream.

Seeing all the glory of Chang'an flowers in one day, the smiles of relatives and friends, the surprised eyes of teachers, and the legendary bonuses, this huge motivation supported me all the way to be unstoppable, vigorous, ploughing in books, and there were great problems.

It's ridiculous to say that I sat at the same table with a boy who was unkempt and hard-working, and his feet always exuded a stinking stench all year round, and I endured it for many years, but what I couldn't bear was his silence that he couldn't say a few words a day.

For a person who is used to chattering, 5 to 9 wandering in books, the biggest relief is the teacher's whispering when he turns to the blackboard or the next aisle, but there is such a stake-like person next to him, so the nonsense squeezes my distraction in class, and the days are spent in a patchwork of imagination, the shade of the green trees, and the hot sun of June passes quickly.

"I admit that I have never experienced the vicissitudes of life" is also about the same youth, the author Jiang Fangzhou, in addition to our similar age, she wrote at the age of seven and published a poetry collection at the age of nine. After graduating from Tsinghua University in 2012, I can only look at it, hating myself for not studying hard as a teenager, and now I am anxious to write something.

The only difference is that she is in the bustling town of the city, and the classmates next to her have a very deep famous brand plot, which is the code for them to identify each other and divide them into four, six, nine and so on.

As a small city in the mainland, in the simple campus, the surrounding classmates are also about the same food and clothing, equal, we only compare the score, and the most incredible thing at that time is that a boy gave a stone pendant worth 100 yuan for the heart of winning.

At that time, 30 yuan is our living expenses for a week, a white bun stuffed with potatoes and eggs, is only one dollar, it is considered to be first-class food, we have no concept of famous brands, even after a few years, I still lack recognition of famous brands, and I still feel that exaggerated consumption is wronged.

On a snowy winter day, in the New Year, when the cannon outside the window shook the noise, at the class reunion of the ten years after graduation, the gap between the rich and the poor also surfaced.

is preparing to go south, seek a good way out with friends, and we, the "top students" who are changing back and forth in the top five, have been scattered in a foreign land, the glory of youth in those years is like a gust of wind, in fact, everything is a gust of wind, just like the past days.

But I like her very much, my love is like a crush, I really dare not say it, I am afraid of delaying her studies, and I am also afraid of affecting my studies.

My goal is very clear, that is, when I was admitted to university, we were immersed in hard study every day, and we didn't want to think about anything or do anything.

That girl, and she is also a very hard-working classmate, her hair is gray because of her studies, and her face is pink and pink because of her studies, and she has small dimples every time she laughs.

But because of studying, I haven't seen her smile for a long time.

Once after the test results, she did very badly, so I walked over to comfort her, I said to her that it doesn't matter, this time the test is not good, and next time, I didn't expect her to look at me, unexpectedly, smile at me.

I felt very sad, and I said I'd take you out in the afternoon and take you to a nice place.

As soon as school was out in the afternoon, I took her to a small forest behind the school, which is usually a place for couples to go on a date, but the environment is very quiet, and living there can be closer to nature and forget all worries.

The girl came here as promised, and we sat there chatting and chatting, but we didn't expect us to have such a tacit understanding.

I said I had been paying attention to her for a long time, and she said she was too.

I really didn't expect that she actually liked me, and the person I liked also liked me, which was something we didn't expect, and the person I liked also liked me, which was really rare, so we were happily together.

The days can go by, we are together every day, we have been in love for a long time, and the funny thing is that I didn't know what love was at that time, but I was together inexplicably.

At that time, I didn't have this kind of consciousness, I only thought about protecting her, and I didn't think about getting married, because I was too young, I only thought about going to a university in the future and being together forever.

Later we really got together, and when we were together, I was admitted to college, and she didn't, and she dropped out of school because she had a big belly.

She didn't dare to go home, she didn't dare to face her relatives, her family posted missing person notices everywhere, thinking that she was lost, but in fact, I knew best in my heart that I had killed her.

At that time, she already had a child, you must know that she was only nineteen years old, her family was rural, if this matter was spread, it would definitely be very embarrassing, I don't know what to do, we are all very afraid.

Later, I accompanied her to the hospital to get rid of the child, and the child was only three months old at the time.

The three-month-old child already has a nose, eyes and mouth, you know how painful we were at that time, I really don't want to lose my child, and I don't know, she is too young, her menstruation for several months has not come regularly, I didn't realize it, so I delayed it.

When she knew that she had a child, it had been three months, and she felt very uncomfortable.

I'm really sorry, I don't know what to say, I want to persuade her to get rid of the child, but I'm miserable.

That summer, she had been in the rental house and didn't dare to come out, and I was preparing to go to college, although this incident made me feel very entangled and sad, but I was still very excited to think of going to college, so I put it aside for the time being.

Am I a very selfish person? Li Minfang seemed to be asking me, and sometimes it was like asking him, and I stopped talking.

But then we went to the hospital and found out that the child was already very old, I had no money at that time, and my family was very poor, so I didn't dare to let my family know.

One day I went out to dinner with my classmates, because I was admitted to university, they all came to congratulate me, I was happy, and when it came to this female classmate, everyone didn't know where he was now, and her family, in order to find her, had gone bankrupt, and was really looking for her at all costs.

But I didn't find this person, and I felt so guilty that I didn't say anything.

Later, I heard from a classmate that her mother was mentally abnormal because of her, but she was the most beloved daughter in the family, and she had a younger brother under her, she was the eldest, and her family loved her very much.