Chapter 146: Why bother if you don't love?

The cowardice in Shen Yuenan's eyes slowly dissipated, leaving only a little coldness. If he wants to let go of those painful memories, it is better to kill him with a knife.

He stared silently at the moonlight pouring in through the floor-to-ceiling window, and his room was only pitch black, and the moonlight was generally invisible. It seems that this room is quite good, at least there is still some light.

Yun Qing held him tightly, and said lightly: "It's dark, since it's okay, let's go to sleep." ”

"I don't want to sleep, I still have a lot of things in my heart that I can't put down. ”

"If you don't sleep, will they be able to put it down?"

"You still see through. He pursed his lips slightly, pulled the quilt and squinted.

When he was really asleep, Yun Qing couldn't sleep. She often thinks that it would be nice if she could live her life well, but now she finds that there are too many obstacles.

Whether you can live your life well is still a mystery.

The smile on the corner of her mouth was like nothing, and she clasped her hands together and silently made a wish to the moonlight.

It doesn't matter if you have a snowy mountain or a flood, as long as I live for one day, I will never fall, never!

She turned her head to look at Shen Yuenan, who was asleep on the side, and those things that were as light as clouds to her were magic obstacles to him. Maybe it's because you can't see the direction in the game.

early morning

The sun shone faintly on the branches outside the window, and a few small birds with white feathers and black paws were jumping around on the lawn.

The secretary drove over early in the morning, and he found that the door of the Shen family was still closed, and he slowed down a little, for fear of making a noise.

"Hmm. "Yunqing was a very light sleeper, and woke up as soon as he heard a little movement. When she opened her eyes, she found that it was already dawn, and she looked at him next to him who was still sleeping so soundly, and he looked like a quiet little prince.

The secretary walked lightly up the hall on the second floor, and he even wondered if he was in the wrong place. He subconsciously sat down on the other side of the sofa, and then held his laptop in his hand again.

His job is already easy, at least he doesn't have to stay in the office every day. He can occasionally be lazy, and then secretly watch TV series for a while.

Yun Qing also crept out of the bed, she opened the door gently, and when she saw the secretary, she was almost startled!

"Secretary, why are you here?"

"Miss Yun!" The secretary was also taken aback, it stands to reason that Miss Yun shouldn't live in that room?

From her confused expression, the secretary seemed to understand something.

But when he saw Mr. Shen, who appeared next to Yun Qing, he found that he was so ignorant. How did these two go to the guest room?

"Secretary, morning. Shen Yuenan smiled faintly, I don't know how many layers of meaning I thought his simple greeting contained.

The second floor is generally rarely visited, and the floor is also clean, since Da Yunqing came, you can always find a few more long hairs on the floor.

The secretary pretended not to know anything, and then smiled again: "You guys go out for breakfast first, there are a lot of breakfast sold outside at this time." ”

There was only surprise in Yun Qing's eyes, and she wanted to go buy breakfast. I always feel that it is a very happy thing to walk in front of the breakfast shop. Seeing everyone start a busy day, she felt very motivated.

Shen Yuenan looked at her, as if she had already taken her little caution into her eyes.

"Then I'll take Yunqing to buy breakfast, and you look after the house here. If something happens to the company, you can block it first. Shen Yuenan said again.

"Okay, Mr. Shen. The corners of the secretary's mouth twitched, who couldn't understand that self-evident smile?

Why is it surprisingly quiet today? Have you forgotten something?

Yun Qing put her hand on her forehead, she said that she always felt too idle today, it turned out that she really forgot one thing.

"I'm going to work!" she said helplessly, not knowing how she had forgotten about it.

I feel okay to go to work in the past two days, except that the company's things are a bit embarrassing. In the face of her colleagues who made her stumble, she endured it again and again, and almost didn't bow to others.

"Miss Yun, I didn't think about it for a while! In this way, you let Mr. Shen send you there, so that I can buy you breakfast by the way." The secretary said again.

"That's the only way, then Yuenan is bothering you. Yun Qing said casually.

The secretary "snorted" in his heart, it seems that these two people are not very simple.

It's only been a night, and even the title has been directly promoted!

Mr. Shen felt the secretary's pleasant gaze, and he slapped back with a cold eye, and the secretary was immediately too frightened to think about it.

Yun Qing here had already rushed to the bathroom to brush his teeth and wash his face, as if he remembered that he had slept when he came back last night, and he even forgot to take a shower?

Now she couldn't care about so much, she shouted outside the door: "Yuenan, help me get some clothes." It's the same one I left with you last time. ”

A smile gradually appeared on Shen Yuenan's face outside the door, and then he answered again and turned around and went back to his room.

The secretary felt that he had been neglected early in the morning, and he had to eat dog food wherever he went! But he was also very pleased to see that the relationship between Mr. Shen and Miss Yun was getting better and better, at least he was very optimistic about the two of them.

Mr. Shen in the room took out her set of clothes, and the Barbie doll in the middle of the wardrobe made him pause. The doll's newly bought dress arrived, and he wanted her to put it on for her by hand.

He stood at the door of the bathroom and whispered, "The clothes are here, open the door." ”

"Hmm. ”

Yun Qing's little hand came out from behind the door, and small droplets of water fell on the clean marble floor.

She took her suit and hurried back on. Isn't this the unique smell of his laundry detergent?

The outfit was bought for her by the secretary, and she could tell that the dress was of good quality. And it has a logo, and at first glance it looks like a name brand. She usually wears dozens of dollars, and now she wants to wear one or two thousand at every turn, and she really feels like her heart is dripping blood.

Yuenan, Yuenan, why are you such a loser!

She quickly came out of the bathroom, and today she is wearing a white tracksuit. However, the fit of this dress is very good and slim, and as soon as she wears it, she looks tall and thin.

"Tell me, how tall are you?" Shen Yuenan, who was sitting on the sofa reading the newspaper over there, suddenly looked at her and asked.

Yun Qing looked down at herself, how tall can she be? Although others say that she is quite tall, but she thinks that it is actually that good, right?

"One meter sixty-one. She replied.

"Miss Yun, I don't think you really look like one meter sixty-one, you look like one meter six five. The secretary laughed.

"But I think it's not good to be too tall, and my mom often says it's too tall to find a boyfriend. Yunqing said.

The secretary glanced at her meaningfully, it doesn't matter if you are tall or not, as long as Mr. Shen is taller than you.

"Miss Yun is very sunny today and looks very pleasing to the eye. It's getting late, so hurry up. The secretary laughed again.

"Okay!" Yun Qing was praised by others, and felt that the sun outside was warmer, and colorful flowers were about to bloom in his heart.

Shen Yuenan combed the messy hair on her head with a comb, and tied her with a high ponytail with her own hands. She was a little surprised, she didn't expect Mr. Shen to tie her hair?

But there's nothing strange about him, there are so many beautiful women around him, isn't it normal for him to tie his hair?

Seeing the loneliness that suddenly appeared on her face, Shen Yuenan said softly: "I played with rubber bands when I was a child, isn't it normal for me to use rubber bands to tie things?"

"yes. ”

How dare she say no? She doesn't want people to know they're thinking nonsense.

In the mirror, she has a goose egg face, and her high ponytail makes her look lively and cheerful.

"I'm in good spirits today, let's go, I'll drive you to buy breakfast. ”

"Thank you Yuenan. She laughed.

Shen Yuenan also laughed with her, he liked her to call her by his name. It's as if the name is only for her and him.

The two of them went downstairs together, and then went out of the street.

The secretary who was alone in the empty building made a cup of coffee, which he himself gave the lonely name "Lonely Coffee".

"Poof. He couldn't help but laugh himself, it seemed that he was extremely lonely, and he was still lonely.

The streets are full of sunshine, the leaves are green, the small flowers are blooming, and the pedestrians are hurrying, but there are also smiling old people walking slowly.

Mr. Shen stopped the car in front of a breakfast shop and took her in to buy breakfast again. Yunqing was in a good mood today, she asked for a mille-feuille and a black tea egg.

"Is this enough, will you be hungry?" he asked.

"Enough, enough!" she was afraid that he would accidentally buy the shop, so she took the breakfast that the clerk had packed and took him away.

Mr. Shen's little eyes looked so resentful, Yun Qing couldn't take care of him anymore, she returned to the car, and then began to eat her breakfast again.

"You eat slowly, you can be there before eight o'clock. ”

"Oh!"

She continued to eat the mille-feuille in her hand, and I have to say that this cake is really good. It was a lot better than the cold cake she had eaten before, and the egg was good.

Just now I wanted to ask Mr. Shen if he wanted to eat eggs, but he suddenly remembered that he was allergic to eggs. It's good that this sentence was not asked, otherwise people would probably be sad.

Yun Qing took advantage of his inattention and took out the black tea eggs from his bag of breakfast again. She finished eating silently, regardless of whether Mr. Shen found out or not.

"Is it delicious? I didn't expect Yunqing to like to eat tea eggs so much. ”

"Hey, hey. Yun Qing laughed perfunctorily, it was better for her to eat more than to let Mr. Shen know that he had forgotten his taboo, right?

She had to secretly praise herself for being too wise, and she couldn't eat it anymore after eating two black tea eggs. Not far in front of her was the company she worked for, and she only felt that she was eating too slowly.

At this time, my feet seem to be filled with lead, and it is difficult to take a step. She reassured herself over and over again that what should come will still come, and face it bravely!

The car stopped not far from the entrance of her company, and Yunqing quickly ran out when she got out of the car. I don't know, I think there's something terrible hidden in the car.

"Yuenan, bye-bye!" she waved at him, then turned and left.

Shen Yuenan watched her background gradually blur, and he didn't leave slowly until he couldn't see her clearly.

There are times when you should spend all your time with her. There are places where you should go with her.

When Yun Qing got out of the car, she didn't find that several female colleagues in her company were not far from her, and when she ran to the company, she saw them walking slowly. Moreover, they only stopped when they walked in front of them.

A female colleague looked at Yun Qing from beginning to end, and then quickly covered her mouth with a look of disbelief.

Yun Qing also looked at herself, she felt that she was pretty good today. The appearance is neat and the appearance is correct, there is nothing wrong with this.