Yun Qing didn't sleep very deeply, she always felt that someone was staring at her.

Finally, she opened her eyes.

Except for Shen Yuenan, who was still sleeping on the side, she couldn't think of anyone else staring at her. He couldn't be pretending to be asleep, was he?

Yun Qing deliberately kicked the quilt off, then turned over and continued to sleep. Sure enough, it didn't take a few seconds for a hand to help her pull the quilt back, and she looked at him quietly, and he knew he was watching him.

"Shen Yuenan, why don't you sleep and stare at me?

His hand paused slightly, thinking to himself that she knew all this? It seems that she is not the kind who sleeps very hard, and she will have to be careful in the future.

"I'm afraid that you kick the quilt in the middle of the night and no one will cover you, and you don't want to catch a cold and go to work, right? ”

"Really?" she half-incredulously took the flannel quilt from his hand. It seems that Mr. Shen won't deceive people, right?

Shen Yuenan was amused by her ignorant expression, she didn't realize that she was talking nonsense seriously?

Yun Qing also felt that things were not so simple, she pulled the quilt in her hand, and said to him again: "What about you? Don't you also kick the quilt? ”

"I talk in my dreams?"

"You don't believe me?"

"What did I say?" he asked again, never knowing he could talk in his sleep.

Well, he's always slept on his own. Even if he sleepwalks, he doesn't know, let alone talk.

She smiled a little proudly, Shen Yuenan, you didn't even know that you were talking in your dreams?

"Yuenan, do you know what you said?"

"It's not a bank card password anyway. ”

"You won. She didn't want to roll his eyes, but she couldn't help it.

Shen Yuenan was quite curious about his dream words, his eyebrows raised slightly, and he put on a cool appearance.

"Do you think you broke the handsome guy's heart if you didn't tell me?"

"Are you using a beautiful man?"

"I just want to know what I said, don't worry, I don't have any interest in a dry girl like you. He said again.

Yun Qing's little face immediately turned red like a freshly cooked shrimp, how could he say this about himself!

I already felt that I couldn't afford to lose him, but now I feel that I don't even deserve to lift his shoes!

"Didn't you say you liked me before, are you men half-hearted?" she asked reluctantly.

"Not really, at least I'm still a little bit sincere to you. I mean, I'm pretty nice to you in front of my dad. He laughs.

His bright smile was simply underwhelming, and Yun Qing felt annoyed and angry. How could he say that about himself, he thought that he really liked himself before!

She exhaled a long breath and said lightly, "It's good that the person you like is not me, otherwise I would have suffered." There are so many rules in your house, I can't keep them. ”

"Why? I don't have rules in my house. Did you see my dad ask me for anything?"

"Nope. ”

"Uncle Shen is very easy-going, and I respect him too. She added.

"You still haven't told me what I just said. He pulled the topic back again, for fear that he would forget about it while chatting with her.

Yun Qing carefully recalled what he said in his dream just now, how was she going to tell him?

"Honestly, I don't like to hear lies in my dreams. He added.

She nodded, and repeated what she had just said to him.

How do you know that his face has deteriorated little by little, as if he is in a helpless predicament.

Yun Qing said softly: "A dream is just a dream, no matter how cowardly you are in a dream, it's just a dream, don't worry about it anymore, okay?"

But he still looked very sad, and the usual coldness and freedom were gone at this moment. She even wondered if she had recognized the wrong person.

"It's okay, it's okay, the person in the dream won't jump out and hurt you. Even if they jump out and hurt you, I'll beat them up with you, okay?" she added.

"Yunqing, get closer to me. He looked up at him, and she could see the loneliness in his eyes.

Perhaps, no matter how brave a person is, there will be times when he is afraid. She believed what the secretary said today, everyone has a child living in their hearts. Every child wants attention and praise.

She put the quilt over him, and then nestled up beside him again. I don't know what kind of shower gel he washed, she always felt that she smelled wisps of fragrance.

In order not to disturb him, she still left the question in her stomach.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, the big bad wolf won't come. She chuckled softly.

The voice was like a little yellow bird out of the valley, and the loneliness between his eyebrows and eyes gradually decreased, but no matter how you look at it, it is only a thin layer.

"Aren't you afraid of the big bad wolf?" he asked calmly.

Yun Qing didn't know why she was afraid of the big bad wolf, she thought it was cute.

"I'm not afraid, and you shouldn't be afraid!"

"That's good. ”

He looked at her obediently, and he thought she looked like a little black rabbit.

Who could tell him what the big bad wolf had to do with the little black rabbit? Anyway, he certainly didn't remember that they were related to each other.

"If you don't cry, you don't cry, it's not good to cry as a cat. She hummed softly, and Shen Yuenan listened to her sing quietly.

"If you don't cry, you don't cry, and if you cry again, you'll sell it to the big black cat. She sang again, and this feeling of self-appreciation was so rare.

Shen Yuenan couldn't help but roll her eyes when she thought about these two lyrics carefully, and he said faintly: "What a ruthless heart, crying becomes a big flower cat, and if you cry again, you will sell the big flower cat to the big black cat." ”

Yun Qing didn't understand why he could string these two nonsensical lyrics together, but it seemed to be quite conscious. The big flower cat is sold to the big black cat, isn't the two together?

"If you like big black cats, then you can cry. If you cry, you can marry him. She laughed.

"I don't want it!, two crybags!" he said.

Yun Qing reached out and pinched his nose, as if he didn't look as good as the flower cat's nose.

"Do you know why I'm depressed? That's because my mom appeared in my dreams. He added.

"Your mother?"

"Hmm!"

The look in his eyes was a little complicated, and Yun Qing didn't know much about his mother. She seemed to remember that his mother's name was Wu Qinxue.

"If you don't want to say it, then don't say it, and if you think I can trust it, then you can also say it to me. I'm not going to tell anyone. She said.

"I'm not going to forgive her. He just spat out a few words faintly, as if everything in the past had become a lingering haze for him.

Yun Qing really wanted to erase the haze for him, and also wanted to block the wind and rain for him.

Whatever he went through, at least in his own eyes, he was whole.

"You can let go of it, and you can go on easily. Yuenan, can you do it?" she asked softly.

Shen Yuenan clenched his fists tightly, his brows furrowed into the word "Chuan", the past swirled in his mind over and over again, how could he forget those pasts?

Every time I said that I would forget, I still felt like I had lead on my feet, and I couldn't take that small step no matter what.

Yun Qing put his hand on his forehead and said softly: "Let go of the past, and you can embark on a smooth road." ”

I can't forget that she put me in the utility room in the back garden when she got angry, I can't forget that she threw my only toy in the trash, and I can't forget that she left me alone on a boat with no people. Yunqing, I can't forget it!"

He said word by word, and Yun Qing could feel the resentment in his heart.

It turned out that his mother was so cruel to him, if his own Aunt Ye estimated it like this, he would be crazy.

Shen Yuenan sneered a few times, and then said: "She left me alone at sea, I just looked at the sea around me and cried, my tears dried up, and my throat was dumb, but still no one came to me." ”

"And then?"

"I was spotted by a fishing boat at sea and they took me back to shore. I came home and acted like nothing had happened, and I didn't tell my dad. Maybe my dad still thinks my mom is very nice to me. ”

"Your mom really wasn't a good mom. Yun Qing sighed.

I didn't expect Mr. Shen to live a more miserable life than himself, he was just a little poorer, but he also had an Aunt Ye who cared out her heart and lungs. The two of them depend on each other, and they have grown to eighteen years old, so Aunt Ye can probably rest assured.

"She said I killed my sister, and I still don't know when I had a sister. If it's really me, then why wouldn't my dad know?" Shen Yuenan muttered again.

Yun Qing felt sorry for him, it was not easy for him to grow up alone.

The scenery in front of me was out of sight, and only the vast fog on the sea obscured the view. How many people who are deep in fog can learn to close their eyes and listen to the wind to discern the direction?

Yun Qing felt that Shen Yuenan belonged to the person who was trapped in the fog, and what he had to do was to take him out of the vast fog and welcome the warm sunshine.

"Yuenan still cares about her, right? After all, every child wants to be loved by their mother, and Yuenan is the same, right?" she asked.

Shen Yuenan didn't answer her, he didn't know what the answer was in his heart.

But Yun Qing had already thought of an answer for him, she just asked politely. As for whether he answers or not, it doesn't matter much.

"She doesn't love you at all, and even thinks about letting you die. But if you die, your sister won't live. You're wrong, you've always thought she wanted you dead. ”

"She really just wants me to die, and she will only be at ease if I die. ”

"Even if that's the case, aren't you still alive? I don't know what the relationship between your sister and your mother is, I just want to know, why didn't your mother let Uncle Shen know that you have a sister. She asked again.

Shen Yuenan didn't dare to think about it, he was afraid of ruining his illusions.

"You don't know, do you? Maybe this sister is just a cause. Or maybe you don't have a sister at all. She added.

The air was suddenly silent, who could imagine what would happen if the scandal of the Shen family was known? Even if there was really a younger sister, she would not be able to appear.

The reputation of the Shen family's ancestors will get worse and worse, which is what the Shen family does not want to see. And Shen Yuenan's mother is even more reluctant to have such bad rumors, as for why she wants to blame her son for all this, she has to ask her.

Yun Qing only felt that Shen Yuenan should be tired, it was better not to have such a mother!

What mother in the world would try to get rid of her son to make up for her mistakes?

"It's not your fault, don't blame yourself, okay? She's not wrong, she can't figure it out herself. One day she understands, and your relationship will be fine. She added.