1:13 a.m.

"My password seems to have been leaked, and someone just put on my □□ number. Nan Chu replied to him.

"That's nothing, is it?/Question," Sin asked her.

"It's okay, he shouldn't have had time to change his password, so I'll log in again. ”

"Then do you want to change the password, your password seems to be very simple, and the person cracked it so quickly. ”

"He's not boarding now, so he should have given up. ”

"Oh, well, then you go to bed early. ”

"Good night. ”

yes, he's going to give up.

The person who loves you is really tired. He had rekindled hope, but you extinguished it again. But this time, you handled it in a good way. Because you do have a boyfriend, he won't want to bother your life anymore.

Many years ago, when fate arranged your life with him, it was not intended for you to have a common future. But he was unwilling to do this, he broke free from the thread of fate, wanted to get closer to you, and held your hand. But he never grasped it, and behind what you and he couldn't see, fate sneered mercilessly, because you didn't leave the control of the silk thread of fate.

Everyone is like a puppet, □□ controlled, determined by their own future, and maybe even their fate is controlled by a certain silk thread. He was the only one who didn't want to do this, he wanted to choose his lover. But in the end, fate stopped his rebellion in another way.

That's it, now that you have a boyfriend, I don't have to stay with you anymore and continue to be dead, why should I belittle myself for so long?

I don't know why I'm in the "important people" group in your QQ contacts? Maybe you did it unintentionally, maybe it was split equally, maybe this was originally a primitive group, and you didn't bother to adjust it anymore.

But no matter what, I just want to find a girl I love and love me. If you really want to be bound by fate, whatever, I don't care anymore. I just don't know what to do.

"Delete a friend?" asked.

Fu Zekai confirmed the request to delete the friend, he deleted her QQ, then blocked it, and pulled her mobile phone number into the blacklist.

Subsequently, he changed the QQ and WeChat signatures to "Your love is very heavy, but it depends on whether she wants it or not." ”

Let's go back to eleven years ago. He didn't know her, and naturally he wouldn't like her.

Even if I'm really the hero of the novel, what can I do, kill the dragon and destroy the gods, save the world, destroy the world, and return with blood, it's awesome, everyone will worship me, but is this useful? The love I can give you may be very heavy, but this is definitely not what you want.

"The snow-white you I once loved deeply, in which city, whose wife, I think of it faintly, has nothing to do with the past. ”

Yes, one day, you will be someone else's wife, and I can only send you blessings somewhere in the world, although you don't know what my mood will be like that day.

To be honest, even I don't know how I would feel when I found out that you were going to get married.

It's unwilling, first of all, I think so. Obviously, everyone has known each other for more than ten years, and I have made so many efforts, but I can't come together, it's really providence. That guy has known you for a few years, but he is qualified to accompany you to old age.

But what can be done, is it really like Chu Zihang said, to have the courage to rob your relatives? Take a gun to burst the tires of your wedding car, and then snatch you away?

Even then, will you really come with me? Or like my brother later realized, even if the tire bursts, you will get on the groom's Harley to complete the wedding.

When the time comes, he will only be like Lu Mingfei, so stupid that he can't end up.

Also, the feeling of unwillingness will last for a long time, but in the end, when the heart can be slowly relaxed, it will become a blessing.

If you can live well, what does it matter who the other person is?

If I can do well, it doesn't matter if my wife isn't you.

So, let's not see each other in the future. For you, and for me.

"I don't know if it's right for you to do this, but if you can really forget about her, I think I support your approach, it's really hard to forget someone. Lin Ming said.

"Yes, I really wanted to stand up and scold him for being shameless, but I really couldn't scold him, I don't know what I could get in exchange for doing that, was it his contempt or his pity?"

"Since the girl you like has found happiness, then you should bless her, you won't be like this with a villainous heart. ”

"But sometimes I wish she had a bad time, so that she may remember how good I was to her. ”

“。。。。。。 ”

"But there's no point in doing that. Honestly, if I can give her the life she wants, I'm doubting myself right now. If that guy can do it, then I'm sure he's fine. ”

"I may still be a child more than ten years ago, my body has grown up, but my heart stopped when I first met her in the third grade. At that time, I felt like she was like a bear doll in my bed, and no one could snatch her away. If anyone wants to do that, then I'm going to fight with him. However, she doesn't seem to be my doll, she has her own feelings, her own heart, and knows which boy is suitable for her and which is not. ”

"Alas, I wish God would make you lose your memory of her, so that you don't have to lose your soul for her all day. ”

"If only that were the case, she would no longer be the girl I had loved for eleven years, but just a stranger who happened to pass by in my world and had to leave in a hurry. ”

"When we were children, how did we know what love was. At that time, I only knew that liking her was not to make her cry, and if there was candy and snacks, I would share half of her. If you make her angry and want to draw the 38th line, quickly buy the snacks she likes to eat to make amends to her and beg her to dissipate her anger. If the teacher scolds her, she will scold the teacher for her after class. If others dare to tease her and cry angry with her, I will play tricks on others to avenge her, tell her that I don't need to be angry, I have already tricked that guy out of anger for you. ……”

"However, a child's liking is a very simple liking, and nothing will be tarnished. Now as an adult, my love for her may already have impurities mixed in here. Maybe I like her now and miss her just because she's in good shape, that's all. And I didn't see a lot of her shining spots. ”

"Maybe, maybe, even I'm not sure, maybe one day I'll be able to let go completely. It's just that I don't know when that day will be, maybe five years from now, maybe ten years from now, maybe fifty years from now. ”

I really want to hypnotize myself that I've forgotten about you so that I don't have to think about the past anymore.

No. 16, Modern History.

Fu Zekai was reading an online novel, and Li Enping's QQ message popped up coldly.

"Gorilla, isn't there?"

"Should I answer, I'm not there, or did he go to the toilet?" Fu Zekai's cold jokes have never been very funny.

"Did Jiang look for you?"

"Which Jiang?Jiang Wu?I haven't talked to him much lately. ”

“。。。。。。 Don't make a fuss, you know who I'm talking about, girl, Jiang someone. ”

"Who, you want to introduce girls to me, okay, okay. Isn't it pretty? Anyway, I've been thinking about getting rid of the list lately. ”

"Gorilla, be serious!"

"No, I'm looking for her, or is she looking for me for? Is it hey, did you pass the college entrance examination well? Or, I'm coming to the college town, can you take me?"

"Also, she told me, and she made it clear to you, thinking that you had let go. ”

"No kidding, she has a boyfriend. Why are you still coming to me, not afraid that her boyfriend will misunderstand?"

"Boyfriend? Who, why haven't I heard her say that?"

"Xian Baiqiang, do you have any impressions? The boy who was in the same class as us in the first year of junior high school was a little short. ”

"Yes. They're together?"

"yes. ”

"How did I not know?"

"Just the other day. She probably didn't have time to tell you. ”

"Oh, then bless her. She told you?"

"No, in fact, the way I know is a bit obscene, well, it's not a little obscene, it's very obscene, even obscene. Well, you know, you told me the password of her QQ, I still remember it, just the other night I secretly logged in to her QQ and saw the chat between them. She didn't say anything, and later Xian said that she wanted to sleep with her, and she didn't object, it seems that she should have agreed. However, she found out that someone had taken her account, but she probably didn't find out that it was me. ”

"Well, then, we'll bless her. Gorilla, are you alright?"

"I just beg you not to tell her, I don't want to be looked down on by her for the rest of my life. Okay, okay, I'm pretty skinny, but I don't want her to know I'm so cheap. ”

"I know, I won't tell her. ”

"Ginger. If one day, I do find a girlfriend, it means that I have already put her down. ”

"Uh-huh, come on, gorilla, I'm optimistic about you. ”

I thought the nightmare was over, but I didn't expect that the end of the nightmare was the beginning of another nightmare. The funniest thing is that I created these nightmares for myself.

August 26, 2016.

Fu Zekai was brushing the new state of the space, watching many people in the space together, and then separated. Couples in love praise the beauty of love, tell everyone how much the other party has done for themselves, post pictures to prove the soup and fried dishes cooked in the rice cooker, or give surprise gifts, or go on a couple trip again. Couples who broke up were sad and comforted each other, expressing their willingness to continue to be each other's friends.

It's just a nervous disease, these people, thinking about love all day long, thinking about something related to studying, isn't it good to find someone to comfort him, it's good to practice subject 2 now that he wants to die, it's been almost a month.

He forgot that it was only last year that he had an attack that was almost humanely destroyed.

There is a new status prompt in the space, Fu Zekai clicked to update, it turned out to be a picture of Xian Baiqiangfa, it was a hand-drawn painting of his cat, and the painting looked pretty good.

Fu Zekai didn't think too much, so he liked it, and then went to read other articles.

In less than a minute, Xian Baiqiang's QQ message popped up.

"Are you there?"

"Ah, I just finished looking at the space. ”

"I just saw you like it under my talk, I didn't expect you to like it, can we talk?"

"Yes, talk about your painting skills, or talk about your cat? I'm not good at drawing, I only like cloud raising, no money and no effort. ”

"You like Jiang Nanchu, right?" Xian Baiqiang obviously didn't have time to pay attention to his cold jokes.

"Yes or no, it doesn't make sense, does it? I heard that you are all together, why do you want to bring up these old things, are you not afraid of affecting the relationship between you? Although, I was really reluctant at first, to be honest. But since she chose you, not me, and for so long, then I won't complain about anything more. She's just happy. After being silent for a few seconds, after thinking about a lot of reasons why he was looking for him, it wasn't until he saw his words that Fu Zekai began to edit the news.

"We're not together. ”

"I don't know who you listened to, but you're wrong. I really pursued her last year, but she didn't say yes to me. ”

"So, what's the matter with me?" Fu Zekai asked.

"I've heard her talk about you, and she's said you've liked her for a long time. ”

"So you're coming to tell me these things, just to say that I still have a chance, so that I don't give up, let me fight for it again?"

"No kidding, we've known each other for more than twelve years, far longer than you've known each other. If it were really possible, she would have liked me a long time ago, and she wouldn't have said that it was impossible between us early on, so that I wouldn't have worked in vain. Fu Zekai added.

"I don't know if you're really not together, because we don't know very well, and I can't run like a neurotic to ask her if you and Xian Baiqiang are in a drag, if you don't get together, why don't you give me another chance, I've liked you for so long. ”

"Don't talk nonsense, it's not fiction, it's reality, and she's not going to like me just because I've done more for her. ”

"If you had said that at this time last year, I would have gone to her, hugged her and kissed her, even if she slapped me a few times and called me a hooligan, and I would no longer have contact with me. I admit it because I don't want to regret the choice I made in the first place. ”

"But, let's talk about the second illness for a long time, the current me is not the same as last year, and now my heart is cold and I am dying. It's hard to say, I will believe this kind of big talk that can deceive children with the simplicity of persistent waiting for a happy ending. ”

"If you really like her, don't give up, don't be like me, you can only choose to run away from her. Fu Zekai said.

"Okay, I'm going to practice, let's talk about it later when I have time. Fu Zekai ended the chat and turned off his phone. Xian Baiqiang didn't say anything more, just watching Fu Zekai type those words, he didn't know what he was thinking.