Chapter Twenty-Nine: I've Been Loving You for Almost Thirteen Years
2016, November 21, 11pm.
Inexplicably, Fu Zekai remembered what Xian Baiqiang had said to him in August.
At that time, he felt that he himself was very reasonable, at least he thought he had convinced himself. He didn't know if Xian Baiqiang would chase her again later, but he didn't think he would think about those things anymore.
If it's really over, adding her back at this time shouldn't be a problem, anyway, it's just an ordinary friend, you have time to chat, and you'll be busy when you have something.
Then add it, WeChat and QQ.
What the hell am I doing?
The other party is a girl I have liked for more than ten years, and it is the girl I once thought about staying with for the rest of my life.
Do I really have the courage to face her alone again?
I don't know what she would have thought when she saw my application? I deleted her a year ago, but if she had looked for me at the time and found out that I had deleted it, what would she think? Now that I have applied to be her friend, what would she think?
Do these social media tools have the ability to withdraw an application?
That's it, no matter. Anyway, I thought she shouldn't have anything to do with me, so I added it. It's not like I'm not used to being cold.
22nd, 0:22 a.m.
Two unread messages pop up on the phone.
QQ: Jiang Nanchu "We are already friends, let's chat together." ”
WeChat: Jiang Nanchu "I passed your friend verification request, now we can start chatting"
I said you, have you forgotten who I am?
It's good if you just refuse. I felt embarrassed when I sent my application, and even if you passed, what would we have to talk about. Could it be that I had such a deep affection for you before, like a fool, and I can't forget it for more than ten years?
So what do I do now? Do I say hello to her, good evening, or what?
That's it, drag it out, if it drags on for a long time, you can't see anything. Anyway, she probably didn't want to talk to me, just like a very general friend, and they went their separate ways when they passed the application.
Anyway, sleep.
22nd, 4:30 p.m.
"You rush up and die first. I'm used to masturbating this boss alone.,I'm not used to bringing a trumpet.。 Fu Zekai said to his trumpet teammates in the same team through the team channel.
After the other party made an OK gesture, he immediately ran towards the boss, and was knocked down by the boss's skills in less than five seconds, but anyway, Fu Zekai didn't expect him to play output, and don't resurrect if you die is the best help.
Fu Zekai controlled the character and rushed forward with a double sword, several skills were cut down, and the boss had already dropped 40% of the blood, but Fu Zekai's own character also lost more than half of the blood, but in the high-level mode, this was expected by Fu Zekai.
Prepare three paintings and take away the boss in waves. Life-saving skills and ultimates are all ready.
At this time, the screen of the mobile phone in the screen-off state is on the side. Fu Zekai glanced at WeChat, Jiang Nanchu: [Animated emoji].
How is she?
The boss obviously didn't understand the player's thoughts when he saw the message off the screen, and felt that it would be better to beat this brother if he was distracted and not out of position, so he directly waved a wall of fire over. There was already less than half of the blood left, and less than 10% of it was left in an instant.
Oh
o!
Fortunately, Fu Zekai is not obsessed with the mobile phone, and when he heard the voice of the boss here, he began to come back to his senses, and tried to avoid the fire wall skill with light skills, but unfortunately he still couldn't avoid it, so he could only eat it.
Don't take the medicine, let's fight hard!
E-F5-F3,Three paintings erupted.,Send a flash kill at the end.,Finally kill the boss before the invincible state runs out.,Send it to the little black roof again to think about it.。
Whew, almost overturned. Fu Zekai exhaled a long breath.
"Wait a minute. I'm a bit of a personal matter. Fu Zekai said to the trumpet.
Fu Zekai opened WeChat and looked at the message sent by Jiang Nanchu, an animated expression, and a bear bouncing up and down. Apparently, she was greeting him.
"It's okay, keep fighting. Fu Zekai decisively turned off his mobile phone and said to the trumpet.
Can you find an old brother to tell him how to get this expression back? But he didn't care about it for now, and then he took the trumpet to finish the task.
Ten minutes later, Fu Zekai closed the game and turned on his phone again.
"Hello. It's been a long time. Fu Zekai thought about it for a long time, but still typed these words. It's still a thunderbolt that splits himself, and I don't know what to say.
"Well, hello. Nan Chu replied to the message in seconds.
"yes, long time no see. Where are you reading now?" Fu Zekai asked.
"Foshan Institute of Science and Technology, I studied here in medical school. ”
"Yes, I heard that this school is not bad, congratulations. In fact, Fu Zekai knew it a long time ago, and he had secretly looked at her space before, and knew that she was admitted to this school, but he didn't know what major she went to.
"Well, ginger ginger. ”
"Have you ever been to Guangzhou?"
"Yes, it's not far from Guangzhou anyway, and you can get there by subway and bus. ”
"Yes, but I've rarely been to Foshan / Break the tears and laugh. If you are free next time I go to Foshan, please be my guide. ”
"Okay. ”
I don't know what she thinks, anyway, Fu Zekai felt very embarrassed, as if he was forcibly looking for a topic, and it was cold after chatting for less than five minutes that day.
It's almost the second semester of his junior year in a blink of an eye, and even if Fu Zekai is unwilling, he has to admit that the junior dog is about to become a graduation dog.
Fu Zekai typed "Jiang Nanchu" in the WeChat search box, in fact, this is his usual behavior when he is bored, so he sometimes wants to apply for a job in Zekai Group after graduation, and the president of the group will let him in because the name is so fateful.
After the search results came out, Fu Zekai just wanted to say: I'll go, this is too nonsense.
It turned out that the first place was just a push from an official account related to the Buddhist Academy, and related to it was, "Jiang Nanchu: I want a bamboo flute".
In the same school, there shouldn't be anyone with the same name and surname as her.
The date was October 26 of last year, much earlier than the date he added her back.
Maybe she already has a bamboo flute, whether it's given by someone else or bought by herself, isn't it a little strange to send it at this time, and it's still sent by him, which seems even more weird?
To send or not to send, from the perspective of normal people, it is a little strange to send, and it is normal not to send.
The question is, is he a normal person?
Forget it, let's not send it.
The phone exited the WeChat interface, and the screen wallpaper was a photo of her recent life. The middle hair type, which seems to be taken in the flowers, wears glasses, seems to have a slight smile, and the whole person looks very generous and intellectual.
has nothing to do, Fu Zekai opened QQ to see if there was any news, and by the way, he wanted to change his signature.
Recently, I like the phrase "in the name of faith, protect the glory of our generation".
Let's delete the two previous signatures, and there is no point in keeping them.
"The first time you like someone, that's when you don't know them the most. ”
"When the flowers bloom on this shore, you, will you marry me?"
However, it was only then that Fu Zekai found out.
She liked his two old signatures, and she was the only one who liked them. Let's talk about history, only the avatar she likes looks so dazzling.
Why do you like it, now that I think about it, these signatures are meaningless, they are purely literary and artistic, and they are written casually.
What do you want to tell me, do you want to tell me that you don't have feelings for me, or are you still paying attention to me after all these years?
If that's the case, then why didn't you say it in the morning?
If not, then why do you praise it, everyone is okay, isn't it good to live their own lives, why do you have to bother each other's lives?
Many years ago, I didn't mind disturbing your life, but now I'm a little afraid to intervene in your life, and I don't know what that will do for me.
Well, it's still weird to ask you like that, and it's weird to ask someone why they like it just for two signatures.
It's better to give her a bamboo flute, it's good to have an opening remark, not too embarrassing, the only problem is that she doesn't want to refuse it. It is very confusing to receive a courier text message inexplicably.
The only problem really happened, she really refused to accept the courier, and then the courier returned directly to the Beijing delivery point.
"Did you receive a courier text message today?/Tears for laughter/Tears for laughter," Fu Zekai had no choice but to ask.
"yes. ”
"That's my gift to you. / Tears for laughter"
"I'm sorry, I thought it was some kind of fraud, so I didn't get it. But why are you giving me a gift at this time?"
"Of course, it's a gift to make up for your college entrance examination and admission to the Buddhist Academy, although I have a hunch that you will be regarded as a fraud. / Tears for laughter"
"/ Burst into tears, can I still receive this delivery?"
"Probably not. What I learned is that it will be returned directly to the store. ”
"I'm sorry, I didn't know you sent it. ”
"It's okay, I forgot to tell you when I had a lot of things, it's up to me. / Tears for laughter"
"I can give you one more gift, though. Fu Zekai added.
“?”
"If it arrives on March 7th, it will be a Girls' Day gift, and if it arrives on March 8th, it will be a Women's Day gift. ”
"No, no, no, no matter what time it is, it's a Girls' Day gift/cute. ”
"As long as you're happy and can receive a gift. Actually, I learned how to make cakes and prepare to make Girls' Day gifts for the girls in my class. ”
"Really, I want to try your craft. ”
"No problem, I'll make it for you when you have time to come to the university town. ”
Or, I'll bring it to Foshan for you. It's just that he didn't say this sentence, and he didn't ask why she left footprints on his QQ.
"A strong circle of friends, help cast No. 6, smoke and rain manipos, my pothos, ginger everyone!"
is her circle of friends who participated in the pothos competition, and No. 6 is her entry.
In all fairness, he really couldn't see any difference between those pothos, but he still chose to vote for her.
I'll definitely regret it in the future.,Whatever.,Delete it when you really regret it.。
But what would she think when she found out, and others didn't forward it for her, especially Enping and Zhou Yu, if they were the only ones who turned around, it felt really strange.
I'll have to block her.
"I know that one day I will definitely regret my cheapness for the sake of this circle of friends. ”
Fu Zekai chose to forward it, and created a new hashtag "Nan Chu" for her, so he blocked her.
"Don't pay attention, you can help with a few fingers. Trouble the gods to cast the seventh, this is us we a
e poiso
ous/Poor ginger"
It turned out that she asked everyone to help vote again, and the comment also added a sentence "begging for help/pity/pity".
I really have a cheap hand and can't be helped.
There is still no one to help her transfer, she still chooses to forward, and she is still blocked.
Why?
To be honest, he didn't know either.
Maybe it's out of friendship.
"You think you don't like her anymore, why do you want to do it now, give her these gifts, and help her do these things?" Lin Ming asked him on WeChat.
"I don't know, maybe it's because of a whim. ”
"From what I know about you, you'll probably keep doing it until that girl has a boyfriend. ”
"To be honest, if I'm still like this in the future, you can just chop my hand. ”
"It's useless, you have to heal your heart, it's your heart disease. ”
"Then how can I cure it, run and tell her eldest sister, hurry up and find a boyfriend, otherwise I will still want to chase you? ”
"That's your heart disease, how to cure yourself knows best, whether to chase her again or I beat you with a stick until you lose your memory, or other ways, you choose. ”
"Seriously, whether you really let go of her or not, only you know, because your love for her is as deep as the sea, so deep that even I, a sworn friend who has known you for so many years, can't make a correct judgment whether you still like her. Finally, Lin Ming added.
Yes, my friend is right, this is already my inner demon, I have loved you for almost thirteen years.