I called the leader very early in the morning, "Hello leader, I'm Gao Lanlan, I have something to do today, I want to ask for leave." After I finished saying this, I waited there for the leader's reply.

If he doesn't agree, I'll go, so why should he have the final say.

I usually work overtime in the unit, and sometimes I have to work overtime on weekends to bring light snow to the office.

The kid is doing all sorts of things over there, but I'm doing all sorts of things on the computer, and now that this is happening, am I going to continue to do this?

I should have my own time and my own freedom, if he doesn't agree, then I won't do it, it's not a big deal, this cheap job doesn't pay much, I just want him to have a stability, it doesn't seem to be anything now, can he earn a few bucks?

What is the purpose of all that hard work? There is no future, there is no meaning, every day is some retreat work.

I'm so annoyed, I'm so annoyed, I shouted silently in my heart, and the leader hated him as much as before, and said, "Why do you ask for leave every day, you said that your leave this time is quite fake, are you finished?"

I didn't expect the leader to be mad, "Leader, you make it clear, why do I ask for leave every day, I work overtime in the unit today, and I also said that I will take a holiday, when will I take a vacation, I have something to do now, can't I ask for a leave." "I'm also unusually angry.

How did he become a leader, he can say anything, and how many times have I asked for leave?

Like he loves to come every day, he often meets people in the unit, but, what about me, am I a small section member?

I was literally kidnapped in the unit, I couldn't take care of my daughter, I couldn't take care of my family, and I was almost gone.

Thinking of this, I said to the leader, "You can do it, love can't work, anyway, I have my own business."

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I'm not you, I hung up the phone with a snap, and I'm relaxed after that, and I don't have to worry about those problems at work now.

Especially every time I am led by the leader because of some text errors, all kinds of reprimands, my heart is extremely uncomfortable, now I really don't want to think so much, it doesn't matter, let them go to hell, what's the big deal?

Am I just living for them? What is the meaning of my life? I'm in my thirties, I have to wake up, I have to rise up.

What is a leader? I am the leader, you are the leader, I am not the leader, you are nothing in my heart, striding forward, nothing.

I know very well now in my heart what kind of life I want, and I must want to live the kind of life I want, although I am not young enough, but I have ideas, I have dreams, I can achieve it, and I am far from doing the right thing.

That's what I told myself, and I've been reading those inspirational books all this time, and many of those people are in danger, but they're still living healthy, very chic, and wonderful.

I think of a high school classmate who was admitted to a school to become a teacher, and that classmate of mine was very fond of reading.

But he is also a very honest person, and he will not talk to the big guy who usually handles interpersonal relationships with the leader and says that he is very honest and will not please girls.

Later, I don't know why, this conscientious teacher was assigned by the school to be a janitor, which of course felt that a teacher couldn't get off the stage.

But this classmate of mine, this classmate of mine, he saw very openly, he listened to the reading and writing in the guard room, and every day was very exciting.

Seeing him in such a state is very positive and optimistic, once a colleague inadvertently said that he was there every day, looking at a teacher at the door, and he felt a little shameless and embarrassed to say it.

But my classmate didn't think so, he just felt that you would accept whatever life gave you, and it didn't matter what it didn't matter, it was better to really look at the door than to be a teacher.

There was more free time and more freedom, and it was during this time that he read several books, a lot of articles, and later, he went to university to become a teacher, which is a very inspirational example.

He also took the graduate school entrance examination during this period, in short, it is very envious of us, but think about what we usually do except complain about life? So I think I should reflect on myself and reflect on myself.

When I came to the hospital, I came to the ward where Shen Xuanhan used to be, but I found that there was a different person inside, not Shen Xuanhan.

You must know that he has been pretending to be a vegetative person, lying in the ward is in the intensive care unit, but now there is no figure of him, what's going on?

I hurriedly ran to the nurse's station, and I went to ask, "Do you have Shen Xuanhan's patient number here?"

The nurse looked at me strangely and suddenly asked, "Who are you?"

"I'm just a friend of his, and I heard about his owner some time ago and I want to come and see her now," said this, and the nurse was even more confused.

"Which of his friends are you?" she was very defensive.

I wondered, didn't I just ask a patient why the nurse reacted the way he did?

Then the nurse said suddenly.

"Well, let me tell you, this Shen Xuanhan, his problem is a special case in our county and our hospital. ”

I just want to ask Shen Xuanhan where he is now, is he still in your hospital? I interrupted the nurse's words, I hate this kind of person chattering the most, I don't understand any professional terms at all.

The nurse looked at me and continued, "Oh, he's not in our hospital now. ”

"Where has she gone?" the nurse hesitated.

"Tell me, I'm not a friend of his, and I'm not a threat to him, you see I'm not a woman. "I said this, but it made this nurse friend feel that I seemed to have a problem, did I have any thoughts about Shen Xuanhan, or did I have any bad motives?

She thought for a long time and said, "Okay, let me tell you, Shen Xuanhan is not sick at all, he has been picked up by her family." ”

I've realized it, I've thought about it.

Yes, I thought about it, that mysterious person called me at that time, wasn't it Shen Xuanhan?

At that time, I was called from the countryside, a little snow, in this city, isn't the mysterious person who wanders around Shen Xuanhan?

But why did he suddenly wake up again now, didn't he say that he was going to disguise himself as a vegetative person and then investigate many, many things?

What the hell is going on?

Forget it, I'm still, think about it again, no, I must find out the truth of the matter.

Shen Xuanhan is someone who has a relationship with me, and Lin Momo is also my high school classmate and my friend.

I wanted to know what had happened to me all these years, and, what was going on, I walked on my own.

Suddenly, the nurse called me and said, "Hey, ma'am, where is your bag?"

I look back, this is my bag?

I remember I didn't have a bag with me, but the female nurse winked at me, as if it meant something.

I picked up my bag and walked back, wondering what was going on?

You know, it's not my bag, but the nurse is so mysterious, what the hell is she trying to tell me?

That nurse left a very deep impression on me, she was sweet-looking, temperamental, big watery eyes, and she looked like she was only in her twenties, but this kind of behavior really made me very strange, what is the relationship with Shen Xuanhan?

I found a place where no one was around, and opened the bag, it was a small black bag, and it was a lady's handbag, and after opening it, there was a letter in it, which was for my money.

How did that nurse know that I was Gao Lanlan? The letter was written in Shen Xuanhan's handwriting.

Yes, I can recognize this as Shen Xuanhan's handwriting, because Shen Xuanhan used to be my leader, and I am still very familiar with his handwriting, but I read it seriously.

The letter reads: Gao Lanlan, when you read this letter, I don't know where it is now, but don't worry, I'm alive and well.

Yes, I'm the mystery man, and I called you to come back because I wanted to see you again.

Because I now know the truth of some things, I can't accept it a little, I didn't expect that a woman living next to me, that is, your high school classmate Lin Momo, she is actually such a vicious person.

She had done so many sins against me, but she herself had no idea that she was in the same way as my best brother, and that something like this happened, and everything I felt intolerable could not tolerate it.

I feel like a frog in the water, completely being manipulated by others, yes, a frog in warm water, unconsciously myself, I am about to say goodbye to the world, and I still don't understand the meaning of life at all.

What I say to you, I want you to believe me, the first time I saw you, I fell in love at first sight.

Yes, your smile is very sweet,

Reminds me of my little sister.

Well, don't get me wrong, the little sister I said is one of mine, the neighbor's little sister, we played together when we were children, and the relationship between childhood sweethearts is also very good, this is later this little sister she moved abroad with her parents,

So I've been very impressed with her for many years.

But the moment I saw you, I felt like you were her, especially the dimples of both of you made me feel very fond of it.

Of course, you have to know that I'm not a member of the Appearance Association, and I've always liked you.

Really, I think we can use the word love now, because the concept of love is that you can have her, but love, I don't necessarily have him, but it will bless her.

When I liked you, but I already had a girlfriend Lin Momo, yes, I had Lin Momo, she was very good to me, and he was also a competent girlfriend who took care of me.

But I hate that princess disease in her, her vanity of affection, and if I had no money, would she have liked me?

Of course not, what she likes is my power and power, and I didn't understand until now that she did so many horrible things to you in order to get me.

Including your daughter's father, who was also the father of the baby he said at that time, should be your college classmate.

It was all bought by Lin Momo, and Lin Momo told the man that as long as he married you, he would give her a lot of money, so that you would not interfere with our lives.

Because Lin Momo has found out that I like you very much, but you are divorced, he thinks you are a threat, don't let the poplar seduce you.

I didn't expect my brother to do such a thing, a woman can betray me, but my brother can't, I have been like a brother to him since I was a child.

Later, she let Song Qiang appear in your life, in short, she will always give you all kinds of problems, I don't know what he is living for, is it to create setbacks in your life?

Lan Lan, I'm really sorry for you.

The root of it all is simply because I like you so much.

I still remember your big eyes, especially when I was in a vegetative state, you lay in front of my hospital bed, you looked at me with wide hazy eyes, and I felt that I really wanted to take your hand and hold it tightly with you in the secluded mountain villa with Xiaoxue, and we flew away.

Leave this place of right and wrong, leave all the dark places here.

But I don't have the courage, what I let go of is the business created by my father, my father, I can't watch him destroy it in the hands of Poplar and Lin Momo, you know?

Lin Momo now has 80% of the shares of the family business, and 20% of it is poplar, so there is nothing to do without me, right?

There is nothing else, because, I was a completely different person during that time, I have become a different person since I lost my memory in the car accident, I forgot everything before, I woke up, I thought I was just an ordinary person, living an ordinary life.

Lin Momo and I have a son, a daughter and two children, and we live very happily, but in fact it is not like this, but when I saw you.

Suddenly a swish was woken up again, it seemed like a friend from a long time ago, so, but with the development of time, my memory was slowly recovering, so Lin Momo slowly remembered everything.

However, there are many things that really confuse me, so I am secretly investigating, and you can now understand why I am in a vegetative state.

This is because Lin Momo and Yang Shu look at me very closely, Lin Momo is simply by my side, and my eyeliner, he, they are also bought by Yang Shu.

It may be difficult for me to disguise myself, and the best time for me to investigate is at night, because there is no one on guard at this time, and they all go home to sleep.

So, all I can say is to buy a nurse, so when you see this letter, the nurse who handed it to you is the best I have, a friend of mine who is very close to me.

But don't get me wrong, we're just friends, I'm saying to you anyway, it's a deep love, anyway, after so many years, I don't know why, sometimes the longing gets stronger and stronger.

I don't know if if I will change my love for you if we live together.

I can't say for sure, but I'm just saying that I really am right now, love you very much, and I hope you are doing well.

I also understand that it is very difficult for a woman, especially a divorced woman, to have a child, but I believe I want you to be strong.

As for me, you don't have to worry about me too much, it's enough for you to take care of your own life, you need help, please call that phone number, that is, the number of the mysterious person.

That phone exists for you, and I saved it, take care of Lanlan, seeing this is the end of the letter.