Chapter 37: Memory

"Coming, coming, is Yang Yang Shuwen coming? Yang Shuwen called the teacher over?"

Qiu Yuyun showed a look of surprise, and heard the sound of the door of the utility room being opened, and hurriedly ran out from behind the sundries.

The next moment

Her smiling face froze instantly.

What appeared in front of her was not Yang Shuwen and the teacher, but the three bad girls who were chasing her everywhere and bullying her.

Newspaper

"Yang Shuwen, what's wrong with you? Nothing, right? Yang Yang Shuwen, what's wrong with you?"

In the newspaper office, Yang Shuwen squatted her head in pain, holding her head tightly with both hands, she could feel that her brain seemed to be torn apart, in pain, as if something was about to break out of the cocoon, but it was suppressed again, and her face was pale and bloodless.

Qiu Yuhong's face was unusually complicated, she looked at Yang Shuwen who was in pain in front of her, gritted her teeth, and then got up and helped her to the side with Cheng Yiping, and poured her a glass of water by the way.

After a long time

Yang Shuwen slowly calmed down, and the pain like a brain tear slowly retreated, but there seemed to be some more memories in her brain.

raised his head, grabbed Qiu Yuhong's hand, and said urgently

"Qiu Yuyun" I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, it's my fault, it's my fault, everything is my fault,"

Yang Shuwen remembered, although she only remembered the fragment, but she still remembered the sealed memory

Raising his head, he looked at Qiu Yuyun's tears gushing out like the Yangtze River bursting the embankment, hugged Qiu Yuhong and said hoarsely

"I was wrong, I was wrong, it was all my fault, it was all my fault, it was all my fault, if it weren't for my cowardice, if it weren't for my cowardice, nothing like this would have happened, I would never forgive myself in my life"

"Qiu Yuyun, it's all my fault"

Qiu Yuhong's face was unusually complicated, looking at Yang Shuwen crying bitterly in front of her, tears flowing, and her eyes were red.

When she saw Yang Shuwen for the first time, she seemed to have seen her past, the forgotten past, and even the past that she could never bear.

"Why, why, why did you betray me in the first place"

"Because I'm so scared..."

For many people, disputes between children in school are very normal, and they are also called fights between children and students.

Even if there is some dispute, adults will be said that all this is a problem between children, and you adults should not interfere and let the children solve it themselves.

This sentence does make sense, but in many cases, this small dispute will gradually be magnified and eventually become a big dispute.

What people care about is disputes between children, but who can think about the rights and interests of the children who are bullied, and who will be responsible for their psychological burden?

Is it something that can be solved with just a warning from the school?

school

Yang Shuwen ran desperately towards the teaching building, with a panicked look on her face, as long as she found the teacher, she would definitely be able to let the teacher teach that group of bad students.

But what she didn't expect was that when she was about to run to the school building, three bad students rushed out and pushed her to the ground.

One of the leading eldest sisters said

"Sure enough, it's you, Yang Shuwen, what are you doing running so fast, are you trying to find a teacher?"

While speaking, the three of them slowly approached Yang Shuwen, and the eldest sister in the lead lowered her head and said

"I know that you and Qiu Yuyun have a very good relationship, now tell me where Qiu Yuyun is"

"It's wrong for you to do this, it's wrong for you to do this, why do you keep bullying Qiu Yuyun, I'm going to tell the teacher"

"Don't give me nonsense, Yang Shuwen, I have already seen you unpleasantly before, now I will give you a choice, you either tell Qiu Yuyun, it doesn't matter if you don't tell me, then we will bully you from now on"

"Think about it, I remember that what you are most afraid of is bugs and cockroaches, why don't I put more bugs in your desk and textbooks in the future, or come to you every day after class and chat, of course, you can also go and sue the teacher, but do you think it will be useful?"

Yang Shuwen's face was unusually pale, and at this moment he finally felt the pain and vulnerability that Qiu Yuyun felt when he was facing bullying, and he felt helpless.

It's like being in the middle of a dark place, and there's no way to escape.

He wanted to fight, he wanted to escape, he wanted to ask for help, but there was darkness all around.

The three bad girls in front of them seemed to be like three demons with their teeth and claws, with horns on their heads and tails behind them, grinning and threatening, slowly approaching Yang Shuwen, as if to pull her into the abyss.

Yang Shuwen was scared, she was really scared...

Seeing others being bullied is completely different from feeling bullied yourself

He made a decision that he would never forgive for the rest of his life.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I was so scared, I was so scared, I was so scared when I remembered what they did to you, if it happened to me, I didn't know what to do"

"They beat me, scolded me, they wanted to bully me, I really couldn't accept it, I was really too small at that time, I was scared by them"

"It's all my fault, really, really it's all my fault, please forgive me, please forgive me"

Yang Shuwen finally remembered everything, she remembered everything that she had forgotten and even couldn't bear

She looked up at Qiu Yuyun, who had turned into Qiu Yuyunhong in front of her, tears flowing, and she fell to her knees with a thud, holding Qiu Yuhong's thighs tightly with both hands, crying loudly

She knew very well why she was going to forget, why in her dream, Qiu Yuhong and the three bad girls who bullied her turned into demons, and turned into monsters

In Yang Shuwen's subconscious, she couldn't forgive herself at all.

She and Qiu Yuyun are good friends, real good friends.

She also regarded Qiu Yuyun as a good friend, but now she has personally pushed Qiu Yuyun to the brink of danger and into the abyss of hell.

She really couldn't take it

The self-blame and guilt in her heart completely swallowed her like a tsunami, making Yang Shuwen unable to accept and bear it at all

She couldn't bear to be the kind of person he hated, the kind of person who pushed her best friend into the abyss.

Especially when the next day, Qiu Yuyun completely dropped out of school and left, this incident became an eternal pain in her heart.

She couldn't believe what she had done, the only thing she could do was to escape, to forget it.

It seemed that only in this way could she make it easy for herself, and the guilt and guilt in her heart would be gone.