Chapter 113: Ziyu doesn't cry

"Your uncle called you home for dinner!" Yun Qing couldn't help but tease.

The first time Mr. Shen saw this kind of sly smile, his intuition told him that in fact, Yun Qing was a little bad in his heart.

"I'll accompany you to the car, and I'll be back later. ”

"Don't bother, I'll just go back by myself. ”

"It depends. "Mr. Shen originally wanted to send her back directly, but she just wouldn't let her, and he couldn't tie her up directly.

Today's bus came a little slowly, obviously it was written that it would take about fifteen minutes, but Yunqing felt that he had to wait here for half an hour. I guess they were delayed because of something.

Finally, she looked east and west before she saw a bus.

In order to prevent Mr. Shen from following, she shouted: "Uncle Shen!"

Mr. Shen really looked back, and when he looked at his side again, he found that Yun Qing had already gotten on the bus. He wanted to go up, but Yun Qing kept blocking the car door and wouldn't let him go up.

"Mr. Shen, go home, I'll go back by myself. ”

"You!"

"Bye-bye!"

Yun Qing also waved at him, she looked like a mischievous child playing hide and seek.

"Then you stay safe. ”

"Hmm!"

She put in the coin and went to her seat, which she usually chooses to sit in the window seat at the back of the bus. In front of her was the Love Seat, and she walked away very familiarly.

Looking down from here, she saw Mr. Shen's enlarged face, and she found that her heart was slightly stunned, but she quickly changed to a smile again.

Yunqing finally went back, and Mr. Shen saw that the car had left far away, so he walked back home.

At this time, Liangqi City was already brightly lit, with street lamps glowing white, and pedestrians on the side of the road walking in twos and threes. She just leaned on the car window and looked at the outside world, the breeze was a little cold, and her cheeks were a little cold.

Sometimes I feel that the world is still quite different, at least the world that she has been less than 18 years has only blue skies and white clouds, green waters and green mountains. And now in front of me is a colorful and neon light, like a world depicted by a colored brush.

Because it is not very far from home, soon the bus will reach the place on the riverbank. She chose to get off the bus at the nearest bus stop to Aunt Wang's house, and then walked quickly across the sidewalk to Aunt Wang's supper stall.

There are still so many people at the supper stall tonight, Aunt Wang is busy alone, and the guests outside are chatting, and they don't seem to be in a hurry to serve the food.

Yun Qing walked in along the gap between the tables, her eyes constantly looking for Aunt Wang's figure. Finally, she found Aunt Wang in the kitchen.

As soon as Aunt Wang turned around and saw Yun Qing, her face immediately flashed with joy, "Little Sister Yun Qing is here, have you eaten?"

"Ate a little bit. ”

"There's food on the table outside, so you can eat it yourself. Aunt Wang is frying snails now, you go by yourself. ”

"I want to go see Zi Yuxian. Yun Qing said again.

Aunt Wang was stunned for a moment when she heard about her son, she pointed to the stairs on the second floor, and motioned for Yun Qing to go up.

Yun Qing didn't say anything and walked up, there are only two rooms here, one is where Aunt Wang lives, and the other is where Wang Ziyu lives.

She knocked in front of Wang Ziyu's door, but she didn't expect the door to be hidden, and as soon as she entered, she saw Wang Ziyu lying with a pillow in his arms.

"Ziyu Ziyu, have you eaten?" she didn't ask him directly what was wrong, and it was estimated that he wouldn't say anything.

Wang Ziyu nodded expressionlessly, if it was in normal times, he would probably turn his head to look at Yun Qing. But today he felt that he was very decadent, he didn't want to talk, he didn't want to get up.

"Ziyu, I just saw a lot of people outside. Don't you feel happy that your supper stall is doing so well every day?" Yun Qing closed the door, and the sound outside was a little quieter.

She brought a chair to sit on, while Wang Ziyu was still lying like a dead body. He stared blankly at the ceiling, as if he couldn't listen to what anyone else was saying.

Yun Qing sighed, she was actually a little sleepy. Since he didn't speak, he just dozed here with his head propped up, as if it was quite good, at least he was still with him.

"You know, I'm in pain, I'm in pain. Wang Ziyu sighed faintly.

She nodded, of course she knew he wasn't okay now. Otherwise, how could he hold a pillow? That's a complex that only a little girl has, right?

"Ziyu still remembers the pain of childhood because of the quarrel I saw today?Actually, I know that you still care about them in your heart, and you also want Uncle Wang to love you, right?" Yun Qing asked again.

Wang Ziyu frowned slightly, but he didn't admit it, nor did he deny it.

"I don't know what it's like to have a father, but if I also have a father like Ziyu and you, then I'd rather not have it. At least, I won't be in pain because of my dad. ”

She said lightly that in her memory, Dad was just an existence similar to an ancestor.

She had never met her dad, and she didn't know how nice it would be to have a dad. And without her father, is she really unable to live? Not necessarily, isn't she living a good life now?

"I'm worried about Yunqing, I hate him! I hate why he just can't learn well, I hate why he let me be born!" Wang Ziyu lay quietly, crying quietly, tears sliding down his cheeks and falling to his ears.

She couldn't say anything to make him feel better, she could only gently wipe the tears from his face.

"I just hate my dad's kind of person! Other people's dads are so good, but why is my dad a ruffian?"

Wang Ziyu almost gritted his teeth, and the pillow he was holding was about to turn into a piece of cloth.......

"I hate him too!" Yun Qing said.

Wang Ziyu was a little puzzled, and he was finally willing to look sideways at Yun Qing.

Yun Qing continued: "I only had twenty yuan on me when I first came to Liangqi City, and I just took it out to have a meal, but who knew that I was robbed by him!"

Wang Ziyu closed his eyes and sighed deeply, how could he make his father pay for this?

"Ziyu, don't hate him too much, in fact, he is quite pitiful. When I was a child, I ran the whole village, and I thought I was running fast, but who knew that it was a small comparison to your father. Yun Qing quipped.

Wang Ziyu almost burst into tears and laughed, he could imagine that the picture was really a bit funny.

Still, he kept his eyes tightly closed. Was the pain in his heart simply due to a lack of fatherly love?

"I'm terrible, right, Yunqing, compared to your Mr. Shen, am I useless?"

"Why do you want to compare with Mr. Shen?"

"Because he's good, he's great in every way. Wang Ziyu said again.

Yun Qing doesn't know if you want to say that Mr. Shen still envies you! It's just that Wang Ziyu won't believe it, he just feels that he will never be able to compare to others.

Now Wang Ziyu is in tears, he has never been so embarrassed. The strength of the past may not be worth the weakness of the moment.

Sometimes it's just the last straw that crushes people. This sentence is not wrong at all, the pain in his heart has been suppressed for too long, and sooner or later something will happen.

Yun Qing put her hand on his, and she smiled slightly and said, "If there is no light in your eyes, then try to feel the darkness." ”

"Huh?"

"You don't like it either, but I think it's beautiful to have stars. Ziyu, why do you have to pursue sunny days?"

"Yunqing. ”

Wang Ziyu looked at her suspiciously, and at this time he realized that she was so strange. It was as if she could break through her own darkness and ignorance with a single word.

What kind of world was in her mind? He couldn't understand her, and he never understood her. All he knew was that he was in pain right now.

"Yunqing, don't worry too much about me, people like me are not worth worrying about. ”

"I think so too, people like me don't deserve to be treated well, but Ziyu is still very good to me, how can I not be good to Ziyu?" she laughed.

Wang Ziyu didn't dare to suffer anymore no matter what, if he remembered the bad past, it would be cruel to her. She's trying to do something good to herself, but why should she destroy it?

"Thank you, Yunqing!"

"I didn't do anything, the person you really want to thank is yourself. Even though your dad doesn't treat you well, you're still so good. Isn't it brilliant that you didn't make a living in society like him, but became a pianist?"

"Am I really good? But I don't have any other abilities, and I don't know what we're going to do if my mom can't have this supper one day. Wang Ziyu said worriedly.

Yun Qing probably knew what he was worried about, and she comforted again: "You have lived in Liangqi City for so long and are you afraid that you will not have a job in the future?

Wang Ziyu smiled awkwardly, as if what he said made sense.

"I also survived with my mother, and I don't think there is anything in the hardships I have endured over the years. As long as I can keep her guarded. ”

"yes, what other right do I have to complain?"

"Ziyu Ziyu, you said that you taught me to play the piano, when will you teach me, when I leave Liangqi City, I may never have the opportunity to learn this again. ”

"You want to leave?" A trace of astonishment flashed on Wang Ziyu's face in an instant, why was he even more depressed when he heard that she was leaving?

I thought that the dark clouds just now were gone, but I didn't expect that suddenly a gust of wind came, and the dark clouds came back.

Yun Qing nodded, she was going to leave here sooner or later. Moreover, she doesn't want anyone to know where she lives, and she has too many things to tell others. How embarrassed would she be if others knew?

It's not just your life that is full of devastation, my life is also unsatisfactory.

It's just that I chose to work silently.

There is also Aunt Ye who silently guards me.

The light in the room became darker and darker, and Yun Qing realized at this time that Wang Ziyu had not turned on the light. His window was facing a few bright street lamps, and as soon as it got dark, his room darkened a little.

She let go of the hand on his hand, and then walked over to the windowsill to look outside. Outside here were several factories, and she could see a lot of people walking around inside.

Wang Ziyu looked at her back, he wanted to leave her forever for a moment. It's just that he still understands that he can't go to her heart no matter what.

She came and went like a thin cloud, and he couldn't keep up with her, and he could only watch her from afar on the grass.

"Yunqing, do you say that people like me are very decadent? I should have gone to help my mother serve food, but I was lying here like a dead man. Wang Ziyu laughed at himself again.