"It's Sun Haoye who knows me best! Don't any of you rob me today!"

"Okay, okay, none of us will rob you, let's give you a meal alone, okay?"

Sun Haoye and Nie Yunan are together. The reason is also coincidental, it is because of a kiss on my birthday that day. In fact, sometimes, love is just like that? It's just a little bit of chocolate, it's just a bit of opportunity, it's just a little bit of effort. However, this point cannot be easily compensated. Zhou Zhengyou and I are destined to be inseparable after all. I used to hate fate for separating us, but now I have to be grateful to him because it takes away the wrong people and brings the best people.

We were very happy to eat this meal, and this time the two of them have been showing affection for a while, adding a little food to that, and a little bit to this family for a while. "Hey, look at the two of you, if I knew that this was the case, I would have brought Ouyang Yuzhe here. Seeing the two of them like this, I joked to the two of them.

"Yan Mai!" Nie Yunan shouted my name shyly, meaning to tell me, don't say it again, I really didn't expect that he, who is usually very aggressive, would have such a cute side, it seems that love will really change a person. I'm looking forward to Ouyang Yuzhe's change.

Look at Zhou Zhengyouran again, in the past three years, he has changed the most, I still remember the first time I saw him, I was attracted by his smile, but now he doesn't have the same smile on his face. It even gives people the feeling of being thousands of miles away. He's been staring at me since I walked in the door, I don't know what he means, and I don't want to know now. I'm content with my life now, and I don't want to make any more noise. Zhang Chenyu is the kind of person I hate the most in my life, I will not contact him again, but in the same way, I will not say anything about him, everything is fate. I've pulled him out of the blacklist, and that's because I'm no longer going to affect my emotions because of his name, and I'm not going to take the initiative to find him anymore and make him feel bored. I don't care if the rumors that you broke up with Zhang Chenyu and had sex before are true, I don't pay attention to it anymore, and I won't be touched by his affairs. Indeed, he was too far away from me, I ran to him non-stop, but he didn't stop, since that's the case, then I'll stop first, the road ahead is still long, please walk slowly. Zhuge Zeyan has become more handsome, he seems to love the sport of surfing very much recently, and the whole person has been tanned to a degree, from the previous yellow skin to a little wheat-colored skin, so he looks healthier and more energetic. I don't think I can forget them, they are like a carving knife, drawing one symbol after another in my memory can never be erased, although there are good and bad here, but this is my youth, and we can't measure the right and wrong of every stroke now.

Everything is a dream, and when you wake up from a dream, people will eventually disperse.

I still write a diary every day, and the ghost image of this diary seems to be slightly off, and the previous diary always wrote about my feelings and my life, but now it has all become missing. In a short period of time, I actually had such a strong affection for Ouyang Yuzhe. I'm used to drinking the milk tea he gave me every day, and if it wasn't for him, I'd rather not drink it. I think I'm really in love with him, and this kind of love is not the same as liking. I started writing a novel in honor of us. I named it "It's a pity that love is not literary".

[Diary: You said that love is waiting, and love is a long stream. We walked slowly on a long road, and we spoke slowly on a long road. 】

After nearly three months of training in the art training class, I felt like I was in prison, and I might as well lock it up, and I had to do more than ten hours a day in front of the drawing board, which greatly hit my love for drawing. I'm in a state of complete information blockage, I don't know how everyone is doing? I don't know what's new, is Apple coming out of a new generation, okay, in fact, I don't care about this, I care about Ouyang Yuzhe.

It's been a long time since the phone was turned on. After turning on the phone, there were indeed a few missed calls, and a few text messages, needless to say, most of them were 10086 notices to collect accounts, and a few were sent by Ouyang Yuzhe.

After I came out of school, I took a car, and I originally planned to meet Ouyang Yuzhe first. But then thinking about what he is like now, let's go home and pack up and go to him again. Anyway, there is no rush for this time.

For three months, there was a layer of dust in the house. I put down my clothes and everything, washed all the dirty sheets, quilts and clothes, and then started to clean the house, you were wiped clean inside and out, and in a few hours, the house in Mengcheng was cleaned up and new. I don't have a habit of cleanliness, but it's a habit.

"Ouyang Yuzhe. I'm home, where are you!"

I packed it all up before I called Ouyang Yuzhe. I wanted him to take me out for a big meal and tell him what had happened in the last three months. But he said that he still had something to do, and it seemed that he was really in a hurry, because he usually came to accompany me no matter how busy he was. I wasn't angry, I just told him to let him go and get busy with peace of mind, anyway, I'm back, and we can meet at any time.

"Hey, Nie Yunan, I'm back!"

"Hey... Yan wheat. "The second person I called was my best friend Zhuang Nie Yunan, but her voice seemed to be a little wrong, as if she had just cried. I was wondering if Xie Sun Haoye was bullying her.

"Yan Mai, Ah Hui, Ah Hui is dead!"

My hand holding the water cup instantly loosened, and the glass fell to the ground with my hand loose. I was so shocked by the news! It was fine three months ago, whatever. "What's going on? Nie Yunan, tell me what the hell is the cause!"

"Not long after you went to training, during a physical examination, Ah Hui was found to have advanced liver cancer. He passed away the day before yesterday. Zhuang Nieyu Nanyue said that when he met the action, he cried loudly, and I couldn't help but shed tears, Gongsun Hui, this little girl is only 18 years old this year!

We've known each other for three years, and the ups and downs we've experienced together in the past three years are still in front of my eyes, and we've even made an appointment to go out to dinner together when I come back! It is no longer possible.

"Where are you now, I want to go and see her, as a good friend, I should give him one last ride. ”

"I'm at home, she is out of the funeral today, let's go to the Beihai cemetery together in a while!"

"Okay!" I hung up, and I sat on the bed, unable to calm my mind for a long time. I wasn't in the mood, and after about ten minutes on the phone, I got up and opened the door to the closet, looking for a black dress inside. I opened my jewelry box and there was a sterling silver sunflower bracelet inside, it was really a gift from Gongsun Hui on my birthday in my sophomore year of high school, I have not been willing to bring it, I think I should bring her today. I let him know I'll never forget her!

An Yue's voice was particularly abrupt on such a sunny day, and I saw everyone else here, and everyone else, we didn't talk about my recent situation, but all of them were holding a handful of yellow chrysanthemums in their hands, looking at the familiar smiling faces on the tombstone, I still couldn't help but shed tears again. Ah Hui is very strong, in the last few days, he signed an organ donation agreement to donate all her usable organs for free, she said to Nie Yunan, although she and later herself can not be in this world, feel the warmth of the world, but she wants to always her crippled body to let more people feel the beauty of this world, let them live well instead of her. To the south, this is where she chooses for herself. The reason is that one of his favorite songs is Ma Di's "Nanshan Nan".

"You are in the sun in the south, the snow is falling, I am in the cold night of the north all year round, if it is too late before dark, I will forget your eyes, I will not finish a dream in my life...... Nanshan is south, the north is sad in autumn, there are grain piles in Nanshan, the south wind is south, Beihai is north, and there are tombstones in Beihai. "This song was hummed by myself and turned into a chorus of many people. Heaven is disease-free, and I hope you will go all the way.

Ouyang Yuzhe is missing. It's true, since I came out of school, I only called him once, and when I came back in the morning, I called again, and he was gone. I called different people, Zixuan said that she didn't know where he had gone, but Zixuan told me that Shen was still back. I always tell myself not to think about the worst. But reality gave me a resounding slap in the face! After more than a week, his phone was finally able to get through, and the voice on the other side of the phone was not a cold "Hello, the phone you dialed has been turned off...... but "Who are you?" What's my name and keep calling Ah Zhe!" The voice on the other end of the phone was a woman. Ah Zhe, only Shen is the only one who calls him by this name. I tried to suppress myself so that my voice would tremble. "I'm her girlfriend, are you?"

"No, you're lying, no, Ah Zhe won't have another girlfriend! You're lying, you're lying!" After hearing my words, the voice of the woman on the other end of the phone suddenly became very sharp, and there was a broken sound of throwing the water glass to the ground. "Still, what's wrong with you, don't be like this, tell you what's wrong! The golden voice of Namin is not Ouyang Yuzhe, who is it? This week, the person I have been thinking about finally appeared, but he is with other women, and I really can't describe it. In the hospital, Shen was still wearing his future hospital gown, which was empty, and his face was indescribably white, it seemed that he was sick, and it was very serious. "Ah Zhe, you told me this is not true, you told him that he is not a girlfriend, right!" Shen still spoke in a very trembling voice, as if he was greatly stimulated. She kept holding the phone and shook her head, the needles in her hands had already returned to blood, and she didn't care.

I really think she's vexatious, but now my curiosity keeps telling me to listen and hear what he has to say about the relationship between the two of you. In his heart, what are you!

"She's my friend, she's joking with you, you're obedient, good, don't you look good when you come back, the infusion is back to blood." Ouyang Yuzhe opened his mouth and comforted. But she didn't seem to give up, she held the phone tightly, and said to me on the other side of the phone, "Is what he said true? Are you really just his friend!" He couldn't believe it when he asked me, his voice trembled a little, I heard that side, Ouyang Yuzhe's cough, I knew that he wouldn't let me help him lie.

"It's his friend at this time, I'm joking with him! "Ouyang Yuzhe, you really can, how can you bear to let your girlfriend say such things. Guangzhou phone, I was like a balloon that had lost its center of gravity, and I sat down on the ground. Ouyang Yuzhe, is she still so good, and am I so bad? Thinking of this, my tears flowed out unconsciously.

I didn't want to think about it anymore, so I turned off my phone, pulled out the battery, and just lay on the bed. I'm really not fit to be in a relationship, not fit to like anyone. I mean, that's the kind of love I want to go to!

"Ding Dong Ding Dong, Ding Dong, Ding Dong" After a few hours, my doorbell rang suddenly. I thought it was Nie Yunan and them, but I didn't expect the person who came was Ouyang Yuzhe.

When I saw it, he hurriedly closed them first, but he pushed the door open before I did. "Yan Mai, I can explain, I beg you to listen to me, is it okay?"

"Explain what, I don't need any explanation, you said that if you want to be busy, I will let you be busy, but as a result, do you know what happened to me at this time? I have been missing for a week, even if I forget it, I am still with Shen! Ouyang Yuzhe What am I in your heart! You have recruited a slave who has come and gone! I don't force you, since you can't forget her, go to her! Your love, since I can't get it all, then I'd rather not want it at all. "How do you explain my heart now? It's like being put on your head in the water and you can't breathe.

"Yan Mai, I love you, Yan Mai, things are really not what you imagined, I really have a reason, please listen to me, I have everything for a reason. Ouyang Yuzhe looked very anxious when he spoke. It doesn't matter if I give him an answer or not, he just opened his stomach and said.

"Cancer, liver cancer mid-stage. Listening to him speak slowly, I felt a heavy burden on his body. Cancer, cancer again, as soon as I heard this word, my whole person was not good, probably because my very good friend had just passed away, and he died of cancer, so I had to change my attitude towards Shen still a little. Seeing that I didn't mean to drive him away, he pulled me to sit on the sofa again and said slowly.

"You just went to study a few days ago, I received a text message from a person who was him, he said she was in the hospital, he said she came back, I didn't pay much attention at first, I knew that one day, I called me with the nurse and said that she needed chemotherapy, but they didn't have a family around her, I knew the seriousness of the matter, I immediately rushed to the hospital and found that it was true, there was no one around. Seeing him so miserable, I finally relented. The doctor told me that it was okay, the disease was still treatable, as long as I found the right liver source. So for the past three months, I have been waiting in the hospital almost every day for a suitable liver source. ”

"But you still love her after all, don't you? But if you don't love her, you won't be afraid, I don't believe that if there is a person on the street with terminal liver cancer, will you save him? Will you be like this, stay in the hospital for three months? You won't just look at who the person is. ”

I'm absolutely right, but there's nothing wrong with that.

He couldn't get a word out of what I said. He let go of the hand that had been holding me tightly at first.

"Yan Mai, you have to believe me, I really don't have anything to do with her!"

"Okay, then tell me why you don't dare to admit that I'm your girlfriend. ”

"I..." Ouyang Yuzhe didn't have a word to refute. Yes, after all, he is too used to Shen Yi. Because Shen still told him to let Ouyang Yuzhe wait for him, if he didn't agree, she would have refused treatment. "You have to know that there is no way for me, I can't go and see him die like this, she doesn't have any relatives now, if it weren't for me, she wouldn't have broken with her father. I'm more sorry for him. He looked at me. "Yan Mai, give me time, now I have started to look for a liver that can match her in the national liver source bank, soon, when her illness is cured, I will never go to see her again, okay!"

Soft-heartedness is a disease. I can't be too ruthless about what happened to Shen Zhen.

"Okay, but Ouyang Yuzhe, I can't withstand anyone's betrayal. Love me, don't hurt me. ”

"Well, I love you. Ouyang Yuzhe's eyes were full of gratitude, but I felt as if our hearts were going the other way. I don't seem to be able to bear this relationship anymore. But in fact, I still love him in my heart, and even subconsciously believe in him.

[Diary: I am willing to accompany you through every spring, summer, autumn and winter, I am willing to accompany you from school uniform to wedding dress, I am willing to give you a lot of children to become a yellow-faced woman, I am willing to hold your hand with gray hair, I am willing to lie on your shoulder when I am sad and suffer, I am willing to give up all the pride in my heart for you, I am willing to break all your uneasiness and anxiety, I am willing to wait for you. But please, don't let me down. 】

I don't know if I should go see her today. Although he didn't want to see how good Ouyang Yuzhe was to another woman, he couldn't force him to leave, because she wasn't a ruthless person in the first place.

"Ah Zhe, do you think I will look good in a flower skirt, I have never worn a flower skirt. You said how about I buy a flower dress when I get discharged from the hospital? And we're going to travel to Hainan, and we'll get married when you graduate, and then ...... "The woman who talks looks very happy."

"There will be, everything will be, now you are mainly going to recuperate, I promise you, I promise you everything. Ouyang Yuzhe's eyes were full of pampering when he spoke. Yan Mai felt like a cat scratching in his heart, but he had to endure it again, and even had to treat the two of them with a smile.

"Yan Mai, why are you here!" Ai Youzhe looked up at the door and actually saw Yan Mai.

"I'm sorry, I don't know if I bothered you, I heard that she was hospitalized, so I'll take a look. She walked into the ward, and Ouyang Yuzhe reached out and took the fruit in her hand.

"Are you the one who called Ah Zhe that day?" Shen still had a good ear, and Shu Yan only said one word, and she recognized Yan Mai's voice. When he spoke, he was still a little hostile to her.

"Well, Miss Shen's ears and ears are so good, she can actually hear that it's me. Hello, I'm Yu... Ouyang Yuzhe's classmate. ”

"Looks like you're on good terms. Otherwise, how could there be that kind of joke!"

"Okay, still, Yan Mai has come to see you, don't be like this. Looking at Shen's still aggressive appearance, Ouyang Yuzhe couldn't help but frown.

"Ah Zhe, I'm your girlfriend, why are you like this!" Shen still said coquettishly.

"Yan Mai, have you eaten?"

"Ah, not yet!"

"Then you can eat with us!" Shen still smiled when she said this, but I still saw the disdain in her eyes at a glance. It makes me think it was a mistake to come here to see her.

"No, I made an appointment, you two can eat!" Yan Mai felt that this place was really terrifying, and from the moment she entered the door, the low air pressure had been surrounding her. She couldn't breathe. She wanted to escape the environment as quickly as possible. "I'll send you!"

"No need. ”

Yan Mai rejected Ouyang Yuzhe's politeness, and Ouyang Yuzhe was afraid that Shen would still know about the two of them and give up treatment, so he was in a particularly bad mood.

Watching her boyfriend take care of another woman meticulously, it was something that no woman could bear, but Yan Mai had to agree, and even had to visit Shen Yi. Yan Mai felt like she was going crazy.

"Hey, hello. Is it Miss Yan Mai Yan?"

"Well, I am!"

"Hello I am, may I ask who you are?"

"I'm D

Editor-in-chief of EAM Fiction Network, my name is Shan Danyang. ”

"Miss Shan, is there anything wrong?"

d

EAM Fiction is the website where I publish my novels.

"Inside, that's the case, we want to remake your work into a TV series, do you have the will?"

"Is it a remake for film and television?"

"Yes, how can we have an interview?"

"Well, okay, let's go to Chaoyang Road, Anning Street café to meet. "It's really like a dream, Yan Mai never thought that what he wrote in his essay would be able to be made into a film and television, so will he be able to make money in the future!

picked up the phone and wanted to tell Ouyang Yuzhe the good news, but he hung up the phone before dialing, at this time, Ouyang Yuzhe should be accompanying Shen Yi, forget it.

Because the hospital was very close to Chaoyang Road, Yan Mai arrived a little earlier and ordered a cappuccino by himself. After waiting for about half an hour, a very well-dressed woman walked in from outside the door, and she looked like an elite in the workplace. "Hello, is it Miss Yan Mai?" "Well, it's me. You're Miss Shan, right?"

"Would you like something to drink?"

"A glass of mocha, thank you. ”

The woman sat across from Yan Mai. He looked to be in his early 30s, wearing black glasses and carrying a briefcase in his hand, which seemed to have a contract or something else in it.

"I didn't expect Miss Yan to write such a great article at such a young age! Miss Yin's future is really bright! Then I hope you can consider my suggestion. Sign a long-term contract with the company, and then participate in the filming of this film and television drama. ”

"Well, I think so too, but you know I'm going to take the college entrance examination soon, and the college entrance examination is really important to me Well, I hope the start time can be delayed a bit. Hopefully he won't wait for my college entrance exam. ”

"Please rest assured, we have only finalized this work temporarily, because you haven't agreed, we haven't signed it yet, and the actors still have a lot of preliminary preparations to do, and they won't be turned on before your college entrance examination, so please rest assured, but what I want to tell you is that if you start the film, you may have to stay in the crew for a long time. ”

"Well, it doesn't matter. ”

"Miss Yan, then we have finalized it like this, I will come to sign a contract with you next weekend, if you are not at ease, you can bring a lawyer or a notary. "Her words are very official, I don't feel uncomfortable, but I think it will be quite fast to work with such a cheerful person.

"I don't think it's necessary, as long as you bring it to me and sign it. "Seeing her like this, not twisting and pinching, of course I am also very happy.

"Miss Yan is really a cheerful person, I like to cooperate with people like you, I hope we will cooperate happily!

"Don't dare to be, don't dare to be, I'm the one who needs to be taken care of, right?"

"Then in that case, I'll take my leave first, I still have a little Miss Yan on my side, we'll see you next Sunday." ”

"Well, goodbye. "After sending Miss Shan away, I called Zhuang Nie Yunan.