I don't know how long I watched TV, but I just felt a little sleepy, and I couldn't bear to disturb the interest of the two of them, so I collapsed on the sofa and fell asleep in a daze.

When I woke up, I promised that I was already lying on the bed in my bedroom, and there was no one else in the room, because usually Xiaoxue and I had our own rooms.

I vaguely heard the sound of rustling outside, as if someone deliberately lowered his voice to speak.

After listening to it for a long time, I finally put my mind at ease, it turned out to be those two guys, and at first I was worried about whether there was a thief in the house, it seems that I was sensitive and thought too much.

The sound insulation of my bedroom door is not too good, but it is not bad, I lie behind the door and listen for a long time and I can't hear what they are saying, so I give up decisively, decide to let them go, and continue to fall asleep.

Alas, today's day is really a twist and turn, the emotional ups and downs are too great, and I am learning to cook, and doing housework, and the physical expenditure is too great, which makes me a little unbearable.

So I collapsed on the bed and fell asleep in a few minutes.

In the early morning, the sky was gradually brightening, and the birds in the trees were still singing so sadly.

I opened the window, the crisp breeze whistling my bangs, and a new day began, with street vendors busy setting up their wares.

I leaned against the window and smelled the faint scent of buns coming from the street.

In the past, I liked to eat steamed buns the most, and Yang Shu often ran far to buy hot steamed buns and escorted them all the way to the downstairs of my bedroom, everyone in my bedroom had a share, I thought he was really considerate at the time, but now I think about it, it's just because Lin Momo and I are in the same bedroom.

Sometimes, you love someone very much, but it's really just your own business, like a one-man show. In the end, the person who touches you the most is nothing more than yourself.

However, what does it matter, didn't you choose it yourself? If you choose, no matter how hard and tired you are, how can you say that you regret it?

Poplars are like that, and I'm not.

I picked up my mobile phone and dialed Shen Xuanhan's number, after so many years, I don't know if his number has changed.

The phone rang a few times and then it was connected, "Hello!

Listening to Shen Xuanhan's voice, I hesitated for a moment, should I go to him, Lin Momo has loved him for so many years and has pestered him for so many years, will he give up the opportunity to break with Lin Momo so easily?

And also...... It's not so much that I'm afraid that Shen Xuanhan won't let Lin Momo go, but that if he really agrees to me, how should I face him......

"Hey, who are you?"

“……”

"Speak! Are you ...... Lan Lan ...... Is it?"

"Yes...... It's ...... me."

"Lan Lan, is it really you? After so many years, you are finally willing to contact me. ”

Shen Xuanhan paused for a moment and asked, "Lan Lan, how have you been doing all these years?"

"What's so good or bad, it's been all these years, isn't it like this. ”

I know that Shen Xuanhan likes me, but I have never had Yang Shu alone in my heart, so for Shen Xuanhan, all I have is guilt, in front of Shen Xuanhan, I don't want to talk more about the sadness and helplessness over the years.

This is the last time, let go of Lin Momo, and let myself go, from now on, I don't want to have anything to do with Lin Momo, Yang Shu, and Shen Xuanhan.

After making up my mind, I raised my head and said firmly into my phone, "Shen Xuanhan, I have something I want to tell you, let's meet." ”

Shen Xuan was stunned for a moment, "Okay, you decide the time and place." ”

"Well, then we'll see you tomorrow night at seven o'clock on our school's basketball court. "This is the last thing I promised Poplar.

"Okay. Shen Xuanhan had no objection to this.

I held my phone and watched it slowly go off screen. It's finally coming to an end, and I'm really tired after all these years.

Early the next morning, I packed up a few things necessary to go out, told Xiaoxue to be obedient, listen to Uncle Yangshu's words, wait for me to come back at home, and I went out.

Returning to this city again, I am full of emotion, the scenes of the past seem to be vivid, beautiful, painful, in short, unforgettable.

on campus.

It was still more than two hours before seven o'clock, and the students should have just finished class, rushing to the cafeteria in clusters, and there were many boys still sweating on the playground.

The evening sun dappled on the youthful children, and the sunlight fell to the ground like glowing diamonds through their crystal beads of sweat.

"Hey, Beauty, help throw the ball over!"

With a shout, my mind was brought back to reality, and I lowered my head to pick up the basketball that had fallen next to me, bent my legs slightly, and jumped forward, watching it fall into the basket impartially, and the person who had just yelled at me stood under the basket and caught the basketball.

I turned away from the basketball court, listening to the cheers coming from behind me, and my mood was bright.

Papapa~ "Good ball~ I didn't think you could play basketball, haha. ”

I stopped and watched Shen Xuanhan walk towards me.

"It's just that I took basketball in college, and the goal I just scored was just a coincidence. ”

I smiled and turned and walked in the direction of the parallel bars.

Shen Xuanhan has been in a good mood to follow me, I stopped in front of the horizontal bar, put my hands on it, jumped hard, turned over and sat on it. Shen Xuanhan also sat up with me.

"You came early~" I looked at my shaking toes and casually chatted with Shen Xuanhan. Maybe it's because of the campus, but I'm very relaxed.

"Aren't you also very early, I was thinking that I couldn't let a beautiful woman wait for me so early, who thought you were earlier than me. Ha ha. ”

I turned my head to look at Shen Xuanhan, he seemed to be in a good mood, the sun gently shone on half of his side face, casting mottled shadows on my face through his fine eyelashes.

I squinted and asked, "How are you doing?"

"It's a good life, I recovered my memory not long ago, but I haven't heard from you all the time, and now that you've found it, I don't have any regrets. ”

I hummed softly and looked up at the playground.

Shen Xuanhan's eyes kept looking at me, and he took my hand, "Lan Lan, you go back with me." ”

I looked at Shen Xuanhan's eyes, and I could see clearly how much affection and sincerity they contained, but I couldn't go against my will, and I couldn't promise him.

I gently withdrew my hand, "I didn't come out of you today to go back with you." ”

I lowered my head and paused, "I have something else to do with you......"

"What else, what's the matter? Lan Lan, if you have any difficulties, just tell me, I will definitely help you!"

"Thank you, Xuan Han. I looked at Shen Xuanhan calmly.

"I don't have any difficulties, it's just that I heard Yang Shu say, you plan to sue Lin Momo to the court, I just want to ask you not to continue, Lin Momo is very hateful, but when is the time for retribution, you should spare her." ”

"Lin Momo treated you like that, and you even helped her speak. Lan Lan, you are just too kind!" Shen Xuanhan was puzzled, he jumped off the horizontal bar and said to me face to face.

"I didn't let her go because I was kind, and I hated her too.

But so what, is it enough for me to hate it? I just want to get away from these disputes now. Yang Shu came to me, and he begged me to help Lin Momo and persuade you. ”

"Poplar ...... Do you still like him now?" Shen Xuanhan asked cautiously as he stared into my eyes.

"What can I do if I like it, what can I do if I don't like it, he and I can't be together after all. I told him that it was the last thing I did for him, and from then on, I had nothing to do with him. He has loved Lin Momo for so many years, and he loves so crazy, and it has nothing to do with me. From now on, I will not let him use me to hurt me for the sake of his beloved Lin Momo. ”

"Whew-" After listening to what I said, Shen Xuanhan breathed a long sigh of relief, "That's good......"

He groaned for a while, "But, Lan Lan, Lin Momo is so hateful, I can't let her go, let her go, she will come to harm you!"

"No, don't worry, Yang Shu promised me, he will take a good look at Lin Momo from now on, and he will not let her come out to harm people again.

What's more, Shen Xuanhan, Lin Momo is also a poor person" I raised my eyes to look at Shen Xuanhan, "I can't love it, all she does is just because she loves you." ”

"Lan Lan! Don't be so stupid! Have you forgotten what Lin Momo did to you? She, a femme fatale, is also worthy of saying that she loves me? I feel disgusted when I think of the fact that I have lived with her for so many years. ”

"Shen Xuanhan, don't say that, she really loves you, Momo and I are classmates in college, and after graduating from college, we worked hard together, and we also had a deep friendship at the beginning. ”

I turned my back to Shen Xuanhan, "To be honest, Shen Xuanhan, in fact, at the beginning, I hated you a little, Momo likes you so much, but you don't know how to cherish it." But I shouldn't hate you, you didn't do anything wrong, and after all, you're a victim. The four of us are all funeral objects of youth. ”

I looked up at the sky, it was dark, and it was gradually filling the sky, and countless stars broke through the night, and the night moisture permeated the air, diffusing a sentimental atmosphere. Looking up at the sky, the starry sky tonight is exceptionally clear, and the distant stars are shining, like small tears......

"Shen Xuanhan, I know that you have always been lukewarm to Lin Momo for me, Yang Shu said that you tortured Lin Momo, I don't know if this is the case, but even if you are like this, it is impossible for you and me, Xuan Han, I am very grateful to you, you have done so much for me, I really ...... I don't know how to pay you back. ”

"Lan Lan, since that's the case, you can go back with me and let me take good care of you. Shen Xuanhan grabbed my shoulder excitedly.

"No...... Shen Xuanhan, I can't go back, I just want to stay away from these rights and wrongs now, and live my life in peace, this is the last time I come to ask you, Lin Momo is very hateful, I hate her too, the friendship I had with her back then had long been exhausted because of what she did.

But, you don't know, when Poplar came to me, he was so pitiful, he's a poor man, he fell in love with someone he shouldn't love, and now he makes himself so embarrassed. ”

I pulled down Shen Xuanhan's hand and said, "Xuanhan, you should help me and help me get free." ”

"Gao Lanlan, you should be sober! Yang Shu, he doesn't love you at all! He's just taking advantage of you!" Shen Xuanhan shook my shoulders and roared.

"I know! I know he doesn't love me, I know he's using me! I know...... I know ......"

I covered my face with my hand, "Even if I know he doesn't love me, I can't refuse him like that...... I can't refuse him who is so sad and desperate......"

I paused, "Shen Xuanhan, do you think I don't hate Lin Momo? I hate her even more, such a vicious person, such a bad woman, why did she let Yang Shu be so desperate for her...... I hate, what's the use of hate, I still have to go against my will and beg you not to sue her, the most useless thing is myself. I laughed self-deprecatingly.

"Lan Lan, don't you do this!" Shen Xuanhan held my shoulder with his hand and slowly helped me up, "I promise you, can't I promise you?"

"Really, did you really promise me?" I raised my head and looked at Shen Xuanhan.

"Well, yes, I promised you, but you have to promise me one condition. ”

"On what terms?"

"You have to go back with me. ”