137. Swing a little higher to pick up the stars in the sky
Our hearts all shook suddenly, Masako's brother, Liu Jie, that said to be a bad son?
Masako and I have known each other for nearly a year, but I have never heard me mention my brother, and I have always thought that I must have forgotten about the brother who has disappeared for nearly ten years, or I have no memory at all. But I was wrong, after all, it is a family affection that blood is thicker than water!
For a while, I didn't know what to do, although I couldn't understand An Shaoyang's mood at the moment, it was not difficult to see that he was speechless, but his eyes were more loving.
Yes, an elegant and effeminate girl like Masako deserves to be pitied.
I looked up at the two of us, squeezed out a bitter smile, and An Shaoyang raised his hand to pat me. Masako turned around and walked to the back of the swing, stroked the gray swing frame, and said in a self-deprecating tone, "He's not a good guy, just like the ruffians on the ground, and even more so." Snorting a sneer through my nose, I continued, "But he's a good brother, to me and to my sister. ”
The right hand I touched was extremely gentle, as delicate as caressing my lover's cheek, "This swing was built for me by himself when I was eight years old, except for the rope that was bought by the servant, the rest was set up after he cut down the tree with his own hands and leveled it a little bit, Uncle Yi wanted to help, but he just wouldn't let him, for fear that he would not be careful enough, leaving wooden thorns to pierce my hands." ”
I sighed, "At that time, he pushed me on the swing every night, and he always said that if you swing a little higher, you can pick up the stars in the sky." ”
I looked up at the sky, it wasn't dark yet, there were no stars, and then I looked back at the stunned expressions of the two of us, "It's weird, isn't it? ”
"Everyone's inferior nature is not innate, and the blame is only on him for being born in the wrong baby and becoming a member of the Liu family, which can be regarded as deserved. Anyway, it was the last and only thing he left me. ”
I bowed my head and said nothing, and we had nothing to say, and after a long time, I looked up again, and there was no trace of tears in my eyes except for loneliness: "Is my nonsense too much? With that, I went into the house.
I came back from my confused thoughts and began to notice the changes in An Shaoyang, he stared straight in the direction of Masako's departure, the color of pity in his eyes was even stronger, and even the pain he showed was not inferior to Masako's.
Masako is so happy, there is such a person who suffers for me and grieves for me, what regrets do I have?
I'm so unfamiliar with Masako's world, how much pain and sorrow is hidden behind my radiant smile?
Maybe An Shaoyang is more anxious to know all this than me, he can't bear to bear it alone, he wants to share it for me!
Will Masako agree?
I'm starting to feel that there's something in my introverted personality that I can't predict and never see. Still, I understand Masako's words - don't mention my deceased brother and sister in front of my mother.
Are the Liu family destined to go through hardship and suffering? But they seem to be so happy, is this the so-called gain and loss?
Mental pain is more unbearable than material deprivation. Will Uncle Liu, who is so powerful, have such an experience? Will he be able to understand his daughter's pain?
I don't think he understands, otherwise how could Masako be sad alone!
But maybe I don't need to face it alone from now on, because An Shaoyang has appeared, and I hope I will allow him to come into my life and into my heart, which is the only thing I can do now as a friend.
"It's time for me to go, I need comfort. I shrugged.
"What about you, did I hurt you?" what a stupid question, he finally asked it, but it was okay this way, and each other could finally be "transparent".
"What do you say?" I gave him a smile, "I'll be fine." "I turned around without hesitation, I was destined to not stay, I could walk chic and calm, even if the heartache continued.
Maybe this season is destined to be eventful, or maybe this year is destined to be full of misfortune.
After dinner, Masako stayed in her room for a while, and she was a little upset, it was too hot, and I suddenly remembered my mother, I hadn't been with my mother for a long time, and because I had so many worries about myself, I forgot that my mother needed more comfort in this season.
And recently, my mother's health is not good, and my heart always hurts badly, so when I think of this, I get up, lock the drawing paper on the table into a drawer, and hide the key before going out.
I knocked on my mother's door, but no one answered for a long time.
I don't go out easily, especially at night.
I looked around, and when the light in the hallway wasn't on, I saw a beam of light coming through the room next to my room, and my heart trembled.
Walking softly, the door was unlocked, and my gut told me that my mother must be inside.
I cautiously pushed the door open, trying not to make the slightest noise. The objects in the room unfolded in my field of vision, a double bed with pink sheets, pink pillows, and quilts, all neatly arranged. My mother sat on the edge of the bed, her back to me, her body shaking, and the tall and gorgeous wardrobe in front of me was open, and the whole closet was full, full of all kinds of white shirts, black vests, black trousers, and delicate little dresses and format tops, only a few beautiful and colorful cheongsams hung in the right corner, and in the corner there was a pair of tall cowhide boots, which were full of straps and decorative leather buckles.
"Mom, why are you here, Dad?" asked Masako, who seemed to be defensive and tentative.
Aunt Liu hurriedly wiped two handfuls of tears before turning around, holding a pink cheongsam in her hand, with lace of the same color on the sleeves and hem, "Your dad is out, I'm bored alone, come and sit." ”
Masako rushed over uncontrollably and grabbed my mother's hand, stroking away the remaining tears on my face with her own hand, "Why are you crying? Didn't Dr. Li say that you won't get too excited?" It seemed to be a reproach, but I tried my best to comfort me, it seemed that I was like a gentle mother, and Aunt Liu became a veritable little girl.
"Why, it's just that this room hasn't been ventilated for too long, which makes Ash choke. The aunt wiped the corners of her eyes gently, but everyone knew that she was lying, and this house would be cleaned every day to breathe.
Masako wasn't in the mood to debunk my lies, but was pricked in the heart by my words.
"Alright, let's go, it's time for your dad to come back. So saying, the aunt got up and went to the closet to hang up the clothes in her hand.
Even with her back to me, Masako could feel my hands trembling in pain, and I rushed over uncontrollably again, snatching the clothes from my aunt's hands and throwing them on the bed, looking at my mother's tear-stained face again, my heart ached.
"Mom, you miss your sister again. "Although we have avoided it repeatedly, we still have to face this pain after all, but I still try not to let my sadness leak, such an atmosphere, can not bear the tears of two people, but one person must be strong.
"Nope. The aunt turned and closed the door.
Children are the meat of my heart, but no matter what I want to do, no matter what I don't want, what I have lost will never come back.
How many days and nights, and which night have I not wept alone? The pain of longing will always be borne only by me, as a mother.
My uncle couldn't understand my feelings, my mother and father were inherently different, not to mention that they were husband and wife living in such a family.
When the son died, the uncle was furious, scolding him for being useless and not angry, and when the daughter left, the uncle was angry and angry, and told the whole family that he had never given birth to this daughter. The loss of two children has two completely different meanings for the uncle, but for the aunt, there is only one mood, some are the same heartache, and the same tears are shed.
For his uncle, his son was a bad son, so he was quickly forgotten by his father, and although his daughter was satisfied with him, how could she be an outgoing girl, coupled with his too much fortitude and stubbornness, so that he could not control it, and finally let him down.
Since then, the Liu family has never mentioned the two brothers and sisters who have disappeared, and whoever mentions a word, especially a word about Liu Feifei, must get out immediately.
In the past five years, of course, my aunt has not been willing to mention it, not because she is afraid that my uncle will embarrass me, but because I don't want them to worry about me. But as a mother, how can I forget, the tears of sorrow can only be swallowed by one person, and only at night when no one is around, can I let myself shed two lines of lovesick tears for my children.
As a wife, I fully understand my uncle's personality, he loves me and spoils me, but he will never allow me to hurt my mind for those unworthy children, which would make him angry.
Outsiders say that he is too cold-blooded, but only I understand that it is because he was hurt too deeply by this incident that he did not want to be mentioned again, so as not to touch the sore spot.
I am a gentle and considerate wife, so I am completely silent as he wants, but fortunately he is not often at home, so I can still go to Fei Fei's room to have a look.
Fei Fei has been an active girl since she was a child, I don't like girls chasing and frolicking games, I scoff at those, my big smart eyes are full of arrogance and stubbornness that should not be seen in children, I like to look at my father calmly, and I am not frightened by the terrifying voice, I learned it at the age of eight, and gradually became a god hand that my father is proud of.
I disdained to be in the company of my peers, and I was more accustomed to being involved in all kinds of government with my father, and my cool head, keen observation, extraordinary courage and quick skills all amazed my uncle, and I was amazed and proud of me—his daughter, who was rightfully the heir to his career.
If an adopted daughter is like this, what more can a husband ask for?
Liu Feifei never cares about other people's eyes, only seeks to live as she wants, I can be born for my father to enter 0, and when I am unhappy, I can ride a horse and gallop all day or speak to the sky to vent my anger.
My aunt has always been a little worried about this daughter, my temperament is too wild, although girls should not be too weak, but Feifei's personality is a little too strong.
And I always got mixed up with my father's "messy" business, which was too dangerous, and girls were not suitable for that kind of bloody life.
But Fei Fei likes it, I am a good girl at other times, but I have always been arbitrary about my own life and my own path, and I will not listen to anyone's arrangements, even my kind mother.
In order to attend various social occasions with my father, I even changed all my clothes into black and white riding clothes, and gave all my shoes to my subordinates, so that I only bought boots. I've even been used to that kind of dress for a long time, and I'm crazy to fall in love with the kind of life that can call the wind and rain, do whatever I want, and even thrill.
Every time my aunt persuaded me to change back to my daughter's peaceful life, I always put my arms around my mother's neck and coquettishly said: "As long as I'm happy, it's okay!"
In the face of her daughter's insistence, my aunt had nothing to say, and besides, my uncle was so supportive of me doing whatever I wanted. But unexpectedly, in the year when Fei Fei completely left me, I suddenly came to my mother's room one night, hugged my mother and said longingly: "Mom, you can make me a cheongsam, the most beautiful kind." ”
The aunt was stunned for a moment, reached out and touched her daughter's hair and said, "What's wrong with my Fei Fei today?
I looked back and saw that my daughter's face was covered with a beautiful flush: "Is it good? The cheongsam made by my mother is the most beautiful." ”
"My baby daughter wants it, how dare I not do it. ”
The mother and daughter sat in their arms until late at night, and it was a night full of happiness.
Seven days later, when I handed Fei Fei a white cheongsam embroidered with wicker at the hem, Fei Fei hugged me and kissed me wildly.
I remember it was September 14th, and the next day it was a full moon.
In the afternoon, Fei Fei wore that cheongsam and ran out, with a happy smile on her face.
But that night my daughter did not return, but my husband urged me to go to bed early, I saw the uneasiness in his twinkling eyes, and then had a sense of foreboding, that night, I had no sleep.
The next day, my husband didn't go out, and I waited anxiously for a day, until the full moon hung on the branches, and the door was forcefully pushed open, and Liu Feifei stood at the door.
I almost fainted, and my daughter stumbled through the door with the moonlight on her back, her hair disheveled, her face pale, her eyes shining with red anger, my whole garment stained and shocking, only the wicker still shined with the same brilliance.
I fell to my knees, and in a hazy state of consciousness, I heard my daughter crying out to her father in despair and pain, "Why? Why are you doing this—"
When I woke up from my nightmare, Fifi was gone forever.
Thinking of this kind of past, I couldn't help but feel sad, and I couldn't help the impact of grief, so I leaned my head on the cabinet and cried bitterly.
In the past five years, I have made a popular cheongsam for Fei Fei every year and hung it in my room, but I will never see me wearing it.
Masako fully understood her mother's despair, and I stepped forward and pulled her head against herself, which was the only thing I could do, even though I felt overwhelmed.
"Cry! Tomorrow everything will pass. I read softly, and I was secretly determined to do something for my mother, but I did not dare to make a public promise to me, for fear that the faint hope would bring me more disappointment later.
I was afraid of my uncle, so I didn't go to Liu's house for the next week, but on the eighth day, I obviously felt that Masako's mood was much higher, so I dared to go home with me. If I keep avoiding it, I feel too sorry for my sick aunt, not to mention that I treat me like my own daughter.
I cautiously followed Masako through the door and realized that I had miscalculated.
As soon as I saw my father sitting on the couch on the phone, the smile on Masako's face instantly froze.
Obviously, the uncle didn't expect Masako to go home so early, he was stunned for a moment, and then said into the microphone: "It's so decided, I'll go to the warehouse to inspect the goods in person tonight." "I closed the line.
At this time, An Shaoyang came out of his uncle's study with a newspaper, and said to me, "You're here!"
I nodded: "After class, I'll come and see my aunt if it's okay." ”
The uncle pointed to the closed bedroom door upstairs and said, "Your aunt has just fallen asleep, so you can go to Masako's room to play first." ”
Masako glanced at my mother's closed door, then at the phone my father had just put down, and seemed to understand something, and then moved her gaze to my father's face, my expression was cold, and there was disappointment in my eyes that could not be hidden: "Are you going out at night?"
"Oh, I agreed on a batch of goods with the cloth in Suzhou, and I want to go and see it. Uncle's expression looked very unnatural, obviously he was not used to Masako interfering in his business, so he got up to go upstairs, and said to An Shaoyang and me by the way: "You all stay and eat together tonight." ”
"Can you not go?" Masako opened her mouth, her tone as cold, not a request, but as if she was stating the facts.
Uncle is a little impatient, when did I become so much of a thing?" He slowly spoke: "You don't understand business matters, how can you break the appointment after agreeing to others, you better go and accompany your mother." "I can see that he has made a big concession to Masako in front of us. He couldn't stand his good girl talking to him in such a questioning and commanding tone, and he turned and went upstairs.
"Dad!" Masako didn't seem to be ready to stop there.
The whole plane seemed to freeze, including my uncle's foot. I held my breath even more, it smelled terrible! And it was between a father and daughter—a powerful father and a delicate and docile daughter.
It's terrifying, and anyone can imagine who will be hurt once the war ignites. Didn't Masako think about the consequences, and hit it up vigorously.
I subconsciously pulled the corner of my clothes, and An Shaoyang also moved closer to this side out of a sense of protection.
"Huh?" Uncle didn't turn around.
"Think about Mom, I don't want you to go. ”
The father and daughter seemed to be talking dumbly, I didn't quite understand, but An Shaoyang obviously understood, the corners of his mouth pulled but he didn't spit out the words after all.
On such occasions, we outsiders simply can't intervene.
I could see the worried look in his eyes, he had been with Liu Tianmao for so long, he understood his temper very well, he was used to being arbitrary, and he couldn't allow anyone to point fingers at him, even if the other party was his daughter, there was a limit to pampering.
Besides, this time it was different from talking about housework behind closed doors, because there were two outsiders, me and An Shaoyang, present.
"It's just about business, your mom will understand. Uncle sighed and wanted to go upstairs.
"Then did you ask me? How can I not ask until I want to?"
We were all waiting for my uncle's reaction, and oh my God!
"Masako, don't embarrass your dad, I can understand that. "We all looked up unexpectedly, and my aunt was coming down the stairs on the second floor.
My uncle quickly went up to help me down, and reproached me distressedly: "Didn't you sleep? What are you doing when you get up? If you are not well, you can rest more." ”
My aunt smiled, walked up to Masako, touched my hair, and looked back at my uncle: "I won't come down, I'm afraid that Masako will be angry and angry with you." ”
We are all relieved that it seems that this war can end before we see casualties.
But Masako didn't seem to want to stop there, and my angry eyes still looked directly at my father.
"I'm going to change my clothes. This sentence was told to his aunt by his uncle, and then he said to An Shaoyang: "Shaoyang, don't go out after a while, let's chat with your aunt here." He knew exactly what Masako was thinking, and this was already the biggest concession he had made.
"No need, don't you have Qianqian and Masako with me, let Shaoyang go with you. The aunt hurried back to her uncle's suggestion.
"It's fine. Uncle turned and went upstairs.
"Dad, don't go. Masako spoke again.
I felt like the air was coming down again, and I couldn't breathe.
"Masako!" my aunt lowered her voice and reminded me to shut up with an anxious gaze.
Masako broke free of his mother's gaze and looked directly at my father, who was frozen at the top of the stairs, "Can't you see that your mother is worried about you?
"Masako, don't say it. "My aunt pulled Masako over and covered my mouth.
The uncle turned around, his eyes full of sharp eyes, his anger had been thoroughly aroused.
Masako's fate is obvious, if I was smart enough, I should run back to the room and hide, and then apologize to my uncle when I have avoided the limelight.
But I did inherit too much of my father's stubborn and unwilling to admit defeat, and I refused to bow my head and looked directly at my father with a provocative gaze.
"Say it again!" said the uncle, his eyes wide, almost screaming.
He walked up to Masako, his right hand clenched into a fist, and green tendons burst out on his forehead, and his daughter accused him like this in front of outsiders.
"Tianmao, don't be like this, Masako is a child who is not sensible. "My aunt pounced on him and tried to stop him, it's been thirty years, I know his personality too well, "Masako is all because of me, don't be angry with me." ”
Masako looked directly at him without a trace of fear in her eyes, not even the tears that a weak person should have.
"I said you were too selfish and never thought about your mother. I said it calmly.
"Masako!" my aunt glared at me, almost in a pleading tone.
Uncle's patience had broken through the limit, and finally broke out, "Go away!" and with a wave of his hand, the aunt fell to the sofa diagonally in front of her.
"Mom-" Masako ran over, and An Shaoyang and I also ran over, but fortunately it was a sofa, and my aunt didn't seem to be injured.
"Mom, are you okay, where did you fall?" Masako hurriedly looked at my mother, and the last thing I wanted to see was getting me hurt.
My aunt shook her head at me.
Sure that my mother was okay, Masako's anger was also provoked, and my mother was hurt, which was enough to make me lose control a thousand times.
My uncle was also taken aback by the consequences of causing my aunt to fall, and reached out to pull me, but was stung in the heart by two sharp and hateful gazes shot by Masako.
It was so strange that his daughter should look at him in such a light, no, he had seen it, and just five years ago, another of his daughters had given him the same look, and after that, I had disappeared from his life forever.
He couldn't help but shudder when he thought about the past. A sense of fear that I hadn't felt in thirty years came to my heart, and will Masako disappear from it?
No, no, I'm Masako, not Feifei, I don't have that courage.
He tried to restrain his fear from being exposed, but he did reveal one thing after all: Masako was also surnamed Yanagi, and she had the same blood in her body as Fei Fei, and this was inherited from him.
Masako stood up and forced his gaze to make him feel a chill: "Don't you still refuse to stop? For the sake of money, haven't you done enough? Isn't it important except for your so-called career? You are so selfish, you only have yourself in your eyes, why don't you think about your mother, do you know how worried I am every time you go out?" Uncle was pushed by my aggressive words.
"What? What are you talking about?" his voice became low and uncomfortable, and he was publicly accused by his own daughter, how could he accept it?
"Don't say it!" pleaded my aunt with tears in her eyes, and I could clearly feel that the atmosphere was too similar to that night five years ago. He can't afford to lose it again, but I can't seem to do anything about it.
"No, I'm going to say," Masako refused to look at my mother, for fear that she would be shaken by my tears, and I forced my father to look: "Isn't it enough that my brother sacrificed his life for your selfish interests, and my sister lost the happiness of my life?
"You are bold!" As the uncle finally burst out with a roar, Masako fell headlong in the middle of the living room, An Shaoyang rushed over to help me up, and shouted my name with worry: "Masako, are you okay?"
Masako raised her head, the corners of my mouth overflowed with bright red bloodshots, An Shaoyang carefully wiped it for me, and all the servants stood next to me and didn't dare to make a sound.
This kind of war is so terrifying, they all sweat for Masako, they don't understand how this usually docile young lady can provoke my father so unknowingly.
An Shaoyang looked up at his uncle, as if pleading, but after all, he didn't spit out a word. After all, we are outsiders. Although he tried his best to protect Masako, he couldn't find a reasonable position.
Masako still looked directly at my father with hatred, and my uncle's right hand was clenched into a fist hanging at his side, and it was obvious that he had been suppressing his temper.
"As a daughter, you dare to attack me with such words, I don't think you want to stay in this house. The uncle's hateful words spat out, but his voice couldn't help but tremble.
Masako got rid of An Shaoyang and stood up steadily, approaching my father step by step.
Oh my God! What else do I want to do? Don't I know what it means to stop? I stared at me in fear, trying to come up and hold me, but I didn't dare to move half a step.
"Masako!" An Shaoyang couldn't help but scream.
Masako ignored it completely, I just approached my father step by step, forcing my father's heart to retreat, and finally I stood in front of my father: "I've had enough of staying a long time ago, being a member of the Liu family is the greatest sorrow of my life! Masako's voice had regained its calm, but every word seemed to pop out of the ice without any warmth.
The uncle was startled, and staggered again, such a look, such words, it seemed that the person standing in front of him was not his daughter, but a small beast with sharp teeth and claws.
Masako rushed out of the door without giving anyone a chance to react, disappearing into the night with a heavy sound of the door opening.
"Masako!" An Shaoyang glanced around at everything in the house and chased out.
"Masako—" The aunt collapsed to the ground, crying.
Seeing this familiar scene, the uncle stumbled again, and finally he could not stand steadily, and the servant hurriedly helped him to the sofa.
What did he do? What the hell is going on with this family?
"Help Madame upstairs!" he waved weakly, staring vacantly at the ceiling.
I helped Chang Ma to help my aunt, who was paralyzed on the ground and crying into tears, upstairs. As soon as I sat down, I suddenly came back to my senses from despair, grabbed my hand tightly, and said eagerly: "Qianqian, hurry, you go and help Shaoyang chase Yazi back." I've lost two children, and I can't live without me anymore!"
"Then you-" I don't worry about my body, I'm already frail, and I know it's not going to be easy for me to survive this blow.
"Miss Qianqian, you can go quickly, now I'm afraid that no one can persuade Miss Masako except you. Madame, here's me. "Chang's mother came in with water.
"I'll definitely bring Masako back!" my aunt grabbed my hand, I nodded, and went downstairs with a heavy heart, and downstairs my uncle sat on the sofa with a blank face, and I turned and rushed into the night that had just fallen.
Night had just fallen, and there was a bleak white glow in the cold night, but my heart was so dark that I was almost completely lost.
What have I experienced in these few hours? It's incredible, Masako was beaten by my father and ran away in a fit of rage.
I never thought that Masako's life would have such a strong resistance, such a cruel war, and I was such a meek, kind, and even weak girl.
The sharp eyes in my eyes, the cold and desperate words, all made me feel deep fear in addition to surprise.
How could I have erupted in such anger? What kind of cannibalistic cave was my family, tearing the blood of my young heart, and what terrible thing had happened to those brother and sister who had disappeared?
I should be a happy girl! Good family, loving mother, and a powerful father, but I seem to say that this is a tragic combination! Oh! It's terrible!
……
I thought about it and thought about it, but I couldn't figure it out, the world was terrible.
Have I touched the edge of a volcano, and if it erupts, I will be burned to ashes by the hot lava, and I will never be reborn! But there is a magnet hidden in this lava, leading me step by step, forward, am I doomed to destruction?
Oh, yes, Masako, I'm gone, I'm hurting, I'm wandering with a wound that will never heal, I can't hesitate any longer, I have to find me, immediately! My heartache needs to be healed by my best friend, but can I do it?
The world is so big, Shanghai is so big, Masako can go anywhere. In these turbulent times, I seem to have nowhere to go, this dark society will swallow me up, didn't I think that this would push me into a desperate situation? I am such a smart girl, how can I see myself to death?
Maybe it's really been suppressed for too long, and I'm desperate and frustrated to the extreme, so I let myself run into a desperate situation to find relief, I've already exploded, haven't I?
But how could I bear to do that? What about my mother? I've always cared most about my feelings.
Masako is crazy! That's the conclusion I came to. I'm completely out of control, desperate, and I need to find me right away, before something more terrible happens.
But—where is the road?And where should I look?I stood at the intersection and hesitated.
By the way, this is Huangpu, only the rapids of the Huangpu River can wash away all sorrows, the turbid river water, it is terrible!
I didn't dare to think about it anymore, let go of the pace and run on the large and small streets, the big wharf of Liujia and the Huangpu River was only separated by four streets, I ran desperately, and finally the black, boxy large cargo hold was presented in front of me. I stopped, gasping for air with my hands, wiping the sweat from my forehead, and looking ahead, at the end of the road was the dock, and one or two points of light from the moored ship and the high and low cargo on the shore could be faintly visible.
I wish I had found the right place, I prayed in my heart. Take a deep breath, I'm already weak, I can be considered a revisit to the old place!
As I was about to start, I heard a series of hurried footsteps, which seemed particularly clear and piercing in the silent night, and seemed to be clasped on my heart with the heartbeat.
I walked briskly forward, and a familiar figure passed in front of me, less than a hundred meters away in the night, and I couldn't see my face recognizable, but I knew it was Masako. I opened my mouth, but the voice was stuck in my throat by another voice because of another voice.
"Masako!" It's An Shaoyang, he chased all the way, standing right in front of me, because his call Masako had stopped, and there was no need for him to chase anymore.
What a powerful call, what a credible voice! It seems that my appearance will definitely be superfluous in such a scene, and I forgot for a moment that An Shaoyang will definitely stick to Masako's back, how can I be in danger?
Understand that my worries are superfluous, where do I still need to appear, although the three of us appear in the same area, but it seems that they are not in the same time and space, as friends, my mind has been exhausted, seeing that they were silent for half a minute, I should go back, and it is the right thing to go back to Liu's house to appease my aunt. Now that I know that Masako is fine, I am also relieved, and I can take advantage of the time to go back and think about the problems I just left behind.
I turned around silently, with the most elegant gait to dispel the complex emotions in my heart, unconsciously, I had crossed two streets, I raised my head slightly, from the right side of the intersection on the speed of a black classic car, the miserable white light pierced me to open my eyes, I stretched out my hand to block my eyes and subconsciously flashed to the side of the road.
When I turned back, the car was heading in the direction I was walking from.
I turned around and left unhurriedly, I had to go back to Liu's house, but I didn't want to go back, I was afraid of the breath left after the war, but after all, I still stood at the door of Liu's house. Looking up at the bright light, I felt dizzy after the paleness, and I exhaled and pushed the door in.
The "battlefield" had been cleaned by the servants, and the uncle on the sofa was leaning on his back in his original seat, closing his eyes, looking very tired.
Maybe it was because he heard the sound, he opened his eyes suddenly, and his bright eyes dimmed for a moment, "Qianqian, thank you for your hard work." ”
He didn't move, his voice low and tired, he kept the question he desperately wanted to ask.
"Hmm!" I nodded, it seemed that he had been hit hard by this sudden storm, I don't know why, looking at his dejected expression I had a feeling of astringency in my heart, could it be that I thought of my late father?
"Shaoyang has found Masako, you don't have to worry. He wouldn't ask, but I couldn't help but answer.
A glimmer of brilliance flashed in his eyes, but he immediately closed his eyes, and he could see that he was a person who was very good at hiding his feelings, maybe Masako was like him in this regard, unfathomable!
"Go up and stay with your aunt! don't go back tonight, I'll let Ayi tell your mother." ”
What else can I do if he says that? As Masako's friend, feelings tell me that I have to stay, but as myself, reason tells me that I have to run away quickly. I glanced at Uncle Liu, who was already out of sight, and went upstairs.
Sure enough, my aunt hadn't slept yet, but sat on the edge of the bed and wept, and when she saw me coming in, she hurriedly rushed over and asked, "How is it?"
I told me that Masako had found it, and I was with An Shaoyang, and I added a lot of words to comfort me, and I gradually calmed down.
Looking at my aunt who couldn't sleep on the pillow, my heart ached, and tears flowed down, I was so tired.
The moonlight outside the window comes in, but will this midnight story come to an end?
Masako didn't come back, but I returned to this land of right and wrong, and at that moment I didn't know whether I should be glad that I was back here to avoid a zero light disaster, or regret that I missed another thrilling war because I came back here. Maybe that story shouldn't have happened in my life in the first place.
"A lot of money! You're pretending to be stupid again after pretending to be dead, aren't you!" The little boy was already a little displeased with my laughter, and when he heard me say this, he felt even more like a fire coming out of his heart. He shook Liu Ruoyan as he spoke, shaking my head again.
Qian Duoduo, Qian Duoduo, who is Qian Duoduo? Liu Ruoyan felt that his head hurt, and some fragments of memories that did not belong to me flashed in his mind. I reached out and pushed the boy who was shaking him, thinking that I would be able to push it away with a gentle push, but I didn't think that the boy didn't move at all. Then I stared at the thin little hands, which were clearly still children's hands!
The boy continued to yell at me not to play stupid, I looked at the boy, at the onlookers, at the buildings next to me, and then at the bits and pieces that had just come to mind. So, I'm ...... now Crossed the ...... And it was worn on the body of a little girl......
"You say my name is Qian Duoduo?" Liu Ruoyan murmured softly, "So...... I'm a lot of money now......"