You're the special person I'm going to meet."

Before singing this song, I walked up to him and sat down and said to him, "Don't worry, I'm not going to trouble him." ”

He might have wanted to say something, but I ignored him. Because I don't want to listen to him. I saw an indescribable look on her face, and I didn't know what to say, but I could clearly feel that he was afraid that I would go to her. You must know that in the eyes of others, she is a good girl, she does not smoke, drink, or fight. In just a few months, I lost a lot in front of him. But so what's the matter, it's still a long time.

I sang this song to him, and I thought I might have to say goodbye to him. I used to think that filling with ice would dampen the pain. I thought that if I drank a little drunk, I could control my thoughts, and I thought that if I loved you to death, I would be favored. But he didn't choose me, I don't blame him, there is no right or wrong in feelings, just like a foot on the thirty-eighth meets a shoe on the forty-two, but it is not to blame the shoes or the feet. There is no value or not, it has always been something you and I want, and you are injured to the point that you can't complain about anyone, you are willing to give your loved one a knife, you will still grit your teeth and endure the pain to get close to him, people are like this, always good scars forget the pain, even if you know the consequences, you will want to try a gamble, always. I lost, and I lost. In that case, I will leave.

[Diary: People's hearts are far away, like a heavy mountain, and the shy words can't be spoken, and there are some plain words left, which seem redundant when they are spoken. 】

I always feel that Ouyang Yuzhe and I are natural enemies. Today is the first day I came to report to No. 5 Middle School, and so today's weather is not particularly good, it is sparse and rainy, I don't like to play umbrellas, fortunately, the rain is not heavy, and this small distance from the door to the teaching building can not make me too wet. But I had just stepped on the first step of the school building when I was pushed and stepped into a puddle. Mamma Mia, I was so angry that I looked up at the culprit who had pushed me into the puddle!, and when I saw his face, it made me even more angry! I still remember him, Ouyang Yuzhe in the fifth class of the second year of high school.

"Hey. Don't you say sorry if you bump into someone!" I saw him hurriedly running outside from the teaching building, and I had to admit that I was once again ignored by Hua Huali, or the same person?

"Yan Mai, are you okay?"

"Fu Chunlei, why did you come to pick me up!" Fu Chunlei, a very good friend of mine, is also my classmate in elementary school and junior high school. Originally, she was going to pick me up at the door, but for some reason, she was late.

"Oh, Yan Mai, I'm sorry, the class is a little delayed. Isn't it okay to invite you to dinner in the evening?"

"Alright, you can skip this. "Looking at the way she looks, I really want to be happy.

"Hey, by the way, do you know that boy just now?"

"Oh, you mean Ouyang Yu is a philosopher!"

"Yes, yes, it's that Ouyang Yuzhe. I'm so!"

"Hey, I'll tell you about it slowly. "I think it's almost time for class, so I don't ask anything anymore.

"Ask the students to take out their textbooks and turn to the first page. "The teacher taught the same lessons as I learned there, so I could understand them. Your morning time is fleeting, and at noon, Fu Chunlei has to let me try the canteen of No. 5 Middle School, it is said that the canteen of No. 5 Middle School is only heard a few times in heaven and on earth. We arrived early, so there were many, many people in the back, and the two of us were walking to a nearby table after dinner. It seems that the rumors outside are indeed true, four dishes and one soup at noon, there are braised pork, sweet and sour pork ribs, stir-fried meat with green peppers, and stir-fried oil and wheat vegetables. It is said that the cost of meals in No. 5 Middle School is twice as expensive as other schools, but I think the food here is more than twice as high as that of other schools.

"Dang!" a crisp sound of pots falling to the ground in the noisy cafeteria. I heard it so clearly. The cafeteria, which was for thousands of people, suddenly fell silent. That's right, it's me again. I don't know, am I lucky or what? I can meet Ouyang Yuzhe wherever I go, in other words, I really want to buy a lottery ticket, winning one million and eighty thousand, there must be no problem, the problem now is that all the food on the plate has been spilled on the ground, and some have even splashed on my body.

"You're too much, what's my enmity with you?" I was really angry.

"I'm sorry!"

"It's only been a few days, I've met you three times, and all three times nothing has happened!" I took the toilet paper and kept wiping my clothes. She kept complaining to him.

"Three times? Why don't I remember?" Seeing his appearance, I really became more and more angry!"Then I will remind you that the first time was at the door of the red rose, my son this morning, at the door of the school building, this is the third time!"

"Oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. He seemed to remember. What an embarrassed scratched his head.

"Forget it, then you should pay attention to yourself next time. "I just came, and the fifth middle school didn't seem to cause any trouble for myself, so I still left obediently.

"So, you think you're unlucky!" Zhuang Nie Yunan on the other end of the phone couldn't straighten up with a smile. She had never seen me in such an embarrassed state. I think she's regretting not coming with me now.

"Laugh and laugh, what's so funny, you still laugh when you see me like this, are you my friend! I'm almost angry!"

"Okay, okay, don't be angry, what do you have for lunch?"

"It would be nice to go to the store and buy a bread to eat in a while. ”

"By the way, that..."I could see what she was trying to say.

"Osno went to South Korea. ”

"It seems that our family will not last long after all. As he spoke, Zhuang Nie Yunan couldn't stop sighing. Yes, there is no such thing as a feast.

"Okay, I won't tell you, wait until I get home from vacation. ”

"Well, bye-bye. ”

Life without him seems to go by quickly. A month has passed. Zeyan's grandmother's house is very close to the fifth middle school, so he and Sun Haoye came to pick me up on the day of the moon holiday. When I got out of the school gate, I saw the two of them talking to someone older than them, who didn't know what to say.

"Hey, Yan Mai!" Sun Haoye was the first to see me. He called my name loudly and waved to me. Here I have to say that Sun Haoye is a standard beautiful man, and I don't know how many people have cast envious eyes on me this time. "If you have something to do for you, don't worry about me. "There are a few people I still know, a few of the most powerful characters in the 15th Middle School. I also thought of Zeyan's intentions. It's nothing more than seeing that I'm a girl alone in the fifth middle school and wants to help me. This kind of friend, I am fortunate to have it, but I have lost my life.

"No, we're done with it too, let's go, let's take you to the barbecue. Ze Yan also walked over to me. He took the schoolbag from my hand, as well as the clothes and the trolley suitcase, and the action was done in one go. It's really envious of others!

"Come on, cheers!" We didn't go to any big restaurants or restaurants, because we preferred to find a food stall on the side of the street and sit down with three people to talk.

"Has he called you recently?" I just took the string of mutton skewers from Sun Haoye's hand. "No, didn't he contact you either?" The two of them thought that even if Osno didn't contact them, he would definitely contact me. But in fact, he hasn't called me once in the month he's been in South Korea, hasn't sent me a single text message. "He's probably really mad at me, right?" I shook my head with a wry smile. Osno's business still has to start from the beginning. My family is a neighbor of Osno's grandmother's family, and Osno's parents were in business abroad, so he was raised by his grandmother soon after he was born. So more often than not, Osno grew up in my house. Everything happens unexpectedly, and the promised parents are very successful in business. He made a lot of money because it was a coastal trade, and now he had to move the company to Korea because of the needs of the company, and now Osno has grown up. So his parents wanted to bring him to South Korea as well. Osno didn't have much affection for her biological parents, and he was more reluctant to give up his grandmother and me. So when his parents came to pick him up, they had a big fight that night, and that day Osno moved in with me. His dad and my dad were also young, so his dad talked to my dad for a long time, and my dad agreed to help him persuade Osno. At that time, the side of my family was going to move, and the whole thing was moving to the south of the city, but if I had to go anywhere, I had to change schools because the school was too far away from home.

"Let's go, go out for a walk with me. ”

The two of us walked along the street all the way, and the two of us walked this road countless times, so we could walk back even with our eyes closed. There is a basketball court in the open space not far from the house, and we have been playing here since we were children, because he will take me with him no matter what he does, so I can play basketball and billiards.

Come on, play basketball for a while, I want to refuse his proposal for a long time. Because whose little girl is playing basketball in a skirt! But seeing that she is in a bad mood, I will reluctantly accompany him!

"Don't let me!"

"Don't worry, I won't let you. ”

"yes, you never let me?"

The two of us dug up a basketball from the ground, which is funny, but we hid it here a long time ago, saying that it was hidden, but in fact, it was just to put it, because we were both afraid of trouble, so a lot of things were buried here. For example, we have played with the pots and pans of our family, such as all kinds of strange-shaped stones we look for by the river, and there are so many things that carry the memories of our childhood to adulthood.

"Osno, you're going, aren't you?" I made a long throw, and he caught it.

"It seems that you are the only one who knows me best! I will go, but not now, why should I go with you?"

"Haha, it's not long, it's only a year, a year is good, I will definitely go to South Korea, or you go first, wait for me there!" Osno knows me best, he knows that I have a dream since I was a child, that is, to go to South Korea to watch a Bigba

G's concert. This should be every VIP's dream. Every time I mention Bigba

G, Osno would always say to me, Yan Mai, I will have my own sea of lights in the future.

"Do you want me to go so much?" Osno suddenly threw the basketball into the distance in anger, he never lost his temper with me, maybe I didn't speak the right way today. He's really angry anyway.

He went home alone and didn't care about me. I picked up the basketball he had thrown away, put it in a bag, and buried it all over again.

I was digging the pit with tears in my eyes. It's sad, if I had a choice, I would have chosen to have Osno with me, but my intellect told me not to be selfish.

It is impossible for people to live only for themselves, nor can they live only for others, no matter whose dream it is, since you have chosen this path, you must go on well.

Standing up, I felt dizzy, and suddenly it was pitch black in front of me. Typical hypoglycemia, Moosno would have prepared a candy for her if she was there. It's a pity that he's gone, and it's going to be difficult even later. Wipe the tears from your cheeks and walk in the direction of home.

"Dad, Mom. I am back. I dragged my tired body into the hallway, changed into my slippers, and as I expected, Moosno went home.

"Did you quarrel with Osno?" Mom asked, seeing that we both had the same expressions on our faces, as she walked in.

"Hey, don't talk about it, I'll go to sleep. I didn't mean to speak, and turned back to my room.

"Hey, how much to eat!" I turned a deaf ear to my mother's words. Mom just sighed, "This kid..."

"Let the children handle their own affairs, and don't worry about it. "Dad watched me silently from the moment I entered the house, and I knew that he understood everything, but he never said anything.

The next morning I saw the family set off with their luggage, and Osno's mother was smiling very happily and talking to my parents. I guess it's nothing more than a thank you for taking care of Osno, and so on. I kept watching, and Osno's brow was always locked. He's not happy, and so am I. Seeing the way he looked, I really wanted to rush down. Excited thoughts kept screaming in me. But my reason told me, don't go down, don't go down. I turned around, not going to look at them again, and when I turned again, I happened to look at Osno. He seemed to be crying. Well, Osno was blinded by the sand. Growing up, he didn't cry, only once, when he was only 9 years old, when his grandfather, who had always played the role of his father, died, he cried, and his grandmother told him that Osno was a little man, and he told me when he was strong in everything

"Yan Mai, I didn't cry, I was just blinded by the sand. ”

I finally couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't even wear my slippers and hurried downstairs, but by the time I got downstairs, the car had already driven away. I sat weakly on the asphalt road in front of the unit, regardless of whether the road was smooth or clean. I cried silently alone.

"So he's angry!" Sun Haoye saw that I was falling into grief again, and opened his mouth to stop my memories.

"Well, yes!" I said, my voice turned hoarse.

"Okay, okay, don't say it, we'll eat ours. Come on!" Ze Yan said at the right time.

"Mom and Dad, I..." just stepped into the house. I was shocked by the mess in the house.

I hurriedly took a few steps back, and it was at this moment that I received a call from Ze Yan.

"Are you home, Yan Mai. ”

"I, I, I've arrived. I replied in a panic.

She sensed something was wrong with me, too.

"What's wrong with you, Yan Mai. ”

"I, I don't know. "I don't know what to say.

"You wait, I'll go right away. Ze Yan hung up the phone anxiously.

"Good. "I didn't dare to go in, so I sat in the doorway now, my eyes empty.

Sun Haoye Zeyan was together, and when he heard that the two of them were so anxious, they had to go with him.

"Hey, why are you two going!" the two of them rushed to Yan Mai's house. happened to meet Zhou Zhengyouran, who had just sent Zhang Chenyu home.

"Let's go find Yan Mai. Sun Haoye replied.

"What's wrong with her!" Seeing the two people's expressions so anxious, Zhou Zhengyou also had a bad premonition.

"We don't know, he didn't say. Oops, don't talk about it. ”

I'm afraid that something will happen to Yan Mai, and I don't even have time to chat.

"I'll go with you. Zhou Zhengyou did not waste time.

More than ten minutes later, the two of them rushed to Yan Mai's house. Just got out of the elevator. I saw Yan Mai sitting at the door of the room.

"Yan Mai!" Zhou Zhengyou praised her in a few steps, and hurriedly helped her up. Zhou Zhengyou almost subconsciously took her into his arms. He pressed her head to her shoulders and gently patted her back with his hand. He kept saying, "It's okay, it's okay." Ze Yan and Sun Haoye opened the door and were shocked to see the mess all over the place.

"I don't know what's going on, that's it when I come back. Yan Mai stopped sobbing and walked out of Zhou Zhengyouran's arms. Just now, I was really sad, and I leaned on his shoulder without thinking about it. Now that he reacted, he hurriedly retreated and walked into the house in embarrassment.

"Uncle and aunt!" Although there was a lot of chaos in the room, there was no blood to be seen, so I could still relax.

"I don't know. Yan Mai suddenly remembered that he hadn't told his parents yet, and maybe it was a thief who came in the house! Thinking of this, he hurriedly took out his mobile phone and wanted to call his parents. "Sorry, the phone you dialed is on a call, please come back later, so

y......" The cold mechanical voice replied to lift her heart, which had just been put down slightly. She kept dialing, getting more and more anxious, and her hands were a little shaky.

"Here's a letter. ”

Zhou Zheng wandered around here and saw an envelope on the table.

Yan Mai trembled and took out the letter in the envelope. After reading it, Yan Mai couldn't stand still. When his body is weak, he falls down. Zhou Zheng Youran stood beside him and stretched out his hand to support her. "Yan Mai!" Ze Yan and Sun Haoye also ran to her side. Ze Yan reached out and took the letter. They were also quite shocked to see it.

"Yan Mai, my daughter, Mom and Dad are sorry for you, the two of us really have no choice, your father is out speculating in stocks, not only spent all the money in the family, but also borrowed usury, I really have no choice but to leave this place, there is no way to take you, Yan Mai, I'm sorry, here is a card, this is the front I prepared for you to go to school, not much, but I have no choice." I'm sorry. "I don't know how many sorry there are in this letter. Yan Mai couldn't cry at this time. was just hugged by Zhou Zhengyouran. The three big boys didn't say a word. Because it's not a good time to say anything comforting. Yan Mai took out his mobile phone and dialed the same number. "Hello, the phone you dialed is on a call, please dial again later, so

y...... Hello, the phone is on the call, please dial again later......" Yan Mai's hand began to tremble. Zhou Zheng Youran snatched the mobile phone in Yan Mai's hand and held her in his arms.

Sun Haoye and Ze Yan picked up the cleaning tools and cleaned up. After a long, long time, there was finally an expression in her empty eyes. It's cold and uncomfortable.

"Go home. I'm fine. ”

"I'll be here with you. "Sun Haoye didn't like to leave her alone at home.

"I'm not leaving. Ze Yan also said.

"We're all with you. Zhou Zhengyou also said, this girl is too worrying.

"You, forget it, don't worry your girlfriend, I'm fine, it's enough to have the two of them. Yan Mai also has a basis for saying this, just in such a little time, Zhang Chenyu has already made four or five calls. Zhang Chenyu's recent attitude made Zhou Zhengyou feel very bored.

"Yes, it's not good for you to be like this, let's go home, and you can come back tomorrow. Ze Yan also opened his mouth.

Only then did Zhou Zhengyou realize that because of Zhang Chenyu, everyone was so far away from him. Zhou Zheng Youran didn't know how uncomfortable it was now, looking at Yan Mai, Zhou Zheng Youran felt that his heart was sinking and he couldn't breathe. Only then did he realize that Yan Mai really had such an important place in his heart.

"Alright then, I'll go home first, and you have to take good care of her. ”

"Well, don't worry!"

"Yes, we'll take good care of her. ”

He went downstairs and received a call from Zhang Yuchen, "Hey, where are you, why don't you answer my phone, you don't treat me as your girlfriend, it's too much, don't you want to have a relationship with me, look at you these days, you are always absent-minded." Zhou Zhengyouran's mood was already bad, and hearing Zhang Yuchen's reproach like a popping bean made him even more confused. "Are you crazy! I'm out now, I don't have time to argue with you, can you calm down? ”

"I'm not calm, you actually say that about me! You ......" Before Zhang Chenyu could finish speaking, he hung up the phone.

Yan Mai in the room sat dumbfounded, his eyes were full of hollowness, and he was not angry at all. Xie Sun Haoye and Zhuge Zeyan then cleaned up the wreckage all over the ground.

"Orange, you go and help me get the comb out of the bathroom. ”

"Where, I don't see it. ”

"Oh, isn't it right there!"

With that, he walked to the bathroom.