I remembered when I was a child, I was not a good student when I was a child, my academic performance was not good, I went to class every day, I was always sleepy because I was very playful and I didn't know how.

In this class, I really wanted to doze off, and the math teacher especially hated me at that time, because my math grades were very poor, so she always looked at me very unpleasantly.

Once, during class, the math teacher said to me, "Lan Lan, you stand up and answer this question, I look at what kind of multiple it is, I stand there twisting and not speaking, I feel very inferior, I feel that everyone is laughing at me."

The math teacher was very angry, and said to me that you are a hopeless person, and when she said that, her tone was fluttering, and she didn't seem to feel anything, everyone just laughed.

This matter has passed, but for a little girl, especially a child who is in the fifth grade, who is already eleven or ten years old, the mood at that time is really a bolt from the blue.

You must know that I still have a long way to go, I said that I was hopeless at such a young age, and the teacher was really drunk, and the math teacher didn't think it was anything, she still taught in class and laughed at me every day.

"Lan Lan, you come over to me," I walked over.

I was a timid child from a young age, especially afraid of teachers.

When I walked over, the math teacher pointed to the wrong number in my homework book and said, "Why are you so wrong?

When I heard this, I was uncomfortable and didn't speak, and the math teacher suddenly slapped me on the back of the head.

I didn't react, it was a hot pain.

At that time, when I was in school, it was normal for teachers to beat students, and teachers hit students or something, and they became more and more interested in this student, and when parents put their children in the hands of teachers, they would always explain to this child, educate her well, and do whatever they wanted, and the teacher's promise, parents were very happy.

Because my parents are such strict parents, I live a day of beating at school, you know, I'm a girl!

I want to listen hard every day when I go to class, but I can't help but want to sleep, and since I'm a child, I don't have that self-control.

So I asked my table mates to pinch me, squeeze me and beat me, and I was bruised and purple on my arm every day, but the teacher didn't understand, she just thought I didn't like to study.

You must know that a child does not have much interest in learning, how can he learn it?

I really like the Chinese class, because I write fast, and I am often praised, and the math class is a headache to think about now, and at that time, I also especially wanted to be praised and liked by the teacher.

Once, my handwriting was very small, very small, and the Chinese teacher read it and told me to give it a good look, and from then on I thought that as long as I washed the word small, the teacher would say good.

This was a misdirection for me, and it wasn't until one time that the Chinese teacher couldn't read the words clearly after my homework book was approved, and from then on, I realized that the teacher didn't like it.

My words are getting smaller and smaller, and I only understand after I become a teacher that in fact, many times teachers change their homework based on their mood, not based on what you really write well or badly.

Ever since I was a child, I have always liked my Chinese teacher, although once when she was teaching a naughty egg in the class, she kicked him with her foot, and accidentally kicked her high heels out of the window, and the young female teacher was very embarrassed.

She just angrily told everyone to stop talking, and everyone still wanted to laugh and hold back, and then she ordered the naughty student to come out and pick up his shoes.

Years later, I still remember it.

Math teacher, when I think of her now, I really don't have a good impression of her, I must have been very young when I taught me at that time!

It should also be in her thirties, or less than thirty years old, it is said that she didn't have any formal diploma at that time, and she only graduated from junior high school, but because she married a man, her father-in-law is our Xiaoxue's principal.

So he went in to be a teacher, but his object didn't have any work, and the relationship between her and her husband was not handled well.

I heard from my classmates that there were a lot of fights between them, and they didn't have a girl in the first place, so they asked for a girl.

That girl is the sister of a classmate in our class, so he also has a special love and special care for that classmate.

And my classmate is also very arrogant, when I was a child, she often bullied my sister, and there was only a little bit of my earrings and my desk, so since I was a child, I have always grown up under the oppression of others.

I'm very timid.,Until now.,In getting along with colleagues.,I'm also inexplicably excluded and bullied.,My cowardly personality came from that time.。

A few years later, I hated myself very much, but as a child, the teacher didn't make the decision for him, and he didn't dare to tell his parents when he went home.

Until now, I hate it very much, but there is no way, formed since childhood, I now just want myself to change more, be braver, be more bold, and say that even if I am very stupid and simple, I am not a person who allows others to bully.

I remember one time, my classmate, my lesbian table, she somehow, every time she runs, she is behind me, always stepping on my shoes, she said, I am not aligned, but what can I do, the person in front of me can't run fast, I can't do anything!

So every time I was bullied by her, I felt very sad now!

Although it was all a child's business, I was very unhappy every day, and I later told her that the girl in front of me was running too slowly, and she kicked the girl very hard with her foot, and the girl almost fell.

So she bullies people, I guess I'm not the only one, but I'm too cowardly.

Once, I accidentally stepped on her shoes while running, and she actually asked me to tie her shoes, and at that time I thought it was nothing, as long as she was happy, and now I think about it, it is a kind of slave, a kind of slave personality, in fact, it is very insulting.

It's just that when I was a child, I didn't feel this way, and I didn't feel that way, in fact, at that time, my sister-in-law was a teacher in my school, and if I was bullied, I could tell her, and she could also help me.

But I didn't dare to tell him, I was very afraid of teachers since I was a child, and of course I was also afraid of May Day, and I was always timid every time I saw her.

Later, when I became a teacher, I paid great attention to protecting those weak students from being hurt by their young minds, because in the world of children, it has become a bully, which may be the law of human beings!

Whether it is in the animal kingdom or in nature, there will be this law of the jungle!

The lesbian table who bullied me, she had married away from home, and we hadn't seen each other since junior high school, but I still remember when she was too domineering.

She bullied me so badly that she grabbed my earrings and my ears were bleeding.

I went back and told my mother, and my mother asked my second brother to help me.

So my second brother said to her, don't let her bully me, that's what I said at school.

But this powerful female classmate told his parents that her mother, the savage woman was at the door of her house, stopped me and my second brother, and taught us a hard lesson, and these things are still fresh in my memory.

Although I sometimes feel nostalgic for that small mountain village, more often I don't like to use it, because of my childhood, because my academic performance was not good, because of the bullying of teachers and classmates, so I always felt that my childhood was not happy.

I don't know what happiness is, and I have a pessimistic personality, and I often hate myself.

I'm trying to overcome it now, and I'll understand that many years later.

When it comes to giving gifts to teachers, there's something to be said.

Continue to talk about when I was a little snowy, that math teacher often bullied me and often laughed at me, so my life was very miserable.

Once I was correcting my homework with my tablemate, and I thought that I was obviously right, and my tablemate had to make a mistake for me, and then he told the teacher that I didn't let him make a mistake for me, so he told the teacher.

The teacher laughed at me and said, you have a black face, you can't see it yourself, and others show you a mirror, you still don't want to?

She thought she had told a good joke, but for some reason, she always excluded me at that time, just laughed at me, and I wonder now.