"Xiaoxue, you sit up and talk to your mother," After a long time, Xiaoxue finally sat up.

She sat up, and her eyes looked so sad that I was very sad, her eyes were crying like peaches, and her hair was messy.

Is this my child? Seeing my child so sad, my heart is even more sad, as a mother, have I not fulfilled my due duty?

But I couldn't help it, and I asked, "Xiaoxue, what the hell did you tell your mother, why didn't you tell me about the parent-teacher meeting?"

Xiaoxue looked at me and said, "Mom, I don't want you to go to the parent-teacher meeting, why?" Looking at her expression without hesitation, my heart struggled abnormally. ”

You know, Xiaoxue is now a relative of mine, and she doesn't tell me this kind of thing, why Xiaoxue?

Xiaoxue looked at me and said, "Mom, because they are all going with Mom and Dad, and I only have Mom, I'm really sad, I don't want you to go." ”

Xiao Xu stopped talking about this, is it because the child has no father?

Yes, I ignore the child's feelings too much, I just think about all the love I give Xiaoxue, she can be satisfied, and she can grow up happily.

But I didn't think that the child needed more and more, and I was silent when I thought of this.

Xiaoxue's change is mainly because of how happy the two of them were when Yang Shu came to play with her last time, Tian Xiaoxue's spirit has always been very excited, she usually doesn't talk much, but since Yang Shu played with her.

She happily talked to me for a long time, and her words were full of love for Uncle Poplar, but can I find Poplar now?

You must know that what Yang Shu likes is Lin Momo! Besides, what am I looking for Yang Shu now? Find a father for Xiaoxue.

Am I like this, with our feelings? I can't do that, but I have a problem in my heart, this child really needs a father.

A mother's power is limited, but I can't look for it so casually, just like Li Minfang I found last time, what did he bring me?

Li Minfang treated Xiaoxue very well at the beginning, and like his own daughter, I was also very moved when I saw it.

I remember one time, he went to play with Xiaoxue and bought a very expensive Barbie doll for Xiaoxu, the Barbie doll cost thousands of dollars is Li Minfang, 1/3 of a month's salary, what kind of concept is this?

If it were my own biological daughter, I am afraid I would be reluctant, but Li Minfang did a lot, and I was very moved, so I married him.

I thought he would be very good to Xiaoxue, just like his own daughter, but I didn't expect that after only a few months of marriage, Li Minfang would change so much, just because Xiaoxue broke one of his watches, he beat the child.

You must know that Xiaoxue was only six years old at the time, and she beat the child to a bruise and a purple patch, I don't know what Li Minfang thinks, and I don't know.

Because the child doesn't like Xiaoxue from the bottom of his heart, but to buy me, so he has a conspiracy, but Xiaoxue is just a child, and he can't see it at all!

But what can I say, my heart is just secretly sad, I don't want to hurt the child's heart, but I am really helpless to treat Li Minfang, in fact, he not only has an affair, but also wants to kill me.

Li Minfang is too good at pretending, so I really don't believe in men anymore now, you will find a father, I have thought about this problem, but I really don't have that energy.

I've been hurt by men so many times, and I've been married several times in a row, and now I can still believe it, and I don't trust men either.

Li Minfang's father, has he seen his daughter once over the years? He has not seen his daughter at all, and he seems to have money more important than family affection in his mind!

I don't want to say these words to Xiaoxue, I want to leave an image of his father as a good person in Xiaoxue's mind, and I don't want Xiaoxue to feel inferior because of this.

But I looked at the child's red eyes, I really didn't know what to say, I had to change the subject.

"Xiaoxue, what did the teacher talk about when he had a class meeting with you?" Xiaoxue didn't speak.

Xiaoxue just looked at me and said, "Mom, I want Mom and Dad, isn't it nice for Uncle Yang Shu?

Oh my God, he finally asked this sentence, I was stunned, I didn't speak anymore, I just said to Xiaoxue, "Uncle Yang Shu is just an uncle, not a father, I don't talk anymore." ”

Xiaoxue lay on the quilt and began to cry again, my heart was like dripping blood, I used to like poplars, I already had that deep feelings for poplars, because he helped me when I was hurt, and I am grateful to him.

I would have thought that I would make a promise to each other, but I didn't find out, I didn't think that everything about Yang Shu was just a conspiracy, he was just for Lin Momo.

For Lin Momo, Yang Shu went to deceive me, yes, for Lin Momo, he paid so much, even if he sacrificed his feelings and treated a woman he didn't love.

But what can I say? I thought he was true, but I didn't think that everything was false, that I was deceiving myself, or that the world was deceiving me, what was wrong with me?

Looking at my daughter's crying red eyes, I really don't want Xiaoxue to be like me in the future, I have read in many books, if a woman has a child, then the child is likely to have a father-love complex.

Xiaoxue will find a husband in the future, Ken is likely to be many years older than her, I don't want my Xiaoxue to find an old man to marry.

It's not that those older men are bad, it's just that because of his age, when Xiaoxue was very young, there were very few men left, should he let him take care of an old man?

I really can't bear it! I'm just this one daughter, I gave all my love, all my energy to love her, I don't want Xiaoxue to be like that, I don't want to see it.

But as a mother, what can I choose? All I can give Xiaoxue now is a good living environment.

When I went to school the next day, I bought some gifts by the way, that is, some small gifts that I thought should be given to Ms. Xiaoxue so that it would be better for me to observe the changes in my children, because I now know that it is especially popular to give things to teachers in kindergarten.

All kinds of gadgets, it's just that I've been busy working and making money lately, so I haven't sent it to the teacher The most important thing is that I don't have much money, but I still have to send it here for Xiaoxue, at least let their grandma pay more attention to Xiaoxue, understand and love.

I've been a teacher before, and I know it's still important for a teacher, at least he'll be more attentive to your child.

When I came to school the next day, although my little gift was not very expensive, I also carefully selected it, because I knew that their teacher was a beautiful woman, and the teacher liked to be beautiful, so I gave her a bouquet of flowers.

Familiar roses, but when I took Xiaoxue to campus, Xiaoxue ran into his good friend Xiao Ming, and Xiao Ming was with his mother.

Xiao Ming's mother saw me holding a bouquet of flowers and asked me, "Did you give this bouquet of flowers to the teacher?"

I nodded, Xiao Ming's mother looked at me and said, "You are Lan Lan's mother, you are too naïve, who is sending flowers now? Either a mobile phone or a tablet or other electronic products, they are all very expensive, and you are not a rare teacher at all." ”

"How is that possible? Is the teacher so snobbish now? And it shouldn't be like Xiaoxue's teacher, I still look quite reasonable, not the kind of woman who is particularly materialistic and realistic. ”

I didn't speak anymore, Xiao Ming's mother looked at me and said, "Xiaoxue's mother, don't be so naïve, if you want to send it, you can send it more expensively, or you won't send it, otherwise they will always misunderstand." ”

"No, the teacher isn't so snobbish!" I said.

Xiao Ming's mother herself said: "Oh, what era is this, if you want him to pay more attention to your child, he must have bloodletting, right?" And you have to know that now everyone is giving gifts, you don't give gifts or you don't give well, but it will show that you are special, don't understand the rules, don't know how to be polite, the teacher will not like your child, for him, you don't know, I didn't know that gifts were so important, but my family Xiao Ming told me that it was because of him, he was late, but there was a boy he knew, but the teacher let him stand outside for a long time, and I was very angry when I listened, so I inquired secretly, and only then did I know that the student's parents gave the teacher a lot of gifts, and the teacher liked him。 ”

Xiao Ming's mother said this, I was stunned, I remembered the last time I called the teacher, this teacher, his temper was so short-tempered, as if I had offended him.

I didn't expect that the small campus had become such a culture, I only knew that there was this kind of corrupt culture of gift-giving in the society, but I didn't have a campus anymore, and it was polluted like this.

Xiaoxue didn't speak, she didn't understand this, but how painful it should be to be a mother of a child!

Who should you blame for this kind of thing! Everyone is saying that you don't say it, and if you don't say it, you will look very different, and it is not your problem, but just the problem of this society!

Thinking of this, I stopped talking, I really felt sorry for the child Yes, I don't have the extra money to buy a mobile phone for the teacher, or buy a tablet, I don't have the energy, and I don't have the time and money!

But what about the kids! I really want to throw away this bouquet of flowers in my hand, I think it's a special nuisance here at the moment.