402 Xiang Yujiang appeared
"Lin Qingwei, in fact, you just set up a game to put the urn into the urn, didn't you?" Lin Feng suddenly began to laugh, why was he so stupid, his brother jumped off the building because of this woman's deception, and now he was deceived by this woman again, could it be that their family will not be able to escape this curse called Lin Qingwei for the rest of their lives?
"Yes, this is a ploy I set, in fact, except for me and Deng Ling, no one else in the company knows that I am pretending to have a car accident, because if I don't do this, how can I easily trick you into coming?" Lin Qingwei smiled, her eyes were as bright as stars, "Lin Feng, you said that you hated me for all revenge on me, and you said that because of Lin Xu, you wanted me to die." ”
"But why do you think you are the righteous party? Because Lin Xu is gone, can you do whatever you want to me in the name of revenge?"
"I don't think you're a thousandth of your brother's, because at least we were good friends. Even in the last case, your brother still chooses to be above board, instead of just remembering the hatred like you, but not looking for what is hidden behind the hatred. Lin Qingwei's voice was fierce.
"You're right to frame me, so I'm wrong to design to come to you?"
"Do you think you are the law? Do you want to ask the judge in court if someone like me who killed someone else should be sentenced? I can tolerate your revenge on me alone. However, you have escalated this revenge to the entire company, including the Xiang Group. ”
"You know if something really happens, Xiang and I will be fine, but how many employees will lose their jobs, do you know how much impact it will have on this industry?" Lin Qingwei became more and more angry the more she spoke, "Do you think Xiang is dead now, do you think Qingfeng must be finished now." Do you think this so-called plan of retribution for evil has succeeded?"
"However, you are completely wrong! A person with a wrong mind will never get the support of God! But now let's not talk about this, you can take a look at this, this is from your brother's email, I can't have permission. If you really want to know about the events of that year, then you might as well read this email!"
Lin Qingwei threw the phone on Lin Feng's body, and he subconsciously caught it.
"You're a very good hacker, you know if you have done anything with this email, if you still feel that you are doing the right thing after reading it, then I really have nothing to say. Lin Qingwei said coldly.
Lin Feng didn't know what Lin Qingwei meant, but he still opened the email on his phone.
TO: Vivi
Weiwei, this is probably the last email I sent to you, and there are hundreds of emails sent before, and I don't know if you have read it, you said that this email address is something you don't use often, and you even forgot the password. I'm probably a coward, so I don't even have the courage to confess to you.
People say that Lin Xu is a famous talent, cheerful and high-spirited. But who knows, Lin Xu is not the person you seem to be so free and easy on the surface.
I have a lot of unspeakable secrets, I don't want to say this kind of thing to anyone, anyway, I'm going to be gone, I want to stay in my belly for the rest of my life, that's a good thing.
However, I was about to die, and I couldn't even say what I wanted to say before I died, and that was a tragic thing.
Vivi, I'm just going to tell you about this, if anyone is looking for trouble with you after I die, then at least there is this evidence that everything has nothing to do with you.
I love you, but it's not as deep as I think. I have depression, but I didn't choose to die because of depression.
No one will give up their life casually, but I don't have a choice.
I also want to live, but what should I do if I am alive and know so much helplessness? I can only hide, I hate, I hate many people, but I can't solve it in a violent way.
I think my love for you is probably just the love of classmates and friends, and I love you so persistently, probably to hide those dirty thoughts in my heart.
But in the end, I chose to hide everything. I'm sorry for you, if you don't find such an email until the end, if you don't find this email at the end, then everything is my sin, and I am willing to try to repay it in the next life.
Vivi, I've fallen in love with someone.
That man used to be a good friend of mine, and then he died.
The one you know is called Kou Ran, and we're very good friends, aren't we?
Kou Ran always thought I liked you, but he didn't know that for a long, long time, when I didn't mistake my feelings for you, I liked him.
But when he died, everyone thought he had gone abroad, even you. But you know, everybody was deceived, he got acute leukemia and died two months after going to the United States.
Some people think he is beautiful, but only I know that he will never come back for the rest of his life.
Do you remember when this happened? It was probably my junior year and your sophomore year.
You said that Kou Ran made the best choice, and we should all support him, but if I had known earlier that he was going to the United States for treatment, I would not have stayed in China.
Weiwei, others think that I haven't looked for a girlfriend for so many years because I like you in my heart, I don't know what you think in your heart, but I have only been friends and classmates for you from beginning to end.
Kou Ran, Kou Ran, I don't dare mention his name. Weiwei, my depression has worsened, and the doctor advised me to get out of what happened before, but only I know that since Kou Ran is gone, I am no different from a dead person.
I've been seeing Kou Ran recently, and he's still the same as a freshman, the same as when we met, so youthful and full of vitality.
I thought I could keep going even if he was gone, but it had been like the walking dead for so many years.
But he came to me, and he asked me to go with him, and I saw him more and more often, and I didn't even think about him at all.
I always felt like he wasn't gone, he was just with me.
The doctor told me to take medicine, but I didn't want to take it, I just wanted to see Kou Ran, as long as I saw him, I could do anything. Now he's inviting me to go with me to another world, and I can't think of a reason to say no. So, I sent you one last email, and I'm really sorry if I still cause you trouble after I die.
Vivi, if you really have a chance to see this email, can you grant me a request? Scatter my ashes in the Pacific Ocean, where there we are, so we can be together forever.
Lin Xu, a masterpiece.
This is Lin Xu's suicide note, the real suicide note, it turns out that his diaries are all deceiving, and what he wrote is not what he really thinks in his heart. It turned out that he was just pretending to be a normal person in this messy world.
It turned out that Kou Ran was not gone, but dead.
It turned out that he couldn't find Kou Ran not because he was completely hidden in the United States, but because he was completely gone, and a person who was no longer in this world could not be found no matter how he looked for it.
"If it weren't for him mentioning it, I would have forgotten about Kou Ran. Lin Feng, I feel sorry and guilty, because I, as his former best friend, didn't even notice his abnormality in the first place. But did you know? Sometimes, a man's mind is not something that a woman can guess. Lin Qingwei said in a low voice.
"You can resent me, but you can't use those shameless schemes to destroy the company. ”
"Kou Ran, hehe, it's him, it's Kou Ran......" Lin Feng couldn't help but take a few steps back, everyone thought that Lin Xu jumped off the building in depression because he couldn't pursue Lin Qingwei. But they didn't know that Lin Xu didn't really love Lin Qingwei, and the person he loved the most turned out to be a man.
Lin Feng naturally knew Kou Ran, who used to be his brother's best friend.
He was young at the time, and because he was in middle school, he lived on campus all the time, and he rarely went home every week. Lin Xu is also staying at the house, but he will still go home on Saturdays and Sundays.
He knew that Lin Xu and Kou Ran were good friends in a class or even a dormitory, so it was normal for the two of them to have a good relationship.
Yes, how could he realize that there were other relationship problems between the two men at such a young age?
Kou Ran's name always appeared in his brother's mouth from time to time, and even after Kou Ran went abroad, he was a heavy drinker.
Before, he didn't know that his brother had a problem with alcoholism, but when he came back from school that day, there was no one at home, so he saw a large pile of beer cans piled up next to Lin Xu, and the whole person was lying on the bed softly.
The only thing that screamed in his mouth was Kou Ran.
Probably because Kou Ran insisted on going abroad and broke his brother's heart, so Lin Feng, who was young at the time, didn't mind.
Now everything ties things together, but it really seems to make sense.
If he really likes Lin Qingwei, with his brother's character, he won't suffocate himself because of his feelings.
Lin Xu has always had a tendency to be depressed, but because of Kou Ran's incident, he was constantly stimulated. The thrill of homosexuality, the thrill of a lover's departure, the thrill of a lover's death.
Probably because there has always been such a hurdle in his heart, he has never dared to look directly at his feelings for Kou Ran, but when he really mustered up the courage to face it, Kou Ran was no longer alive.
Don't say that the farthest distance in the world is not the distance between life and death, how desperate was Lin Xu's mood at that time? It is estimated that no one else knows except Lin Xu himself.
Because of the constant hallucinations, he felt that Kou Ran was by his side, so he chose to go to him.
There is a lot of helplessness in this world, just like the characters in those tragic literature, the eyes of the times and others, and the tragedies created by themselves, I feel that the pain is so painful that I can't breathe, but it is so normal and natural.
Everything is happening around us, and everything is the accumulation of small tragic events.
It's just that he didn't expect that he, Lin Feng, would also be a villain in this tragedy and become the initiator of another tragedy.
"Lin Qingwei, this email, I believe you!" After a long time, his face was as pale as paper, and he finally said the sentence in his heart.
"Actually, I should have known that there was a problem a long time ago, but I chose to run away because I didn't dare to face the truth, because I couldn't accept the death of my loved one. ”