"My brother is a person who is not easy to understand, and he is also a person who rejects people from thousands of miles away. is obviously a personable talent, and he is very sought after by girls, but he never deliberately keeps his distance from any woman. So when he became the closest friend with you, I was thinking, he should like you. ”

"I don't know, I can't even feel it, maybe only you know best in your heart whether Lin Xu really likes you. So I stubbornly believe that because his love for you was not reciprocated, he chose to end his life in such a decisive way. ”

Lin Feng slowly recalled the past, and the doubts that were not so easy to understand in the past began to gradually become transparent.

For example, why Lin Xu likes Lin Qingwei so much, but he didn't invite her to Lin's house once, and why Lin Xu and Kou Ran are always so good, they can even eat and live together.

He hadn't even shared a bed with his own brother.

There are also his habits, his various expressions and actions, and after Kou Ran left, he gradually became silent and depressed.

"Lin Feng, there is one thing I can't hide from you, Lin Xu did confess to me. That was when Kou Ran hadn't left yet, and Kou Ran and I were just ordinary friends, so naturally I couldn't pay attention to the matter between him and Lin Xu. It's just that Lin Xu's liking for me, whether it's like between friends or real love, I don't know very well. ”

"I used to think that he might just not be able to express his love, but Lin Feng, even if I don't have such sensitive nerves, a woman can still detect whether a man loves you or not. I used to be like you, naively thinking that Lin Xu and Kou Ran were just buddies who had a very good relationship. Because of the name Kou Ran, Lin Xu has never mentioned it since he went abroad. ”

Because the other party didn't mention it, Lin Qingwei didn't take it to heart.

"He confessed, and of course I refused. It was the only time the two of us had an emotional exchange. At that time, Lin Xu was extremely transparent and open-minded, he said, even if you can't be a couple, it's not bad to be friends. It's even easier to be friends than to be a couple. ”

"I believe he was very sincere when he said this, so it was so heartbroken to know that he had passed away. I didn't know that his depression was so bad, do you hate yourself? But I really hate myself, and as a friend of his, I didn't know that he was so sick that he gave up on his life. ”

Lin Qingwei silently closed her eyes, trying to stop the steady stream of tears.

"Lin Feng, in fact, we are all wrongdoing people, aren't we?" Lin Qingwei suddenly laughed, she looked at Lin Feng with tears in her eyes, but she had no way to tell her pain.

In fact, it wasn't just them who were wrong? if it weren't for falling in love with the wrong person, Lin Xu probably wouldn't have lived so painfully that he gave up even the chance to live.

However, love is love, there is no so-called right or wrong, if the human heart is so easy to control, there will be no people who live and die for love every day.

"No, I was even more wrong...... Lin Feng smiled bitterly and took two steps back, "Weiwei, you are really a very smart woman, and you are very lucky. Twice, both times I wanted your life, but you survived and didn't suffer any major damage. It's just that I may not be able to help you with the company's affairs, because the virus was implanted when the system was built, and it is very uncontrollable, and even if I want to help, I can't solve this problem. ”

Lin Qingwei shook her head, "I've already asked someone to help solve it." Lin Feng, although I know that you are for your brother, but what you did wrong is still wrong, I will not investigate the harm you did to me the first two times, because that did not cause substantial harm, but about the Xiang clan and Qingfeng, don't you really plan to give us an explanation?"

Lin Feng lowered his head slowly, he was a clear-minded person, although he was blinded by hatred, it didn't mean that he must be such a bad-hearted person.

"I know this, and I will definitely give an explanation to all of you. ”

Lin Qingwei listened to his tone, her brows couldn't help but tighten into a Sichuan character, she just wanted to get a formal apology from Lin Feng, but why did Lin Feng's tone make people feel a little faintly uneasy?

Deng Ling has always listened to the conversation between Lin Qingwei and Lin Feng, she didn't know anything about the things back then, and she almost didn't know anything about Lin Feng's brother and some of the past.

But that doesn't mean she hasn't figured out what happened. There is nothing complicated, it's just that Lin Xu and Kou Ran fell in love back then, but the love between men and men will not be blessed, no matter whether others think so or not, but Lin Xu and Kou Ran both think so. Just when the relationship between the two was hesitant, Lin Xu chose to confess to Lin Qingwei in an attempt to reverse himself from the wrong path, but he didn't expect that not only Lin Qingwei rejected him, but even Kou Ran chose to go abroad and go away.

Lin Xu was sad, but he always maintained friendship with Lin Qingwei, but he completely lost contact with Kou Ran. It was only one day later that he suddenly learned that Kou Ran went to the United States not because he was studying, but because he was sick, and the illness was already quite serious, so serious that he lost his life.

Lin Xu put all of it in his heart and was saddened by Kou Ran's death. It is probably because of love to the extreme and regret to the extreme that it is so painful, and the huge mental pressure still makes him suffer from depression. But he hides himself so perfectly that his best friends and loved ones don't see it.

No one knew that he had loved Kou Ran, and he probably didn't want people to think that he loved Kou Ran even at the moment when he chose to die. Because Kou Ran was dead, he didn't want to tarnish his reputation because of himself. So he chose to put this responsibility on Lin Qingwei.

After all, Lin Qingwei had already chosen to go abroad at that time, and even if he died, no one would really find Lin Qingwei's head. But there was guilt, so he sent such an email.

probably also thinks that Lin Qingwei should be given one last chance to explain.

He just didn't expect that because of his own love, because he chose to end his life, his younger brother hated Lin Qingwei for so many years, and his parents even died in a car accident because of him.

The death of a person is not terrible, but the tragedy of so many people is caused by him alone.

Lin Qingwei blames herself, Lin Feng blames herself, but the one who should really blame herself is probably the one who uses death to escape everything. If he had been brave when he found out that he liked Kou Ran, maybe Kou Ran would not have been so ruthless and went away. Even if they are infected with leukemia, the two of them will still have time to spend with each other, right?

But one wrong step, one wrong step. Kou Ran died, and all of Lin Xu's sustenance was gone. Even if they can't be together, as long as they know that he is still in this world, then there is an expectation in their hearts that one day, he will find him.

However, the reality is desperate, Kou Ran is dead, and Lin Xu will not be given any chance to regret it. The pressure of falling in love with a man has always plagued him, the pressure of the world, the impact of feelings, the pain of falling out of love and the despair of the death of his lover, I don't know which one is the last straw that crushes the camel?

Maybe Lin Xu's idea of committing suicide has been planned for a long time, or maybe his depression is not so severe that he can't think about it so much that he chooses to die. He just wanted to find a chance to meet Kou Ran, so he planned it for so long.

He thought that his plan was perfect, that he could save the most people in this way, but he didn't expect that because of him, he would bring harm to so many people. Let his brother lose all his loved ones and live in hatred and pain for so many years.

made Lin Qingwei feel painful when she knew the truth, and regretted why she was so decisive back then.

In fact, the weakest person is him, there is no shortage of warriors who dedicate themselves to love in this world, and surviving for love is actually more courageous and more tragic.

"Weiwei, I'll give everyone an explanation!" Lin Feng took a deep breath, and then slowly walked out of the ward.

Deng Ling frowned, and then asked everyone to disperse first, saying that Lin Qingwei was no longer in trouble.

Now that the drama has begun, it is impossible to end so simply.

"Lin Feng ......" Lin Feng's back was a little decisive, Lin Qingwei didn't understand, what else did he want to do?

"Deng Ling, do you think Lin Feng will do something stupid like his brother?" Lin Qingwei asked.

"Don't make a big deal of your mother's heart, it's useless at this time!" Deng Ling asked her to lie down on the hospital bed, "Our drama will continue, don't smash it." ”

Actually, I'm not talking about my own Virgin or my good heart or anything like that. Deng Ling, you don't understand, the moment I knew that Lin Xu was gone, I really had a painful feeling like a knife. In fact, I don't know if he really means anything to me, but it's because I didn't get to know him seriously as a friend and find out that he is wrong, so he is so determined to go that way. At this point, Lin Feng and I are the same. Moreover, Lin Feng must be even more painful than me. ”

But that's not the reason why he chose to take revenge on you, even if all the evidence points to you, but he is not the law, and it does not represent any justice. And the methods he uses are really not very clever. Deng Ling said righteously.

"You say I'm the Virgin, I really don't blame him? Of course I'm weird, he caused me so much trouble, and even wanted my life, I don't blame him for being abnormal. But think about it from a different position, if I have an elder brother myself, because another woman died, and my family lost their lives because of it, would I choose to forgive? I don't think I would be so open-minded to choose forgiveness, because a woman, even if she is not the one who directly hurt me, is indeed because of her who caused me a great tragedy. ”

"You can write a novel with such empathy, really!" Deng Ling didn't care about what Lin Qingwei said, and gave her a roll of the eyes, "The two brothers are so pitiful, you probably really didn't do anything good in your last life!"