"I didn't ...... Sleeps ....." The tear ducts seemed to have been suddenly stimulated, and flowed uncontrollably, as if it was this phone call that had been waiting for it, and had been waiting for the rescue of this gentle and quiet voice like night.

Qin Jun seemed to feel the strangeness of my voice. "Are you alright?" he asked, tentatively.

"I'm fine. I took a deep breath and didn't dare say a word more. He doesn't know that he shouldn't care about me like that, especially on a night like this.

A soft sigh came from the other side of the phone: "Don't worry me, okay? I", his voice was very soft, but it was very clear and gentle in the silence.

I was speechless, just desperately suppressing my tears. The night outside was dark, and there was not a single star in sight. His heart is also dark, but he doesn't dare to hope that he is a star who can bring light to himself. It turned out that I was so cowardly, I was afraid that I couldn't afford to gamble, love, lose, or repay......

"I-good, you don't have to worry about me, Qin ...... "I'm struggling to spit out words.

The air was very quiet, and the breathing of the two men was almost audible.

"Don't call me that, okay? Actually, you always knew that I didn't approach you as the general manager!" his voice was a little helpless, "You know what? I, all along, you have rejected not others, but yourself! What are you afraid of?"

Yes, if you want me to go crazy, then let me tell you, you did it!" Qin Jun said in his heart.

"I... What am I afraid of... What am I afraid of......" I muttered his words, tears flowing down again, "I'm not like you, Qin Jun, you have everything, and I, and I'm ......" I couldn't cry, and my suppressed cry came from the sound of the current, stabbing Qin Jun's heart like a sword.

And I had nothing left but a broken heart, I said in my heart, and hung up.

Qin Jun stood by the window with the phone, and I hung up his phone like this, but he didn't have any resentment, as if he suddenly understood something, it turned out that I didn't have no feelings for him. The thought lit up his heart like lightning.

But how could I do that? Stir up his heart, and then try desperately to distance myself from him, as if nothing had happened. This should be my strong point, Qin Yan is like this, he can't escape, light a cigarette, he smiled bitterly. I, I, repeated the name, my fingers lightly brushed over the lips that had been kissed by me, as if the fragrance remained, and my heart slowly became gentle.

I, if you want, I can give you anything.

Qin Jun is not now in G City, where the company is located, but in Beijing, which is very close to Tianjin, his home. Family affairs are always difficult to decide, and the affairs of a family with a big business like the Qin family are even more difficult to decide.

The morning air is exceptionally fresh, but the atmosphere at the table is dreary and oppressive.

Qin Zifeng sat motionless at the top of the dining table, holding the morning newspaper in one hand and holding a pipe in the other, not looking at the people at the table. Su Yizhi next to him sat quietly with a solemn face, and Yu Lu sat next to me with low eyebrows. On the opposite side are Qin Jun and Qin Yan.

After breakfast was ready, Qin Zifeng put the newspaper and pipe and started eating, and then everyone began to move quietly. Qin Jun could see that Su Yizhi was not as calm as he looked, and seemed to want to stop talking, and Qin Yan was also a little absent-minded.

While eating, Qin Zifeng raised his head and asked Qin Jun: "How is the company doing recently?" He spoke in a low voice, but with majesty.

"Fortunately, I have to sign a big order in two days, and I have to go back to the company. Qin Jun replied.

"Well, it's still important to work!" Qin Zifeng nodded, his eldest son rarely let him worry about it, he has always been trustworthy.

At this time, Su Yizhi finally spoke: "Old Qin, I think let's let Xiao Yan go back to the company with Qin Jun, you can not only learn some experience, but also help his brother, anyway, sooner or later he will have to manage the company's affairs!", Qin Jun understands that this has always been Su Yizhi's concern, and he is always afraid that his children will get too little.

Qin Yan spoke a little impatiently: "Mom, I'm working very well in Beijing now, and I don't want to go to my brother's company for the time being!"

Obviously, the meaning of the last few words in Qin Yan's words stimulated Su Yizhi, and it actually came out of his son's mouth, Su Yizhi was a little annoyed and angry.

"What is your brother's company, that's the Qin family's ......" I couldn't help but complain, and when I raised my head, I happened to meet Qin Zifeng's majestic eyes, and quickly stopped.

Qin Jun hesitated a little, in all fairness, he didn't object to Qin Yan coming to the company, and he could help him a little with his ability, but he suddenly remembered her face and thought about the scene of the two people meeting, he was a little hesitant.

At this moment, Yu Lu, who didn't speak for a while, spoke quietly: "Mom, I'm a little uncomfortable during this time, I don't know if it's ...... Isn't it ....." The words became slurred.

Su Yizhi was a little surprised, and then his face was full of joy, and his voice was raised: "Xiaolu, shouldn't you....have?"

Qin Zifeng also raised his head, and it was not difficult to see joy in his eyes, and the time he had been waiting for his grandson was not a day or two. On the contrary, Qin Yan's face was a little strange, and he seemed to glance at Yu Lu with some anger.

Yu Lu ignored Qin Yan's gaze, and blushed: "I haven't gone to the hospital for a diagnosis yet, probably... Possible... "I'm pretty sure of it.

Qin Jun continued to eat quietly, no matter what, this was a good thing for the Qin family.

"Well, then Xiao Yan should stay here now, don't go to the company yet!" Qin Zifeng spoke authoritatively.

Su Yizhi wanted to say more, but when I saw Qin Zifeng's sharp eyes, I swallowed my words. glanced at Qin Jun unwillingly. Qin Jun ignored it.

In the bedroom, Qin Yan pinched Yu Lu fiercely: "Why are you in such a hurry to tell them?

Yu Lu was in pain, but she didn't exhale the pain, and said with a smile: "I am the child's mother, they are the child's grandparents and parents, of course they have the right to know!"

Qin Yan was angry, let go of her hand, gasped with difficulty, and held back his anger: "You know, I'm not ready to be a father!"

Yu Lu stood up, looked straight at him, and said coldly, word by word: "I know very well, in fact, you have never made this kind of preparation!", paused, and said: "But, it doesn't matter, you don't have to prepare, now I-everything is ready!"

Qin Yan was speechless for a long time, glaring at me, Yu Lu also glared at him without looking at him, and after a while, he turned around and picked up his clothes, slammed the door and left.

Yu Lu looked at the door that was slammed shut, tears still couldn't help but flow, covering her face and squatting down, tears flowing down her fingers.

This is the happiness that I have worked so hard to achieve. In fact, from the first time I saw Su Yan, the development of events was basically not much different from what I had always expected, if there was any flaw, it was Su Yan's heart. When I walked into the wedding hall holding Su Yan's hand, I wasn't sure what was going on in the heart of the man with a numb smile next to me, I just felt the coldness of his hand.

Until one day, when I couldn't stand him holding my heart but thinking about others and arguing with him, I couldn't help but tell the truth.

Then the two of them stood quietly for a long time, and finally Qin Yan said a word:

"Actually, I have never loved you, she doesn't want me anymore, and whoever I marry is the same......."

That day, I realized that what I had been desperately trying to get was nothing more than an illusion.

However, I already had no choice but to move forward. I gently stroked myself, this is their child, I silently read, this is my child and Qin Yan's, this sentence suddenly increased my courage.

I picked up the phone and dialed the number, "Sisi, I'm Xiaolu, do you have time today?" and accompany me to the hospital ......."

Hospital, Gynecology.

The doctor handed over the diagnosis to Yu Lu, and two big words made my eyes light up, "early pregnancy", this may be my way out, and I finally got my wish.

Liu Sisi looked at Yu Lu happily and worriedly, Yu Lu looked at my expression and patted my head: "Hey, don't be like this, you should be happy for me!", after that, he took Liu Sisi's hand and walked outside.

Two people in a restaurant

Sit down, it's where we often come from.

Yu Lu ordered a large table of dishes, looking refreshed.

"Why are you ordering so many dishes, how old is the little guy? You want to eat two people now?" Liu Sisi teased.

Yu Lu laughed and muttered, "I didn't eat enough breakfast!", thinking of such a depressing breakfast, I couldn't help but puff my mouth.

The two of them were talking and laughing and eating, it seemed that Yu Lu was in a really good mood, but Liu Sisi was a little worried, I was clear about the relationship between Xiaolu and Qin Yan, and I always felt a little unaccustomed to the joy that Yu Lu was showing now.

"Xiaolu, the last time I went to Tianjin, I saw ......" Liu Sisi stopped talking.

Yu Lu took a bite of the dish and asked, "What do you see?"

Liu Sisi shook his head and said, "Forget it, don't talk about it, let's eat vegetables!"

Yu Lu's curiosity rose, and he asked, "What do you see?"

Thinking about it, Liu Sisi still said: "I saw her ......"

Yu Lu stopped suddenly, and the dish fell on the table. After a while, he came back to his senses and asked, "She... Are you alright?"

Liu Sisi shook his head and said with some hesitation: "Still alone......"

Her face darkened, remembering the past, and said with some sadness: "Xiaolu, sometimes I feel sorry for ......", halfway through speaking, she saw that Yu Lu's expression was wrong, and quickly stopped.

Yu Lu looked at Liu Sisi straight and didn't speak for a long time. Finally, he said softly:

"There is no regret medicine in this world, we can only move forward...... her words are not only for Liu Sisi, but also for herself.

When Yu Lu returned home, it was dinner time, and the family sat down at the table like breakfast. After the diagnosis was announced, Su Yizhi and Qin Zifeng looked at me with a little more human touch, while Qin Yan looked like he didn't care about himself, only Qin Jun still maintained his calm in the morning.

Qin Zifeng frowned and looked at Qin Yan. Although this son has always been unpleasant in front of him, after all, he is his own child, with his own blood flowing in his body, and in his heart he is still full of fatherly love for this son who seems to be happy with everything.

The incense of the Qin family has never been very prosperous, Qin Jun's mother is the love of his life, but he doesn't want to make her depressed all her life because of a dewy marriage with Su Ziyi, and he died early when Qin Jun was eight years old. Since then, he has never married, but there is no shortage of women around him, in this world, being rich is not a bad thing, and there are always some women who flock to a rich middle-aged single man like him.

When Su Yizhi walked into this gate with the nineteen-year-old Qin Yan that year, he had almost forgotten what she looked like, but looking at Qin Yan's face that looked like him, as well as the high nose bridge that the Qin family had exclusive to, he almost immediately recognized him. Although he was not called Qin Yan at that time, but followed his mother's surname Su, and adopted an indifferent and alienated attitude towards him, after all, blood is thicker than water, especially after a few years, the relationship between father and son is still quite strong. The marriage between Qin Yan and Yu Lu was proposed by Su Ziyi, but it was also a trade-off made with Qin Yan's consent, over the years, he saw Yu Lu make a lot of efforts, and he wanted to please Qin Yan, but it was obvious that Qin Yan's heart did not lie in Lu, and he had countless quarrels over the years, although most of them would end with Yu Lu's compromise, although Qin Zifeng rarely asked about the two of them, but he still knew very well that his second son was not satisfied with his marriage.

Now, both of them have children, and he is still a little worried about this situation.

And Qin Jun is the child who makes him feel at ease, probably because of his mother in his early years, Qin Jun rarely let him worry about it since he was a child, he lives independently, excels in learning, and excels in performance. After finishing high school, he sent him directly abroad, and Qin Jun rarely objected to his father's big and small decisions, and always accepted them calmly. I remember that once he met Qin Jun who was passing by with his classmates at the door of the hotel with a woman in his arms, and he could also greet him without changing his face, and also called the woman next to him "Auntie" very politely, and then said goodbye to him calmly. That year, he was just fourteen years old.

When he explained to Qin Jun that Qin Yan and Su Ziyi were staying in the Qin family, he didn't show a trace of surprise, but after listening to his explanation, he said lightly: "I know." ”

This son is undoubtedly excellent, and after returning from abroad, he took over his business, and in a short period of time, the company's business was impressive, and within six years it expanded and annexed six branches. Although he is still in charge of the capital of Qin's enterprise, he has basically handed over all the management to Qin Jun. Qin Jun's son brought him not only pride and wealth, in Qin's enterprise,

But what made him disappointed was that he and Qin Jun were not like real father and son. In his impression, it seems that he has never been close to Qin Jun, in the past, he was too busy with work and had no time, but now it is the other way around, Qin Jun is often so busy that he runs around the world. And vaguely, he could also feel Qin Jun's estrangement. Qin Jun had a pair of eyes similar to those of his deceased wife, and when his son looked at him quietly, Qin Zifeng's heart would feel a little guilty, as if those eyes were silently reminding him of the mistakes he had made.

And Qin Jun's love life, Qin Zifeng doesn't know much, he often thinks that there shouldn't be many women who can be seen by a man as good as his son. He has never been in charge of children's affairs, but now that Qin Jun is the eldest and the youngest, he doesn't look like he's in a hurry. Su Yizhi once enthusiastically helped him Zhang Luo, but every time he was dismissed without a trace, after a few times, Su Yizhi probably understood that Qin Jun didn't really understand his feelings, so he was no longer keen on this matter.

Su Yizhi was even a little excited about Yu Lu's latest news, for her, with this grandson, the Qin family's huge family property seemed to favor her even more. Because of the arrival of this new life, the atmosphere of the whole family has become vivid, and Su Yizhi has taught Lu a lot of experience in being a mother.

Two days later, Qin Jun returned to the branch in G City.

As soon as he got to work that day, Yu Xinzhi knocked on his office and asked him to sign the business trip application form. He looked at the application form, and the destination column said Tianjin, and his heart skipped a beat.

"How's it going, how is the equipment over there?" he asked, casually, as he signed.

Yu Xinzhi rubbed his hands, and it seemed a little tricky. Qin Jun stopped.

"Is something wrong?" he asked.

"No....no, it's out....a little....the situation is ......," Yu Xinzhi said cautiously.

Qin Jun stared at him and didn't speak.

"That's ..... our department...."Yu Xinzhi was stunned, Qin Jun was startled, but there was no change on his face.

"What's wrong with me?" He suddenly heard his own heartbeat.

"I was injured at the supplier's factory...... Yu Xinzhi wiped the sweat from his forehead, to be honest, although the injury was not serious, he always couldn't get away with his responsibility, and this job shouldn't have been sent to me.

Qin Jun handed the signed document to Yu Xinzhi.

"Then you go..... her, the injury is not serious, right?" Qin Jun tried to calm his voice as much as possible.

Yu Xinzhi took the application form and replied, "It's not very serious, my hand is cut." ”

Tianjin.

Hospital.

I was on a drip, and I was lying on my hospital bed in agony, crying and laughing at the flowers beside me.

This is Xiao Feng's masterpiece, and as soon as he heard the news of my injury, he rushed to the hospital with a scream, and he didn't look like a mother at all. An hour later, Lao Fang's classmate seemed to have eyes in the sky and floated with flowers and fruits, and then Xiao Feng, who had already become an expectant mother, left the scene with a wink, raised her hand and made a victory V-shape with me and left happily.

It seems that Xiao Feng also has a posture of never giving up until the goal is achieved. And now, according to the doctor's instructions, I have to stay in the hospital obediently for two weeks, and if the old man doesn't take the initiative to leave, it's useless for me to make up a hundred reasons by myself, I thought helplessly.

The old man sat down on the chair next to him, picked up a pear and peeled it. In less than a minute, a pear was peeled, and the peeled skin was still firmly connected, which showed that the technique of peeling the fruit was quite good, and I opened my eyes wide and looked amazed. It wasn't until the old man handed me the peeled pears that I came back to my senses.

smiled: "Cut it like this, it's almost a work of art, but I'm reluctant to eat it!" Having said that, I still stretched out my uninjured left hand to catch it, looking at the white and tender pears, I couldn't help but take a bite, the pears in Tianjin are really good, rich in moisture, and the taste is also very sweet.

Seeing that I was happy to eat, the old man smiled slightly, and told me the story of the past, saying that he had a good hand at peeling since he was a child, and he could sharpen a pencil as if it were processed with a planer. The first time I heard about this kind of kung fu, I heard that there were people who practiced this kind of kung fu, and they listened to it with relish while eating delicious pears. I've been lying in the hospital bed for two days, Xiao Feng only told me when he called this morning, and now Lao Fang is here, talking and laughing with me, the time is much better than the previous two days, and the mood is not as depressed as when I was just injured.

When the nurse came in to take her temperature, it was almost evening, and I realized that Lao Fang had been with me for more than two hours, so I hurriedly asked Lao Fang to go back.

The old man said unhurriedly: "Why don't I bring you dinner?"

I quickly shook my head and said that I had already ordered a meal at the hospital, and it would be delivered on time when the time came. The old man saw that I was resolute and couldn't insist anymore, so he said goodbye to me and said that he would come back tomorrow.

I was stunned for a moment, swallowed my saliva, and said, "My little injury is actually a minor injury, it is not in the way, and I will be discharged from the hospital in two days." When you old classmates come to see me, I feel content, and I don't have to be so polite......" I deliberately said the three words of the old classmates very clearly, the old party was not dull, and he more or less heard the meaning of my words, and there was a little more disappointment in his eyes.

I pretended not to see him and said goodbye.