Chapter 108: The Loneliness of Laughter
Mo Qingyou said: "If I hadn't met Lin Tao, I would have married you, Shengshi." ”
Sheng Shi asked her: "Do you like me? This is impossible, unrealistic, you like Song Jinang, I know, you like him, you send him Wang Laoji every Monday, you are also in a bad mood because he is in a bad mood, you said in the school exam that you love him." ”
Mo Qingyou smiled, her smile was a little bitter, she shook her head and said, "No, I don't like Song Jinang, but he is my confidant, my best friend except you, a friend who can say anything." ”
Sheng Shi didn't know what to say, he felt that the air around him was frozen, and what he wanted to say was frozen.
Mo Qingyou said: "Wang Laoji really wasn't sent by me, I'm just running errands for others, so I helped stuff Wang Laoji into Song Jinang's drawer, and you forgot, on the rooftop, my first name was you, I didn't let you call my name at the time, because I was scared, I think that kind of happiness is fake." ”
Sheng Shi couldn't believe it, no one could believe it, he felt like it was a dream, an unreal and ridiculous dream, he said, "Why didn't you tell me?"
Mo Qingyou said: "Actually, I told you, I quarreled with Lin Zhou that night and came to you, I just wanted to see you, the school exam too, I wanted to be with you so I left with you, when you fought, I was angry, I didn't like your childishness." I'm angry that you don't always understand my heart. ”
Mo Qingyou continued: "Do you know why we didn't get acquainted until high school, because I didn't dare to talk to you before, I didn't dare to get close to you, I thought that if I approached you, I would blush and be speechless." ”
Sheng Shi cried, the first time in front of Mo Qingyou, his eyes were sour with tears, he hurriedly wiped away the tears with the back of his hand, he was calm, and he didn't have the courage to look at Mo Qingyou.
Mo Qingyou said: "When I went to Beijing to find you, it was when I chose between you and Lin Tao, but I saw that you were very happy, so I decided to let Le Cuicui give you happiness." ”
Sheng Shi frowned bitterly, he shook his head and said: "No, it's not like this, in fact, I want to tell you, maybe I should have told you at the beginning, I like you, Mo Qingyou! I really like you, I like you for a long time, ten years!"
Mo Qingyou looked at him with a calm face and no sense of surprise.
Mo Qingyou said, "I know. ”
"You know?"
"Yes, I know, I know you like me, I already knew, although you didn't open your mouth, but I just know, you like me, like me for a long time, we're childhood sweethearts, so I know. ”
Sheng Shi's mind was confused by Mo Qingyou and didn't understand what she meant for a while, he asked her: "You know, then why don't you tell me, you know that if you tell me, I will tell you how I feel." ”
Mo Qingyou said: "I like you, but it doesn't mean that I will marry you, Sheng Shi, I said it, I want to find a man like Lin Tao who feels like home, I also said that I hate your childishness, marriage and love are two different things, I can only choose one." ”
Maybe Mo Qingyou understood all this a long time ago, understood feelings, life, and the future. Sheng Shi seemed to remember that in which book or movie, he learned the sentence: "Girls are always more mature than boys of the same age." ”
He thought about it, maybe this sentence was true, maybe he was mature? He was really not very mature, at least not as mature as Lin Tao, and he would even quarrel with Le Cuicui and be angry with her. Le Cuicui also often said that he was a child.
He seems to understand now, understands Mo Qingyou, and understands everything that he didn't understand at that time.
He looked at Mo Qingyou, Mo Qingyou also looked at him, the two of them looked at each other, and suddenly smiled. This smile is the same smile that they often smiled at each other in high school, and it is a kind of heart-to-heart laughter.
From a distance, Sheng Shi saw Song Jinang and Song Qi, Song Jinang walked with a dashing look, Sheng Shi recognized it at a glance, he saw the two people suddenly felt tears in his eyes, and an extremely familiar sense of intimacy rushed towards him, so he and Mo Qingyou stood on the street and waved to them.
Song Qi also raised his hand towards them, and suddenly took a step and ran, she had a smile on her face, a smile without any dust, just like the kind of hearty and generous smile she had in high school, Sheng Shi thought he was wrong, Song Qi's smile was an illusion, he hadn't seen Song Qi like that for a long time, but when Song Qi ran in front of him, he finally saw it clearly.
Song Qi is back.
Song Qi cut his hair short, and his hair was curled up to the shoulders, which was still yellow. She looked at Sheng Shi, then at Mo Qingyou, and wrapped her arms around Mo Qingyou's neck with open hands.
Song Qi said: "I miss you, Mo Qingyou." “
Mo Qingyou hugged her and said, "Me too, you see that you are rejuvenated again, how are you doing?"
Song Qi said: "Okay, it couldn't be better, your belly is so big, the child is a few months old, is it a man or a woman?"
Mo Qingyou smiled embarrassedly, then reached out and touched his bulging belly, and said, "It's been seven months, otherwise the belly can be so big, the doctor said it might be a girl." ”
"Hello girl, girl is obedient and well-behaved, it will be amazing to look like you in the future, and she is a little beauty. ”
Mo Qingyou was still smiling, her face was flushed, she saw that Song Jinang in the distance had come to her, Song Jinang touched the back of his head, his face was red, he moved his mouth embarrassedly and said, "Long time no see, Mo Qingyou." ”
Mo Qingyou smiled and said, "Yes, it's been a long time, you look better than I imagined." ”
Sheng Shi said: "Let's stop standing on the side of the road, let's find a shop to sit down and eat." ”
Everyone agreed, so the four of them walked along the street and made a small circle to a restaurant near the square.
Perhaps because it has just passed Chinese New Year's Eve, the restaurant is still full of many people, most of them are families, old and young, men and women are gathered around a table, drinking wine, eating vegetables, the family is happy, looking very warm.
Sheng Shi and Song Jinang walked in front, Song Qi helped the pregnant Mo Qingyou to follow slowly, and the four of them went up to the second floor and found a location where they could overlook the street by the window.
Sheng Shi and Mo Qingyou sat together, and Song Qi and Song Jinang sat together.
After the four of them sat down, Song Jinang looked at everyone, and said with a sigh: "It's been a few years, and we just got together, oops, this is really a very difficult thing, today we don't have to worry about the face, as if we are happy for the New Year." ”
Song Qi said: "Yes, I haven't been together for a long time, especially since I haven't seen you for a long time, Shengshi!"
Song Qi's eager gaze made Sheng Shi smile a little embarrassed, and he looked at Song Qi, as if he saw the girl who confessed to him in front of the whole class.
Sheng Shi said: "Well, I haven't seen you for a long time, what's the matter, you're going abroad, that's a good thing, none of us have a chance to go abroad, you still have to settle abroad, I really envy you." ”
Song Qi said: "Envy me, then you should also marry a foreign girl." ”
After Song Qi finished speaking, everyone laughed, and Song Jinang said jokingly: "Do you think everyone has such a great charm as you, trapping all foreigners, our family has no such ability." ”
Sheng Shi said: "What is the prosperity of your family, when did I become your family." ”
Song Jinang said: "Okay, okay, it's not our family, it's Le Cuicui's family." ”
Mo Qingyou said: "Shengshi, Song Jinang is too bad, he always talks about you, you have to say a few words back to him." ”
Sheng Shi said: "Yes, I can't stand Song Jinang's appearance for a long time, and I want to beat him for a long time." ”
Song Jinang said: "Okay, okay, the two of you are now partnered, and you want to bully me, I won't fight with you." “
Some of the four of them didn't talk about their own plans, marriage, career troubles, and so on.
Sheng Shi looked at the three friends in the past, all gathered here on this day, everyone put aside the past grievances, quarrels, misunderstandings, jealousy, all regardless of the past, reunited here, he suddenly felt how happy and rare this is.
What could be happier than a reunion of family and friends?
It was already afternoon when the four of them came out of the restaurant after eating, and they stood on the street, looking at the endless traffic in front of them, not knowing where to go.
Song Qi said, "Where are we going now?"
Song Jinang shook his head, and he couldn't make up his mind.
Sheng Shi said: "Mo Qingyou is pregnant, it's not good to go to a crowded place, I don't know." ”
Mo Qingyou said: "What, don't worry about me, I'm very good, I'm only seven months pregnant, why can't I go to a crowded place, you can go wherever you want, if I can't play, it's good to watch you." ”
Song Jinang said, "Which of you brought a camera?"
The other three all looked at him and said in unison, "No." ”
Song Qi said, "Do you want to take pictures?"
"yes. ”
"Use a mobile phone, who said you have to use a camera to take pictures, use a mobile phone. ”
So the four of them decided to use Song Qi's mobile phone to take a photo, and they stood in front of the restaurant and stopped a guest who came out.
It was a short and chubby middle-aged man, and Song Jinang stopped him and blocked his way. The man looked at him in some surprise, not knowing what he wanted to do.
Song Jinang put Song Qi's mobile phone in his hand and said, "Uncle, can you please take a picture of the four of us?"
He looked at the four of them and knew what Song Jinang meant, so he nodded and said, "Okay, then you guys stand well." ”
So the four of them hurriedly lined up in front of the restaurant seriously, Sheng Shi and Mo Qingyou stood in the middle, Song Qi stood on the edge of Sheng Shi, and Song Jinang was next to Mo Qingyou, after the four of them stood up, Song Jinang said to the man who took the photo: "Uncle, let's stand up, you can take a picture of us, take a few more photos." ”
The man nodded, then pointed the phone's camera at them, and only heard a few "clicks", he put the phone down, and then returned it to Song Jinang.
Song Jinang politely said to him, "Thank you, uncle." ”
He smiled and waved his hand and said, "It's okay, no thanks." ”
After the man left, Sheng Shi, Mo Qingyou, and Song Qi gathered around Song Jinang, and everyone stared at the photo.
Sheng Shi looked at himself in the photo, wearing a black hooded down jacket, not wearing a scarf, his face was blown by the wind and his cheeks were a little red, he stood next to Mo Qingyou, smiling a little lonely.