Chapter 107: I Care

Mo Qingyou said, "Why are you here?"

Sheng Shiqiang held back his tears, and also tried to soothe his fluctuating emotions, he felt that he had fallen to the bottom, and was falling rapidly towards the ground, he said as calmly as possible: "I thought you wouldn't come back." ”

Mo Qing looked at him leisurely, then turned to look at her husband, who was also looking at her without saying a word. His eyes were calm and calm, and he said in a deep voice, "Do you want to put on my clothes and go out?"

Mo Qingyou smiled, and before she could speak, the man stood up from the sofa, took off his windbreaker, and covered Mo Qingyou's body, the man's clothes were big and thick, wrapping Mo Qingyou's small body, and it looked very incongruous. Mo Qingyou didn't say anything, and while walking out the door, he said to Sheng Shi, "Let's come out for a walk." ”

Sheng Shi followed her out, and the two of them walked into the courtyard, and Mo Qingyou said coldly: "I will go back to Harbin the day after tomorrow, and I will not come back in the future." ”

Sheng Shi looked at her, the mood of desperately wanting to cry and cry once again violently hit his heart, he looked at the girl who was innocent in high school, full of youth and vitality, has now become someone else's wife, pregnant with other people's flesh and blood, what a sad and painful thing, he suddenly grieved from it, and the pain hit his heart again and again.

He asked Mo Qingyou, "When did you get married?"

Mo Qingyou said: "After going to Beijing to see you, I will get married." ”

Sheng Shi was taken aback, looked at her in disbelief, looked at him and looked at him, he remembered the situation when Mo Qingyou rushed to Beijing from Harbin to see him, her somewhat lonely and lonely back when she parted, it was obviously a lonely back, he couldn't imagine that Mo Qingyou had made up his mind to get married at that time.

He asked her slowly, "Why didn't you tell me you were going to get married?"

Mo Qingyou said: "I thought I told you, I said that I would marry my boyfriend." ”

"That's your boyfriend? I didn't expect, really, I was so surprised, I didn't know what to say. ”

Sheng Shi can now understand how Song Jinang felt when he saw Song Qi and her husband.

Mo Qingyou said: "He is very good to me, Sheng Shi really, really, I have never met someone so good to me in this life." So I'm going to marry him, and I want to find someone like that, and he is. ”

Sheng Shi felt very ironic, what is the best person for her, what is herself, isn't the best person for her herself, she has liked her silently for so long, ten years, but she said his feelings in a word is useless.

Sheng Shi said: "Okay, you're right, he's the one who is the best for you, I know, Mo Qingyou me"

Sheng Shi can't say it, he can't say it anymore, maybe it's better to bury this feeling in the bottom of his heart and let it rot slowly.

Mo Qingyou asked him, "Sheng Shi, what's wrong with you?"

Sheng Shi said lightly: "It's nothing, I just came to see you, and when I saw that you were not bad, I was relieved, and I left first." ”

Sheng Shi waved his hand at Mo Qingyou, and Mo Qingyou smiled at him and said goodbye.

Sheng Shi returned home, immediately went into the bedroom, closed the door, he was almost crying, the grief in his heart was so depressed that he couldn't release it, he didn't expect to see Mo Qingyou like this, everything in his heart seemed to be shattered one by one, and it couldn't be healed.

That night, Sheng Shi received a call from Song Jinang, and as soon as Sheng Shi answered the phone, he said to Song Jinang: "I understand, Song Jinang, I understand the mood when you see Song Qi's husband for the first time today." ”

Song Jinang said, "What's wrong with you?

Sheng Shi said: "Mo Qingyou, she is married, and she is still pregnant now!"

Song Jinang was silent for a while, the time of this meeting made Sheng Shi suddenly want to cry, Song Jinang said: "I really don't know what to say, I didn't expect Mo Qingyou to be pregnant, I don't know how to comfort you, Sheng Shi." ”

Sheng Shi said: "I'm fine, but it's a little hard to accept. ”

Song Jinang said: "Since Mo Qingyou is back, then you can also call her out, if it is convenient for her, because yesterday Song Qi proposed to let the four of us get together." ”

Sheng Shi calmed down, and he exhaled a long breath into the night.

"Okay, I'll try to talk to her, when?"

Song Jinang said the place and time of the meeting, and gathered in front of the school gate tomorrow.

Sheng Shi hung up the phone to Mo Qingyou that night, Sheng Shi didn't shiver with her, just told her: "Are you going to the party tomorrow morning?" Song Qi came back and proposed that the four of us get together, would you go?"

Mo Qingyou thought for a while and said, "Okay, I'll go." ”

And so it was settled.

That night, Sheng Shi couldn't sleep, his mind was full of Mo Qingyou, all of which changed after Mo Qingyou became pregnant, he tossed and turned in the night, he couldn't sleep, Le Cuicui was woken up by him.

Le Cuicui asked him, "Can't you sleep?" ”

Sheng Shi looked at Le Cuicui's face in the night, and suddenly felt that Le Cuicui was the person who was with him, he looked at Le Cuicui, hugged her and wanted to get comfort, comfort, and happiness from her.

The next morning, Sheng Shi and Mo Qingyou went out together, on the way to school, it was Mo Qingyou's husband who sent them over, Sheng Shi didn't expect Mo Qingyou to let him send them, if he knew that he would come to them, Sheng Shi wouldn't get in the car.

The three of them didn't speak in the car, Mo Qingyou didn't talk to Sheng Shi, Sheng Shi didn't talk to Mo Qingyou, only the man occasionally asked Mo Qingyou if he felt uncomfortable.

The car silently drove to the front gate of the school, and on Chinese New Year's Eve, this street became unusually deserted, Mo Qingyou and Sheng Shi got out of the car and said goodbye to the man together, and then the two stood on the street, looking at the school gate opposite, each with their own thoughts.

Sheng Shi actually wanted to ask Mo Qingyou if he had a place in her heart, whether she cared about herself, and he wanted to know everything about Mo Qingyou and that man, but he couldn't ask, he felt that he was no longer qualified to ask Mo Qingyou everything.

The two of them stood silently, a little embarrassed, and finally Mo Qingyou broke the silence, and Mo Qingyou asked him, "When will you and Le Cuicui get married?"

Sheng Shi said: "I don't know, we don't want to get married yet, let's get married in a few years, we will definitely get married in a few years." ”

Mo Qingyou looked at him, she touched her bulging belly and took a deep breath.

"I haven't seen Song Qi and Song Jinang for a long time, I don't know if I will feel strange or embarrassed when we meet, this may be our last party. ”

Sheng Shi said: "Well, it should be, maybe we met, but everyone won't see each other in the future, Song Qi will go abroad, you will go back to Harbin, I'm in Beijing, Song Jinang is in Macau, everyone is really going their separate ways." ”

Mo Qingyou looked at the street, her face was both dazed and a little sad, she moved her eyes to Sheng Shi's face, moved her lips and said: "Actually, Taichuan is nothing nostalgic for me, home, parents, school, many people, I don't care anymore, I don't care about what I liked before, really, but the only thing I am nostalgic about and feel reluctant is you, Sheng Shi." ”

Sheng Shi looked at her in surprise, Mo Qingyou also looked at herself, the eyes of the two people collided together, Sheng Shi saw from her sincere eyes, Mo Qingyou said from the bottom of his heart, and there was no half a lie.

Sheng Shi asked her, "Why?"

Mo Qingyou smiled and said: "I don't know, maybe we are childhood sweethearts, Sheng Shi, do you know, if I hadn't met Lin Tao, it would have been my husband, I forgot that I didn't seem to introduce you to you, do you want to hear about us?"

"Yes. ”

Mo Qingyou said that when she was a freshman, she met Lin Tao, who was her art professor and taught them courses on "Chinese Art History" and "Foreign Art History", and he was also a well-known local painter in Harbin.

Mo Qingyou said that the most taboo between teachers and students is too close, but Lin Tao was very good to Mo Qingyou, he saw Mo Qingyou's talent and cared about her very much. Mo Qingyou felt that it was a kind of warmth, the only warmth she had in the strange city of Harbin.

Mo Qingyou also said that she was actually lost in Harbin, what she said was lost, not really lost, but lost in life, Mo Qingyou said that she didn't plan to go home, in those days she wanted to be independent, wanted to be a person who didn't rely on her parents, because she knew that she was going to have a younger brother.

She could no longer rely on her parents, and at that time she worked part-time as a singer in a bar. I met some bosses, they left their numbers and wanted Mo Qingyou to contact them and become their weekend lover, Mo Qingyou was moved, this kind of thing can be seen everywhere in college, even if you do it, no one will find out. But she met Lin Tao.

At that time, she and Lin Tao were getting closer and closer, and Mo Qingyou would even take the initiative to call him to confide in him, but Lin Tao always helped her solve all her problems as a person who came over.

Later, when Mo Qingyou decided to take that step, Lin Tao stopped her, and he even scolded her. Mo Qingyou said that she and a boss met Lin Tao and other professors in the western restaurant outside the school, Lin Tao asked her who the boss was at that time, Lin Tao knew that the boss was a rich man and wanted to find a weekend lover, so he pulled Mo Qingyou out and scolded him.

Mo Qingyou said that it was the first time that a person scolded her so badly that she cried on the street, but it was Lin Tao who woke her up, and she knew that Lin Tao saved her.

Mo Qingyou's decision to marry Lin Tao started that night, and she said that she wanted a man like Lin Tao who could give her a sense of home, a man who could protect her from harm, a real man.

However, at that time, Mo Qingyou hesitated, she said that she thought of someone, someone she had liked for a long time.

Sheng Shi's heart was about to jump out of his body when he heard this, he knew that it was at that time that Mo Qingyou came to Beijing to find him, and he still remembered that her back was lonely and very desolate when she left.