"Song Qiang, do you really love me?"

Song Qiang just nodded, "Yes, I like you, why don't you say it's love?"

Song Qiang said: "Love and like, maybe two different things, like if you go a little deeper, it will become love, in fact, so many days, I don't like you slowly, but I can't say the word love, because I feel that I have to be responsible for you," Song Qiang said lightly.

Yes, he has always been such a cautious person, he will put his liking on his lips, love him and feel that this word is too heavy, should I be happy or distressed, this is really a dilemma!

My heart was conflicted and entangled, Song Qiang slowly came to me at this time, took my hands, he suddenly knelt down on one knee, such a gentleman put my hand to his mouth, and said to me: "Lan Lan, marry me, I will let you live a happy life!"

"But marriage needs to be managed! Song Qiang, do you dislike me? I have children, and I have been married. ”

"Of course I don't dislike you, I think I love someone, it has nothing to do with his experience, I just want to take the current path and cherish the present."

But there is always a chasm in my heart, a knot, and I really can't give up my past.

In the past, it is not said that you can forget it, many times, he is a scar in your heart, it may be that when it rains on a cloudy day, it will hurt violently.

Song Qiang saw that I didn't react for a long time, and said to me: "Lan Lan, last time I wanted you to be my girlfriend, this time I want you to be my wife, I have always let you accept me slowly, I hope step by step, I hope we have a different good life." ”

Song Qiang said, his eyes full of sincerity.

"You get up," Song Qiang had been on the ground for a long time.

I helped her up, but Song Qiang didn't want to, he just took my hand and said, "Lan Lan, you promise me!"

"Are you morally kidnapping?" I said jokingly.

Song Qiang said: "If the kidnapping can be successful, then I would rather kidnap it." ”

Well, I don't know what to say at this point, "You get up first, Song Qiang, I have something I want to tell you." ”

Song Qiang finally stood up, and he said slowly: "Actually, Lan Lan, I know that you have a lot of things on your mind, and you have a lot of your own thoughts, but now as of now, I think the most important thing you should do is to live your life well and enjoy the moment, you know? ”

Song Qiang stopped when he said this, in fact, why don't I understand this truth?

In fact, people are really very short-lived, just like the common people have a saying, if you lie in bed tonight, tomorrow you don't know if you can still wear these shoes, this is the reality.

Real life is so cruel, yes, we have to enjoy life, and really don't think about those troublesome things.

Sometimes if you are in a happy mood, maybe the days will be longer, that's the truth, but who understands?

When I was young, I always desperately pursued money, hoping that the more money I had, the better, staying away from family affection, betraying love, and betraying anything.

But when people are getting old, they understand that in fact, health, as well as those family and love in life, are also quite important.

I really understand this now, especially when I think about my daughter.

I just gently helped Song Qiang up: "Song Qiang, you can get married, but can you grant me a request?"

"What kind of request, you can say it," Song Qiang asked.

"Let's not have a wedding, can we go out on a trip and get married?"

"Travel to get married?" Song Qiang hesitated.

"Yes, travel to get married. ”

"Where do you want to go?"

"Song Qiang, where do you want to go?"

Actually, I was at a loss.

It's so turbulent outside, especially when several planes crash, which makes me feel like it's not safe outside, and if you go to that beautiful island, like that Paris island or Phuket or something, the scenery is very beautiful.

It's just that for a person who has been born with a fear of water since childhood, the seaside may not be suitable for me, although many times, seeing the sea can have a broad mind, but I still hope to go to some places with beautiful mountains and rivers, where it will be quieter.

"Song Qiang, let's go to Yangzhou, Hangzhou, Suzhou and Hangzhou!"

Song Qiang looked at me suspiciously, "Lan Lan, you have to know, when I go on a business trip, I often go to this kind of place, if you want to travel, you can stay until later, our honeymoon may be more suitable to go to a better place." ”

"You listen to me, I really don't pay so much attention to it, in fact, it's the same everywhere, as long as you are in a happy mood and have fun, we can go to Suzhou and Hangzhou first, and then go to other places, okay?

Song Qiang hesitated for a long time, and finally he touched my little head, "Okay, how can I travel and get married?" But my parents have to meet and invite them to eat or something," Hei Tu said.

But I didn't say anything, I really didn't want my parents to meet, my parents were so far away, in that small city.

It's not that I don't care about their lives or deaths, it's just that who cares about my life or death? I can't care so much anymore, and besides, I have my brother there, and my parents like money so much, I just need to send them money every month.

"Song Qiang, will your parents like me?" I was a little apprehensive.

Song Qiang looked at me and said, "Lan Lan, don't worry, my parents will definitely like you, especially a sensible, empathetic and generous girl like you." ”

I am very happy, if Song Qiang's parents like me, then life will be very smooth.

"When are you going to see your in-laws?" I asked, a little apprehensive.

Song Qiang looked at me and said, "It seems that you can't wait, right?"

"You're bad, you can't wait!" I joked.

We flirted like this, and today was a really pleasant evening, although it was not Valentine's Day, but it was more memorable than Valentine's Day.

Because I sent it today, the black soil proposed to me.

Yes, during this time, I have to prepare to meet my in-laws, I must lose weight, and I must dress myself up beautifully.

In my concept, thin is beautiful!

Even though I'm in my thirties, chubby people, people with fat all over their faces, always don't look very energetic.

Song Qiang, can we go see my uncle and aunt again in a month!"

Song Qiang thought for a while and said: "Okay, I'll arrange it, it just so happens that this month is also busy, there are more things, wait for next month, you also have time next month Then, let's take a look at my parents, let's go on a trip," Song Qiang planned, and happily decided it.

My heart is happy, but I can't relax this month, I'm going to see my future parents-in-law, and I'm going to clean up my pretty clothes.

I came to the mirror and saw myself in the mirror, and I was really disappointed!

Especially that face, which is full of freckles, plus these days, I have insomnia every night, and the skin is also very rough, like potato chips.

To be honest, I don't even like myself right now, especially my bloated body, well, I've had a very difficult task this month.

First of all, I want to lose weight, I want to take care of my skin, these are very important.

Weight loss? When I think about it, it's really a good thing to talk about.

Because I used to overeat in order to lose weight.

The so-called overeating, that is, you will eat very, very many things at this meal, and then you will feel very guilty in your heart.

And then the next thing, I will skip eating, and just like that, unconsciously, I will wear out my body like this.

I had a time like this, and I mentioned it above, because I had something on my mind, so when a person is depressed or depressed, it is especially easy to overeat.

Especially girls, in her concept she is very unconfident, she thinks that as long as she gets thinner, she will become beautiful.

As long as you lose weight, everything will go smoothly.

Under the guidance of this misconception, she will go to the extreme of weight loss, that is, overeating.

Many people who overeat will have anorexia and other diseases.

Well, to be honest, I'm the same now, I've had this situation before, and I've got to get over it now, and I have to pay a lot of attention to how to lose weight.

But if you want to lose weight in a month, you have to be yourself.

What should I do? Lose weight scientifically.