Chapter 221: The heart can't help itself
The deeper the love, the more addictive it becomes, and the more involuntary it is.
"Then will you accompany me to find memories?" Gong Qingchen took Ji Yunyang's hand, this didn't seem like a question, because her determined gaze seemed to tell Ji Yunyang that she thought Ji Yunyang would definitely agree.
But Ji Yunyang looked at her so seriously, but he didn't say that good sentence for a long, long time, Ji Yunyang's throat seemed to be blocked, and he seemed to have lost the courage to speak.
Gong Qingchen, who had not received a response for a long time, seemed to have a collapsed expression: "Ah, you are unwilling, why? Have you really done something sorry for me?" ”
"What nonsense!" Ji Yunyang gently twisted Gong Qingchen's nose as if he had reacted, and said very gently: "Your memory has been lost for a long time, and the doctor said at that time that this matter should be natural, don't force yourself to recall, I'm worried about you." ”
"Hehe, I knew that Yun Yang, you would definitely not do bad things behind my back, it turned out that I lost my memory for what reason I was like this!" Gong Qingchen held his little face and smiled cutely.
Ji Yunyang had thought a long time ago that if Gong Qingchen asked for the answer to this matter one day, Ji Yunyang, who had been rehearsing countless times in his heart, sighed softly and said: "Didn't I tell you many times?
"I don't watch Korean dramas, I only watch Mango Channel. Gong Qingchen actually knew very well in her heart that she had lost her memory in a car accident, and this is what Ji Yunyang told her when she first woke up, but she was starting to waver now.
She should believe in Ji Yunyang very much, but I don't know why a voice in her heart keeps telling her not to believe it, it's all fake.
Are they all fake, including what Ji Yunyang said to himself?
Why was that voice so real, so real that Gong Qingchen began to be afraid, she was afraid that the real truth was really as cruel as she expected.
But how could Ji Yunyang be sorry for her? Could it be that Ji Yunyang was with someone else, apart from this, Gong Qingchen couldn't think of anything that would make her unable to forgive Ji Yunyang.
Can't forgive these four words are really too heavy, Gong Qingchen looked at Ji Yunyang in silence for a while, and finally reached out to hold Ji Yunyang's palm, and Gong Qingchen raised a smile at the moment when his ten fingers were clasped tightly.
"Yun Yang, it doesn't matter if you don't want to tell me, I promise you that as long as you don't secretly go behind my back and be with others, I can forgive you no matter what happens. Gong Qingchen's promise did not make Ji Yunyang feel at ease, on the contrary, he looked at Gong Qingchen with a very deep look.
Gong Qingchen couldn't understand what was in that look, and she didn't dare to explore it seriously.
As long as Ji Yunyang still belongs to her at this moment, Ji Yunyang disappeared after the fireworks show that year, and it was already two weeks after they met again, and Gong Qingchen stood one meter away from him, but he never had the courage to approach him.
"Where did you go, do you know I'm worried......" Gong Qingchen's words were pulled into Ji Yunyang's arms before he finished speaking, Ji Yunyang didn't speak, he just hugged Gong Qingchen tightly, and a tear slipped down the corner of his eye and fell on Gong Qingchen's neck.
"What's wrong with you?" Gong Qingchen's words did not calm Ji Yunyang down, he still hugged her so tightly, Gong Qingchen could only stretch out his hand and gently pat his back like a child and said, "What's wrong, it's okay." ”
Ji Yunyang hugged Gong Qingchen with great strength, his fingertips were white but he couldn't speak, how can I tell you that I almost lost you this time. Such memories became clearer and clearer in Gong Qingchen's mind, and Gong Qingchen's head also hurt.
The two of them walked side by side in the moonlight like that, Gong Qingchen suddenly grabbed Ji Yunyang's arm and said, "Back then, you went there after the fireworks show that year, why did you come back two weeks later." ”
Gong Qingchen didn't ask this question five years ago, but Gong Qingchen asked it five years later, it turns out that some questions will not decrease with the change of time, it has always been there, it doesn't dare to speak, and it only faces itself.
"Do you really want to know?" Ji Yunyang raised his head and looked at the moonlight in the sky, which seemed to be whispering, he remembered the song that Gong Qingchen used to sing in front of him in the past - how many times the lover had seen the moon together, how much it had seen and forgotten in the sky, how panicked.
Maybe Ji Yunyang's expression was too serious, or maybe he didn't have the courage Gong Qingchen was silent under Ji Yunyang's gaze for a few seconds and finally responded: "Hmm." ”
"Then can I hold your hand before I say it? ”
"Why. ”
"Because I'm afraid you'll get very angry when you hear it later, and then ignore me and get rid of me. When Ji Yunyang said this, he actually smiled very frankly, as if he was relieved and relaxed, and as if he had figured out the calm before he died.
Gong Qingchen nodded to him, let go of the hand that had been pulling his arm, and changed it to hold him, Ji Yunyang smiled, and then began to say slowly: "I'll only tell you one person about this matter, your ears come." ”
Seeing him so mysterious, Gong Qingchen really leaned his ears over, and felt Ji Yunyang's warm breathing on her ears, Ji Yunyang said in such a low tone: "Because, because I was captured by aliens." ”
As soon as he finished saying this, Ji Yunyang let go of Gong Qingchen's hand and ran forward, Gong Qingchen also found that he was rectified, and he was not angry, but he just rushed over and chased after him, which is a burst of sunflower acupuncture hands.
"What the hell is it! If you do this to me, I won't be with you. Gong Qingchen tickled Ji Yunyang's itch, and made Ji Yunyang's obedience very obedient.
"Okay, okay. I was wrong, and this time I really told you. Ji Yunyang looked like a good baby, and it was estimated that all the bad water in his stomach was there.
Gong Qingchen once again put his ear to his hand trustingly, and heard Ji Yunyang's low and smiling voice: "Because I was captured by zombies." ”
"Ji Yunyang!" Gong Qingchen completely broke out at this moment, and now if there was any weapon around her, she would definitely pick it up and beat Ji Yunyang to death without hesitation, but she was beaten twice by him like this.
"Soldiers don't get tired of cheating!" Ji Yunyang smiled so happily, Gong Qingchen jumped on his back and wrapped his neck around his neck and shouted, "Do you dare to say it yourself." ”
"Hahaha, can't I dare to do it? I'll take you over there to eat red bean Lantern Festival in the morning. As soon as Ji Yunyang's words came out, Gong Qingchen, the snack was not calm, and got off his body and nodded.
Ji Yunyang: "......" dizzy, so I diverted my attention.