I can't find the words to describe you, I'm just sad that I can't grow old with you.

It was quiet in that ward, Gong Qingchen was still sleeping when Ji Yunyang walked in, and when he opened the door, he saw Gong Qingchen lying quietly in the ward, Ji Yunyang unconsciously slowed down, he walked over and sat on the escort chair next to him.

Gong Qingchen didn't look badly injured, except for the bandages on her arms, her left cheek was also wrapped in gauze, Ji Mingyang's body was only a little bruised, according to Ji Mingyang, Gong Qingchen protected him, so he was hit by the headbutt and fainted.

Thinking of Ji Mingyang's narration, Ji Yunyang's heart was shocked, he didn't expect that he had forced Gong Qingchen to this point, she must have wanted to do something stupid at that time, people's impulses always appear in a few seconds, and then they will figure it out.

Maybe Gong Qingchen figured it out after being impulsive, maybe she didn't, but at least there was no major incident in her life. Ji Yunyang stared at Gong Qingchen's face so seriously, he was afraid that Gong Qingchen's face would become transparent or even disappear in the next second.

After raising his hand to arrange her hairstyle, Ji Yunyang hooked the corners of his mouth as if laughing at himself: "Asleep?" Gong Qingchen, do you want to get rid of me so much? Heh, am I really so bad to you? I know what I did wrong, but this is not a game that can be paused, some things will continue to be wrong as long as the beginning is wrong." Promise me, okay? In the future, if you are really angry, you will come and beat me, hurt me, kill me. It's okay to live well. ”

The girl lying on the hospital bed seemed to be in an infinite sleep, Ji Yunyang stared at her with so distress, the starlight in his eyes was almost broken, he didn't get any response, his heart was even more flustered, and he trembled slightly, and his hand stroked her face.

The feeling that he might lose Gong Qingchen made his heart unable to calm down, and he could only barely stabilize himself by touching her: "I'm even more scared if you don't speak, is my morning too tired, then you can sleep first, and then wake up and remember nothing, and then I'll take you home." ”

"I used to be conflicted, I was afraid that you would leave like you did five years ago, I don't know how I got over those five years, you know how it feels......"

Ji Yunyang didn't continue to speak, he closed his eyes and poured back the tears in his eyes, do you know what it feels like?

The kind of person whose name is taboo, only a casual thought of it will hurt the heart, whether it is spring, summer, autumn or winter, as long as I wake up alone and see the empty position next to me, my heart is like snow, infinitely cold.

I was like a person walking in the winter snow, when I raised my head, the snow fell into my eyes, and the cold feeling would make me remember for a moment that I was still alive, Gong I was about to freeze in the morning.

But you still don't want me, and you won't come back.

I have been holding on to this sense of despair for five years, and in the endless flow of people, I have met many people after you left, but none of them are you.

The snow fell on my whole world, and my heart was frozen to pieces at that moment.

Ji Yunyang took Gong Qingchen's hand, gently put it on his lips, kissed it, and sighed: "But how much I want you to come back, how much I am afraid that you will come back." ”

Things must be reversed, because you and I are starting to get colder and colder, so cold that sometimes even I am afraid, and the more I miss you, the more I hate you for abandoning me.

So I finally looked forward to the time when you came back, it was actually you who came back as a commercial toy sent by Gu Ruiwen, do you know what it was like for me to stand in the sun at that moment?

It was like being in an ice cave, and that feeling was no longer a slap in the face, it was a great shame. I was even secretly thinking about how many people Gu Ruiwen has given you to in the past five years, I can barely suppress the anger in my heart when you smile at me, but when you smile at me on the bed, I can't restrain my hand at all, I want to strangle you.

Ji Yunyang clenched his fists, gritted his teeth to calm himself down, lowered his head after covering Gong Qingchen with the quilt, and gently left a kiss on Gong Qingchen's forehead, and Gong Qingchen's eyelashes trembled when he was lying there.

When he heard a sound behind him, Ji Yunyang turned his head very sensitively, he saw a nurse with a syringe, the nurse saw Ji Yunyang's eyes like an eagle staring at her, her face turned red, she had actually been here for a long time, and she heard what Ji Yunyang said to Gong Qingchen just now.

"You...... Hello me, I'm here to inject her with low molecular weight heparin calcium. The nurse was stared at so coldly by Ji Yunyang, and unconsciously stammered nervously, after all, Ji Yunyang's aura was really a little too powerful, and there were few who could fight back against him like Gong Qingchen.

Although Ji Yunyang guessed that the nurse heard his words, he didn't have much reaction at all, just nodded to the nurse calmly, stood up, and rolled up his sleeves casually: "When will she wake up." ”

"It's probably afternoon, and if she doesn't wake up, we'll force her to wake up. The nurse swallowed in fright, and the treatment tray in her hand felt a little exhausted.

"I'm sorry for you. Ji Yunyang didn't look at the nurse, just picked up his mobile phone and began to walk towards the door, his pace was very calm, and he was even suspected of deliberately slowing down.

Seeing that Ji Yunyang was leaving, the nurse suddenly relieved and put the treatment plate on the table, and before she could pat her chest and comfort herself, she heard Ji Yunyang's voice behind her: "Don't tell her about my coming today." ”

The nurse nodded stupidly and said yes, then looked down and saw Gong Qingchen with big eyes open and a shushing gesture to her, the expression on the nurse's face was even more nervous, and Gong Qingchen nodded and stumbled in response: "Okay, sir." ”

The door was gently closed, and there was a dead silence in the back room, Gong Qingchen sat up and gently reached out to touch his left cheek, and a tear slipped down like this.

"Oh, Miss Gong can't cry, you wipe it quickly, the wound on your face can't touch the water, you have to pay attention. The nurse saw Gong Qingchen crying and hurriedly pulled the tissue next to her and followed her, Gong Qingchen held the tissue and hummed in a very nasal voice, but her tears couldn't stop flowing down at all.

She didn't understand why it was like this.

Is it really a dead end between Ji Yunyang and Gong Qingchen, and there is no longer any possibility?

"You can't cry, Miss Gong, you can't be so excited now. The nurse really didn't have a problem with Gong Qingchen, she didn't let Gong Qingchen's wound touch the water, and Gong Qingchen obediently put a tissue under the corner of her eye.

"I love him so much. Gong Qingchen looked out the window as if he hadn't heard the nurse's words.