In the evening, I came to He Yiyang's house early, and before the lights were turned on, I sat on the sofa and closed my eyes and waited quietly for He Yiyang. It's all come to this point, and I don't want to think about the swear and promise between us before, I just want to wait quietly for him to come back and explain everything that should be said.

Finally I heard someone open the door, and the lights came on. I didn't turn my head to look at him in a hurry, but slowly opened my eyes and took a deep breath first.

He Yiyang also came to his side immediately after seeing me, and I slowly looked up at him and slowly stood up. I promised that I had a cold face from beginning to end, but He Yiyang looked at me and smiled.

He looked me up and down, then said in sign language, "Why didn't you turn on the lights when you came back?" ”

He was still so calm, but I could see the tiredness in his eyes, and it seemed that he was pretending to be tired too.

I lowered my head and chuckled softly, tilted my head to look at him, and said lightly, "Did you disappoint you, I would still appear at your house?"

The smile on He Yiyang's face disappeared immediately, he frowned and took a step closer to me, looked down at me with a smile, and said in sign language: "You, what's wrong with you? Is something wrong?"

He still looked as nervous as he had ever been and reached out to touch my forehead. But I didn't feel a trace of warmth, I just felt that he wanted to be more fake.

All he did now was to soften my heart so that I could leave him happily.

"Hmph. I closed my eyes slightly and shook my head with a wry smile and pushed his hand away, and then said weakly: "He Yiyang, you are so scheming and good means." If you want to break up, you can just say to me, why do you want others to humiliate me?

Since I was with you, you don't know what I've done to you. I disregarded everyone's opinions for you, even at the expense of my parents, and almost put my life into it, just to be with you without worries.

But what about you? Why do you do this to me? You can't let go of her, you told me earlier, why do you want to provoke me? Why do you want to do this to me now when you recruited me? What do you think of me? When you fill the void, are you going to throw it away when you don't need it now?"

Saying that, I couldn't help the grievances in my heart, and tears couldn't stop flowing. He Yiyang began to be a little overwhelmed at this time, I couldn't tell whether I was distressed or unbearable, so I started dancing anyway.

He Yiyang stretched out his hand to help me wipe my tears, but he didn't dare to touch me, shook his head and said to me with a sign language: "Jingjing, what happened? What's wrong with you? What did I do wrong? You tell me, I can explain, you can apologize, you can beat me and scold me." But can you tell me what happened first?"

"When are you still pretending? Qu Lingna has come to my unit to find me. I bent down, clenched my fists, closed my eyes, and yelled loudly at He Yiyang.

He Yiyang was so frightened by me that he took a step back, but he no longer had the innocent expression just now, I saw him shaking his head constantly, his palms carefully swinging in front of me, trying to come over and hold my hand.

How could I still let him touch me again, so I simply pushed him hard and kept him as far away from me as possible.

I saw that He Yiyang also had tears in his eyes, and he hurriedly moved his steps back and forth and stood in place and didn't dare to approach me again, and finally he raised his hand again and trembled to express something to me.

But what else can he say now? Explanation or sorry? Explanation is just to coax me again, sorry, he is indeed sorry for me, but is a word of sorry useful?

"He Yiyang, do you really think I'm a fool?" I yelled again and directly interrupted He Yiyang, "Do you think I don't know that you and your ex-wife secretly met? Twice, I ran into you twice."

I was so naïve to say that the first time I saw your tryst, I was sad and ran home waiting for you to explain to me, but you chose to be silent, and you made me easily overturn my suspicions.

The second time, the second time I saw you and her hugging each other on the street, I still didn't go to you and went home directly, I thought that this time you would find out that I was wrong, and you would show me, but you still didn't.

Not only did you not, you didn't even ask me where I was. But I still have a little illusion about you, hoping that you will come to see me the next day and find out what is wrong with me.

But you still haven't, you haven't even sent me a message. Even so, I still gave you a reason to think that you might be busy tutoring Feifei's homework and didn't have time to send me a message, but what about the facts?

The truth is that you went to an amusement park with your ex-wife and your daughter as a family of three. When I had a stomachache all night and couldn't even get out of bed the next day, your family of three was enjoying a happy parent-child time in the amusement park.

Does He Yiyang feel more arbitrary when he sleeps with his wife who has been reunited after a long absence? Since you have a hard time with her and the warmth is unforgettable, then good, I will fulfill you.

But He Yiyang, let me tell you, I proposed to break up today, and if you want to say that I dumped you, I dumped you. You have remembered for me, I, Xia Jing, have never been easy to bully, you all had better be good, otherwise the humiliation I suffered today will definitely be reclaimed in the future. ”

I don't know how I managed to finish it without choking or crying, but I did know that not only my eyes were blurry, but my throat was also flooded.

After speaking, I finally blinked and glanced at He Yiyang clearly, turned around and walked towards the door in a blur.

When I reached out to open the door, He Yiyang suddenly pounced and hugged me tightly into his arms. He used this trick again, was it the last hug?

But I'm afraid I can't satisfy him anymore, and I don't want to stay here for a moment.

"Let go of me. I struggled to break free from his arms, but He Yiyang had no intention of letting go, and just as I was about to break free from him, I heard a heart-rending "uh" sound coming from his throat.

At the same time, I felt his body tremble, followed by a series of "uh", and the hand I put on his hand and tried to break it off felt his hand was already full of sweat.

I've seen him look terrified about talking, and the way he looks at the moment, I have to admit I'm worried. I stopped struggling to get out of his arms and tried to turn my head to see what he looked like.

I saw that He Yiyang was already sweating for a while, and he was shaking his head vigorously at me, opening his mouth and trying to make a "uh-uh" sound.

I could see the pleading in his tearful eyes, even pleading. The damn heart was still caught, and the pain soon spread all over the body.

"Okay, okay, I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving. I watched the green tendons on his arm burst out, and I was very scared, so I quickly patted the back of his hand to comfort him, and told him not to be so excited.

He Yiyang calmed down a little and slowly let go of me. I wanted to move forward and turn to face him, but before I could leave his chest, he grabbed him by the arm.

I saw that he quickly blocked in front of me, grabbed my wrist tightly with one hand, pinched his throat with the other, his eyes were full of tears, and his sideburns were bruised, shaking his head while trying very hard to get "No, no......." out of his throat

I could clearly see that he had made a "out" mouth shape, but he couldn't get it out, and the sweat on his head was getting more and more, the hand that was holding me kept shaking, and his palms began to water, and the hand he was pinching on his neck was getting harder and harder, and even left blood marks on his neck.

He is like this, how can I bear to let him continue, tears have inadvertently blurred his eyes again.

"Okay, don't say it, don't say it. "At the moment, I couldn't control my crying anymore.

I hurriedly reached out and pulled his hand off his neck and began to rub his arm incessantly to soothe him. After a few moments, he finally stopped trembling as much as he had just done.

I pulled him back to the sofa and sat down, got up and poured him a glass of water and put it next to him, when I saw the sweat on his forehead, I reached out to help him wipe it, He Yiyang suddenly hugged me into his arms again.

He hugged me tightly, buried his face in my neck and sobbed like a wronged child. At this moment, I had no ability to resist, so I could only let him hold him tightly, and finally I couldn't help but put my hands on his back.

I was hugged by He Yiyang for a long, long time, and I only felt that his body slowly stopped trembling, and his face slowly lifted up from my neck. He sat up, looked down at my hand, shook it tightly, and then signed to me:

"I'm sorry to have wronged you again. But can you listen to me explain that things are really not what you think. You don't want to go, okay?"

said that I was wronged, but He Yiyang looked more like a wronged child. I took a deep breath, nodded helplessly, and said, "Okay, I'm not leaving, you can say it." ”

He Yiyang smiled with tears in his eyes, nodded to me, and began to explain to me:

Me and her are really not what you think, I never thought of having anything to do with her again, and I thought she wouldn't appear in front of me and Feifei again.

But just last weekend, she didn't know where to find my phone number, and out of the blue, she texted me and told me that she was back and wanted to talk to me.

I didn't say yes at the time, so she kept texting me and calling me, forcing me to meet with her. I was afraid that you would feel uncomfortable when you showed her up, so I kept staring at my phone absentmindedly that night, afraid that she would suddenly text or call again.

I didn't think it was an option to hide, so I decided to meet her in order to keep her from texting.

But I didn't expect that as soon as she met, she proposed to me to remarry. I didn't agree, so she cried and begged me. But in my heart

There was no her for a long time, and there was no way to have any more possibilities with her, so in the end we broke up.........."

To be continued

He Yiyang's inner monologue

Jingjing, if you are not happy in your heart, you can beat me and scold me, but please don't say the word breakup easily, okay?